I'll take my bow206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJUDFklg2Z
I won't make a sound206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60tlHZP1nh
I whisper truce206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwhLQeT3Cu
As the ashes hit the ground
Hush, love206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuvnbRtvmV
No, I'm not what you think that I am made of206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvCDxotUrR
I'm a story206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TwYdke2sJ
I'm a break up206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLywLttXDYm
Just a hero, on a bridge that's burning down
Can you see my scars?206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iBRRAX0NG
Can you feel my heart?206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWY90RstvNq
This is all of me, for all of the world to see
So, who's it gonna be?206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qY7gSzzzW
The one that you only need?206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FvpTQXaI7
I gave it all, and all you gave was sweet misery
So, who's gonna save us now?206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiah0ZACQHg
When the ashes hit the ground?206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jnxjL2AC7
I gave it all, but all you gave was sweet misery
This is the end206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIy1uU5rBlW
My beloved friends206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ503saw7rVj
I'm lost in dreams206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnU6OcM92ow
And all I know, is where I've been
Run, love206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7t38a1I1ii
I'm the truth that you're afraid of206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchTaApCCJz
I'm a fever, that you made up206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcbvWmoVFL
Just a martyr, on a bridge that's burning down
Can you see my scars?206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvFU4tlkuk
Can you feel my heart?206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwAvdQUuUs
This is all of me, for all of the world to see
So, who's it gonna be?206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpyUpECMeI
The one that you only need?206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCYHPuDDGS
I gave it all, and all you gave was sweet misery
So, who's gonna save us now?206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1Mz9zeENg
When the ashes hit the ground?206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDejxoq9Ywp
I gave it all but, all you gave was sweet misery206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hHENcLFMA
(Misery)
Can you see my scars?206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoCqNMEQaH
And can you feel my heart?206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrl7SBAgLYJ
This is all of me, for all of the world to see
So, who's it gonna be?206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRx3BamkNiJ
The one that you only need?206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS56lyNaJob
I gave it all, and all you gave was sweet misery
So, who's gonna save us now?206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3E8K6cEWs
When the ashes hit the ground?206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkTzZAsNcF
I gave it all206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCbjDl8DWF
But, all you gave was sweet misery206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2A8RQyomTq
So, who's it gonna be?206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJHNlkFu4e
The one that you only need?206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6Re4U9MzA
Gave it all, and all you gave was sweet misery206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87aPjlBVVN
My favorite song EVER is Scars by Boy Epic. The emotion in the song is so raw and relatable, and I just love blasting it at top volume whenever my family is out of the house. I love the second verse, especially when he says:
"Run, love
I'm the truth that you're afraid of
I'm a fever that you made up
Just a martyr on a bridge that's burning down."
It sounds kind of crazy and insane, but at the same time vulnerable and scared, like a feared villain who was never seen as anything but psychotic.
My friend introduced me to this song last year, when she put it on a playlist for a book I'm writing. Shoutout to @Clovers!
The best part is when he says "I gave it all, and all you gave was sweet misery." I find that intensely relatable as an oldest sibling who does everything, and receives what? Internal pain? Emotional bottling? Distance from her family? All of it disguised in a loving household.
And who do they blame?
Everyone but themselves.
"So who's gonna save us now?"
Not me.
"When the ashes hit the ground?"
Good luck without me.
"I gave it all, and all you gave was sweet misery."
Maybe I need help too.
"So, who's it gonna be?"
Is it me?
"The one that you only need?"
I know it's me.
"Gave it all, and all you gave was sweet misery."
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