「好混亂⋯搞到我都唔知自己做緊咩咁⋯」我將疊相疊番好握喺手中,「如果冇見番佢就好啦⋯」356Please respect copyright.PENANAg4iO3tkADx
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所有塵封起嚟、唔願去觸碰嘅回憶就喺我打開鐵盒嘅時候一湧而上,當初嘅心動、開心、傷心、難過嘅感覺一次過湧出嚟,我又攞番嗰啲我收起咗嘅感覺356Please respect copyright.PENANAneeAbclaxp
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「所有事都要重新嚟過先可以啦⋯」我將疊相放番入鐵盒入面,「阿立應該冇再keep住呢啲嘢⋯」356Please respect copyright.PENANAJjAxUotKbW
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以阿立嘅狠心,佢應該一早將所有嘢都執走晒掉晒去垃圾桶356Please respect copyright.PENANAbIz7P4SYwC
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「如果佢仲有留起呢啲同我有關嘅嘢嘅話⋯」我忍唔住諗到呢個問題356Please respect copyright.PENANAHv07KzthMf
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唔好諗唔好諗⋯!你宜家同人地住喺同一間屋,點可以諗呢啲嘢?諗完之後又會唔知點面對佢⋯!356Please respect copyright.PENANAB2k5rkM3a8
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「李知珩,夠啦!唔好再諗以前啦!你同佢過咗去㗎啦!」我坐好個人,冷靜咁喺房入面對自己講,「你同佢唔係小朋友,要劃清界線,唔可以過界㗎啦!」356Please respect copyright.PENANAwovN6aa2Kz
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唔⋯咁樣講完之後,唔知點解我自己會有啲心虛⋯?邊個普通嘅異性朋友會餵對方食嘢、會攬呀⋯!356Please respect copyright.PENANAPJc0fPbxKx
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「李知珩!你醒下啦!你同佢係過去嚟㗎啦!」我雙手拍一下自己嘅臉頰,「過咗去啦!人地仲要識女朋友!點可能為你一個人停留?」356Please respect copyright.PENANALTyVaIc9VR
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我垂低手望住眼前嘅鐵盒,係呀,我地都一早向前行,行行下又點會突然擰轉頭望⋯?都分開咁耐啦⋯356Please respect copyright.PENANAo38Nz3eBJz
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阿立對我嘅狠心係我冇諗到,但亦係因為佢嘅狠心,我就知道佢唔會為我停低⋯佢會繼續向前行,佢會好快咁放低我⋯356Please respect copyright.PENANAOqSO4Lw7Oa
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「知珩,出嚟食飯啦!」媽咪行到我房門口叫我356Please respect copyright.PENANAgd3oLjuod4
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我將鐵盒嘅蓋蓋番好,放低手上嘅嘢行出房,順手將房門閂埋356Please respect copyright.PENANAbz4eWB0PTY
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我行出地鐵站行番屋企,一行出地鐵站,就見到阿立企喺斑馬線前面等緊轉燈356Please respect copyright.PENANAaF0p4AsP34
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「阿立!」我趁轉做綠燈前上前拍佢,「你咁晏仲喺度嘅?」356Please respect copyright.PENANA5OGFybm3p2
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「強制開OT⋯」阿立完全係一個攰樣,「幫同事執手尾⋯」356Please respect copyright.PENANALvocHLZ0Jf
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「喂喂,我媽咪煲咗湯,叫我拎番嚟同室友share。」我遞起拎喺手中嘅保溫壺,「你飲唔飲呀?番到去之後。」356Please respect copyright.PENANAkNQtWaMyTV
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「阿姨煲咗湯比你拎番嚟咁好呀?」阿立望咗我手上嘅保暖壺一眼356Please respect copyright.PENANA5VwmgiVEQz
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「本來媽咪話比我同靖佑,不過睇嚟要益你啦~冇靖佑份啦⋯」我扮無奈咁望住保暖壺嘆氣,然後望一望阿立356Please respect copyright.PENANA4LZQodWVpI
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「咁冇辦法,為咗唔好浪費阿姨嘅一番心血,我會飲埋靖佑嗰份。」阿立微微點頭356Please respect copyright.PENANA2wHpGRJy4m
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我同阿立坐喺餐枱前飲湯,媽咪喺我走前特登再翻熱啲湯一次,所以就算番到嚟,湯飲起嚟都係熱辣辣356Please respect copyright.PENANAFwBSvbwaKf
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不過,兩個人好安靜,一粒聲都唔出⋯感覺氣氛好尷尬⋯成間屋都好靜,除咗飲湯嘅聲之後係完全冇其他聲356Please respect copyright.PENANAuRaXMwwII1
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「話說,我今日番屋企食飯,搵到啲中學嗰陣嘅嘢⋯」我細細啖咁飲咗少少之後先一步打開話題,想打破呢種尷尬感,「係呢~你仲有冇留起中學嘅嘢?」356Please respect copyright.PENANAS866IWURZV
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我有啲想知道,到底阿立有冇留起以前中學嘅嘢⋯帶住私心去問一個問題,喺等答案嘅時候真係會特別緊張,心跳嘅頻率都會有啲唔一樣356Please respect copyright.PENANAH6OqvbAIef
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「有啲有,有啲掉咗。」阿立諗咗一諗,然後再開口答我356Please respect copyright.PENANAiCLqesGb3O
