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我就將不甘、怨憤、死志、抑鬱,都傾盡文章裡。467Please respect copyright.PENANAMa58ANdoJq
朋友看我的網誌,都說:看了真的會很憂鬱,很想死。467Please respect copyright.PENANAzRHtkjxyuM
直到我長大了,試著去明白很多事情,467Please respect copyright.PENANAqEDzLjRm7Y
理解當時的自己,和對婚姻無能為力的父母,467Please respect copyright.PENANArAEAVXyZ8q
不曾竊喜因此逃離死亡,但就現實而言,467Please respect copyright.PENANAxVi7sCxnIH
寫作的經驗和能力,帶給我很多生活與工作上的方便,467Please respect copyright.PENANA88sgdCNjyb
在文字上闡明自己的能力,467Please respect copyright.PENANAbOu9tqt3nF
這些都是與我同齡的人少有的,467Please respect copyright.PENANA0hhWnCgQs6
一寫幾千字都不在話下。467Please respect copyright.PENANAKtnvmAu3EJ
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這或許對於用慣手機短文形式的現代人而言,應該是不容易的。467Please respect copyright.PENANA1sCCxo1KPK
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