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我不發一語，看著倒在旁邊的這個已經變成屍體的男人。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWsYe2CMXh
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根據過往經驗，有人在面前死去固然不是很舒服，但意外的是我對於他的死沒什麼特別的感覺。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7cLeAz4bT
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「妳變了呢，來夏，過去的妳要是看到難以容忍的事情，肯定會挺身而出反抗到底呢。」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPrVMNP5pR
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「或許吧，但我警告過他了。那麼，再過不久我也要像他一樣嗎？」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuvXvugGK5
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「雖說守住神命村的秘密是我的責任，但畢竟妳的身份不同，要是殺了妳的話可就違背教義了。」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFqxoCKLCH
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「看樣子妳也變了，穗香。」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzd2aBhQQgO
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我看著眼前這個像是不曾見過面的陌生人。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSApBddWCG8
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能面不改色地將殺這個字掛在嘴邊，代表我記憶裡那個天真的穗香早已死去。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdnkK4HFSo
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「……是從什麼時候開始就掌握住我的行蹤的？」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAPILaBHZz
258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDoap8GG70
「事實上，妳投靠神谷夕子以後的紀錄就未曾間斷過，譬如妳考進的三流大學，就職後獲取的微薄薪資，其餘如社交狀況、就診紀錄等等森醫師皆有登錄在冊。」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkwPodnZnf
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「夠了。」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQISXjSNj15
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那說多諷刺就有多諷刺，原來我一直未曾逃離過村子的掌控嗎。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDnOQ10Lls
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「夠了？妳不是充分運用了妳的『特權』，作為神命村唯一的特例在外界生活嗎？縱然資料顯示妳嚴重無法適應而有過自我了斷的念頭，但皆為妳自己的選擇，村子未曾對妳做出任何干涉。」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEj7NI9uP6l
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「妳說的特權……究竟是指什麼？」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3W5ntwfX2s
258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWlCGNsM4B
「是呢，妳還不知道吧？因為妳的親生妹妹──結城冬笑，是我們神命教所信奉的神。」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgglvrXGYGb
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「冬笑是──神？」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zDdW2HFaR
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我簡直不敢相信自己的耳朵。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcONXNFad4W
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因為一連串錯誤而在植物上進行錯誤的胎兒之夢的冬笑，在我離開村子的這段空白期間，居然被村子信奉為神嗎。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDhv2pZi3Z
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「在那之後……究竟發生了什麼事？」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBMGmaG8Bu
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「如妳所見，我們信奉著神，並藉由神命村這個機構進行篩選，唯有在此獲得認可的人，才得以前往理想鄉獲得永生。」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZonkb2Ai4c
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「我根本聽不懂……再說妳到底為什麼會變成這個樣子？回答我，穗香！」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jK7qxpfRi
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我終於忍不住上前抓住她的肩膀，和服的領口被我扯開，露出她那毫無血色的蒼白鎖骨。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIrXjBXPp2
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「我的理解有錯？妳是要問為何是我成為教主？」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6NNWJ2LOS
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「怎樣都好……拜託妳了……」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbf8sNIK0gf
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意識到早已來不拯救眼前的摯友，我收回感到脫力的雙手。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhIdOynUHr
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「如果來夏想知道的話可以唷。」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaOd0bm7UC
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穗香輕輕地笑了起來。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmFFqzVclN
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這是重逢後她第一次表達身為人類的感情，但我卻不知道那笑容之中究竟包含多少無盡的絕望。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7hNu020jS
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「其實被選為教主的人是來夏妳喔，再怎麼說妳也是神的親生姊姊。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfEQzialy7
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既然妳不願意回來，我也只是作為妳的替代，暫時將就用著的次級品而已。所以現在只要妳有意願，隨時都可以頂替我成為教主，但那也要妳願意通過成為教主所需要的儀式才行。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVCVDyo2uS
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儀式的部份必須由身處滿是食物跟神滓的坑洞裡面開始。啊，就是在廣場上殺了許多人的那些，來夏的父親當時也在坑洞裡面呢。平常啊，神滓若是沒有接獲神的指示，就只不過是擁有人類劣等的本性，將慾望表露無遺的醜陋生物。」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUIWEHnWXD
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「穗香，難不成妳──」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsE2ZIarETv
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我說不下去。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFSNWLcH5R
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正因為曾經目睹過一次那生物的暴行，所以怎樣都說不出口。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKyJkBBlTW
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「對啊，在那裡面被強暴整整一個月哦，全身能被上的地方全都被上過一遍了呢。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLmkAnQhgY
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剛開始的時候，我可是無時無刻都在詛咒妳，但過了兩三天後就完全放棄了，因為到後來究竟是痛苦還是愉悅早就分不太清楚，這副軀殼的本能反應還真是下賤對吧？258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qeKv2sI2n
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從那時候起我就感受不太到喜怒哀樂了，少了大部分感情的影響，才能做出對村子最正確的選擇吧？不過，雖然心中沒什麼恨，但至少還記得報仇的具體作法。」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bgXJYGVl1
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「果然村長……是被妳殺害的嗎？」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZhhUh8wfv
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「嗯，我成為教主以後，照著跟我一樣的方式丟進去了。不到兩個小時就發瘋死掉了呢，還真是可笑的老鬼。」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YyDbycUdS
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像是想起愉悅的事情似而嬌豔地笑了，那模樣有如帶有劇毒的花蕾。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0HQOkqdBK
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我無法想像過去她所遭受的待遇有多絕望，現在的我對沒有拯救到當時的她一事而感到萬分自責，但卻連分擔當時的她的千萬分之一痛苦都做不到。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcUL1zNvGZ
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「為什麼……不打算報復我？妳想要的話絕對可以做到吧？」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQ2QrwNxiu
