走攤事件發生後，失去興致逛地攤的我索性提早回家。家空無一人，大概是上班了。由於去過醫院，加上入夜天氣會更冷，因此我入屋第一件事便是趁早泡澡。泡完澡後，我又再陷入無所事事的空虛狀態，原本打算在手機搜索「招聘」，手指的力氣卻突然被抽光似的喪失意志，感覺是某種力量迫使我放棄，看來還是彈結他好了，但今次不能在梳化躺著彈，要是再發生意外就準備變蒸矮瓜了。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFhY2cHy26
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我從手機喚出樂譜，然後依著譜嘗試彈奏。我已有一陣子沒認真練習過結他了，今次彈奏的歌曲是——639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIizsJ6Fm9
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We wish you a Merry Christmas,639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfoOnIbGRB
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We wish you a Merry Christmas,639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWddEIU9AJ
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We wish you a Merry Christmas,639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CJ5q8kJqm
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and a Happy New Year.639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORNFwXTmqC
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Good tidings we bring, for you and your kin.639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvy7dKwRodM
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaWDId9qmh
Good tidings for Christmas, and a Happy New Year——（註4）639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6ebB9aUBB
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgCpcenpYI
寒冷的屋子、加上十二月的時份，自然就是聖誕節的節奏。現在唯一能令我心情稍為舒暢的，大概只剩下彈結他這一事了。只要將意識完全放進樂聲中，意識便會隨著音樂軌跡的高低起伏、移動快慢而飄流，現實的煩惱與困倦亦得以暫時拋諸身後。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInwO6fMyKj
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mYZF69FDi
話說，上年的聖誕節是幹啥呢？沒記錯應該是跟豬頭去吃自助火鍋吧。當我吃到要撐死的時候，她仍滿心歡喜的將一碟又一碟的食物搬到桌上，那豬一樣的食量我至今仍記憶猶新。至於再對上幾年，我已想不起了，大概都是無事可幹；直至上一年跟豬頭一起住之後，才重新有一點節慶的概念。雖然同住後餘錢並沒變多，生活也不見得有多大改善；但生活還是悄悄起了一些變化，至少多一個人同住，氣氛是會熱鬧一點點。最初認識時她就已是這副豬樣嗎？大概——639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Q4Y99elgw
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajLSjEGBlm
咔嚓————639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMiAtSMGtU
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRHc3acQum
突如其來的開門聲將早已飄到世界某角落的元神迅速拉回肉身——639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhd3mCWD9T
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「原來是你在彈結他。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxWKWwv6JP
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ziCpjZcHb
豬頭疲憊的雙蹄一拐一拐到梳化，並攤坐於我身旁的位置。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQYwBuG6tE
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJN31WvVeYa
「聖誕節還早吧......」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbyECDgttX
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ753k9pxbNd
「哎，可以先行預演慶祝聖誕嘛。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbXHlqvAye
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3G1CGIn89l
我一邊彈一邊又自言自語的唱起「We wish you are Merry Christmas」，她隨即皺起眉頭：「唉......你不會唱歌就別唱，我想抖一會。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfg5HBKV82R
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxn2QcFt75L
「到時就會換成你唱啦。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyN1jE0Y4t
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAVDxoQvFK
她沒有回應，而是直接跳頻到另一件事：「今天有做飯嗎？」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxSOuaQ40R
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPBMAJ74DP
我搖搖頭，她臉色一沉，似是準備嘆氣。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZsNzOFRmh
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfguKjdpLl
「不過我找到好吃的東西——」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwdBC5oqZL
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8OEVMpb0C
只要聽到跟「吃」相關的，她的豬耳便會豎起專註細聽，她雖然仍舊一臉裝作不感興趣的樣子，但其實本能還是很想要吧。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2X9rSe9ppK
