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她有一個煩惱,一個不能告訴別人的煩惱。她,懷孕了。這是一個天大的秘密,十四歲的她為此感到煩惱。473Please respect copyright.PENANAa9KOPTQ3vq
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女人的天性對懷孕的事特別敏感,直覺特別準,即使小女孩也不例外。久久不來的月事,突然的身體不適,異樣的噁心感,種種跡象都讓她有不安的預感。473Please respect copyright.PENANAtTxqnPoEdW
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偷偷拜托相熟的學姐去買驗孕棒,跑到洗手間一驗,證實了她的恐懼。473Please respect copyright.PENANA0Sxy3gNun3
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她不敢告訴別人。告訴學姐?學姐是有名的大嘴巴,絕對不能告訴她。跟她的小男朋友說?不行,絕對會分手的,她不要失去他。向父母認錯?說笑,她那守舊的父親會打死她。473Please respect copyright.PENANA0UwPUSqZfs
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沒辦法只能獨自一人面對這個煩惱。473Please respect copyright.PENANAT839YYEGjo
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隨著時日過去,這個煩惱愈長愈大,她只好在大熱天也穿上厚厚的毛衣,回到家就窩在房間不出來,連生病了也不敢看醫生,怕懷孕的事被揭穿。473Please respect copyright.PENANAjHP2dw2hPM
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終於有一晚,她被迫正視這個煩惱了。473Please respect copyright.PENANAnpX9rYZEoF
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腹痛一陣一陣地襲來,她忍著痛在床上苦等家人去睡。473Please respect copyright.PENANAxNgRjGAZu4
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終於聽到熟睡的呼吸聲,她躡手躡腳爬下床,小跑步到洗手間。473Please respect copyright.PENANArZQwUA3a0W
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生產過程是很痛苦的,尤其對於一個只有十四歲的身體來說更是難過。473Please respect copyright.PENANAmCFcnanoHl
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孩子出世了,可能由於早產加上營養不足,小生命很輕,很弱小,彷彿只要圈著他的手一勒就會碎的脆弱樣子。473Please respect copyright.PENANAgvYAQ3E2x7
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她瞪著正在發出微弱嗚嗚聲的孩子。「好醜。」她小聲說。電視上的寶寶不都是胖胖的很可愛嗎?怎麼她的孩子這麼醜?小小的,瘦弱的,五官都擠在一起,小小的咽喉還像小貓一樣嗚咽。她厭惡地想。473Please respect copyright.PENANAEM7oSLs3A6
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真煩人,這個小麻煩。她皺著眉,想著。被人知道我懷孕的話會連累到他的,他會被控告,而我會被歧視。真麻煩啊,這個讓我煩惱的根源。她像看到甚麼噁心的東西,把視線從孩子身上移開,剛好瞟到洗手間的窗。473Please respect copyright.PENANARLFj1FPw9E
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她歪頭一笑,對著孩子說:「我現在就解決煩惱。」提著孩子的手伸出窗外,冷冷的風和突然的懸空感讓孩子不安舞動無力的四肢,一雙小手像是努力抓回她那迅速流走的良知般,一開一合。喉嚨傳出微弱的尖叫聲。真刺耳。她冷冷地鬆開手,聽著風中傳來微微的貓哭叫聲,然後,隨著一聲物體墜地聲,夜裡回復平靜,只剩冷風在夜中哭泣。473Please respect copyright.PENANALzJCLfpI0r
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困擾幾個月的煩惱終於沒了。她伸了伸懶腰,一邊抱怨著衣服沾上了血漬,一邊幻想著明天的約會,都是那小麻煩的錯,明天起床定會有黑眼圈了。她煩惱地爬回床上。
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