When we have played several rounds of hearts, it's about time for dinner and all 4 of us head to the cafeteria. "What do you feel like for dinner tonight," I ask Klef.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaSJEWTLH3
"Oh, I don't know, I'll eat whatever They're serving," he shrugs.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppasw7w162
I snort. "Yeah, that sounds like you," I say.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0iVPuA9iw
"What?!" Klef asks in mock-offence. "Oh, wow, Ride, you wound me."1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NQHw8wUQK
"Good, I laugh." I wouldn't have it any other way."1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLUBF0KufI
Klef sticks his tongue out at me, but soon gets busy inhaling the scent of food wafting from the cafeteria. "Oh, it's pizza night!" Bobbi exclaims. "I forgot that it was pizza night!"1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32ZRTh3R5s
"Oh, Luke will definitely be here tonight," Ama says sagely.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMF74MVj0nd
"What? He likes pizza that much?" I ask.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzkZbnw3xX
"I imagine so, the kid loves his pizza," Bobbi laughs.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJ3l2v8nWH
We walk over to a table, where there's a spirit child already sitting and eating a whole pizza pie. "Hey, Like! Got enough to share?" Ama asks.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cOGY3TEa2
I gawk. "You're Luke?!"1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFWICd37Le
Luke grins up at me and nods. "Yeah, my name's Luke! Can I help you with something, ma'am?"1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnEw6OJvQt
"Uh, yeah," Klef says, speaking up. "You can help both of us. We're looking for travel to the ruins. Um...not to sound rude, but...you're just a kid. How do you know the planet so well?"1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1O7BhUTe1m
"I fly with the dragons all the time as a messenger," Luke says. "It's nothing special for me to fly around up there, and pretty soon you get to start memorizing places and people and things from up high. And once you do that you start making connections between places, and viola! You have a mental map of the quickest routes to anywhere! That's sorta how it works for me."1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApigqomepY
I look at Klef and shrug. "We've seen weirder," I remind him.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pcpK08FNq
"I guess you're eight," Klef says, sitting down at the table, and I follow suit. Klef points to the pizza. "Could I have a bite?" he asks.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnxjdbdnDN
"Yeah," Luke says, passing Klef the smallest slice on the pie. I laugh. "You know, Klef, I think this kid might have an appetite and an attitude to rival yours," I says.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoBGZqBh0I
"Shut up," Klef grumbles, which makes me laugh harder.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxBI0IvsKu
Luke looks between us. "You two together?" he aks.s1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzGZaLw06a
"Yeah, though it’s not something they like to advertise," Ama explains. "So please, keep the teasing at acceptable levels, my dear."1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wMl41tgXJ
"You got it, Ma," Luke says.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvr7Y0wY8fy
"Ma?" Klef asks. "You're his mother?"1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kntNPYX8n
"Uh, kinda? I'm in the process of adopting him," Ama shrugs. "Or at least I was, until I died. And he started calling me Ma, in honor of what we could have had and as an abbreviation of my name, and it stuck."1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUC4f8QyQ4C
“That’s… adorable, actually,” I say.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa28Yt7esNR
Luke’s eyes went to me. “I’m not adorable!” he protested.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYtycx96Oz
At this point, I just want to see what he would do if I keep pressing. “Yeah you are,” I say. “That’s beyond adorable, really!”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kUvlf4wEh
"I am not adorable!" Luke protests again. "Don't tell me that I am!"1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQD4q1X0Gi
I hold my hands up in surrender. "All right, all right," I laugh. "Sorry if I bruised your ego there."1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Wjrka74b5
Luke huffs and eats the last slice of pizza, grumbling. Ama stares him down. "Luke. Be polite," she warns.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7B5DDYPOTk
Luke looks up at her, then over to me. "Sorry," he mumbles, scowling.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESZUqOe6aK
I laugh. :"No, it's fine, I shouldnt' have pressed you like that," I say.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZmTYXgy4b
