“What happened?” Ronald's sudden voice makes me jump when I came outside. Today I won a little war against my fear. Marcus promised me not to spill the truth in front of Ronald. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZ1NhoBrnU
“You scared me.”174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFNUVemCnd
“The not first time.” He winked and I’m melted. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJt02zvimJ
“What he said?” We both start walking. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9dmoPj6i8
“Nothing just some tests.” Nodding he grab my hand and pulled me with him but then with sudden aware he stop immediately. The warm feeling for a second I feel in my heart is now gone again. For a moment nothing happened around us. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyL5qMlgWw
Me and Ronald 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoHNdpdiBH
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Why he's so different from me now? Maybe it's better for us that we keep our distance. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2kROnpOXG
“We need to go.” He gone left me alone and I’m standing watching him gone like before. Coming outside I found him already sitting in the car. As soon as I reached for the door he shut the door immediately.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ek998l7nE
What the hell? 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYFZsBnq8O
“Arrange a ride for yourself.” Then his car was gone in fog. He's so warm and so cruel. I chose to walk in cold. Not the first time I hold cold around me. Every day I feel a slap of snow and rain on my face.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTIcZaoAAQ
Coming home I came straight to my room. After changing I take my pills and lay on the bed and start rolling the whole day in my mind. Today is my first day and everything changed in one day. We met after years later and that was the best part. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRmxjMWx8g
But Ronald hates me but sometimes I feel his warm presence in cold. He's not what he's showing me or it's my imagination. Wow, he's so handsome. I remember when Olivia told me about Ronald's sickness in girls. Thinking about Ronald my eyes closed automatically. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsoduLi3Ed
A sudden beep wakes me up. It's my phone and Ronald's sixth call. My sleepy eyes are wide open. Why he's calling late at night?174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHsEEGf5Td
Shit 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXZi7DSHbj
I dialed his number and it's keep ringing.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMB6yj10sV
“Where the hell are you?” Before I said hello his words fall on me like a thunderstorm. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2V173jEj2
“It's night so where I’m now Mr. Ronald? A normal person sleeping during night that's what I’m doing.” There's a long pause. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjaOnRxzs8
“Are you okay now?” There he's. Sweet, caring. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTY0wWXiuh
“Yes, I. I'm fine Ronald. Thanks for..”174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuv5FXVJQWH
“No need.” Again a pause. Does he want to say something?174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8N8ebvuFz
“You eat?” No.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuTXJeCk7T
“Yes.” A throat clear voice and then he speaks again. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡui0WEI86P4
“I... what are you doing?” Is he drunk? I told him already. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFnemV9AH9
“I’m sleeping.” 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZCbl3qQ7b
“On the bed.” Why he's asking so weird questions? 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLp40CTaNq5
“Yes.” That yes comes out like a whisper and I hear he said something but don't know what? 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNl3ETIRZSb
“Umm... you changed clothes.” My heart beating so fast. It's like the first time we're talking like a teenager. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX57IxijN6v
“Yes...”174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTRY5Hjves
“You still sleeping in...” A heated rush in my veins so suddenly. I remember when he told me to sleep in a t-shirt and panty. After the mid night, he always came into my room for giving me pleasure. Is he imagining me in the same clothes? 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEn8vF2snO
No 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAVTeH9EHk
“Good night.” My fingers feel so numb when I cut the phone. It’s not good for the feeling growing between us again. He never know the girl died years ago. After that, not even a single time did my mind stop imagining him. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPZZ1dgTsR
The feel, his hands, the kisses, pleasure. He always came when everyone was sleeping. He sleep on my bed and filled some hugs and kisses. One day he told me to feel him and I do. After that every night he has done something more and more. The pleasure run in my body like a drug and I told him to do it every day. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUxUzVBmJ1
The next morning my mind was still filled with late-night thoughts. How I’m going to face Ronald? He's my boss. With courage, I filled his black coffee and entered in office but immediately stop.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BjgAoleSy
