這一篇是之前參加寒天七舞的創挑《曲中事,歌中人~歌曲中的故事》時寫的,以下會先放一段歌的連結和歌詞,接著再往下一段是逆空裡面的人物「張盈月」在幾個重要時刻的心聲。
我是在無意間剛好有機會聽到,才知道有這首歌。很幸運能遇到一首幾乎完全符合故事中人物心境的歌,就像是為了這個角色寫的。如果您還沒閱讀完逆空#22(含)以前的篇章,建議先不要看這篇,會爆雷。
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《時光洪流》--程響
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歌詞:
我預演過千次百次的重逢409Please respect copyright.PENANAjIyIduvRKM
你卻始终站在夢裡難觸碰409Please respect copyright.PENANAeQisqc8XVs
太難回頭只能一直走不停409Please respect copyright.PENANATPy5BewYC4
曾經兩個人流失人海之中409Please respect copyright.PENANAE0wXNobzH7
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明明不甘心 明明還在等409Please respect copyright.PENANA9dpkxVCLbm
卻偏要假装 早就不痛409Please respect copyright.PENANATp0mqcfvm5
明明奢望著 你也再次心動409Please respect copyright.PENANAxE3T8KcUei
越美好期待 越容易落空409Please respect copyright.PENANAYE1Ctawdfj
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆409Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8SMIcuClz
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂409Please respect copyright.PENANAacDET252hJ
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小409Please respect copyright.PENANA7SpTJnwcQQ
一放手就消散掉409Please respect copyright.PENANA8SAZ9q6zxB
我也想灑脱一笑409Please respect copyright.PENANA0duj9i5bFu
說一生那麼長409Please respect copyright.PENANAycrEw8W77F
爱與你都不重要409Please respect copyright.PENANAx9Zbf0r2yy
也許還會遇到另一個人409Please respect copyright.PENANAqK0rKGtyHT
許下相似的諾言409Please respect copyright.PENANAC2bJQRz0Sn
我知道我難以做到409Please respect copyright.PENANAoHqFgFXumr
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明明不甘心 明明還在等409Please respect copyright.PENANAfmrKY3Mdeg
卻偏要假装 早就不痛409Please respect copyright.PENANAsR9jJ6WZLq
明明奢望著 你也再次心動409Please respect copyright.PENANA0HrXJSLCDj
越美好期待 越容易落空409Please respect copyright.PENANAjeVpCFBvRD
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆409Please respect copyright.PENANAoHigSIpOlr
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂409Please respect copyright.PENANAAYNH3zJt2Z
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小409Please respect copyright.PENANALgC58MJpYS
一放手就消散掉409Please respect copyright.PENANACnU8o9u5Wh
我也想灑脱一笑409Please respect copyright.PENANAdxkH9RrIVe
說一生那麼長409Please respect copyright.PENANABfIqzKKm0M
愛與你都不重要409Please respect copyright.PENANAKZjkfLW1m9
也許還會遇到另一個人409Please respect copyright.PENANAP9QCsPCl35
許下相似的諾言409Please respect copyright.PENANASP44HuxtQ1
我知道我難以做到409Please respect copyright.PENANAcJXuC51cCF
409Please respect copyright.PENANA3Wdd7eDXhT
時光洪流中這份愛多渺小409Please respect copyright.PENANAiWtDhXjUBD
一放手就消散掉409Please respect copyright.PENANAgzjHUyf7Rq
你的心飘向遠方409Please respect copyright.PENANA0GBme7hSfJ
我留不住也好409Please respect copyright.PENANAuM6hJnYUsj
酸與苦比恨要好409Please respect copyright.PENANANqyPrJwHwk
所有的滋味都在夜裡品嚐409Please respect copyright.PENANAmjIEn636QF
天亮就繼續微笑409Please respect copyright.PENANANomosJXGSr
我知道我可以做到409Please respect copyright.PENANAYMu0p8yIGK
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我知道我難以做到
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盈月的心聲:
葉雨聲,你過的好嗎?409Please respect copyright.PENANAG0FwIvL1iA
過去十年來,不知怎地,我總是一直無法忘記你。409Please respect copyright.PENANAQ88cwfey87
明明當初,選擇離開的,是我.....