Luke looks up at me in confusion. "You know, you're like, the first person I know to admit they're also in the wrong when I'm asked to apologize for being rude."1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fSU49VOUM
"Wow. Well, I guess the people here ALL have their egos, eh?" I ask. "Including everyone at this table, I'm willing to bet, mych as we might hate it."1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeP0OfFsGPV
Klef sputters. "Hey! I'm sitting at this table, and my ego is just fine!"1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMwrcLumcY
"Sure t is, Treble," I tease. "Of course it is."1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pEapNBQfz
Klef scowls. "You're patronizing me, Ride, and I don't like it," he says firmly.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jThQkdO6z
I rolls my eyes. "Well, tough. Maybe you can put up with a little teasing after how much teasing you put me through." I stand. "I'm gonna grab another pizza for the rest of us. Any suggestions on what I should get?"1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZC1Bugn9Y
"Pepperoni!" Klef chimes immediately.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYI3vTfWqST
"I like olives," Ama says, shrugging.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOmVE0sfFZ
"Meat lovers is always good," Bobbi says, ruffling Luke's hair.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZl63ys9cei
"Half meat lovers and half olives?" I offer. "I'll eat anything on my pizza."1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGVcNeBTkE
"I'm okay with meat lovers, so long as pepperoni gets put on it," Klef says. "And since pepperoni is meat, I'm perfectly happy with that."1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJIV7pTb70
I roll my eyes and make my way up to the lines where people are picking up and ordering food. When it comes my turn to order, I say, "One large pizza, half olives and half meat lovers, please."1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNbp0sszQ3
The worker nods and yells my order behind them, presumably to some worker or another. "It'll be ready in 10 minutes, we just have to get it ready for the dragon's breath," they tell me.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeILhX0PQ1w
I blink but nod. I never considered using a dragon's fire as an oven, but it would make sense. I move to wait with other people who are chatting by the other line, but don't have food and aren't eager to talk to the workers. When I walk over, their talking quiets and they stare at me. I smile. "Hi. You guys are waiting to pick up your food, right?"1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4JnkXcu5k
"Yeah," a small wizard says. "This is the pick-up line. And so's this: you're pretty cute."1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTESxol7r1r
I laugh. "Thanks! That was a good one! I already have someone special, though."1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lLhO2MGtR
The wizard clucks their tongue. "Ah, well. Benny. He/him. Nice to meet you."1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2GQkzcqPm
"Rides. She/her. Likewise," I say. It feels weird, going around and talking about pronouns, but it seems to be commonplace, and the last think I want to do is tick out like a sore thumb. "What did you order?"1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWocDHHxzB
"Personal pizza with extra cheese and onions," Benny says. "I love me some onions."1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmb6LtzAxnV
"You're the oracle, aren't you?" a slender avian asks.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAUKoDtUPu
I give a nervous laugh. "Yeah, my friends are all sitting at the table waiting for me to pick up the pizza."1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeQAZGg3gn
The avian nods. "Cool. Though if we were close, I would make sure you never had to lift a finger."1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuvGiuPqbF
"I would break yours in order to use mine," I say on reflex. "Sorry. It's just, I'm not one for special treatment. Never have been, and never will be. Nothing against you, understand."1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoLAH5CGgq
"I'm sure she does," Benny says. "It was nice getting to talk with you, Oracle, but I smell my pizza being cooked, and I think I will have to take my leave to my room and eat this all up before I get put on the night shift again."1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5gAGt3LOF
I smile. "That's all good. You eat your pizza, and have a good night, okay>"1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYo0TmkavFo
"Will do,” the wizard says, right as a cafeteria worker walks up.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasz9GKLUXU
"Small pizza with extra cheese and onions?"1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5VBZPHM2j
"That's me," he says, talking the pizza and walking off. "You have a good night, Oracle!" he calls.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgHgzP2UnA
I shake my head with a smile. "It's Rides," I say quietly, but the avian hear me and turns to look at me. "You really don't like special treatment, do you?" she asks.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡha6IqHcmAd
