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朋友看我的網誌,都說:看了真的會很憂鬱,很想死。398Please respect copyright.PENANAEsHAb9oyOd
直到我長大了,試著去明白很多事情,398Please respect copyright.PENANAzdKTJKQ0Dw
理解當時的自己,和對婚姻無能為力的父母,398Please respect copyright.PENANATji8IOvIxb
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寫作的經驗和能力,帶給我很多生活與工作上的方便,398Please respect copyright.PENANAKwOuMUI1K5
在文字上闡明自己的能力,398Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6onJXAjwn
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