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季慈臉色蒼白的坐在露天用餐區休息，程華則是既擔憂又尷尬地站在一旁，手上還拿著給他賠罪的香草奶昔。124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoUp0anCa6
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「還好嗎？」程華的聲音染上了自責。124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXxJdGUx1k
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季慈擺擺手。「沒事，我……我只是頭有點暈。」他猜他的臉色很難看，因為程華很擔心的看著他，甚至蹲下來握住他的手，溫暖了他有些泛涼的指尖。124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNsRX9nzKJ
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「對不起，我不知道你怕高。」124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwof00zHdiL
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「沒關係。我不是怕高，我只是不太喜歡搖擺跟失重的感覺。」124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtokv0Knz7M
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是的，他們剛剛坐完海盜船，立即挑戰有恐怖直角的雲霄飛車，季慈那時候僅感到些微不適，見程華開心的樣子也沒多想，更沒有阻止，下來就發生悲劇了。124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrILcqpo81
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「那摩天輪呢？」程華將吸管湊近季慈唇邊，他瞄了眼猶豫的看程華，對方只是笑笑用愧疚的眼神好像在說：就喝一口吧、喝一口吧。124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCcBtFrOKR
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他順從的吸了一口，然後接過杯子。「只要底下不是透明的就可以。」124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywvVG4zdGE
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程華的表情瞬間放鬆了，那模樣讓季慈忽然很想揉眼前這人的腦袋，蹲在他面前的表情像一隻忠犬，真的動手後表情更像了。124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIRKCNGd40
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「手感好嗎？」124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsevlL45pW
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季慈思索半晌，「還不錯。我可以了，去坐摩天輪吧？」124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltZv9Q7CIn
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程華再三確認後，兩人才緩步移動到隊伍最尾端排隊。124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNXwRTvKa3
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季慈站在程華前面，努力和奶昔奮鬥，同時思緒轉了好幾圈，他知道程華站在他背後，最喜歡盯著他的腿跟臀部不放。季慈從沒對程華的這點小興趣說過什麼，雖然這個嗜好要是嚴重點就跟色狼沒兩樣，但程華的視線卻不讓他覺得不舒服，對方是用欣賞和喜歡的目光，那種眼神會讓人產生錯覺，好像在他的眼裡對方就是世界一樣的令人著迷，無法移開視線，季慈不否認自己喜歡這種感覺。然，程華聚焦所在，隨著約會次數增多，隱約變得不同，已經有好幾次他猛地一轉頭，剛好能與程華對上眼，對方總是爽朗的一笑，然後跨步與他並肩同行。124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vWI3vhYQq
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這次他單手往後探，撈著了程華的手臂，將他拉上前來。「你有沒有發現，隊伍一直沒前進。」124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAcKlUNHTH
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「……我去前面看看。」說完程華就要脫離隊伍，季慈又一把抓住他。124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqXDJje0xE
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「再等等吧，應該是有人請工作人員轉慢一點。你看。」季慈揚高下巴，程華順勢看去，在其中一個車廂內隱約看見有個男人只剩下一顆頭，他跟女人的中間有一束艷紅的玫瑰花。124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNi7deDxWnb
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季慈的動作被旁邊等的不耐煩的人看見了，登時排隊的人潮全抬頭望向那個車廂，抱怨聲不見，取而代之的是女孩子們羨慕的聲音。124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSs9WsiNhSu
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季慈仰望那節車廂，畫面裡女人捧花抱住男人，人群中傳開欣羨的喜悅對談，然後他聽見程華悄悄附在他耳邊問：「你會很期待婚姻嗎？」124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbeyc6ttM0
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聞言，季慈頭猛地一轉，程華的目光變得深邃，與過往的眼神都不一樣，深棕色的眸子凝視著他，季慈聽見自己如受到蠱惑般的老實說道：「當然的。在我的想像裡婚姻跟愛情一樣重要，要有後者支持，婚姻才會幸福。可我還不明白愛情真正的樣貌，怎麼樣的感情才足以擁有婚姻、穩定婚姻呢……呃，抱歉。」突如其來的情緒宣洩後，他驚覺失態的摀住了自己的嘴，匆匆忙的轉開視線。124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDzUWwm3DH
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這番話藏在他心裡許久，跟前男友在一起時疑惑還不曾如此之重，但現在新舊傷加在一塊，愛情、忠誠與婚姻，好像怎麼排列都不對了。沒有忠誠，又背棄愛情的男人，季慈這輩子碰過了兩個，一個是前男友，一個是他的父親。124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJpziEPfrM
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他嘆了口氣，還沒來得及確認是否收拾好莫名失控的情緒，就聽見程華說：「婚姻是對愛的實質承諾，因為愛太抽象了。」他愕然的看向程華，對方回的認真，嘴角邊不存在慣有的輕鬆笑意。124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfciS8yuDNi
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季慈心頭浮出一絲異樣，他張口欲說些什麼，又突兀的閉緊雙唇。程華似乎沉浸在自己思緒中，並未發現季慈的異常。124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0J0HrUO6C
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眼前的人群圍繞著那對男女，他們發出歡呼聲，鼓譟新人接吻，男方喜悅高漲地吻了女方羞紅的臉頰，幸福的紅暈在好遠的隊伍裡都能看得清楚。124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwvwiMRpF5
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季慈的聲音淹沒在熱烈的掌聲中，他說：「那麼，破壞承諾的人呢？是不是就是不愛了？那些人有了解愛嗎？」124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJC4TQTeyTo
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「……你剛才有說什麼嗎？」笑容重新回到程華臉上，他轉過頭來疑惑問。124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6IozXg8SI
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季慈搖頭，將疑惑吞回肚裡，不願多談。124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEiGtqh615
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「……可以上去了。」在工作人員的引導下，排隊人潮開始消化，季慈主動拉著程華前進，他需要沉默來梳理疑問。124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvFD2MOBIx
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