"No, I don't," I say. "It makes me feel weird, and frankly, kind of sick."1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PH7jw76jn
"Oh, that’s not good," the avian says, wincing. "I’m sorry you feel that way."1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEFoKhjUVn
I shrug. "It happens to some people. It’s not a big deal, so long as everyone remembers that I was once human, too.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzFXrEhl7E
The avian shifts on her feet. “I’ll try to do that. And I’ll remind my friends as well. For your sake.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS53VSOSR46
I can’t help but smile. It’s a consideration that I never thought I would need, but am glad to have. “Thanks!”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMUg1ooGA1
The avian smiles, before turning to answer one of the cafeteria workers’ calls, taking her food and leaving. Soon after, my own food arrives. I pick up the pizza and walk back to the tabe where everyone is waiting. “Who were you talking to?” Ama asks.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lZ5eBc4uG
I shrug. “Just a few people who were also waiting for their food. None of them tried to kill me, if that’s what you’re asking.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMWi51tOoZ
“I wasn’t, but that’s good to know,” Ama says with a slight smile, taking a slice of the olive pizza in her hands. Klef and Bobbi each snatch 2 meat- lovers slices, and I go for the last meat- lovers and one olive. Folding them over to make a sandwhich, I take a bite. “Hm. They make pizza well. I never would have thopught that a dragon’s breath could make pizza cook so effectively.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyJPZE3J4Q
“Get with the times, Ride,” Klef teases. “You can use magic to cook things, you can use anything if you can use magic. I thought higher of you than to not expect such an obvious thing. We’re in the joint territory between basilisks, dragons, and werewolves. Come on.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDmDsiKO3F
I smack him lightly on the arm. “You know what? You can shut up.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKINFxOOkIH
Luke looks between the two of us. “So are you two getting married anytime soon, or…?”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcZ72E7fnO
Ama blushes and immediately scrolds him. “Luke! That is something private between a couple to decide! Not something you go around asking people willy-nilly.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbWVlI6iM2
Luke shrugged. “Sorry, Ma.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQ6qZcnhJr
Ama points at us. “I’m not the one you should be apologizing to.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDM1xevr8Ix
Luke looks over. “Sorry,” he repeats.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKJfvaW0HL
“Don’t worry about it,” I laugh.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOSg1u4hdW
“Yeah, really. We’ve been getting asked that question for 5 years now,” Klef adds. “One more person isn’t going to kill us, even if we get sick of the question.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlD0XDkIqkg
Luke smiles, just a fraction. “Really?”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkZyX8d6rc
“Really,” Klef assures. “You’re fine.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AdOtcw2kk
Luke nods. “Okay. So where are you two thinking of going?”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWVmCSdBUU
“The Ancient Ruins,” I say. “To that new base out in the middle of the woods. It would be a nice place to inform others of what’s going on, and it satisfies other people’s requirements of being immediately out of harm’s way.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczhmNluOUw
Luke considers. “A boat would be the fastest way to get there. First you would travel by land to the other side of the continent, and then a boat would pick you up at the nearest port, taking you to the Ancient Ruins. From there, you could either fly or walk, it’s up to you.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbV5OiSnD0T
"Do you have any personal preferences?" I ask him.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1fzJaeyff
"Not really," he says with a shrug. "Just do whatever makes you the most comfortable, and you will be golden. Watch out for traitors before you go, though, because you know you'll be sharing a boat with these people for the minimum of a week to get off this island."1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcOe2UOuRf
I nod. "Sage advice. Thank you, I'll try to look after myself.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRkpHmRxjS
"And of course we'll all help!" Bobbi chimes in. "We're coming with you, of course!"1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6cO4MkmKM
"Oh, that's not necessary, " I say. “Please, don't rush yourself into and thing you wouldn't want to do in the first place."1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKMpeHrDV5
