這一篇是之前參加寒天七舞的創挑《曲中事,歌中人~歌曲中的故事》時寫的,以下會先放一段歌的連結和歌詞,接著再往下一段是逆空裡面的人物「張盈月」在幾個重要時刻的心聲。
我是在無意間剛好有機會聽到,才知道有這首歌。很幸運能遇到一首幾乎完全符合故事中人物心境的歌,就像是為了這個角色寫的。如果您還沒閱讀完逆空#22(含)以前的篇章,建議先不要看這篇,會爆雷。
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《時光洪流》--程響
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歌詞:
我預演過千次百次的重逢408Please respect copyright.PENANAr1bk1Kc6qj
你卻始终站在夢裡難觸碰408Please respect copyright.PENANANciMDZG3Y9
太難回頭只能一直走不停408Please respect copyright.PENANA9WTN53Mdcy
曾經兩個人流失人海之中408Please respect copyright.PENANABRr6Mkq8cg
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明明不甘心 明明還在等408Please respect copyright.PENANAtPGnfhKNF2
卻偏要假装 早就不痛408Please respect copyright.PENANAunUaZQ5FtF
明明奢望著 你也再次心動408Please respect copyright.PENANAYcTKKctq0C
越美好期待 越容易落空408Please respect copyright.PENANAWxzhf8rrFi
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆408Please respect copyright.PENANASAHhAgOtZl
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂408Please respect copyright.PENANApYfNuhs9IT
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小408Please respect copyright.PENANAdEqPHOOPJi
一放手就消散掉408Please respect copyright.PENANATIsw1wkJxN
我也想灑脱一笑408Please respect copyright.PENANASWjx7dHCSn
說一生那麼長408Please respect copyright.PENANAhwERbkiXAj
爱與你都不重要408Please respect copyright.PENANAVStg5Nf4cs
也許還會遇到另一個人408Please respect copyright.PENANACUH5yezVi0
許下相似的諾言408Please respect copyright.PENANALJQy8932BJ
我知道我難以做到408Please respect copyright.PENANAWMWSgC9ypn
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明明不甘心 明明還在等408Please respect copyright.PENANAU5WiDXLoMv
卻偏要假装 早就不痛408Please respect copyright.PENANAqyI3UX5pxj
明明奢望著 你也再次心動408Please respect copyright.PENANAzqnWB55lKi
越美好期待 越容易落空408Please respect copyright.PENANAFZlsauHSup
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆408Please respect copyright.PENANAQm7fsvZ3iA
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂408Please respect copyright.PENANAZv1oxtsLqH
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小408Please respect copyright.PENANAlFpmg3HOwb
一放手就消散掉408Please respect copyright.PENANAoAcVmB2fEC
我也想灑脱一笑408Please respect copyright.PENANAOJtaPuEWZi
說一生那麼長408Please respect copyright.PENANAurnp2V2mJf
愛與你都不重要408Please respect copyright.PENANAQMbHOHmuxc
也許還會遇到另一個人408Please respect copyright.PENANAG10kf4ILc6
許下相似的諾言408Please respect copyright.PENANAdXPlFrii2J
我知道我難以做到408Please respect copyright.PENANAb71dABBjLu
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小408Please respect copyright.PENANApskTiIBUuT
一放手就消散掉408Please respect copyright.PENANAVAnji9xe2z
你的心飘向遠方408Please respect copyright.PENANAt8WNgN7hWv
我留不住也好408Please respect copyright.PENANAksGczfN4Al
酸與苦比恨要好408Please respect copyright.PENANAbTXLO8xnQS
所有的滋味都在夜裡品嚐408Please respect copyright.PENANAXk2MdUpPHe
天亮就繼續微笑408Please respect copyright.PENANAPjbuSIFzgt
我知道我可以做到408Please respect copyright.PENANAfnED6InS1d
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我知道我難以做到
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盈月的心聲:
葉雨聲,你過的好嗎?408Please respect copyright.PENANAnauUTOiDhS
過去十年來,不知怎地,我總是一直無法忘記你。408Please respect copyright.PENANAbv8Llcigsk
明明當初,選擇離開的,是我.....
