Dear Emrys,
I don't really know what to write. I guess I should let you know I'm doing ok. The base I'm residing in for the moment isn't too bad, the people well, I've met worst. Everyone simply keeps to themselves, that's understandable to see how we're in a hot zone any of us could you know, so it's better not to get too close with one another. 515Please respect copyright.PENANADPUkVIaBns
But anyways, how's your studies going? Impressed your professors already? I'm sure you did. You're good at that, leaving a long, amazing impression on people. You just have this air around you that makes everyone comfortable with you and your gentle smile that suits your kind heart.
I haven't seen Ryan in a while, the team he was assigned to has gone silent, but I'm such it's going to be fine. It's Ryan after all. Some days I sit around with nothing to do, I find myself thinking about you, there's this one image that's engraved in the back of my mind. It looked so peaceful, you are reading, the bed, and the sunlight over everything. I have a feeling that's how it is all now. I wish I could be there with you.
Oh right, sorry about your breakup with Adam. I didn't like him anyways, you deserve so much better, so much more than what that jerk could offer you. The first time you took a hold of my hand I could never forget the sensation. My hands are always cold and your's was perfectly warm. One time on the bus to school when we were kids, you asked if we could swap seats, you wanted to look out the window and I wanted to look at you.
You're wondering what nonsense I'm sprouting. Ha, it is strange. I love you, all these years you've been the one I've loved. But I've always been a coward when it comes to my feelings, look the only way I could tell you this is through a letter. I think about us all the time, my heart breaks everytime I see you with someone who doesn't deserve you. I am one of them.
I know that but God, Emrys, I love you more than the sun loves the moon and the stars. This must be a lot, I'm sorry. But I can't hole it in any longer. I want us to be happy together, I'm sure I can make you happy. When I get back, why don't we visit that beach you like? Let's see if our shells are still there, wait, we'll have to carry Ryan too. He was there too. All three of us, it's always us against the world.
Ryan's silly but loving nature, your beauty and intellence and my protective, yet fun nature. I hope I get to see him soon. We joined together and for the first 3 months we were together but I quickly gained the favour of my superiors, so I was sent elsewhere by him. I could use his company right now, it's hard the loneliness. I fear the worst but hope for the best. I can't shake the anxiousness. Great, why am I getting so sad?515Please respect copyright.PENANA4RFTIBRHG2
All I wanted to tell you is that I never stop thinking about us. A future, we can get that house by the beach you always talked about, two kids, a dog and the well-maintained flower garden in the backyard. Where we'll have regular cook outs with our friends and their kids. The thought always makes me smile; I hope it does the same for you too.
I didn't wanna fall in love when you smiled, I know I was a gonna. So, can you think about it, think about us? Don't be afraid to reject me, it's all right. Do what make you feel happy? No matter what, I'll be at your side. So will you wait for me to get back before you answer, I want you to be able to see I'm okay with whatever you choose. Even so, I'm sorry to be selfish but I can't let the idea go, the hope, the dream. 515Please respect copyright.PENANAeVKeA6rCXz
I can't wait to come home, we'll drive through the street in my truck while blasting the soft rock music, we'll go down to Pop's bakery, man I miss it, then we'll go hike up the moutains at night. The first night back, I wanted us to lie under the stars the same way we did when we made that promise to be there for each other forever. It'll just be us and the night sky, the time when we can be free. Under those stars, I'm sure I can forget all the unspeakable things I've seen here.
You know what made me realize I was in love with you? When all the love songs sound like they were about you. When you never leave my mind. I have dreamed of you so often; you weren't even real anymore. I can't wait, so please wait for me.
Sincerely yours, Lucas
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He tucked it into his shirt to go send it to be delivered. Then. BOOM! The next week she gets news that made her fall into tears, but it wasn't from the letter. She never got the letter, it was with him, six feet down.
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