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94nr98XIww
「登登登登——」我向她亮出透明膠盒。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvloMFUid2
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「這、這不過是糯米圓子罷！......」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHehOuejYK
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskEO6q1hEh
她咀是硬，但其實恨不得將全部都吞進肚子吧。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qhfJRQJSa
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfACgm583og
「這不是一般連鎖店的貨色喔——而是古法製作、擁有北方家鄉風味的手作糯米圓子啊！」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxwvDWnCLd
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4c6v9ZzIpG
「誰的家鄉在北方？」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyc0gF7Slr
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrFsaVgNps
她冷冷的反問。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgHUuGUrhQ
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQ1v0w6a4L
「那擁有北方異國風味的手作糯米圓子好了......」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AusVH58kd
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8igjLfgCQ
她取出一件圓子大口咬了一口，然後若有所思的細細咀嚼——639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDTDaG8Tpa
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCmGMijKSB
「是紅豆餡的味道，似乎沒加很多糖，而是用陳皮代替，因此甜中帶一點酸。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cTG0bOBqd
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「的確是家庭式製作的感覺。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIg8vDQb2N
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHC1A0M4ggD
她並沒有如常遇見美食那樣豬吞豚嚥，而是一邊細嚼、一邊像是回想著甚麼。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjvy6ZS3WW
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XKpLajK2j
「怎麼了？你似乎吃的很艱苦的樣子。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7q5FGAE3UE
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbyxvJ6Dge
她輕輕搖頭，「只是有點熟悉的感覺而已。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dLpQQdH50
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「以前你的家人會弄這個？」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3fMtABT2F
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd140skQBpU
「也不。」她再次微微搖頭，「我的確是以前吃過這種圓子，但不是我家弄的。我媽在生的時候，曾擺過地攤補幫收入，我記得那時曾幫媽包過餃子，所用的餡料不是康古流行的，大概是她老家的家傳吧。雖然做法至今我還大概記得，但她過身後我就未再做過。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGMHDVRr12
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHD2JpVOtM
這大概就是所謂異曲同工吧，雖然是兩種截然不同的食物，但其所蘊含的風味是一樣的，因此她一吃便聯想起她早已往生的母親。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbHDYhHITw
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCPmDJ6bAu
「我想，這圓子跟你兒時包的餃子是異曲同工，那都是我今天在地攤買的，是我前同事開的攤子，她也是來自塞納那。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcfuiXd1Vm
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DTgTyY09u
「......也難怪，你這樣一說，我就更加能理解這種感覺從何而來。」豬頭的嘴角不自覺微微上揚，最近似乎都未見過她笑。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZG4lrJsuA
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTk4DgYw9w0
「要是你喜歡的話，下次我再到地攤買回來就好，不過下次能否再找到她的攤也是問題，我現在才知道攤販區那麼混亂。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdh4tK8YDw
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdmzKfEthN
「怎麼了？」豬頭翹起腳，繼續吃第二顆圓子。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLn875fOC0
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMZkqWMtW7
「沒，剛才我被迫參加了撒哈拉動物大遷徙，幸好是冬天，不然我早就死了......」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuIomN83Xk
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「哈哈——動物大遷徙原來有矮瓜，竟然沒被大象踏扁還真幸運。」豬頭笑著挖苦我，感覺就像以往一樣。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaXFdfMdrd
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoCCaNQpGE
「要是我再跑慢一點，你現在看見的就是矮瓜餅了，也許還是油炸的。」我陪她繼續開自己玩笑。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHm15VXLITE
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DOIB6jHuV
「那你應該慢慢走，讓我現在沒炸矮瓜吃。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfigOzzNXp
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIYCnsdTQE
「我就是為了補償，所以買圓子代替了。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg344JZm9qR
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6qxIGRPwd
「好吧，算你有良心，餓壞跟沒美食下肚的豬是連矮瓜都能原條吞噬的。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbm3JwYSqm
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「真恐怖的豬啊......」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPeHProkKM
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEizeUltpZj
此刻，我覺得那些事發生前的日子像是回來了，心中不禁感覺到一點舒暢；不過，一切是否從此就雨過天青呢？只能但願如此。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhScR3Jnet
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「啊，不知道攤販區現在如何？剛才只顧著跑沒機會看。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpuMrffqNs
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9ASOoLujZ
「你看看新聞有沒有報道就知道喔——也可能有些人在直播。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbqrh1c8uv
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaJWObb0DP
我就亮起手機翻了翻即時新聞——果然有在報道。現場似乎仍未恢復平靜，除了走攤造成的混亂之外，似乎有攤販不滿，跟市政的人對抗——啊，似乎有直播能觀看。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCdGiriora
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69xUSdm5U0
我將手機畫面切換至投影模式，將畫面放大後平放到餐桌上。直播片段中，入夜的攤販區就像看立體動作片的情境，一堆手持盾牌跟警棍的傢伙，與一堆大大小小、形形色色的手推車對峙，有攤販將貨品擲向他們。最震撼的莫過於有熟食小販於木頭車頭點火，然後將燃起熊熊烈火的木頭車一腳踢向警方防線，車上的熟食跟滾油同時往前飛濺，化成幾道火舌跟幾個火球迎面撲來，就像真的會將我們都燒著一樣。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07QzVAADea
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1BECqeKxR
「看來這陣子還是別去攤販區好了......」我從她手上的膠盒取出我的第一顆圓子。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqRUnUTi5N
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAfdyOnMAY
「過幾天就會恢復正常啦——這種事其實不時都發生，只是從前你都不怎麼去攤販區才不知道。只要有錢賺，就會有人繼續鋌而走險。」她大快朵頤的大口咬著圓子，椰絲都掉到地上。看來她比我還要見慣大場面，我似乎還真的孤陋寡聞......639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdHshitziK
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLc9AQp4xAv
「話說，」豬頭突然跳頻道，「你今早出門了？我起床時你已經不在家了。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkf0PqfOaK
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdew4YVZXv
「對，」豬頭讓我醒起最需要說的事，「我今天去醫院探望你最尊敬的雄哥哥——」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqK7XMO8cr
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjBtDNKBgH
「發生了甚麼！？——」豬頭一聽見我提及高雄入院，原本慵慵懶懶攤坐在梳化上吃圓子的她，瞬即挺直身子、瞪大雙眼盯著我。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhF1fISEKNb
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWfgbepkW9
「冷靜點，我還未說完。你的雄哥哥去示威被人打傷了，不過似乎都是皮外傷，看來是被打慣了，所以沒大礙，我探望他的時候還生龍活虎的罵我。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iw87mgCd4
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeOgvm4O58
「......」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8ycJn0mMi
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27WmcKmwI0
「總之，簡單而言，就是你可以放心。」經我拍胸再三保證，她才總算鬆了一口氣的樣子，這傢伙真命好......639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6kMONnwyY
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTmmQh1qsa
「那，他在哪家醫院？」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxHJR2RLGt
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIRUlwFqLB
「瑪莉亞醫院。離這裡有一點距離的，你要探人的話最好早一點出門。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtNFrFBcNf
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvxNtuxDqK
「嗯......」她微微點頭，然後把手中的圓子都放進口內。「謝謝你買的圓子。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrDu0iYZGe
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytw3yFnThY
「剩下的一盒，你還吃嗎？我打算順道把這個帶給他。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPlWXLWFaI
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Qk1sxIm7v
「隨你喜啊，反正家中的泡麵還有不少，你就拿這個跟愛人——」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8K2vOGEN7k
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDhZvutIPK
啪嘞......我的左腳掌似乎正被重物壓下去。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgN85CkyAfM