The voice forced me to me. It's coming from Ronald's bedroom. He's with a girl. Slowly I enter inside more and shocked because it's the same girl from yesterday. The girl who laughed at me. Wait she's married if I remember. How dare he? 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mT3WdTtya
The scene in front of looks so hot. Ronald's whole back is exposed the first time and here my body and hands want to grab him. He's so handsome. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9WjpUjsM5
Touch him174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQ4IJvYONT
But I hate that woman who’s in my place. It's my place but why suddenly do I want her place? I'm here just for work nothing else. But how can I resist myself for not looking? Don't see this so I looked away. As soon as I start walking I hear my name.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRZiK2XcVT
“Rose....fuck.” It's like melted on the floor.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xyfOu7WCo
“What the hell Ronald it's the third time you said that bitch name?” 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8RMGxnu8b
“Don't call her bitch.” Some sound came and then a door shut sound.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbdRwoMJlF
“Why not? You assuming that bitch.” 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8BBqNOLFU
“I said don't call her bitch.” Then a loud sound like something crash on the floor. I know Ronald's voice when he's angry but this is something else.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3HLA27wuv
“She's in your head. You're fucking her not me. Why not you fuck her instead of me.” He's assuming me? 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamFk0kOvsz
Without listening to another word I came outside and locked myself in the bathroom. The feeling after listening to his conversation is someone different. Why do I still want him in my life after I know there's nothing for him. He's happy with another person then why do I feel jealous watching him with her? 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROwNqw1D9S
All-day Ronald and me avoiding each other. He called me less in his office. When I called him he cut the phone so I left him alone. But my eyes are always on Ronald. I'm happy on one side but also sad. Why we're ignoring each other because of our little talk last night? But my curiosity breaks me when half-day ends without his single look. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eXlll6Fa9
After enough waiting, I walk towards Ronald's office but suddenly stop. I know he's not in the office but if he came then? My heart wants a single look or touch. I want to breathe in his space. Why I’m so mad about him or do I just want to see where he's with his last night girl? 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqRVHoIulg
When my foot entered his office a relief run in my body. He's not here but his presence is always around me. His smell running in the air. His unmade bed showing his pleasant night. But then my gaze land on something. Picking up the things I found its condom packet. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBdi0TfG4d
Shit 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqwN3zzIeV
“Miss me?” My body jumped with Ronald's voice and the packet fall from my hand. He's in a meeting then how? He's standing with hands in pockets looking smart enough. I'm shocked by his sudden presence. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI65c0pG9H5
“Looking shocked why Rose?” There're just us. I know he's not the Ronald I used to know but why his feel suddenly giving me negative vibes. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95k4SyYKjR
“I.. I....” 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LBxPQJqXZ
“What Rose?” My huge eyes running on his face because he knows I’m here for him. A Devil smile set on his lips. We're not the same but our feelings are still the same. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOvuKyToLD
Before I said something he came closer and I step back. He walks closer and closer. He walks until we're standing closer. His one moment with me stop my whole world but now he's standing so closely. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMPYkYKVkp
“Why are you here Rose? You know I’m not here then why?” His last word touch my lips. A shiver run in my body and then the whole thing starts bleeding like blood. The moment I want to forget now standing again in front of me.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNgBmZlvsA
“I... I forget something.” Shit my voice breaking because his smell makes me weak.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXS45eFzaqw
“I think the one you want is me.” The words are not so warm. It's like shame or sharp like a knife. A person I’m seeing is not Ronald. He's the one. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmqmFNM5wp
Bastard 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ifpootnAE
“You and me here on a bed...” He’s creating the scene with my past. My body starts reacting again. Body numb with cold words. The warming smell in our relationship not helping me now and then my breath stop coming. I try to see Ronald but he's not helping me. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbEWJdjNun
The laugh174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0xVTpJIww
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The man174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKIhzjUYt5
Everything Blank now174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWnFJfaA0g
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