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“制約?”51Please respect copyright.PENANAO0njh5Kvpq
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“是的,大概就是描述一種東西無聲無息進入你的生活,然後變成習慣,等到某天那樣東西不在或不見了,你會覺得不對勁。”51Please respect copyright.PENANAP5bg0QvQoN
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某次考試前的讀書會,黃瀨曾經拿著雜誌和黑子討論起這個問題,或許正逢休息時間允許短暫的放鬆,或許正逢黑子心情不錯之時,總之黑子難得沒有吐槽或冷落黃瀨,而是非常認真地聆聽。51Please respect copyright.PENANAIfB6owyKYJ
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“制約這個詞,是源自於巴甫洛夫提出的古典制約理論,也就是當兩件事物經常同時出現時,大腦對其中一件事物的記憶會附帶另外一件事物。此理論一開始的重點放在反射行為或是非自願行為。任何一個反射都是中性刺激與產生的反應兩者的關係。近幾年來對古典制約理論所做的反射限制被拋棄,且自願行為的制約刺激也成為重要研究…"51Please respect copyright.PENANAta0nqwAtrf
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“太長了!!"黃瀨跟對面的青峰同時喊道,這才讓已進入教科書解說模式的綠間回過神來,“咳,算了,說的太專業我想你們也聽不懂…”51Please respect copyright.PENANASCZ32GoRdr
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“所以小綠綠就是被幸運物制約吧。”紫原邊咬著美味棒說。51Please respect copyright.PENANAGJoZUE17fN
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“哼,那只是日常生活中不可或缺的東西而已。”51Please respect copyright.PENANAm0xLIpgweN
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“小綠間對幸運物真的很執著呢!”相較於綠間的鎮靜,黃瀨倒是興致勃勃,“還記得有一天小綠間的幸運物是金髮美女,結果他還真的找了一個來,真是太厲害了!”51Please respect copyright.PENANAoE3cnRgz1j
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“美女我十分認同,畢竟那是一種視覺享受嘛!”青峰附和著,“不過不管怎樣重點還是要胸…”51Please respect copyright.PENANAwhY61E4Y48
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“行了、行了!STOP!”見關鍵字又要跑出來了,黃瀨連忙上前阻止這個一向口無遮攔的視覺派動物。51Please respect copyright.PENANAWPHfa9G4Vp
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“喂,黃瀨你又打斷我!你這個被哲制約的傢伙!”51Please respect copyright.PENANA8pXwyDTYdY
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“哎呀,小青峰你這麼說好像也沒錯!我也覺得我被小黑子制約了,小黑子一天不理我我就好難過啊…"51Please respect copyright.PENANAk1BaEf75G1
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話題這種東西經常會在毫無防備時降落到身上,姑且不論“制約”一詞是否已被這幾人濫用甚至亂用,總之默不作聲待在一邊也能被拖進這場紛爭,似乎回應了綠間一早的“水瓶座今日運勢稍弱須注意"一說。51Please respect copyright.PENANAkcYDjEgY5G
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“…我不認識他。"某人害羞的樣子讓綠間迅速得出一個結論,連一貫和綠間持相反意見的紫原都點頭認同,“同感。"51Please respect copyright.PENANAAWVGR3GTmO
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“赤司君呢?有這樣的東西嗎?"黑子看向眼前總是默默聆聽眾人談話的人,他實在是無法想像赤司會被什麼東西所制約。51Please respect copyright.PENANAhATFfpPmBd
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“這個嘛…"赤司笑笑,眼神有意無意落到黑子身上,又在瞬間輕飄飄移走,“或許,有哦。"51Please respect copyright.PENANAJw4oBGa4X0
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赤紅雙目短暫停留,蜻蜓點水般輕柔,留下不斷迴盪的餘韻。51Please respect copyright.PENANAZsbwt6O8aI
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輾轉難眠。51Please respect copyright.PENANAw9DsDjA3wD
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是否是秋夜難得的燥熱,早該進入夢鄉的黑子此刻仍大睜雙眼,僅管睡意不斷侵襲,他卻怎樣也無法靜下心來。51Please respect copyright.PENANAFr7alKlzNp