“I’d want to do this in the first place, what about you guys?” Bobbi asks.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqToFkesZN
“Oh, yeah!” Ama says.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdGfXsb0RP
Klef nods. “Of course.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1zaGiEZCg
“I’m sure Flo would too,” Ama says. “And Rythe. Both of them want to ensure your safety, and need to network with the other Crusader bases anyway, so they’ll be coming along for the ride.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXZ2nnEeEM
I look around at everyone and smile, feeling the uncertainty in me diminish somewhat. These are all people who, despite only knowing me for a few days, are willing to put it all on the line, not just for me, but for everyone in the world. Genuinely good people. “Okay, then,” I say, nodding. “When’s the next ride out of here? I’m sure Hibiscus can round everyone up within the next day or so.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVorpPxlFxN
Luke considers. “Um… next ride out is… tomorrow afternoon. I’m going to the Island of the Yeti, but the caravan goes the same way through the mountains no matter which side of the island you’re travelling to, so you could join in tomorrow for at least the first half of the journey, and when we’re out of the mountains, you could head to the eastern ports. I’m sure being the Alpha’s daughter would get you places, Oracle.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5lVpmCCLg
I nod. “Tomorrow sounds good. How long would it take us to get out of the mountains?”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4FkaeA25R
“Oh, give it a day and a half at most this time of year,” Luke shrugs. “It doesn’t take long at all.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPgvekS8tm
“Huh,” Klef breaths. “I thought it would be longer than that, considering it took us half a day to get here from the chief Basilisk’s home. He lives closer to the edge of the mountains than I thought he would.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0B0q0EUc4k
“We’re in the heart of the mountains right about now,” Luke says. “In the Lizards’ territory, before they merged, they didn’t like to put any one person on a pedestal and give them the absolute best of the best and demean others in the process, so no one got the center land. So when the Crusaders needed a base that wasn’t vulnerable to attack, this place was brought up pretty quickly.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYDWGOsbsK
“You certainly know a lot about this place,” I say.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzwWWCyytS
Luke smiles. “Well, I hope so! I was there when all of this was decided!”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVupMjYvgje
Ama laughs. “Yeah…” Her smile droops. “That was the day that I was…”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfIyOPx7gW
Luke frowns and puts his ghostly hand over Ama’s. “You’re not to blame for me not getting adopted, Ma. It’s the people who didn’t want anyone with a Deuxlife to adopt a human child who are to blame.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklW8JoGCMM
“Maybe, but I still could have looked after you. No one was there looking after you when you wandered to that construction site, and that is my fault.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0M9mP6acQ
Luke shakes his head violently and Bobbi wraps an arm around her shoulder. “You got them away before anyone could realize what was happening, Ama,” Bobbi points out. “You saved his Deuxlife.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlBSKz3qVJ
“Yeah!” Luke exclaims. “Not to mention, no one’s stopping you from adopting me anymore, because according to records, I don’t exist now!”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DoQ0TwHXA
I watch this back and forth, torn between smiling and frowning. Ama pushes her curly hair out of her face and gives a small smile. “I love both of you. You keep me right.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXhcPSKWg3
“And don't you forget it, Ma,” Luke says.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bX9wwMtAX
I smile finally and give Klef’s hand a squeeze, looking over at him. He looks back at me and returns my smile. “You guys make one happy family,” I say.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeVWSi0DvU
Bobbi looks over and offers a sheepish smile. “Actually, I don’t think I’m all that great with kids,” they admit. “But Luke for the most part, seems to like me, and he’s not like a lot of the kids I can’t stand, so we’re better than we would be if we were any other pair, but we’re not great.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYLw2rDBEf
“You just can’t stand younger kids,” Luke says. “I’m 10. Of course you’re gonna like me better, because I have a… um… coherent thought process, I think you called it?”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaggKqUuOWS
Bobbi laughs. “Yeah, that’s what it was. I didn’t expect you to remember that, though!”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpCuqnc5lY
