歌名：只怕想家─黃美珍
歌詞：370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡot1jqzOSaq
我以為如果有熱情有成長有理想，370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRsCfhsa3I
最後總會被了解被培養被獎賞，370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFHYNkTxjc
怎麼城市像戰場，充滿痛與傷，370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8EwZUnvfY
好像終於能容忍，能頑強，能埋藏，370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0FM8e2eHq
心裡還是很孤獨，很迷惘，很悲傷，370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0W306fjUqh
不再笑得像太陽，靜得像月亮，370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomEPcFRPPs
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什麼都可以不怕，只怕想家，370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpWsOyHwlB
和爸媽說我一切順利淚總會落下，370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvINQ90IJV7
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStu394KeJS
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我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlYz9EhC35
武裝的冰冷遇上溫熱就會融化，370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhxysgtRlO
就算曾被責罵，370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31r2uVilTV
現在明白是心疼啊。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgYDqiGdPN
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEOYjW76sp
你能不能別閃躲，別複雜，別說謊，370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLH1a5zk54
痛快承認太遙遠，太漫長，太渴望，370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHB2vQqgwkX
所以有了新對象，忘了我在他鄉。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYdaPTR7Fe
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpaPlYIG0v
我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0rPj9gUlH
和爸媽說我一切都好累總會落下，370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aEep8o8HX
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6fg7zmkAE
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsj7fd5eahs
什麼都可以不怕，只怕想家，370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBtfYSTsgB
武裝的冰冷遇上溫熱就會融化，370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KIEYDeZLX
就算曾經責罵，370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6UvJqGyIv
現在才明白那是心疼啊。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWRQQOvxky
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寂寞就是想從前，想逃亡，想分享，想回家。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Xa1ZUXVMe
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370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qhLrvCkBp
那是碩二下，我已經五個多月沒回家了，因為論文進度堪憂。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7s4BeX98b
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVu9TytEHf0
每天8-12小時的趕論文持續了三個多月，看樣子還得繼續下去。坐在台北街頭的路易莎裡，看看一言難盡的data，我突然好想喝爸爸的手沖咖啡。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRweNBObZ0
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ldv0AXJaP
高中畢業以後離家，至今也有6、7年了，往年再怎麼忙，每月至少回家一次，蹭飯、充電，再繼續闖蕩。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vbxiUkoBd
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pucRXdISV
這麼久沒回去還是頭一遭。我拿著外帶的第二杯咖啡離開路易莎，心想，北高來回的車程可以推進很多論文進度，必須挪出來用，非常時期。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwKrXZAeBO
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEG0GN5PV3
嘆氣，掏出鑰匙，嘆氣，開門。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDV4R80cvpF
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2Ux6h33h8
「我回來了，忘記帶變壓器，筆電沒電了。」我說，放下咖啡。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7IxKxFMEg
「娃，那要休息一下嗎？」當時的男友從召喚峽谷裡發出關心，臉轉向我，但眼睛沒離開螢幕。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8ZOZHBw7b
嘆氣。「不用，我送電接著寫。」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf954soTmrR
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIFsglLtJv
有時候，有點感激冬季的台北還有這樣一個去處，雖然只是一個三坪大的房間，無時無刻都透著一點滯悶的潮氣，但總歸讓我在週末時除了宿舍和實驗室以外，有個散心的地方。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKCiX8R4eM
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZKYxDgsmO
雖然我還是做著一樣的事—寫論文。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1sYKKJY9f
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXm0RqNe84
獲得首勝的某人心滿意足地關掉遊戲，爬上床準備睡午覺，於是我抱起筆電，從單人床上移動到書桌前，推開桌機鍵盤放上我過勞的筆電，繼續。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWltkWzIHfz
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlt5zkkP9r6
桌機喇叭放著男友隨手播的音樂，我不是很在意，最好是我比較沒共鳴的歌曲，才不會分心。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jDJmJfgWr
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEGBPW3s6k
youtube從滅火器唱到流氓阿德，再唱到Leo王，然後，突然鬼轉到一首既不是我的喜好，也不是男友喜好的歌曲。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KBqN7nmku
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4s4Qa7nZA
『怎麼城市像戰場，充滿痛與傷，370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6OycZHX3N
好像終於能容忍，能頑強，能埋藏，370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DGeaa4an8
心裡還是很孤獨，很迷惘，很悲傷，』370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPbcf735GK
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDuHdDiCbx
我愣了一下，這是一個清澈的女聲，樸實的曲調更凸顯清晰的咬字，我感覺有什麼東西從深處被挖出來，攤在我面前。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYJj1zbeFc
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHCuDk4joo
我停下敲鍵盤的手，托腮看向螢幕370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjNxCxMyLx
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjreuj69jaY
『我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EGLOdYVCr
和爸媽說我一切都好淚總會落下，370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhysQOFI62
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛，』370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TaPXbDhqi
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28v5Q33cOa
在我反應過來前，已開始嚎啕大哭，才剛喝完的咖啡好苦好苦，難以忍受的苦澀殘留在嘴裡，和挫折、自我懷疑、委屈一起，苦的令人鼻酸。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyJ7l6VZEI
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0U0ZEx2tl
昏昏欲睡的男友嚇一大跳，從床上彈起來，抓起一包衛生紙塞到我手裡，急急忙忙要切掉音樂。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAkXesuCLr
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhqlU6dmzP
我抓住他的手，一邊大力搖頭，一邊哭得上氣不接下氣。看著MV裡的女主角就著眼淚吃老家寄來的粽子，想起連電鍋都沒有的我，去年端午節沒吃到家鄉粽子，眼看今年也即將從缺，哭得更起勁了。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNylJ1A3iJ
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69lISIybaa
男友無奈地拍拍我的頭，熟練地安慰：「好了好了，總會寫完的，妳不是每天都寫很多嗎？寫完就可以回家啦。」這些安撫的詞句，經過幾個月的磨練他已經能信手拈來。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKg26On9iq
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iiyg1JL5s
我什麼也不怕，只是怕想家。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6l5d1Q8kaG
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有時候有點怕大蟑螂。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBd3vU4tik
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