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是在期待著什麼,還是在等待著什麼,將這一切疑問訴諸無法平緩的心跳,得到的僅是不規律的悸動。沒有解答。51Please respect copyright.PENANALzyexr7vxD
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直到悅耳的鈴聲劃破一室的寧靜,無意識緊攥在手裡的東西才被察覺。 51Please respect copyright.PENANAd6zfmJdIsm
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“…赤司君?"51Please respect copyright.PENANAmvPPD7dsGH
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“是我哦,"興許是放低音量的關係,另一頭傳來的聲音帶著壓抑的沙啞,還有一點一滴釋出的慵懶。黑子可以想像得到那幅畫面─就寢前的赤司躺在床上,關了燈的房間伸手不見五指,但可以清楚看見赤司的笑容,愉悅又帶點惡質, “其實是我不小心按到了撥號鍵,哲也不介意吧?"51Please respect copyright.PENANA6iHWhRd8CR
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“坦白說是挺介意的,赤司君這樣很沒創意。"這種睜眼說瞎話的玩笑大概也只有赤司會開,而且對象僅限於自己。嘴上說著困擾,其實心底倒踏實不少,至少方才鬱積在胸口的莫名騷動都被這道聲音撫平了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAN8PeOd2lNS
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“呵,收到涼太傳的郵件了嗎?”51Please respect copyright.PENANAtc69OWitkQ
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“托赤司君的福,信箱都被塞滿了。”51Please respect copyright.PENANAUYB3G5zIVf
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或許在同情受了很大的驚嚇又接連被綠間等人掛電話的黃瀨之餘,他還得先為自己多舛的命運哀悼。51Please respect copyright.PENANAHH31HstY7z
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“唉呀,那可真是困擾了呢。得不到解答的涼太也許會失眠呢?”當紅模特兒頂著黑眼圈來上課的模樣,這個人說不定喜聞樂見。51Please respect copyright.PENANAb5ykBVCxL8
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“說不定不只他一人呢…”黑子嘆了口氣,即刻換得赤司一抹了然,“哦?所以哲也也失眠了?”51Please respect copyright.PENANAS2SMsekPZF
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不承認、也不否認,黑子頓時的沉默已是最佳解答,赤司也不再追問,而自顧自地說下去,“知道失眠時怎麼做最好嗎?”51Please respect copyright.PENANAxQ3ZqrmOSg
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“赤司君該不會是要說故事給我聽吧,還是說要數羊?”51Please respect copyright.PENANAmKkFTpAiU7
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“哲也想聽我說故事?當然沒問題…"51Please respect copyright.PENANAgA3FHAntKu
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“不了,我想還是算了,謝謝赤司君的好意。"51Please respect copyright.PENANAurvYL4cdGe
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應承這事一定又會挖坑給自己跳,黑子當機立斷拒絕電話那頭異常爽快的答覆,說故事?赤司說不定會說鬼故事給他聽,就算不是鬼故事也一定是什麼奇怪的驚悚的故事…單憑直覺就知道這絕對是會讓自己後悔的提案。51Please respect copyright.PENANAj1J36cU8Mm
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“赤司君…"51Please respect copyright.PENANAyhwZWsMxx1
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“嗯?"51Please respect copyright.PENANAdev1yTS6X4
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是從何時開始的呢,話筒傳來的嗓音令他感到安心,黑子閉上雙眼,感受著喜悅掏洗過的沉靜。整夜消失無蹤的倦意又慢慢回到身邊,在這之前,他也曾經在同樣的情況,聽著同樣的聲音進入夢境裡,或許,這就是所謂的依賴吧。51Please respect copyright.PENANAFeUoCCis1H
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“還記得不久前黃瀨君說過的制約嗎?"51Please respect copyright.PENANAqnyopsyWI9
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“啊,當然記得。"51Please respect copyright.PENANA0PLuG08J9G