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「哦⋯」我心入面失落咁一下356Please respect copyright.PENANACiiZ4QcKqO
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佢掉嘅嘢,應該係同我有關嘅嘢啦⋯我其實預咗,只係聽到佢嘅回答,我都係有啲忍唔住失落啫⋯356Please respect copyright.PENANAVsPezJHdED
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「你留起咗啲咩?有冇帶番嚟?」阿立忽然間問起,仲要問我有冇拎番嚟356Please respect copyright.PENANAFSErro2gFr
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我真係留起嘅嘢都唔多,不外乎都係以前同朋友嘅合照、收到嘅聖誕卡呢啲,但我特別留起放好嘅,就只有同阿立相關嘅嘢356Please respect copyright.PENANAyFYvnWfSGv
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但呢啲嘢,我點可能同佢講?356Please respect copyright.PENANAniiToKbe1U
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「太多啦!點帶過嚟!?」我笑一笑講道,忽然間醒起媽咪幫我執咗本相簿過嚟,「不過有本相簿,比媽咪執咗過嚟比我⋯」356Please respect copyright.PENANAgO1mxgaCLv
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我好快咁將湯飲完,起身行入房將相簿從書櫃入面抽出嚟,但喺我想轉身行出房嘅時候,雙腳好飲痴實咗喺地面咁郁都唔郁356Please respect copyright.PENANAmW96Uxeg4T
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「就算係睇都唔緊要,我Okay⋯」我嘅手放喺相簿嘅封頁上面,心入面默默對自己講,「所有人都有過去㗎啦⋯!我唔通一直都要當冇呢件事咩?一齊過咪一齊過,又有咩大不了?」356Please respect copyright.PENANAHGFS20V8O6
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我深呼吸一口氣,然後拎住相簿轉身行出房356Please respect copyright.PENANAUDkmMaCCt8
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「登啦~」我拉開阿立隔離張櫈坐低,將相簿擺喺枱上面356Please respect copyright.PENANAGHPvXpWwNj
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「相簿?」阿立右手捧住碗,騰出嚟嘅左手伸手掀開相薄,「睇下。」356Please respect copyright.PENANA1rdx7iRrmK
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佢掀開相簿嘅第一頁,空氣都靜咗一下,佢由呢邊掀起,第一頁就已經係我同佢嘅合照⋯356Please respect copyright.PENANAYJhXBq7LHj
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可以貼四張相嘅一頁,我淨係貼咗一張相356Please respect copyright.PENANAKLm7KkDJ33
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「呢個係⋯學校open day影㗎⋯」我弱弱咁講咗一句介紹一下呢張相356Please respect copyright.PENANAQRUoiESjDH
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「我知,你當我失憶呀?」阿立自然咁掀去下一頁,指住左上角嘅相,「呢張係sport day啦,我記得!」356Please respect copyright.PENANAuC0fQ0Kwzr
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「著住PE衫又喺運動場,點唔係sport day?」我雙手托住下巴笑住反問佢,「睇番啲相就覺得宜家自己好老⋯」356Please respect copyright.PENANATG7bexMntB
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我望住當年先17、8歲嘅自己,再望下宜家已經25歲嘅自己,真係歲月不饒人呀⋯咁快又到20中嘅年紀,轉個頭又話已經30歲,我都想係永遠嘅18歲⋯356Please respect copyright.PENANAG47yGqTk7a
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「都係嘅,你宜家唔化妝都得,嗰陣有人仲話寧願素顏都唔化妝~」阿立望住啲相笑住咁講我356Please respect copyright.PENANAyI5Qv2Eebx
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「我宜家唔係素顏咩?唔係咩?」我不滿咁伸手輕打咗阿立嘅手臂一下,然後稍微湊近佢,雙手指住雙眼:「我連con都冇戴!你睇清楚!」356Please respect copyright.PENANASOUcR3biVd
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「睇到睇到,都係好清澈。」阿立又真係認真咁湊過嚟睇,「又真係素顏喎~」356Please respect copyright.PENANA1iaQTwjH1x
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「邊有人喺屋企都化妝?」我反咗個白眼,耷低頭望一望呢一頁嘅相,「又唔係有咩唔比得人知嘅秘密⋯」356Please respect copyright.PENANAMajmJFNpQg
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「你啲秘完講咗出嚟就會破壞形象啦~」阿立好似隨口講一樣講咗個玩笑,「嗰年我地班嘅班衫都真係幾靚~」356Please respect copyright.PENANAOpvGWa9w4C
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「宜家睇番相,就覺得以前好青春~真係好呀~」我伏低喺枱上面,望住一張一張嘅相就有啲掛住以前嘅日子356Please respect copyright.PENANAOIbQSwIq6m
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我轉頭望向阿立,佢將碗放喺枱上面專心咁掀相簿睇相,我每眨一下眼,就會有一個同佢有關嘅回憶彈出嚟356Please respect copyright.PENANARkYudh6iep
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