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No Plagiarism!A39gKqMJNMrrqbdJUSNnposted on PENANA 「我大個左一定唔會食煙!」,我曾經也是討厭尼古丁臭味的一群。母親只是欣慰的笑笑,沒有說些什麼。8964 copyright protection330PENANA2twkbnJEXc 維尼
現在回想也許是知道我就是無法抗拒煙草的誘惑。8964 copyright protection330PENANA8l2tQ072iT 維尼
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自問雖未至品學兼優,但從小也是循規蹈矩的。8964 copyright protection330PENANABGn0ajGIqs 維尼
但比起自律和底線,最終亦是輸給了面子。8964 copyright protection330PENANASnZSCcZNlh 維尼
說起來諷刺,第一支煙是在酒吧的後樓梯,那時好像剛好長大,在十八的冬天。8964 copyright protection330PENANAunvmqk7Ad0 維尼
叛逆的細胞總忍不住要作怪,在別人三番四次的邀請下,半推半就要來了一支。8964 copyright protection330PENANA8t9JLwtrSj 維尼
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「哇,最乖嗰個都開始食煙,點搞呀。」8964 copyright protection330PENANABKVZu4KH4t 維尼
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「痴線啦,唔吸入肺架。」8964 copyright protection330PENANAzDX7MYMl93 維尼
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如今回想起,只記得口腔一絲在冬晚下襯托得更清醒的冰涼。8964 copyright protection330PENANASkhz0Vvctu 維尼
算不上什麼美好。8964 copyright protection330PENANAIlY63vNUCu 維尼
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漸漸我開始在後樓梯、club門口、巷仔,總之會聚在一起吹兩句水的地方,就會慣性點起一口煙。8964 copyright protection330PENANAPvTktkdKd8 維尼
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也許是為了融入,也許是為了年少瘋狂的一絲清醒。8964 copyright protection330PENANAGkcY7piCkG 維尼
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對的,起碼我的年少是瘋狂的。8964 copyright protection330PENANA4PYkU4gsSS 維尼
別人的年少也許過得得意,但在我扭曲又病態的濾鏡下,年少的意義沒有青春,只剩乖戾的墮落。8964 copyright protection330PENANAOzevRUvcmq 維尼
並不算得上褒義的瘋狂。8964 copyright protection330PENANAoU79NgCcFg 維尼
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偏執、躁狂、憂鬱、焦慮。8964 copyright protection330PENANAF1FIaqT9wV 維尼
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尼古丁變成了我唯一的救贖。8964 copyright protection330PENANAP5FNmflqUQ 維尼
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有的時候,點起了第三、四支煙,我不會再吸入口中。我只是捏著濾嘴,將其豎起,呼吸著空中彌漫的一縷煙,感受著指尖的溫度,回憶起種種的美好。8964 copyright protection330PENANA3YNn1YZxce 維尼
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尼古丁的味道於我而言,已經和兒時母親的角色掛鉤。8964 copyright protection330PENANAp47Ubwlz3k 維尼
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只有在煙頭冒著火光時,我才是清醒、冷靜的。8964 copyright protection330PENANAaS3cKKnOxd 維尼
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有句話說「酒不醉人人自醉 色不迷人人自迷」,我從來都沒有煙癮,卻是一根又一根的抽。8964 copyright protection330PENANAPtqkyiWsua 維尼
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