Note: Since I didn’t have access to these Logs until she disappeared, I never really got information on how she felt during her incident. She never wanted to talking about her rape and when she did it was little to no information. Here is a recording I had with her discussing her rape. 123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUyqPTYgOh
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L: Hello again Maria! How are you today?123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASLS8VtUGX
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M: I’m okay.123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9i48G4d3kg
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L: Lovely, did you do anything while we haven't seen each other?123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpsxpzRD16
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M: I did the homework!123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8ghePSq88
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L: Alright! I can’t wait to read them when you leave here.123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8CZoj6UAx
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M: I wrote a lot, like a 5th grader!123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMn9lDFavB
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L: Oh right, what grade are you in?123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQQR6PyV4M
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M: I am in 4th grade.123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcp4FC67BTW
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L: Ah, okay. Maria, we have been seeing each other for about 4 sessions now and we have not discussed your incident. Your rape.123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqFxpkIUOj
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M: . . .123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ip994zGmO
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L: Do you want to talk about it?123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3QCOgtrIc
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M: . . .123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvAExrK2uY
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L: Well, what I’ve heard, you were raped by your uncle and have been touched in places you shouldn't be touched.123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHe79vf8H3f
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M: Mhm.123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIOs6U17dU
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L: How do you feel about this whole situation?123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgoDGxQrBk
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M: I don’t know.123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBqvMNbXtY
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Note: This one recording is the only one I have of her really talking about her incident. But then suddenly she stops and looks very sad.123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZT6sRAE1CA
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L:Do you know what rape is?123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtWPMhyZUm
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M: Kind of.123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRQRLEXY4U
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L: Okay, rape is when. . Do you know what sex is?123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBKXi3gPea
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M: No.123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXXe5hoUbr
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L: oh.. Well. I’ll leave that in your moms department of information. But rape is bad. He touched you in your private places even though he’s a grown man.123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoO53xuLnlq
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M: He said he wanted to play a game with me.123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdp0pwP3cvI
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Note: I paused right here as my heart shattered for this little girl. She knew nothing about this. She thought that her uncle was only playing a game and was confused. She didn’t know what sex was, she didn’t know about rape. I thought I was prepared for whatever she had to tell me, I was wrong. 123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqOOX5sa39
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L: What was this game?123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEw26HsVGi
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M: I had to be quiet and he puts his hands on me and tickles me. And then if I laugh, I lose.123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgEEnk4hZ9
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L: Oh wow.123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLPuPP9sr3
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M: he was just playing though.123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGjrUs18Hl
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L: . . Maria. What he did was bad. 123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHP5xs7VjN
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M: Why?123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIG4sNaH3oX
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L: Well, you're only a child and he's a grown man, he cannot be touching your privates like that.123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaH2cpFnwSE
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M: Oh, so he got in trouble because he did something bad?123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliqe1mQEXC
L: Yes. Now, did you do anything today?123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQMJX2PRPS
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M: . . 123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAWVoYyOG4
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Note: I felt so sorry for Maria and her family. She doesn't even quite understand what's happening around her or what happened to her. Maria was a very sweet girl, it’s heartbreaking.123Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmwuk70ED8
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