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“那時的赤司君沒有回答呢。"51Please respect copyright.PENANA8EDrrGMNv3
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“哲也這麼想知道我的答案?"51Please respect copyright.PENANACtAsX36RIV
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現在仔細想起來,赤司總是不著痕跡地迴避許多關於自己的事,總是一副將所有事情置身事外的樣子,卻又將所有事情盡收眼底。就像是在下一盤棋,總在一旁觀看著,實則掌控著整盤局面。對一切事物暸若指掌的感覺,這個人再清楚不過了吧。每當望著赤司的側臉,黑子總這樣想著。51Please respect copyright.PENANAB9mFR3fCzL
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憧憬,也羨慕過赤司。黑子非常明白,自己真真切切是個普通人,嚮往那樣耀眼的存在、羨慕無所不能的完美─普通人該懷有的情緒他一樣也沒少,儘管這一切都掩蓋在平靜的面容下,鮮少表露。51Please respect copyright.PENANAqnSPI6xakc
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但那些個複雜的情感都已化成了曾經─如果能預料未來、掌控未來,那麼“未來”的存在是否也失去了其意義?不再懷有期待,站在那樣的世界頂端俯瞰會是怎樣的風景?是不是只有寂寥的風呼嘯而過?51Please respect copyright.PENANAFp3bNaOvGD
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“是的,我想知道赤司君的答案。"51Please respect copyright.PENANA0Rg3W83zfG
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想暸解他,想更加接近這個人,想站在這個人的身邊眺望一樣的風景,想法一旦萌芽,就再也無法阻止。51Please respect copyright.PENANACMvwjhUX57
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“…我很想回答你呢,哲也。"來自話筒另一邊的不是一如既往的愉悅笑聲,而是若有似無的輕歎,“但我不確定,或許它有一天會消失,或許它會一輩子存在,如果有一天它不再是或許…"51Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZwmipnwQt
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一股雀躍在心裡跳動著,充滿了“如果”與“或許”的答案,模稜兩可卻讓黑子感受到極為真實的情感。51Please respect copyright.PENANAO3iBCXF77q
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“那麼,希望那一天來臨時,赤司君可以告訴我答案。"就著赤司的話接口時黑子沒有一絲猶豫,不知怎地,當下便認為赤司語末的停頓是為了讓他接話而設的。51Please respect copyright.PENANA6mmL1W0x0n
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“我會記得的。"溫柔僅是須臾之間,隨著話鋒一轉,空氣裡又充滿狡黠的味道,“好啦,作為提供答案的交換,哲也也該交出某樣欠我的東西了。"51Please respect copyright.PENANAKf3HALyL1U
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“…請問我欠赤司君什麼?"原來這樣也要付出代價?早知如此何必當初…黑子真有上了賊船的感受了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAPaYiM4xFCr
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“哲也,不覺得你欠我一句晚安嗎?”51Please respect copyright.PENANAN65KfRFl8j
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短暫的怔愣。51Please respect copyright.PENANAz1E7xuadzf
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理所當然的、不可違背的口氣,說這話的人是誰,是赤司征十郎。51Please respect copyright.PENANA0mHSt4HHzz
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用霸道的外殼包裹著孩子般的任性,這個人是誰,是赤司征十郎。51Please respect copyright.PENANAdMhpFENbkQ
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“晚安,赤司君。"51Please respect copyright.PENANArWExmDheg7
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好像懂了呢。難以言喻的,躁動的起源。51Please respect copyright.PENANAyebvjOo4Yr
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“晚安,哲也。"51Please respect copyright.PENANAF3O8eXFH0b
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他想,他也被這兩個字所制約了。51Please respect copyright.PENANA6BLnWSm0SR
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