COW聽完我呢兩個字之後,竟然係笑左出黎,係一種帶有可恥既笑,「你話係未好矛盾,我想做返自己係因為想放低佢,但我而家竟然掛住佢。」383Please respect copyright.PENANA3OKFrzXY7o
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可恥既笑容下,慢慢被淚水掩蓋,COW而家係我面前一路笑又一路喊,佢笑自己既矛盾,喊自己既無奈。383Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0VwVNACdC
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我拎出左一張紙巾遞比佢,佢接過左紙巾後就話:「我真係好無用,我真係好無用,我真係……」383Please respect copyright.PENANALqx50JwdHD
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「點解無用?」我問佢,然後佢忍住喊望住我答:「我竟然為左一個女人喊成咁。」383Please respect copyright.PENANAfaPImcMSjd
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「為左一個女人喊成咁,就叫做無用?」我又問佢:「點解你會覺得,咁樣做係無用?」383Please respect copyright.PENANAHY5iUnEBqe
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COW比我問到呆左一呆,然後答:「因為……我係男人……所以……」「你未on9啦。」我話佢:「愛情係無男女之分,邊個話分左手後,男人就唔可以喊,邊個話女人就一定係比人照顧果個,愛情係關於兩個人之間既感情,如果好似你咁講,咁同性戀果d人點啊?hehe果d人分左手就唔比喊既?女女果d人分左手就喊到仆晒街既?」383Please respect copyright.PENANAp5I8R3NGlT
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COW仲係呆左咁望住我,而我就話:「想喊既話,未喊囉,唔好理係未男人定女人,你只要知道一件事,你係個人,你就有權利係你最唔開心既時候喊。」383Please respect copyright.PENANAGwqBcB4kDo
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COW佢無力咁坐住,拎起樽啤酒倒落自己既杯到,但倒倒下佢又放低左樽酒,用手擦走自己既眼淚,一路笑,一路擦,佢又再拎起樽酒繼續倒,但今次就倒到一半就停左,因為,佢再也忍唔住,放聲痛哭。383Please respect copyright.PENANAbbKZlRmYO5
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我望住佢微笑左一下,呢下微笑,係因為佢終於嘗試將自己既情緒釋放出黎,仲有既,係帶住憐憫既笑。383Please respect copyright.PENANATObd6m7rFS
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「我……我……我好掛住……」佢喊到連一句說話都講唔到,但我好明白,睇得出,佢真係好掛住JUDY。383Please respect copyright.PENANA4IX3KrzojC
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佢就係咁喊左半個鐘頭,我亦都就咁坐係度望住佢喊足咁耐,我地兩個都無理身邊既人點睇我地,而佢喊完之後,就拎起我比佢既紙巾,擦一擦眼淚後再深呼吸左一啖。383Please respect copyright.PENANAdlgbbl4HmW
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「舒服d未?」我問佢,而佢點一點頭。383Please respect copyright.PENANAWCtGMuQVEW
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我睇一睇部電話,未收到阿琪既msg,姐係仲未知道佢同JUDY傾成點,383Please respect copyright.PENANAEyk3JduSib
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「跟住你會點做?」我問COW。383Please respect copyright.PENANArwpc3jsr6L
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「我……都唔知。」佢答我。383Please respect copyright.PENANARyWcriI0wi
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「唔知唔緊要,唔急,我地今日就好好將所有情緒發泄就得。」我拎左果杯佢自己倒既啤酒比佢。383Please respect copyright.PENANA2BGZ0hpewM
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「好。」佢答我,然後將果杯啤酒飲晒。383Please respect copyright.PENANANHTADEperE