Luke shrugs. “It was only a few weeks ago. I don’t forget things that quickly.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykl4HJ3WHO
Ama looks between the two interacting and laughs a little bit. “You two get along more like siblings or cousins than a parental figure and their child.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZUtCtwyFa
Bobbi looks over at Ama and shrugs guiltily. “Hey, what were you expecting?” they ask. “Like I said, I’m not great with kids.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfV80U3ORGu
“No, you just don’t like bossing them around. There’s a difference in there,” she points out.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKVeRYwz1q
“There is,” Bobbi says, “But it’s easier to just say I don’t like kids. The little ones bother me and don’t listen, and the older ones I get along with too much to be responsible around.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkoXGpPryj
I look at the pizza and take another slice, chewing thoughtfully. I;m tired. After this, I’m going to want to go to bed. “Hey, Klef, do you still feel like socializing?”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzOnXgVk5W
“A little bit,” Klef shrugs. “Why? You tired?”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6s6LOqttP
“Yeah. And if we’re going to start travelling tomorrow, we’re going to need some sleep.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuZ8AvDmFw
Klef considers this. “Are you fishing for some company as you fall asleep?”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkh6t5Xa62q
“Yeah,” I admit. “I want someone to make sure I’m all right if I find myself in the throes of a nightmare again.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fWr8KFDvx
“I’ll go to sleep with you, Ride, if you want to sleep after this,” Klef says. “Not really any reason not to, and tons of pros for doing it.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjD9D7fK8r
I shove him lightly and he grins. “Brownie points are more important than you might think,” he teases.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ512JEUSJq3
“Shut up,” I sigh at him. “You’re utterly ridiculous.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwh0pUdsflr
“Just finish your pizza, Ride,” Klef says.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zIH6vB2CG
I roll my eyes and take another bite. The conversation now is about arrangements for tomorrow. Bobbi says they’ll work through the night with Hibiscus to find and capture the traitors and sleep tomorrow morning once the ones we haven’t gotten yet are captured, and then when it’s time to leave everyone can take turns sleeping in the caravan and watching out for attacks. Apparently they still sometimes happen to Crusaders, even out here, where the most rich and wealthy are the dragons, who don’t mind you as long as you don’t steal any of their jewels, which isn’t what we’re interested in any way. I eat the slice and Ama sneaks another as well, leaving an empty saucer on the table where the pizza once was. I polish off the crust of my pizza and tap Klef on the arm as I wipe my fingers clean on a napkin. “I’m gonna go take care of my business in Dad’s room, seeing as how that’s probably the safest place for me to be right now. Feel free to join me when you’re done talking about semantics.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡito6hiKbcn
Klef nods distractedly and I stand, saying goodnight to everyone, and walking to Dad’s room. The letter is still on the floor, which makes my heart hurt just a little bit. I look around, and find that the ensuite bathroom also has a washing machine for clothes. Convenient, I can wash my clothes while I take a shower.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZU7oieHhSt
I put my clothes in the machine and start it up, before turning on the shower. The water is cold, as a matter of fact it’s freezing, but it gets the job done, and as soon as I’m done I hop out, turn off the water, and reach for an untouched towel sitting on a stool next to the shower. I dry off and check how my clothes are doing in the washer. They're clean, albeit still sopping wet. I debate putting them on anyway, but no, I don't want to be cold after I just took a shower in ice water to begin with. I could get sick, and where would that leave us? I pull out the clothes and hang them over the top rail of the shower to dry, and look around to see if there's anything I could use to speed up the process, like a hair dryer. Checking under this sink, I find a small one. I shake my head, knowing it’s Dad’s, but also knowing that he probably only ever used it on his tail, and just stood over or under an air vent to dry off most of his fur. Because that is honestly something that he would do.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIc8SgvDUlb
There’s a knock at the bathroom door, and I don’t respond until I hear Klef call out, “Hey, Ride, it’s just me out here. You done?”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYoOJlUuei
“Gimme a minute, I was washing my clothes and now I have to dry them out at least to the point where they won’t drip water everywhere!”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmjGVLYV0F