三年前,接受那個垃圾求婚的時候,408Please respect copyright.PENANAd8h1rKeunb
我一度認為,終於可以忘記你,408Please respect copyright.PENANA6wqzwIcc2H
讓我灑脫一笑吧,因為他會對我更好。408Please respect copyright.PENANAhuRgWCAEYn
發現他從一開始就同時劈腿的時候,我無法控制的,浮現了「如果是你,一定不會」408Please respect copyright.PENANAN9mMG9Zz2K
......對吧?
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從美國回到台灣以後,每天總是,想著如果......408Please respect copyright.PENANAg5B2QMfXRL
如果當初,沒有推開你,408Please respect copyright.PENANAwJsJrjxKbl
記得那時聽柔蓉說,你被我傷得很深,408Please respect copyright.PENANANMR8hAmPxZ
那我現在這樣,是否就是一場來遲的,報應?
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從劍潭站休息室的床上醒來,突然發現回到了十七歲的那年。408Please respect copyright.PENANArvfsCgfKa0
可是,我們的世界,早已面目全非。408Please respect copyright.PENANAvJzW849n4b
剛經歷一場死劫的我,即使頭痛欲裂,卻不知為何,心跳不已,408Please respect copyright.PENANA6IdbWNy4U8
好像在期待著,可以再次見到你......
然而,當你站在休息室門邊,半倚著門框,408Please respect copyright.PENANANnoJoTQKfW
我們四目相接的那一瞬間,我卻慌了。408Please respect copyright.PENANA5i7vqBvzk9
十七歲的你,為什麼,有著和「十年前」相同的那雙眼睛。408Please respect copyright.PENANA9o36sTNpwQ
那雙在機場,目送著我離去的雙眼......
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上天既然給了我重生的機會,為什麼一切卻顯得更加折磨?408Please respect copyright.PENANAp4PuZzIHE9
滄海桑田,人事已空,408Please respect copyright.PENANAU3NbjvsAgZ
如今你旁邊的位置,好像已經,不再為我留下。408Please respect copyright.PENANANs2vFFA1fH
但我可以奢望,厚著臉皮,再鼓起勇氣一次嗎?
來到休息室外,我們和其他難民一樣的,披著毛毯席地而坐。408Please respect copyright.PENANA7Tf7EJjy1Y
我抱著腿,默默把臉埋進兩膝之間,408Please respect copyright.PENANAl5FIHpFgrF
也許是我想太多了,現在的你,根本不知道未來會被我傷害。408Please respect copyright.PENANAWrHFfH1B2S
但是我不知道,該怎麼面對你。408Please respect copyright.PENANAk9yieqlLPa
明明,上天已經給了我重生的機會,408Please respect copyright.PENANAa9B0Q97PLV
明明,妄想著在你身邊,還保留著那屬於我的位置。408Please respect copyright.PENANA2dMw1yPzkl
但我卻害怕了,408Please respect copyright.PENANAkOUKpQpT3Z
聽著甯菲和你有說有笑,408Please respect copyright.PENANAgygvJJP6vK
即使我沒有資格,卻還是無法控制的,胸口抽痛了一下。
柔蓉輕輕擠了我一下,關心的看著我408Please respect copyright.PENANAGtso8vmkWt
我抬起頭,披著的毛毯掉了。408Please respect copyright.PENANAaCtdnFNvvG
你毫不猶豫地,轉過身來,幫我重新披好。408Please respect copyright.PENANARrBHPguS6B
驚訝之餘,十七歲的身體,似乎還保留著從前喜歡你的記憶。408Please respect copyright.PENANAWywTDhS9rn
我抓緊了毯子,把眼睛以下全包了起來,試圖遮住紅了一片的臉頰和耳根。408Please respect copyright.PENANAEbtYFcm5xQ
顫抖著聲音,說了一聲「謝謝。」
原來,從前的我,這麼......喜歡你嗎?
