我再次打開眼,仲係間房入面,但阿蓉已經唔係到。89Please respect copyright.PENANAdUSiJSEu79
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原來場夢仲未發完,我已經分唔清我到底係現實世界定係夢入面。89Please respect copyright.PENANATiOzvNlLWb
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有一把好熟悉同時亦都好陌生嘅聲音同我講野,佢坐咗係我張書枱到,兩隻眼望住部電腦,隻手不斷係鍵盤到禁禁禁。89Please respect copyright.PENANAduXKFhRnec
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蔡煒燕:「終於醒啦?我幫你打好今日要出嘅文啦。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAWRxJxoypnw
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我:「比我睇下...哇你寫乜鳩呀?玩Ocamp玩到一開波就扑野,之後又落老蘭,你想像力會唔會太豐富?」89Please respect copyright.PENANAb1VmGyJjpK
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蔡煒燕:「唔豐富嘅話男神個故就唔會咁多人睇啦,想當年我每日一起身,諗都唔洗諗,直接憑感覺打二千字出黎。」89Please respect copyright.PENANArsP1bsoyVw
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我:「我知四年前呀嘛,但宜家寫一篇文都要諗幾日先寫得出啦。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAroeUICykX3
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蔡煒燕:「唉歲月真係不留人,你知唔知當年我好多粉絲架,唔似宜家你寫咁耐都無人理無人睇。」89Please respect copyright.PENANA1unNbtTGsQ
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我:「無人睇咪無人睇囉,我一啲都唔care呀,我寫故係興趣唔係為咗點擊次數。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAVr0mYGh4SY
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蔡煒燕:「你只係唔願意承認我好過你姐,我人又靚仔過你,寫嘅野又好睇過你,女都多過你呀。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAoFELr0oV0K
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我:「你咪又係我創造出黎,無我你會咁靚仔咁多女?」89Please respect copyright.PENANAhW4tFKLfz8
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蔡煒燕:「你創造我嘅目的只不過係為咗逃避現實,現實中嘅你只係一個毒撚,一個成日扮emo嘅on9仔。」89Please respect copyright.PENANARd7rAIxWHC
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蔡煒燕:「你問下你自己有啲咩係叻?係讀書讀到大學,但又唔係最top個3間,係識打波,但又唔係打得勁,係打機唔差,但積分又上唔到高rank,係識好多人,但真係當你係朋友嘅又有幾多個?」89Please respect copyright.PENANAhKK88qNsvL
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我:「唔好再講啦...」89Please respect copyright.PENANAKWFDVAFvX3
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蔡煒燕:「你一直都希望自己可以成為一個特別嘅人,可以得到其他人嘅關注,但事實就係你根本做唔到,就連識女仔你都只係得把口,約人出街嘅勇氣都無,你根本無一樣野係做得好。」89Please respect copyright.PENANA9YCdqnAyqJ
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周身刀無把利,個人無任何目標,無任何興趣,無任何主見,咩都無所謂,咩都隨波逐流。89Please respect copyright.PENANA48mWjflOuk
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每次都話自己會改變,但每次都係原地踏步,應承自己下次唔會再咁做,但結果又係重蹈覆轍。89Please respect copyright.PENANAp4sfanOlGY
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有時候我係到思考到底自己生存嘅意義係啲咩,個天整我出黎係為咗啲咩,講笑話希望自己聽日就比車撞死,但發現原來唔係笑話黎。89Please respect copyright.PENANALO2huLgXw5
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有睇男神個故就知蔡煒燕係一個自信心好高,好靚仔好有人氣,好識溝女嘅一個男仔。89Please respect copyright.PENANAi0g77oqVFy
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我將呢個故嘅主角叫做魏煒燕,代表嘅係一個偽造品,一個翻版。89Please respect copyright.PENANAV1Id85gAAz
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一個好想成為蔡煒燕嘅男仔,但係我幾盡力去模仿都好,都係做唔到。89Please respect copyright.PENANAfMwwanQetG
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回望返呢四年,我有無做啲咩係值得驕傲,有嘅如果GPA過3都計嘅話。89Please respect copyright.PENANAqElQY1KJw3
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每日都渾渾噩噩,得過且過咁過日子,望住IG啲人好風光,心入面除咗羨慕之外咩都做唔到。89Please respect copyright.PENANAPPh8rJhh3C
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Inside out入面我最鍾意嘅就係阿慕,除咗佢得意之外,更重要嘅係代表我心入面個種羨慕。89Please respect copyright.PENANA7kPlmOBpMI
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大學我無住Hall,無上莊,無拍拖,淨係做咗讀書同返Part-time。89Please respect copyright.PENANASqaKMBRm2i
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我唔知我呢個大學生涯到底做咗啲咩,做咗好多野但同時又好似咩都無做過咁。89Please respect copyright.PENANA5txr5fHJp0
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成日都問自己你甘心過啲咁嘅生活咩?同你同年嘅人日日去蒲,日日去玩,日日拍拖,而你仲成條柒頭咁咩都無變。89Please respect copyright.PENANAHwPDb5ixJ3
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唔甘心但係我無辦法,因為我只係一個拒絕自己平凡嘅平凡人。89Please respect copyright.PENANAPoaZjEqrpW
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我發現自己忘記咗好多野,快樂嘅感覺,心動嘅感覺,傷心嘅感覺,我已經感覺唔到好多野。89Please respect copyright.PENANAV1BQYZRtmI
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一方面懷念過去,同一時間又想抽離過去,真係好矛盾。89Please respect copyright.PENANAVs7iS0yQz4
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如果問我有咩想同四年前嘅自己講,我諗我會叫佢唔好寫故,唔好亂搞男女關係,諗清楚自己到底想要啲咩。89Please respect copyright.PENANAgCnMvhbsxo
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不過我諗我都係會走去寫故,人就係咁犯賤。89Please respect copyright.PENANAg8jmITPydD
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我阿媽同我講,出生個陣幫我算命條友話我第時靠把口搵食。89Please respect copyright.PENANAgBonSoBgCK
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或者我宜家死淨把口都係天注定。89Please respect copyright.PENANA3m417sfNhE
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從相簿中跟我又再會面 輕翻起每一片89Please respect copyright.PENANAY3ntxgGxfD
十八歲再度浮面前89Please respect copyright.PENANAC9pUuVFF1x
也許一切在變 又或者始終沒打算89Please respect copyright.PENANAI6PnBhhOfp
我與我分開已很遠很遠 在浪潮兜兜轉轉89Please respect copyright.PENANAgQAF9fWmro
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今章係我同自己嘅對話,下一章會係最後一日,我同你地之間嘅對話。89Please respect copyright.PENANA0ElXLD4iOx
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