三年前,接受那個垃圾求婚的時候,409Please respect copyright.PENANA4rSFAJlW1j
我一度認為,終於可以忘記你,409Please respect copyright.PENANA7cP2J10dpT
讓我灑脫一笑吧,因為他會對我更好。409Please respect copyright.PENANAFd0u78ugHS
發現他從一開始就同時劈腿的時候,我無法控制的,浮現了「如果是你,一定不會」409Please respect copyright.PENANAhs5IZAdUwG
......對吧?
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從美國回到台灣以後,每天總是,想著如果......409Please respect copyright.PENANAR4wj509r8z
如果當初,沒有推開你,409Please respect copyright.PENANA66A7FYlDAR
記得那時聽柔蓉說,你被我傷得很深,409Please respect copyright.PENANAhkJ9UX7lcH
那我現在這樣,是否就是一場來遲的,報應?
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從劍潭站休息室的床上醒來,突然發現回到了十七歲的那年。409Please respect copyright.PENANAD1fNBZYeAQ
可是,我們的世界,早已面目全非。409Please respect copyright.PENANAYWhXx9ulC1
剛經歷一場死劫的我,即使頭痛欲裂,卻不知為何,心跳不已,409Please respect copyright.PENANARyRKtc16dc
好像在期待著,可以再次見到你......
然而,當你站在休息室門邊,半倚著門框,409Please respect copyright.PENANAh7MZVlZHg6
我們四目相接的那一瞬間,我卻慌了。409Please respect copyright.PENANAmF4uheKUmd
十七歲的你,為什麼,有著和「十年前」相同的那雙眼睛。409Please respect copyright.PENANA3D84RsSL4c
那雙在機場,目送著我離去的雙眼......
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上天既然給了我重生的機會,為什麼一切卻顯得更加折磨?409Please respect copyright.PENANAVvD3Vn9pfK
滄海桑田,人事已空,409Please respect copyright.PENANAdcaLknL7v6
如今你旁邊的位置,好像已經,不再為我留下。409Please respect copyright.PENANAbvquW02bpz
但我可以奢望,厚著臉皮,再鼓起勇氣一次嗎?
來到休息室外,我們和其他難民一樣的,披著毛毯席地而坐。409Please respect copyright.PENANAdRnYD0v23j
我抱著腿,默默把臉埋進兩膝之間,409Please respect copyright.PENANABYbl3BiDsA
也許是我想太多了,現在的你,根本不知道未來會被我傷害。409Please respect copyright.PENANAnHTOdxf5LQ
但是我不知道,該怎麼面對你。409Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9OhBRJjAF
明明,上天已經給了我重生的機會,409Please respect copyright.PENANAm0kPRkxWdC
明明,妄想著在你身邊,還保留著那屬於我的位置。409Please respect copyright.PENANA6QLp8ny9ST
但我卻害怕了,409Please respect copyright.PENANAPC4hbsdDRa
聽著甯菲和你有說有笑,409Please respect copyright.PENANAuCuo8vjrmW
即使我沒有資格,卻還是無法控制的,胸口抽痛了一下。
柔蓉輕輕擠了我一下,關心的看著我409Please respect copyright.PENANADijcVdfEdO
我抬起頭,披著的毛毯掉了。409Please respect copyright.PENANAQHL73fATy7
你毫不猶豫地,轉過身來,幫我重新披好。409Please respect copyright.PENANAjB4ptwxqmz
驚訝之餘,十七歲的身體,似乎還保留著從前喜歡你的記憶。409Please respect copyright.PENANAF5L1LX3awS
我抓緊了毯子,把眼睛以下全包了起來,試圖遮住紅了一片的臉頰和耳根。409Please respect copyright.PENANAOBRT0ZlVNa
顫抖著聲音,說了一聲「謝謝。」
原來,從前的我,這麼......喜歡你嗎?
