歌名：只怕想家─黃美珍
歌詞：318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxf6FosNujm
我以為如果有熱情有成長有理想，318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0prH73wdZP
最後總會被了解被培養被獎賞，318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XT1iRGSfG
怎麼城市像戰場，充滿痛與傷，318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWlC3Y7Wra
好像終於能容忍，能頑強，能埋藏，318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEWpT1Mmni
心裡還是很孤獨，很迷惘，很悲傷，318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EGv1fAYN3
不再笑得像太陽，靜得像月亮，318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHuaqa8tjP
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什麼都可以不怕，只怕想家，318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XJVJBlsZM
和爸媽說我一切順利淚總會落下，318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwuwRRuDUx
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛。318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTztmKAGqJ
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我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NLGwbgDzf
武裝的冰冷遇上溫熱就會融化，318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAm5vaopRWM
就算曾被責罵，318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObVrcsTegW
現在明白是心疼啊。318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcPfPrmb8z
318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZ9xHVFqDp
你能不能別閃躲，別複雜，別說謊，318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCasl0vx9WM
痛快承認太遙遠，太漫長，太渴望，318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX54YmbcvIB
所以有了新對象，忘了我在他鄉。318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmF5aQPnSJi
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我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzi9g22ji8K
和爸媽說我一切都好累總會落下，318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB527GqbyiE
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛。318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdupzpZmEe3
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什麼都可以不怕，只怕想家，318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKubkJEvQWv
武裝的冰冷遇上溫熱就會融化，318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10WKkVf3ec
就算曾經責罵，318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1n7eRTKRL2
現在才明白那是心疼啊。318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoLDQK5wJG
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寂寞就是想從前，想逃亡，想分享，想回家。318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EzjtgXj1s
318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4qHmutz7y
318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPN6w8JI8m
那是碩二下，我已經五個多月沒回家了，因為論文進度堪憂。318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRURNZ331t
318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhsR2wFYKZ
每天8-12小時的趕論文持續了三個多月，看樣子還得繼續下去。坐在台北街頭的路易莎裡，看看一言難盡的data，我突然好想喝爸爸的手沖咖啡。318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoIuSLHMbe
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高中畢業以後離家，至今也有6、7年了，往年再怎麼忙，每月至少回家一次，蹭飯、充電，再繼續闖蕩。318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKxHStUkVw
318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNej4mC4EG
這麼久沒回去還是頭一遭。我拿著外帶的第二杯咖啡離開路易莎，心想，北高來回的車程可以推進很多論文進度，必須挪出來用，非常時期。318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ahtPOtkx9
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嘆氣，掏出鑰匙，嘆氣，開門。318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlnieK4ojS
318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrUbM8DOei
「我回來了，忘記帶變壓器，筆電沒電了。」我說，放下咖啡。318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVc6qmaOFo
「娃，那要休息一下嗎？」當時的男友從召喚峽谷裡發出關心，臉轉向我，但眼睛沒離開螢幕。318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrKQrjZPCr
嘆氣。「不用，我送電接著寫。」318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpSKVkiPIh
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有時候，有點感激冬季的台北還有這樣一個去處，雖然只是一個三坪大的房間，無時無刻都透著一點滯悶的潮氣，但總歸讓我在週末時除了宿舍和實驗室以外，有個散心的地方。318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAprromkAXV
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雖然我還是做著一樣的事—寫論文。318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAvmh5Ghv5
318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGDLQny74d
獲得首勝的某人心滿意足地關掉遊戲，爬上床準備睡午覺，於是我抱起筆電，從單人床上移動到書桌前，推開桌機鍵盤放上我過勞的筆電，繼續。318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqfqjOczWx
318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUOKRA6eD8
桌機喇叭放著男友隨手播的音樂，我不是很在意，最好是我比較沒共鳴的歌曲，才不會分心。318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKeXRDGm6s
318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdkD9cgCnY
youtube從滅火器唱到流氓阿德，再唱到Leo王，然後，突然鬼轉到一首既不是我的喜好，也不是男友喜好的歌曲。318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLezvLRk9W
318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Qvo6AAePQ
『怎麼城市像戰場，充滿痛與傷，318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsXQ4O2khB
好像終於能容忍，能頑強，能埋藏，318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0rWkBWTXz
心裡還是很孤獨，很迷惘，很悲傷，』318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFMoirsv6k
318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WqpfbFodL
我愣了一下，這是一個清澈的女聲，樸實的曲調更凸顯清晰的咬字，我感覺有什麼東西從深處被挖出來，攤在我面前。318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUrrMJaWYG
318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wV9ffucyV
我停下敲鍵盤的手，托腮看向螢幕318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1d8CWxIZM
318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6EDQXYdI0
『我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbds95Qbu4
和爸媽說我一切都好淚總會落下，318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMizsFIKFx
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛，』318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FOxpbKxvZ
318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEK5kQ0RfG
在我反應過來前，已開始嚎啕大哭，才剛喝完的咖啡好苦好苦，難以忍受的苦澀殘留在嘴裡，和挫折、自我懷疑、委屈一起，苦的令人鼻酸。318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwrYJiW57S
318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TzYPRUDUT
昏昏欲睡的男友嚇一大跳，從床上彈起來，抓起一包衛生紙塞到我手裡，急急忙忙要切掉音樂。318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihiIEmBTrQ
318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyl5Dlxkfj
我抓住他的手，一邊大力搖頭，一邊哭得上氣不接下氣。看著MV裡的女主角就著眼淚吃老家寄來的粽子，想起連電鍋都沒有的我，去年端午節沒吃到家鄉粽子，眼看今年也即將從缺，哭得更起勁了。318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqlZKeu4YU
318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdZzjRIPeT
男友無奈地拍拍我的頭，熟練地安慰：「好了好了，總會寫完的，妳不是每天都寫很多嗎？寫完就可以回家啦。」這些安撫的詞句，經過幾個月的磨練他已經能信手拈來。318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WGQXiB1uY
318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNBp5tI6zl
我什麼也不怕，只是怕想家。318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRtlcanjRb
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有時候有點怕大蟑螂。318Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEh1fXaQMqi
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