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8aNEt1hep
「......是你尊敬的雄哥哥，......你可以先把豬蹄移開嗎？你繼續磨蹭的話，它真的會變成矮瓜餅的。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoE667FerF
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡep3MNkdZUx
「哼！」豬頭拿起了盒中最後一顆圓子，連咀嚼也不用就整顆塞進口，我可只吃了一顆啊......「這是你經常亂說話的懲罰。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzL5Xy97C96
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSuiEsHfuO
「話說，」高雄應該不記得豬頭是誰，「高雄跟我起碼還算是相識，所以縱使我無聲無色的去探望他還算說的過去；但他似乎已經記不起你是誰，而且你們也沒多少交流，你像我一樣走過去會否太唐突？攪不好的話，他有可能以為你——」當我準備又要說出禁語之際，幸好豬頭率先將我剎停。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjD7vgdpQK
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM83S5UjlXY
「嗯......你這麼一說，也似乎有點道理。」豬頭用兩指頂著顎，裝作會思考的豬。過了一會，她瞥了瞥放在我右邊的結他，然後頭頂亮起燈泡——639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYo6a1uBPZy
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPFKB7lO9f
「你還算用這個刺激起他的回憶？似乎也是個好方法。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9y4pXsmBD
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvrV0Jx5B8
「雖然這枝結他不是特別的型號，不過送結他這種事，我相信不常發生吧，他一定對這枝結他的事有印象。」她將結他重新裝進皮箱。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVqqE1cSY7
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTIqbW2MAm
「那，我祝你們明天順利相認。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8H8kT41Kos
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9ODl9kgjo
「嗯，希望如此。」踏進家門時像是半死不活的豬頭，現在看起來恢復了往日的生氣。雖然前一陣子遇上的都是麻煩事，不過現在似乎開始重新將好事找回來了。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQKhbj7ccl
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0E6RGPBGVt
「要是順利的話，大概能夠再次一同慶祝聖誕節呢......」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HDCWekzkG
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL76U78Q2ba
「你們倆就好了，我摻一腳的話可能又會吵架，我也不便當燈泡。」我不想破壞得來不易的機會。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFweouDmlt
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dc4TGBjO9
「一起在街上報佳音、一起倒數、還有最重要的聖誕大餐——」一提起大吃大喝的事，沈睡於豬頭深處的豬魂便會甦醒，然後她的意識終會由「吃」字徹底支配——639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJwhsDMQi2
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqSYpIQGaZ
火雞、聖誕布丁、聖誕蛋糕、沙律、千層麵、聖誕老人、馴鹿、雪人、聖誕樹——一個又一個聖誕菜式的名稱源源不絕從她的口中抖出來——啊不，那些真的是聖誕菜式嗎......？639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPIWZS52Ov
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1kKMnxZTi
「慢著，姑勿論你能否吃的下，你有那麼多餘錢嗎......？」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqbqHiskbq
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4tURAiyMB
「放心吧，上兩個月當幾份兼職還是儲到一些錢。況且，吃好的時候別看著錢包啊！這話可是我生平聽過最有智慧的至理名言耶――你不會已忘掉吧？」這句話不就是你發明嗎......639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfly9bJUAk
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaNYXY7G2f
「你不會吃到破產的話我是沒差——啊，你敲詐高雄不就好了，這樣就不用顧錢包了。」聽見我的提議，豬頭賊賊的笑起來。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBZZ9Q7Cdf
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWcREOibas
「這不是敲詐——就是『分擔』一點花費而已，反正到時大家都有份吃，很公道的說。」我相信最後還不是你負責「分擔」大部份食物......639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmKsPAiO3P
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWum61ynKh
「看來我要開始重新練習結他了，最近幾乎都沒碰過。」豬頭才剛將結他放回皮箱，轉過頭又將結他取出，然後一臉像是嗑了藥的樣子揮舞著結他——639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPSPzjZ042
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuU1vx6UG8
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639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnn8ZPcsdPo
夜深，我們都已陸續返回睡房各歸其位。她當然不會那麼老實一上床就睡覺，從天花反射著光線來看，她正摸著黑把玩手電吧——639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PKljJchf4
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4qpbpw2ZF
「哇！？......」毫無戒心的她，被我輕易入侵到她的領域，並坐在她那厚臀肉上。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCRAoaQR3j
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTA4hWl4NiS
