放學後殷書賢同平時一樣留喺學校，同平日一樣喺圖書館，坐喺窗邊靠牆嘅位置393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKD4TgUCVW
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殷書賢嘅左手推起右邊嘅衫袖，然後右手自然地將左邊嘅衫袖都推上去，但下一秒佢又望一望冇人坐嘅左邊，稍作猶疑後將衫袖又拉番落嚟393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETi2f4fiDS
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「做埋份改正⋯」殷書賢拎出另一份前兩日派番嚟嘅小測放到枱上，望住同平時一樣維持喺9成以上嘅分數，殷書賢不禁鬆一口氣，「上個學期係我最後一次考第二⋯唔可以再失手啦⋯」393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUbuFkuOQ5
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殷書賢對於第一名嘅想法好堅定，對佢嚟講，考第一名先代表到佢有幾努力，先可以令佢嘅努力有意義393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8A4R7q1DY
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「一定要考番第一名番嚟。」殷書賢喺心裏堅定地講道，嚟緊要考大學嘅佢，更加明白成績係一件幾重要嘅事393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNLaWdtywM
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「又喺學校溫完書先番嚟呀？」「嗯。」393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHZjmlSCJD
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殷書賢同殷媽媽嘅對話，就比殷書賢一個「嗯」結束；喺學校已經溫書溫到有啲攰嘅殷書賢，當下只想以最快嘅步速盡快行番房，一打開門見到媽媽喺屋企，佢就覺得大壓力393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMejo02xBSW
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殷媽媽望住殷書賢頭也不回行番睡房，便從梳化起身行到殷書賢嘅房門口，禮貌地敲咗佢嘅房門兩下393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPnkjDuqkC
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「書賢。」殷媽媽行入殷書賢嘅睡房，企喺殷書賢嘅身後將手輕搭喺佢嘅膊頭上，「如果喺學校有嘢唔明記得問老師，問清楚先消化到內容，先會考到好成績。」393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX72eRe8GqO
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「嗯。」殷書賢淡然地回答，語氣完全係唔想答但又唔可以唔答嘅態度393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyh6pvybIgR
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因為媽媽嘅說話，壓力從殷書賢嘅心底擴散，本來已經有啲攰嘅佢宜家更攰，更想休息393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NSaKv1IpZ
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「媽媽唔係比壓力你，但你都唔想下次考試又考得唔好㗎。」殷媽媽行到殷書賢嘅書枱邊，微微側頭望向拎緊書嘅殷書賢393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKbe7SCGzR
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「我上次都考咗第二⋯」殷書賢從書包拎書嘅動作慢慢停低，媽媽柔和嘅語氣同態度令佢倍感壓力393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI67s2aNXFC
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「你由第一跌咗落第二，即係有啲新知識仲未可以好好咁掌握，你比心機知唔知？」殷媽媽鼓勵殷書賢一樣講道，但殷書賢始終面無表情，「媽媽希望你可以考到醫學院，你自己都話想讀醫，你下年DSE啦，成績唔夠好點同人爭個offer？點讀醫？」393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jdYHqhtoR
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殷書賢望向媽媽，本來想講啲咩，但喺要開口之際，忽然覺得胸口好似比一塊又大又重嘅石頭壓住一樣難以呼吸393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvRUXMXcqk
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「乖，你比心機，爸爸媽媽一定支持你。」殷媽媽微笑道，然後轉身行到房門前，「媽媽番出去先啦，唔阻你溫書。」393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRelouzfVG3
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讀書又好、媽媽嘅「鼓勵」都好，呢啲無形嘅壓力令殷書賢被壓得呼吸困難393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94FudUJjoD
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喺媽媽將房門閂上後，殷書賢先開咗房冷氣，頓時覺得終於冇咁熱，佢已經好習慣著住長袖冷衫，幾乎冷衫不離身393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRDlEi1jlr
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「呼⋯」殷書賢呼一口氣，然後將長袖冷衫除落嚟，喺雙臂露出嚟嘅時候，突然嘅涼意令佢有啲毛管戙393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XE3H6rexd
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殷書賢喺褲袋中拎出一把白色嘅幼身鎅刀拋到書枱上，喺佢嘅左前臂上，有一道又一道淺淺淡淡嘅疤痕393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8NijRdBDR
