——很顯然,那血不是他的。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAJl5iIeRNRY
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向菱怔了一下。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAvupKZk6MkC
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有時候她真的覺得,自己挺懦弱無能的。 237Please respect copyright.PENANArHdFKuf2su
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明明看見了那樣的事情,卻無力改變什麼,只能看著一切發生而毫無改變的能力。237Please respect copyright.PENANAXA3pWU2ljx
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一股無從追溯的情緒湧上。237Please respect copyright.PENANACpUGsR6fRb
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不想看到他繼續墮落,放逐——即使這事和她自己一點關係也沒。237Please respect copyright.PENANAOwZGS83vrN
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這麼想著,少女開了口:「你去打架了。」237Please respect copyright.PENANAC5216lRXxM
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是肯定語氣,而不是裝模作樣的詢問。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAgRYbpOdXrS
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他沒有回話,四周安靜如同死寂一般。237Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7eAaNnTl4
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向菱:「因為你妹妹,所以你才去打架?」237Please respect copyright.PENANAi1ZsBNbZiz
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祁澈沒有回應她的話,抬眸,看了眼她。那雙眸子仍然漆黑好看,眸光似冬雪。237Please respect copyright.PENANAAAF24BEGPl
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向菱說道,「你怎麼老是和人打架啊。」237Please respect copyright.PENANAVmA7eTjaKD
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「他們……是對你說了什麼嗎?」 237Please respect copyright.PENANAgibYx2MJu6
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剛才在角落裡已經聽得一清二楚,但這會兒她用的卻是確認的語調。237Please respect copyright.PENANAIniGEqeqTn
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面前的少年並不說話,只是盯著她的眉眼,出神。237Please respect copyright.PENANAhIlo2pecex
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明明正在看她,但兩人視線一交會,少年卻又突兀的迅速移開視線。 237Please respect copyright.PENANA6gmIJ6uceD
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刻意掩飾著一樣。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAGsTv6tRElD
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向菱抿了抿唇,「你知道嗎。」237Please respect copyright.PENANAnp8TN9CHrF
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她誠實道:「你臉上有血還有傷口,這樣走在路上會嚇著小朋友的。」237Please respect copyright.PENANAphg51NLYb9
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「嗯。」他如此短暫的輕輕應了一聲,不怎麼在乎的樣子。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAG95iHOia7X
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卻在低頭的瞬間,不著痕跡的將棒球帽沿輕輕壓低了一點。 237Please respect copyright.PENANADw8xdmcmEZ
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少女並沒有發覺,反倒被小巷子裡壓迫陰暗的氛圍嚇得慌。237Please respect copyright.PENANANcI5jdcEE0
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少年默了默,淡淡開口:「你都看到了?」237Please respect copyright.PENANARcWS9tffc7
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指的大概是剛才,她目睹的那場巷裡的衝突。237Please respect copyright.PENANA4EFri9dQix
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向菱點了下頭。237Please respect copyright.PENANATkdjIoh0PG
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「嚇著了?」 237Please respect copyright.PENANAD4CunA3Y1V
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「沒。」就有點想報警。 237Please respect copyright.PENANA93nuJAX5Tf
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說真的,她沒想到他會是這樣的反應。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAPniwpN1ePd
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剛打完架不久的人,照理說情緒應是不穩的。可他竟然還有餘裕,反過來問她害怕嗎。237Please respect copyright.PENANAw6w9nJndMH
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面前的少年,讓她產生一種無比奇異的心情。237Please respect copyright.PENANABepPdcAVyJ
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——他們倆的關係,頂多只能算得上是可有可無的朋友吧。237Please respect copyright.PENANAdTQxM7Wwgc
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關係不淺但也不算深刻,一天的相處最多也就是聊幾句天。237Please respect copyright.PENANAYTrB5Koz2U
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她甚至懷疑,如果圓規拆散他們的同桌,是不是從此以後兩人就不會再有交集了。237Please respect copyright.PENANAHMozGNO7Kl
