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母親胸前的右側分給了弟妹，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1GhcIlybk
僅存的左側也被我割下奪去。
費城實驗則拿走了母親的雙手雙足；
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詢問：
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「我的母親，還有什麼是留下給自己的?」
「生命由妳所給予，但代價是妳的青春年華與自由時光。」
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我所在處境由妳所把控，不論是優渥或貧困，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHhG3IriSq
不論是霜冷與熾熱、不論是寵溺或侵愛。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKmLyNAOQk
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自白 :
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過去我因疼痛而被妳切下的苦痛之處，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnebUY3RlmC
令我能同妳效仿妳過往對待我的親愛。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhUeHNgVkh
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年幼時媽媽說過：89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3Yw6DeZif
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如果很痛，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUJF5rljd7
我們家沒錢看醫生，
所以要忍著，如果很痛，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqk5THaiSKD
那媽媽可以幫妳切掉會痛的地方。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtENiSSrak
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那之後還身為孩子時的自己，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hX1gKbXmV
沒有能抵抗坦白自己無法忍痛的情緒。
成年後的今日，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbnPhtCHY4
母親也發生忍不住痛而嚎叫的情況，請問該怎麼做?
我想此刻的心中應該有明確答案了。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkPqq2Tt0h
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還會痛嗎?
會痛說出來，我可以幫妳再割掉一些，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50HCcjWlBl
把痛的部分都割掉就好。
我有自己的生活要穩固，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHi6TJKTcS
我只能這樣做，妳要體諒我。
沒關係，現在是我在照顧著妳。
痛，說出來，我可以幫妳，不用害怕。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0V8o8wLXGn
我們只是沒錢而已，還是可以解決的。
而且習慣割掉痛的地方之後，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIVbf9ZoLf
會覺得很舒服，
妳也會這樣習慣不感到疼痛。
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「為什麼？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0R4YV1STn
「因為我們是家人。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBiia5fGOI
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回想以往，以旁觀者來說如此荒誕之事:89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRkjWzfEFd
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是什麼樣的母親，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WUPIu2sxK
於孩子的撒嬌下，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOEBWhDFGq
於貧困、於匱乏，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiy0K1CNbMB
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將父親未能下葬而遺留的骨骸，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbjz0HcjkZ
作為玩具獎勵給子女。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNML56Kyg3
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並甚至如同非自身血肉一樣，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKrhc0oUJ9
將左胸，那肥大柔軟的哺育器官，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfaBvas2bV
輕易的如無痛覺般割下，賞給長子把玩?
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於遙遠之後，89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5BoEa4uJa
手上似乎仍舊有餘溫、89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehQVES7D3R
與觸感、與厚大沉重。