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壓抑嘅感覺喺心頭難以散去，殷書賢拎起鎅刀，以最習慣嘅方式解決呢種壓抑感393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSwyOhckzR
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「咔咔咔咔！」刀片喺快而短嘅清脆聲下被推出，喺前臂上快速地鎅一下，鋒利嘅刀片將皮膚鎅開，傷口唔深低刺痛感明顯393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ679I7KpbLS
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「嘶⋯」少許嘅痛感令壓喺殷書賢胸口嘅石頭變輕，殷書賢慢慢地調整呼吸，然後又喺手臂上又鎅多一下393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmHHkRV8U0
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又長又淺嘅鎅痕滲出斷斷續續嘅紅色，拎住鎅刀嘅手無力地垂低，嗰種難以喘息嘅感覺逐漸散去⋯393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdDJPMPwsL
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一日之內，手就多咗兩道鎅痕⋯但，佢地卻令殷書賢清醒，令佢所有嘅壓力得以釋放⋯393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYM9OPZbf8K
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殷書賢將鎅刀輕輕一拋掉到枱上，手伸向枱上嘅紙巾盒抽張紙巾將喺手臂上滲出嚟少量嘅血抹去393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJdTj4NRqR
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「只要成績唔跌就得⋯」殷書賢抬起頭合上雙眼，感受着由手臂擴散開嘅刺痛感393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3rYqOkaNl
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「第一名」加上「學霸」，聽起嚟係嘉許，但實際係重擔393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2A4N8YfL0
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喺好成績嘅背後，只有自己知道自己付出咗幾多時間同心機，喺旁人嘅眼中，呢啲都係作為一個學生「應該做」嘅事⋯393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlLBXQPI7B
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「聽日統測呀，大家番去溫書啦！今日教咗嘅嘢就再番去溫一次啦。」阿sir企喺老師枱前393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6r8xd2m3Us
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「又測驗啦聽日⋯」謝澤謙聽到測驗兩個字都覺得眼瞓，「唔知聽日趙遠寧番唔番⋯」393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1HryaSELs
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「佢唔番嘅話咪補測囉！都係計8成分啫⋯」張思群聳肩，然後伸手拍一下坐佢前面嘅謝澤謙，「鬥唔鬥高分？輸咗請嘢飲。」393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxzuIu6zPN
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「喂殷書賢，佢叫你呀。」謝澤謙望向殷書賢講道393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLEX3yAZts
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「咁一定我輸啦！我地四個鬥高分呀！」張思群皺起眉頭講道，佢知道如果只有佢同殷書賢鬥高分，佢輸嘅機會大大提升393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEz6y1eoyz
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「殷書賢！」謝澤謙伸手輕輕地推殷書賢一下393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeDzFnGPgX
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「鬥囉。」殷書賢爽快地答應393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncDrZcEsOG
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「來自第一名嘅自信，睇下殷書賢幾鎮定，你宜家即場考佢，佢都可能拎到滿分。」張思群無奈地道393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkSgk5Kp8s
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「點可能⋯」殷書賢回頭望向張思群，「唔好講到唔洗溫書咁。」393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEF6s3VSPJT
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「你幾乎次次都最高分呀大哥⋯！」謝澤謙用拳頭輕打殷書賢嘅手臂一下，「真係點同你玩。」393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOccYUqfTek
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殷書賢笑而不語，不過係苦笑，每一科都落咗好多功夫先可以換嚟好成績393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoDZk9qwjN
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望住黑板上寫住嘅各科小測，殷書賢嘅內心覺得有啲攰，佢都想偷懶一陣，但明顯冇辦法393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQolgSQkX2E
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「點解咁快有咁多測驗⋯」殷書賢喺心裏疲倦地嘆氣，大量小測嘅壓迫感迎面而嚟393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPS6JXTV7II
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