我感覺得出來，柶和葵嫇並不是普通人，29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7stzoEcgb
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但我也從來沒覺得自己正常。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7JKpl9ZLL
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其實和葵嫇聊天，是一天當中唯一有人和我說話的時候。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXgkZm3lxe
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我並沒有被排擠，也沒有被欺負，通通都沒有。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnBx0NkB5M
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我只是……很普通而已。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowtysK4tc7
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物以類聚，有相同想法、喜好、生活的人，自然而然形成一個個圈子。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIOpfoYcof
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而我什麼都沒有，既沒有目標，成績也普通，對任何事都沒興趣，自然也就不屬於任何一個地方。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0L3kz1Uj8V
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每天去學校上學、放學、上課、下課，重複一樣的生活就是我的全部。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxzHOXP174
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曾經我也很渴望融入大家，但當他們談論假期去哪裡玩、父母買了什麼給他們、才藝班和補習班的進度時──29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡar3kKvaK2x
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我完全插不上嘴，那時候我才明白，29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCqaLIIwcd
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原來我和他們的世界，是不一樣的。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMTD7Ep0Dt
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偶爾也會有人好奇的靠近，但當他們發現我的世界空無一物時，就會迅速離開，像是在說：「啊，這裡沒什麼好看的。」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKMDOYwaNZ
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我的身世也很老套。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29z1aSUFqP
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父母感情不好，爸爸受不了媽媽的情緒勒索就走了。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnD37XI37u
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媽媽後來跟繼父生了弟弟，就再也沒管過我。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqvtCixjU5
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弟弟犯了錯，被罵的永遠是我。你知道她最常對我說的話是什麼嗎？29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58OadmLcDm
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「我辛辛苦苦把你生下來，還養到這麼大，妳總該報答我吧。」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9o3MZUsS3
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她知道，我這輩子都還不了她。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlNGaLF4Wn
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那天會離家出走，也是因為弟弟弄壞了我很珍惜的一本書，那是我在一間很舊的書局找到的，我偷偷存了很久的錢買下來，那是我第一次覺得我「自己擁有」的東西，但弟弟撕破了書還打翻飲料。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPbV4N50QN
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在我問媽媽為什麼直接丟掉時，她只是瞥了一眼，然後說：「一本破書，有什麼好生氣的？」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBj5LKwsfH
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我忍不住對她大聲，吼著和她說那是我存很久的錢買的。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacN1yqvryk
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她賞了我一巴掌說：「敢對我大小聲？！什麼你的？那也是用我的錢買的！」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tREQYbxD0
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那一刻，我的耳朵嗡嗡響，什麼都聽不清了。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoLXe32yWV
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我離開了。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtcjbz0DiG
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沒有計劃，也不知道能去哪，29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaHQKakt3T
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我只是想逃，逃離那個家、逃離那個女人。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIyGrSqyp0
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如果那天，在公園裡沒有遇到葵嫇，29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEk3CXztdc
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我大概會……真的覺得，死了也沒關係吧。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MZ8cKGCLi
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反正不會有人發現。也不會有人在意。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaK1GjVquY
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但她會認真聽我說話，會看著我笑，會因為我幫她一點小事就閃閃發亮。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6fhNAwc2D
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她讓我覺得我也可以是個重要的人，是個有用處的人。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wFTi7e5Ry
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所以一一29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jEMfNFkA9
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「我不會讓妳繼續用保護她的名義，剝奪她的自由，柶。」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvtRWYAfHH
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我知道我在發抖，卻還是抬起頭，直視她的眼睛，一字一句說出口。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsIQcSAamI
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她沉默了幾秒，然後開口，聲音比任何時候都來的冰冷：「這就是妳的理由？」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5K1jhV6c5e
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