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離開劍潭站後,408Please respect copyright.PENANAlLguDeCiGD
沒想到我們會在海上再一次遇到......一場死劫。408Please respect copyright.PENANA8A54Y0fOQZ
但這次遇到的不是我......而是你。408Please respect copyright.PENANA2WsUsXCZ4R
當列車斷裂開來,翻騰跳起,而你被彈飛出去的那個瞬間,一切彷彿靜止了,408Please respect copyright.PENANAJvdgZkL92v
我不確定,在怒海翻騰之中,自己是否大聲喊出了,你的名字。
列車長一個箭步,將你拉回來的時候,408Please respect copyright.PENANA5aTCcoZouN
我兩腳一軟,跌坐在旁邊的位子上,全身顫抖。
所有人來到前面的車廂,擠在不夠坐的位子上。408Please respect copyright.PENANAFq0uDLm1dc
甯菲抱著你,哭了好久。408Please respect copyright.PENANAbyuciDiZCq
我第一次體會到,國文課本上學過的,什麼叫「五味雜陳」。408Please respect copyright.PENANA266EYDA7wR
幸好上天沒有將你再次奪走,408Please respect copyright.PENANALCujKMmold
在這場時光洪流之中,408Please respect copyright.PENANAjOVH7xbBq3
如果你不在了,我活著還有什麼意義?408Please respect copyright.PENANADwskeIp0zA
縱使這個曾經傷你千萬遍的我不配,408Please respect copyright.PENANAjjoVXIcF4F
我卻還是無法抑制,那份深沉而造作的不甘。408Please respect copyright.PENANAkGeVFxFjn8
多希望,此刻抱緊你的,是我......408Please respect copyright.PENANAFLbjMFANkw
然而,酸與苦,縱使疼痛萬分,卻還是比恨好,408Please respect copyright.PENANA4DmST3mxCN
我希望你不要恨我,408Please respect copyright.PENANAinQtS2zPtU
我奢望著,你的心還看向我,不要就這樣,飄向遠方。
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本以為,民權西路站的基地,是新的安身之處。408Please respect copyright.PENANAJGhWH4OYNC
結果待沒多久,又是一場新的劫難。408Please respect copyright.PENANAK2VlxQKBkE
慌亂之中,我們很幸運的,搭上了黃線的列車,逃離將被大群蜈蠓毀滅的車站。
在列車上,看到你照顧著其他人的行為,遠遠超過了十七歲該有的成熟穩重。408Please respect copyright.PENANA7KmRNxcQ4N
我不禁猜想,該不會你和我一樣重生了?408Please respect copyright.PENANAi8FgDRdmgd
為了弄清楚真相,我鼓起了這兩輩子從沒有過的勇氣,408Please respect copyright.PENANAI0sUc2bWuv
無論你是否,是從前那個被我深深傷害了的你,408Please respect copyright.PENANAAFuJ9aCQIT
我都想真心的,向你道歉。408Please respect copyright.PENANA1DHOENH2vU
卻不敢想,你真的也重生了,
我撇過頭,淚水彷彿潰了堤般的傾瀉而下。408Please respect copyright.PENANAHmxC7WC5RM
好害怕,我是不是要,真正的失去你了?408Please respect copyright.PENANAKwFnwB29WF
明明想要灑脫一笑的......408Please respect copyright.PENANAMzxIPFP5Zz
但我知道......我做不到
也許在此生,你會遇到另一個人,讓你許下相似的諾言......408Please respect copyright.PENANAH7o81mUDX0
猜想到一半,你卻將我,擁入懷中。408Please respect copyright.PENANA32B7Gnr9iS
我沒想到的是,你也哭了。
葉雨聲,你還愛我嗎?408Please respect copyright.PENANApN7BFRpNRa
在這場天翻地覆的時光洪流之中,408Please respect copyright.PENANAVGZp4zQ46J
是否可以,讓我再愛你一次?