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只是這種不緊不慢的友誼,她竟然有種想為他寫一本故事的衝動。237Please respect copyright.PENANAtTcJSqHRUV
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向菱恍神著。237Please respect copyright.PENANAciKdLMApTA
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面前的少年垂眸,慢悠悠用手直接抹去方才沾染上的、略為乾涸的腥血。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAct5X1DymJP
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——在這種環境裡,他從小認識的道理就是,弱者總會被欺負。237Please respect copyright.PENANAUB2ZD1kaGk
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小的時候,看過同齡的人在一場群架中,被某群惡棍粗魯打死。237Please respect copyright.PENANAdK7BMURR3b
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也目睹過一群流浪貓為了爭搶廚餘以求溫飽,互相殘殺的畫面。237Please respect copyright.PENANAXsezmZJp1Y
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他想過,有沒有一種可能,只要和他們一樣,只要死掉就好了。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAYteGz86aIA
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幾乎是麻木的如此想著。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAQDkKqnI40B
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直到有個女孩,闖進他的世界中。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAD6AQrxhV1c
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心尖上彷彿有什麼東西,以極為緩慢的速度崩裂著一塊。237Please respect copyright.PENANAw0sqqjPepI
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衝突很快就平息了,也沒有人將那天巷子裡的陰暗放在心上。237Please respect copyright.PENANARQ3B2Nojn6
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南雨鎮的太陽每天還是照樣升起,照樣落下,一切並沒有太大的改變。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAlfRz32j6Ad
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學生,又稱學牲,每天還是得照樣上課。237Please respect copyright.PENANAhB3spMBTD2
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說到這個。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1rlF1BRrd
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用一句話概括高二學生的日常生活——無止境的打鬧打混、上課考試,就這麼無限循環。237Please respect copyright.PENANAjw92ciPgmK
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定期考再度逼近,不過向菱沒怎麼準備考試。237Please respect copyright.PENANArcEI2OXx5k
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好在這次考試結束後,緊接著的就是寒假。而這次段考內容著重在文科,算是穩住了她的基本分數。237Please respect copyright.PENANAgZjiUH2nR1
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蹺掉了自習課,她溜到宿舍後的中庭花園去玩。237Please respect copyright.PENANAeeWtYGYofD
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學校的花園裡,難得有冬陽照耀,四周的空氣都暖洋洋的。237Please respect copyright.PENANAMcXjV5kgrw
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新篇小說已經步上正軌,秦井也有好一陣子沒再找她麻煩,這一切有如爽文女主的人生般往美好的方向發展(?)。237Please respect copyright.PENANAohLUOW8tOo
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冬日裡的陽光略顯明媚,花園裡,她看見一名少年站在樹下。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAHkEHUx7pRD
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身材高挑,眉目很是惹人注意。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAGn4QPguUQ9
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幾秒鐘後,「啪」的一聲微響。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAh6N3NBHsMX
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少女迅速接近,手裡攥過一個小打火機和菸盒。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAM0NVea31O9
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她笑瞇瞇揚起手,「沒收!」237Please respect copyright.PENANAzNDAIrvN2t
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「……」被搶走東西的少年抬眸,也不暴躁。237Please respect copyright.PENANAkNcxYQgroU
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向菱清楚,不去招惹他的話,他也就不會動手。 237Please respect copyright.PENANA2J5hfF0Fym
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他和其他的混混不一樣,從不教訓小孩,老人,以及女孩子。也不會無端招惹別人。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAhXYjUsj3tx
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摸清楚這點之後,她就大膽起來了。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAWNphCCdr4s
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突然冒出來搶走菸盒,讓祁小波吃她自己買的冰(……)。甚至,在上課時丟寫著小字的紙條到他桌上。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAqqct4KwiEc
