Inspiration; The song 'True Colours' made famous by Cyndi Lauper but written by Tom Kelly & Billy Steinberg. I heard this during the height of an anxiety attack and it made me think. The negative side of my feelings when hearing the song.

I have those sad eyes,261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbZ9y9frV6
Holding back tears so they won't see me cry,261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnqUAxdeed
A sinking feeling in my stomach starts to rise,261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeRF4W6olg
Scrambling for courage that I can't find.261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpaaVURFVvm

In a room full of people,261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3p2c3EZLaD
I can't help but feel alone,261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclF5wx2MtT
And the darkness take it's hold,261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrObUfY9AZL
That makes me feel so small.261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6yD6B96A5

They ask me to smile,261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyChtCIEwH
But I've forgotten how,261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDveEmvVXL
And I can't remember why,261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EF0E9crjJ
My sparkle began to dim.261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOwdBx5ng2

They make me so crazy,261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ahxl4AxWZ
But still I let them win,261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVKPOz4yNF
After I've taken all I can bare,261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaQJRsvRLq
I've no one to call, 261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2QtZGbyW7
No one to be there.261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0q7ZWo2xm

They've seen my true colours,261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM34yQF071x
When I've let them shine through,261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UicI6tGBi
My true colours,261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFP7HgITFJX
I'd wished I'd never shown.261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHYXAC0BYC

I am afraid to let them show,261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dCpj1B3EA
My true colours,261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnf2QKk9AA
They claimed were beautiful,261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGfMvXBRdC
But they still tore me down, 261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaFkSvcD1V
Making me feel small,261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuMk83VtgT
My true colours,261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkxIoS1p27
I should've never shown.261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC28iT5sDzP