「衰衝動啦。」阿星拍一拍我膊頭講。回憶起往事，真係有好多感慨，就算隔咗咁多年，我都仍然覺得，一件明明自己係無辜嘅小事，最後會變到咁難以收拾，雖然我都有責任，但都冇佢哋講到咁負心漢姐？312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqIEAgXzFT
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「但佢幾時又有體諒過我？當時爭啲比人踢出校，仲喺到怪我呢樣果樣。」312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwf7bwbeDY
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「但你都知，佢當時係緊張你先咁。佢為你喊咗幾多晚你又記唔記得？」喺好多年之後，阿星先同我坦白阿南嘅所有嘢俾我知，但已經太遲。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzo4xOg7OB3
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「咁如果比多次機會你，你會唔會去講清楚啊？」阿星再問。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBlmJ1VCLk
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「我…」答有定冇好？312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGquycjGWC
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「你自己諗清楚啦，如果果次喺學校門口你有追到上去，結果可能會唔同。」312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3Ehwdk4fI
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阿星返去阿柔身邊之後，我發現阿南一個人企咗出露台望住街外嘅風景。呢個畫面，不禁令我將以前望住佢背影嘅記憶重疊，當時佢都係咁樣望住街外。
「行啦！廢柴正！去搵返佢啊！」腦中突然傳出一把聲音，叫我走出去。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFPuMSugnC
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「死就死啦！」我自語。然後一步一步咁行出露台。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjJO4ywVbi
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「今晚個天空好多星星好靚。」我仲未行到出去，佢好似已經發現我嘅存在。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuc4u7bfPH
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「喔…」面對佢突如其來嘅開口，我都未能夠即時俾到反應。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ynGO6Tlvz
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「你知道嗎，非洲嘅天空都係咁萬里無雲。」佢繼續講。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8VLgprzrH
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「恭喜你啊，做倒你想做嘅嘢，歐陽醫生。」阿南之後真係成為一名醫生，更加加入無國界組織，實踐佢一直夢想嘅職業。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMJuk48NOc
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「原來做醫生真係好有意義，我終於明白當年你爸爸對救人嘅果份執著。」312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpc7vEzU8Wo
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「哧，可惜啊，佢最後冇再做醫生。」我答。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupFywh1aPv
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阿南擰一擰頭，表示唔同意。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3PNHVThmJ
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「只係佢太愛你媽媽。」312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkGPC2t029
想返起我爸爸媽媽，我同阿南都沉默咗。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rdub2avlP
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我老豆，喺我升上中六之後就冇再做醫生。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhPa0obxcH
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原來上天一直將你身邊嘅嘢取取捨捨，不斷帶一啲嘢俾你，之後又拎走返。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdopXEX5rs1
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唔單止我係咁，我老豆都係。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QzRO5Rz8a
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「正啊，有冇怪過阿爸？令你喺個咁唔快樂嘅家庭長大。」當佢將阿媽啲嘢講俾我聽之後，有一日佢突然問。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNB5WIQI1uI
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「點會，你做過咩我都好清楚。況且我都已經冇嬲到佢。或者都係，每個人都應該追尋自己幸福。」阿月嘅經歷令我明白，喺唔快樂嘅環境生活，只係一種折磨。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcpeS4qwdQ
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懂得放手，可能係一種成全。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHz4sIbz21
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「咁如果再俾你見返佢呢？會唔會同佢講嘢？」312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPc5GTpXBAl
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「我諗唔會喇，有咩好講，大家都唔了解對方嘅生活。」312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoGct0lfv7
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「如果佢唔係你諗咁樣呢？」312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowiAtfDBsD
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「即係點？」312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkv43D9mG6
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「哈算啦，當我冇講過。」312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVc4mjdT2sZ
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當時我對老豆嘅提問不以為然，以為佢只係八掛問下。點知去到有一日，佢突然打去學校叫我即刻去醫院。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJPsCdGDvZ
個電話由佢打，我當然唔擔心會係佢出事，所以喺前往醫院嘅路上都只有止不盡嘅好奇，到底佢咁急叫我去醫院咩事？312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyoBbRsbv1
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去到醫院同佢會合之後，只見佢眉頭深鎖，我從來未見過佢呢個咁無助嘅樣，我先感覺到一啲大事會發生。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKjPtS0xZc
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「阿正啊，無論點啲嘢都過咗去喇，再追究嚟都無謂。」我哋走到一間病房，老豆突然講。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptkabwxHtm
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「點解我唔明你想講咩？」312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOWnRgpqTg
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「你阿媽…而家就喺病房入面。」312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5qz6511Ic
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阿媽？！聽到呢件事嘅我完全冇辦法俾任何反應。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzaYUFNEuz
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「點解？」我問。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPmUIVZ8Fr
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「腦癌，即將要做手術。」老豆嘅手微微震抖咁講。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mqHNl9Cqw
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「有冇得醫？」312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OVoQ0myV6
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「五成機會，個手術我會親手做。」老豆正正就係腦科方面嘅權威，連佢都冇把握嘅手術，應該都真係幾棘手。312Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPaNhSVLiu