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她記得幾天前,那張紙條上書:「喂你別再睡了,你還活著嗎?」237Please respect copyright.PENANATtWPoFKMcd
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……有什麼是她不敢做的。237Please respect copyright.PENANACPSJJajyD9
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然後那時,她看著少年瞇著有點惺忪的黑眸,半支著頭翻開紙條,瞅了她一眼。237Please respect copyright.PENANArU5GPqb34H
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耳朵尖子因為睡著時趴在課桌上而被壓得紅紅的。237Please respect copyright.PENANAoKzQQRzyVP
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…… 237Please respect copyright.PENANA6rQze5fJDJ
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少女的思緒回到眼前,花園裡的樹蔭下。237Please respect copyright.PENANAGCaT6SeZIJ
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她看著他,語氣莫名帶上挑釁,「壞學生抽菸?」 237Please respect copyright.PENANANvAYAGqlI3
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對方揚了揚眉,「嗯」了聲。237Please respect copyright.PENANAs597NAEHPm
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「……」他答得實在乾脆,向菱反而不知道怎麼回答了。237Please respect copyright.PENANAUq8cs73hws
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她怔了半秒,面前的少年便直接從她攤開的掌心上,拿走了打火機。237Please respect copyright.PENANAkcMtbdtkyP
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向菱趕忙回神,「……那你以後不准抽菸!」237Please respect copyright.PENANAma76ijAx6m
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手心上還放著沒被拿回去的菸盒,她攥緊盒子,把手背過去將之藏到身後。237Please respect copyright.PENANAUrDiWX79Ar
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「……為什麼。」 237Please respect copyright.PENANAXUqy4SOrPa
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「抽菸有害身心健康啊,而且你也沒成年吧。」理直氣壯。237Please respect copyright.PENANAfvGo2Iomx9
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——她每次想說服他做什麼,都是這種理直氣壯。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAmFCdFr9IhI
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少年勾了下唇。237Please respect copyright.PENANAGQ2RsSdw4i
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一陣風吹過,黃綠參半的落葉從樹上飄落下來,停在腳邊。237Please respect copyright.PENANAoXhZU3LAB5
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少女突然說道,「那你把打火機也給我吧,戒菸。」 237Please respect copyright.PENANACOd3JZinDR
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她其實有個荒謬詭異的想法。237Please respect copyright.PENANAOWaDjqZWNp
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不是有人說過,古人都是藉菸酒來激發寫作靈感的嗎……她想要醞釀一下情節之類的。237Please respect copyright.PENANAUDlJLTw39V
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而且她又不想喝酒。237Please respect copyright.PENANAPAmInQ8jXq
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「只是想試一次而已嘛,就稍微,揣摩情境……」 237Please respect copyright.PENANAOzZ6rLFoJo
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解釋完之後連自己都開始心虛,其實她只是莫名不想看到他抽菸的樣子而已。237Please respect copyright.PENANAuGDcoYcRRc
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「……」任由這複雜又無厘頭的想法在腦子裡翻騰了數天,她想搶走他的菸卻無力行之。237Please respect copyright.PENANAJidgqXCGP5
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少年輕笑了聲,模樣頑劣,同時又好看得很過分。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAlkl8MZpTba
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向菱洩氣:「……給我嘛。」 237Please respect copyright.PENANAzAeG3c8KMR
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她說謊的藉口,總是很容易被識破。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAjYQTC2rVvX
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少年沒有說破,卻故意把東西舉得高高的,不讓她拿到。 237Please respect copyright.PENANA4fQcEM5692
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她傻傻地往上奮力跳了兩下,才意識到自己被戲弄了,停下動作看著他。237Please respect copyright.PENANALl4SXxgTA5
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半晌,少女耍賴道:「你每次都抽菸肺會不好啊,借我兩天就還給你。」 237Please respect copyright.PENANAKnSTyPa82k
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祁澈勾了勾唇,突然覺得自己此時的心情好極了。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAIE8S3OlJi7
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最後她自然是沒借到那把打火機。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAOVphFMKxqD