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到頭來，只能說出這種不像樣的話來。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeUteIxibn
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「來夏，我可不記得妳是這麼沒記性的人，不是說過妳可是神的姊姊喔？別說傷害，我的身份無權過問妳任何的事情。」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJ1gQR9cTw
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「那我到底該怎麼辦啊！！？」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGZcAeclju
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我幾近崩潰地嘶吼。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7w6h54T02F
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在外界活得非常痛苦的我，就連回到神命村也找不到任何一點容身之處，連唯一的朋友都變成我完全不認識的模樣。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOiDZakhin
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「……前往理想鄉吧，小夏。」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvj29DmipB
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突然間，穗香張開了全盲的雙眼正對著我。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3hHaK7f49
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那是一雙毫無對焦能力，呈現潰散的淡色瞳孔，而我只在人偶上看過這種不帶任何感情色彩的玻璃眼珠。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoL1Pkj9CgW
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然而，那卻是跳脫了教主的身份，由十七歲起便已支離破碎到不復存在，那名為桃井穗香的朋友碎片所提給我的建言。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAqfj2jnVr
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「耕一也在那裡。」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctzOO4KVH6
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面無表情的女性，接著在有如機械似地解說完理想鄉運行的原理後，再度閉上了眼睛。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvj1foj7Um1
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……那代表著對話結束的意思。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoAqqhpWAP
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對於所信奉之神的眷屬，教主不被賦予權限過問，也不被允許發表意見。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30Uhasoukv
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我向著那無法違背殘忍命運的摯友道了謝，起身準備離開會客室。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwdEsTDuxw
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「青海的錄音檔我聽了，我與神谷耕一各自都欺騙了妳一件事情──」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1JDIYykEB
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臨走之前，維持正坐在房間裡面的教主叫住了我。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmuN4vmnBn
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「第一是我早已讓神滓回歸神的懷抱，所以儀式早已不復存在。第二是那晚我並不在廣場上，把我留在這裡的人正是妳們。」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MaraVildp
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謊言的告解到此結束。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLWFRSUfS6
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即便想再多說些什麼，也無法補救過去的錯誤。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe95tKH5RB8
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我一步一步地踏過木製的走廊，在鶯啼的伴隨下前往故事的終局。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyaArsP9ZT
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在崎嶇難行的原始森林間走著。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXyQca4OrH
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糾結於未經開發的地面上的樹根洋溢著生命的喜悅。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEeZ6y6060
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沒有地圖或指南針，單憑五感就想要前往理想鄉，在旁人聽起來簡直就是癡人說夢。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ869CILwBXT
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但是我對於穗香的話語堅信不疑。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOwABeX3ZL
258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5c5XapPG0r
她說，只要順著歌聲前進就會抵達，她所棲息的那個世界。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLa69d1ffxr
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不知道在森林裡面走了多久。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2q3Z5c2ELE
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踏上旅途時我記得還是白天，只不過一眨眼的時間就來到了傍晚。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTI72dD1IZ
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就在此時，我聽到了熟悉的歌聲。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2kjEzDyXx
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旋律是我小時候經常唱給妹妹聽的，來自外婆家鄉的歌謠。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdXhokZIpK
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我順著歌聲的方向，中途因為受夠了難走到不行的皮靴，我乾脆直接脫下來丟掉。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZsd4hyeMk
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最後在撥開了幾道比人還要來得高的樹叢後，我終於來到了她的面前。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡie2jL8Pd3a
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那是一顆以人類的視角來說相當巨大，有著少女形體的靈樹。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡji4Bcd7eTe
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視野三百六十度全都是漫天飛舞的雪花。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57xsruaJFN
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像是蒲公英般的孢子輕輕漂浮在四周，微弱的橙白光芒順著她呼吸的節奏而忽明忽暗。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpThFLEtBcL
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在少女的腿部的位置附近，有著一個個如同卵般的人形物體，以深埋其中的頭部與她相連。那就是理想鄉的構成基礎，將所有人的腦部串連起來，進而匯集成為一個永恆的夢世界，這類似網路的原理讓我聯想到過去曾在書上看過的某種魚類。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQOMS8Km0e
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……突然回憶起當初我對耕一所說過的那些話。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbi83BZyfoE
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如今已邁入社會多年的我，早就喪失了那份對未來充滿著憧憬的自信。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0nPTBRJXD
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結果我既不是安於現狀的家禽，也並非自由翱翔就能得到快樂的獵鷹。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7G590jjHai
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過去的我只是試圖反抗別人加諸在身上枷鎖，從未想過自己所嚮往的究竟是什麼樣的風景。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnuWv4IeBT
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直到去了外面的世界才後悔，在那個人與人互相利用的環境中，我從未發自內心感到快樂，只是勉強自己笑著而已。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qj5Jqy2db
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我的快樂只存在於過去的神命村。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFZFES9RvU
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那個冬笑和父母都還在，和大家一起笑著度過每天的童年。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97BrNgSjG5
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我踏著有點溼潤的地表走向她，腳底反饋回來的是有如苔蘚般的觸感。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh29TbIZ2OI
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「──終於找到妳了，冬笑。」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG72f1cGPuT
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