There’s an uncomfortably long pause outside the door. “...Are you wearing anything, Rides?”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzLIhXWeMb
“A towel,” I confirm. “Why, do you have to go to the bathroom?”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpQpPBDzXs
“Yeah,” Klef says. “But I don’t want to… you know, so… um…”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0r2YrZ27i9
I roll my eyes and walk over to the door, opening it and walking past Klef, who has his face in his hands. “Still wearing that towel, Treble, go in, do your business, and let me know when I can dry off my clothes.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Sa2KVkU5T
“I… I brought you a pair when I realized you were going to take a shower. They’re on the bed,” Klef says, embarrassed, before he rushes into the bathroom.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdQxt0FAUl
“Oh. Thanks!” I call to the closed door, changing quickly into what Klef picked out for me.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVh7licqZAJ
I don’t always agree with his choices, but today he got something right with leggings and a baggy T-shirt. Sleepwear. I lay back on the bed and sigh. It’s been a long day, and the coming days are only going to get longer. It doesn’t give me a good feeling to think about. But at least you have people who will back you up, I think. And it’s true. I will trust them to at least do their jobs. If Klef has taught me anything over the past 5 years, it’s that most people will at least do their jobs to the letter if nothing else.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMR5DTG3BD
The door to the bathroom opens and Klef pokes his head out. “Glad I guessed your sizes right,” he says, walking over and laying down on the bed next to me.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡME45RHKqbN
I sigh and lean my head on his shoulder. Klef pokes me. “Hey, Ride, you okay?”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxoRBsWU8a
“Thinking,” I say. “I’ve grown these past 5 years we’ve known each other, Treble, you know?”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSynSzJyAN
Klef nods. “I do.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1vlSJ0KtR
“I’m not that kid who just wanted revenge for her death anymore. I’m an adult. But this feels like that revenge mission I went on all those years ago. And I don’t like that feeling, that all I’m doing is just going out and killing people for my own selfish reasons.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJgIkL8XVv
Klef wraps his arms around me and kisses my temple. “That’s not what this is, Ride,” he murmurs. “This is protecting who knows how many people from who knows what. We’re doing this for the greater good.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjw42fHGivy
“People could argue killing Latro was for the greater good, too,” I sigh. “Doesn’t make me feel any better about anything I’ve done. I was naive, and counted on others to justify my actions. But I’m having a hard time justifying them to myself.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVgrtX95I7
Klef sighs. “You’ve gotten older. And your problems are getting more complex. Look, Ride, you’re not the one who killed him. That’s on me. And you know what? I will get nightmares over it. That’s something that you don’t come back from whole again, not really. Any trauma changes you. But when I’m with you, I remember why I did it, and that it was for protection. I was making sure an innocent didn’t die. And that’s what you’re doing now. I know it might seem like something petty, especially since we’ve done similar in the past for petty reasons. But this is something good, all right? We’re doing this to help people. Try to cling to that.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAHptH7ST3
“What if I can’t?” I ask him. “What if I can’t cling to the good? The bad is in me, Klef, and it’s all I can see some times.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRLUU69igz
Klef shushes me. “Hey, nome of that,” he says. “If you can’t see the good I’ll force you to. Don’t go around blaming yourself for things that are out of your control. I won’t let you.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrc53fBwXh2
I smile up at him and sigh, snuggling closer to him. “I’m tired, Treble.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZOVjuBYRN
“I know, Ride. You only get this down and dirty in philosophy when you can barely see straight you’re that exhausted. It’s been a long day.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JUwvYpWl3
“The next days will be even longer,” I mutter.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuXdcIsg2C
“All the more reason to sleep now. I’ve got you, Ride. No one will hurt you here if I have a say in it.”1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMdBRO46sJ
“Thank you,” I murmur, falling asleep.1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQArPtDEvA
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