「你想怎樣！？打烊了打烊了——要豬肉最快都要明早七時吧？！而且我是非賣品！」由於被我坐著，因此任憑她怎樣揮手扭腰也無濟於事，只能任由我支配。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tFrHiLOZy
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVWJmQS42A
「你還是放棄無謂的掙扎吧，這樣對大家也較好。」我不顧她的反抗朝她伸出雙手——639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjKaDJz4Wb
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Kd2pzu2qD
「哇！......？」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3u3987YXZ
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQPxCCG3RQ
「每天見你回來都像頭交配過度的死豬一樣，我就勉為其難幫你身上的豬肉鬆弛一下吧。」我雙手十指抓著她的肩頸交界，然後拇指在其上逐漸加壓並打圈揉搓。剛才還像一頭卡在捕獸籠掙扎的野豬，現在變成了在稻草上安詳睡覺的農場豬。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNrWQSA8cA
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcgLlxvr73
我從頸到盤骨幾乎所有地方都進行一次豬體按摩，按得我兩手都麻了，但她似乎好像仍意猶未盡一樣想要繼續。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCp2o3CzUWY
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgz9TemMM9m
「你的手勢不賴喔——以前當過按摩師？」她背著我說。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYQPQMdAfR
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2xfwfULbx
「沒有啦，只是小時候一家人會互相按一下而已。」那都是兒時的事情了，上小學幾年後後就沒有再試過。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31IaVpIJnD
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtBG0wXl4j
「聽得來是很溫馨的事呢——真好。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTk3aqtDS0
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmAi41q7D4
「沒你想像中那麼好啦——」我不想她又因這種事感觸。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPaUU5WXWW
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAvQzoSNEs
「無論如何，也是值得珍惜的事情吧。就算你與家人關係不好，但畢竟也是你離家前的事吧，你就別再拘泥於那早已過去的事啦。」其實我已經將當時對他的恨意忘記得九九十十了，只是我無面目再踏家門。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71OWVXSO16
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfDXIPrFSx
「也是呢......」最後我還是不禁問了她個蠢問題：「那你跟你爸也有值得珍惜的事吧？要分享一下麼？」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOdAOssRSy
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0gAOoAGUF
一片漆黑的房間鴉雀無聲了一陣子，然後她一副氣定神閒的口吻回話：「大概也有吧，但歷史太久遠了，一時間也想不起，抱歉呢――」其實她不提起更好，那我便可索性束之高閣當作從未問過。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetbYojbf5V
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwS7IojbRR
「哎，按得我手痛了，下次再幫你按吧，不過下次起要逐分鐘收費。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5JJDqtKT4
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9zLQfYhxU
「哎唷——某人現在的伙食是靠誰的？竟然還要額外收費。」她這句話直接戳中我的痛處，使我只能舉手投降。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65vbUkDlE6
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnYB6Hqobl
「總之我現在手酸按不動了，歡迎下次光臨。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jbdgSYos2
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmW1LdrTfC8
正當我準備走回下層之際，背後傳來她的低語：「......其實，我沒資格教訓你，我也是自作主張丟下家人竄走，然後不敢回家的膽小鬼。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5jYVpDhda
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAnH7lvseb
我輕輕拍了拍她的背：「那就別想那麼多了，你叫我不要拘泥於過去，那你也別拘泥於過去吧。快睡吧，剛才我起碼為你按了半小時，今晚你大概能好好入睡吧。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPelqyDnmIq
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5do5caynpj
我摸黑爬到床梯準備離開，「是是——你就自己先睡吧，我自己懂睡覺的，放心。」她還是打算到半夜三更才睡吧......這個我還是別管好了。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfwYHORvVt
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xrfvbXuhP
「今天你為我幹了不少事，謝謝你。」上層傳來使人寬心的道謝。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypeALIp987
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ781pQOEYbM
「別這樣客氣吧，能看見你恢復精神我就放心了。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60NjkEIcok
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwd4zj3Ysou
「嗯，現在感覺好多了，明天一定有好事發生的！」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRk2MWmP5o4
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUWqFNVDxI
這個家維持了近兩個月的「嚴冬」，看來終於要過去了。
註：
[4]《We Wish You a Merry Christmas》，經典聖誕歌之一，相傳已流傳達數百年之久，惟原作者佚名。
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