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離開劍潭站後,409Please respect copyright.PENANACVlVT0gkWX
沒想到我們會在海上再一次遇到......一場死劫。409Please respect copyright.PENANAxpjc9JvD5u
但這次遇到的不是我......而是你。409Please respect copyright.PENANA1H8zmoo9h9
當列車斷裂開來,翻騰跳起,而你被彈飛出去的那個瞬間,一切彷彿靜止了,409Please respect copyright.PENANAQhYoubMI8t
我不確定,在怒海翻騰之中,自己是否大聲喊出了,你的名字。
列車長一個箭步,將你拉回來的時候,409Please respect copyright.PENANAzBgcdqOsTV
我兩腳一軟,跌坐在旁邊的位子上,全身顫抖。
所有人來到前面的車廂,擠在不夠坐的位子上。409Please respect copyright.PENANAuBkpVC5TKY
甯菲抱著你,哭了好久。409Please respect copyright.PENANArW9QCtpFBB
我第一次體會到,國文課本上學過的,什麼叫「五味雜陳」。409Please respect copyright.PENANAGC1vSG5bN6
幸好上天沒有將你再次奪走,409Please respect copyright.PENANAJvI94Ev2Bp
在這場時光洪流之中,409Please respect copyright.PENANAygGYOmUlWR
如果你不在了,我活著還有什麼意義?409Please respect copyright.PENANAC2PgekaSRH
縱使這個曾經傷你千萬遍的我不配,409Please respect copyright.PENANAGscVZR3JOx
我卻還是無法抑制,那份深沉而造作的不甘。409Please respect copyright.PENANA0JwoTlPvPn
多希望,此刻抱緊你的,是我......409Please respect copyright.PENANAgjQfAPrQoh
然而,酸與苦,縱使疼痛萬分,卻還是比恨好,409Please respect copyright.PENANAlxkjRs9Hab
我希望你不要恨我,409Please respect copyright.PENANAzfRkKIhsY6
我奢望著,你的心還看向我,不要就這樣,飄向遠方。
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本以為,民權西路站的基地,是新的安身之處。409Please respect copyright.PENANAxfM7cUXiJ0
結果待沒多久,又是一場新的劫難。409Please respect copyright.PENANA5MfXEFsqZY
慌亂之中,我們很幸運的,搭上了黃線的列車,逃離將被大群蜈蠓毀滅的車站。
在列車上,看到你照顧著其他人的行為,遠遠超過了十七歲該有的成熟穩重。409Please respect copyright.PENANAgXVmYGWZjm
我不禁猜想,該不會你和我一樣重生了?409Please respect copyright.PENANATHMPIUxWsZ
為了弄清楚真相,我鼓起了這兩輩子從沒有過的勇氣,409Please respect copyright.PENANAFfKDAnqJHH
無論你是否,是從前那個被我深深傷害了的你,409Please respect copyright.PENANAtiYebzjxee
我都想真心的,向你道歉。409Please respect copyright.PENANAPBXsbhIKwW
卻不敢想,你真的也重生了,
我撇過頭,淚水彷彿潰了堤般的傾瀉而下。409Please respect copyright.PENANAHc4S2z9gl1
好害怕,我是不是要,真正的失去你了?409Please respect copyright.PENANAgioM1eTNbQ
明明想要灑脫一笑的......409Please respect copyright.PENANAWpDQkIeRch
但我知道......我做不到
也許在此生,你會遇到另一個人,讓你許下相似的諾言......409Please respect copyright.PENANAubv8o2KBog
猜想到一半,你卻將我,擁入懷中。409Please respect copyright.PENANAdbwjmsOEMq
我沒想到的是,你也哭了。
葉雨聲,你還愛我嗎?409Please respect copyright.PENANAwwHGGk8Zvk
在這場天翻地覆的時光洪流之中,409Please respect copyright.PENANAW9GVqKY1gf
是否可以,讓我再愛你一次?