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也不知道他到底是故意不借,還是看破了她的想法而不讓她拿。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAsDLyqTR5hH
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她選擇了相信後者,而事實也的確是這樣。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAzr8qXiEF06
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據觀察,向菱注意到在那之後的幾天,都沒看見少年再拿那些菸。237Please respect copyright.PENANAdlbyzpXtwQ
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而那天搶過來的菸盒被她穩妥的收著,端詳了半天,她甚至連火都點不上。237Please respect copyright.PENANAecJZEfvfqk
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耐心有限,最後她索性就放棄了。 237Please respect copyright.PENANANAP94ixlpj
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然後在某個和平常一樣邋遢的早晨,向菱無心繼續和那盒菸搏鬥,將它丟進抽屜之後再也沒碰。237Please respect copyright.PENANAEpdPMb3ii4
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宿舍大樓裡的走廊。237Please respect copyright.PENANAhVIe1XXH45
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少女打著呵欠,一邊啃吐司,一邊和室友並排走在前往教室的走廊上。 237Please respect copyright.PENANA8kucbDS9LP
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南雨中學是鎮上靠海的學校,清晨的空氣涼薄,帶著少許海的鹹味。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAVa5EWH8mv4
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許沫兒滑著手機,不經意問了一句:「最近聽人說,你和祁校草關係很好哦?」237Please respect copyright.PENANAbkj6kzPitd
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室友的語氣裡不無八卦,向菱毫不在意的斜了她一眼。237Please respect copyright.PENANAevENUVsIe5
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她撕了片吐司,「還好吧,平常就隨便聊。」237Please respect copyright.PENANAgXWj2fZUVE
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「……啊?那個酷哥不都不理人的嗎。」 237Please respect copyright.PENANAfB5Nl4jw5Q
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向菱的意志專注於眼前的食物,完全沒聽清對方說什麼,只好隨意敷衍了一句。237Please respect copyright.PENANAjWPQTbjPal
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感覺到她對此並不上心,許沫兒話鋒一轉,又眉飛色舞的談論起別的事情去了。237Please respect copyright.PENANAQdcz837JSh
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她心不在焉的走到教室,在熟悉的座位坐下。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAfcormyIKb2
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拉開書包拉鍊,攤開數學作業。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAXwJE4DLdsj
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幾秒鐘後,向菱於是看著數學作業發呆。 237Please respect copyright.PENANA2OYKRbZgXo
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本來想藉著做題醒醒腦,但拿的練習題太難了,睏意反而更甚。237Please respect copyright.PENANAG73m8q91po
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失神半晌之後,她回過神。237Please respect copyright.PENANADEDtRo6L6M
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才發現自己畫了滿紙的狗狗圖案。237Please respect copyright.PENANAMgHIENeQb9
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「……」她捧起計算本,認真端詳了一會。237Please respect copyright.PENANA30Hiifi8Bl
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紙上的鉛筆繪筆觸簡單,乍看之下很像某種黑漆漆毛茸茸的,特別凶的那種狼犬。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAkdFyCQ33Jf
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對著一張計算紙,她竟然感覺口乾舌燥。237Please respect copyright.PENANAGOktuis0iz
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停頓了下,向菱猛地從筆袋揀起橡皮擦,把圖案全部擦掉。237Please respect copyright.PENANAe89y1DKyO9
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看著鉛筆描繪出的狗狗線條全數被清除,她感覺心裡舒服了一點。 237Please respect copyright.PENANA1VhnxUP5lU
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……畫得很像,某個人。 237Please respect copyright.PENANA8BMPqhIETj
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近來經常出現在她思考裡的那個人。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAp9hqOBbMGu
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大概是弄出的動靜太大,楊宛從前桌轉過頭來瞥她一眼,驚呼:「菱菱你怎麼了?」 237Please respect copyright.PENANAiwcjPdqkN5
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「……我怎麼了?」有氣無力的。 237Please respect copyright.PENANAtJ5Yy4Fciy
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楊宛指了指她的臉,「你怎麼會臉紅成這樣?」237Please respect copyright.PENANAqDF1btbZIX