歌名：只怕想家─黃美珍
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我以為如果有熱情有成長有理想，428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3h4hz7NEIW
最後總會被了解被培養被獎賞，428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1urTO9057V
怎麼城市像戰場，充滿痛與傷，428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqXio8mtrS
好像終於能容忍，能頑強，能埋藏，428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuJHYgUSsK
心裡還是很孤獨，很迷惘，很悲傷，428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5F4UL8ZZpA
不再笑得像太陽，靜得像月亮，428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqp1nniSXs
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什麼都可以不怕，只怕想家，428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwNVG9zEYn
和爸媽說我一切順利淚總會落下，428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvJxUo8W03
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhStRxzFgVs
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我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1hH0UNSvZ
武裝的冰冷遇上溫熱就會融化，428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Vlkq4biJJ
就算曾被責罵，428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7SzV3dp4f
現在明白是心疼啊。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmbnC1CoM9
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你能不能別閃躲，別複雜，別說謊，428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hVJ96M4Sk
痛快承認太遙遠，太漫長，太渴望，428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmr5Ti1NQEU
所以有了新對象，忘了我在他鄉。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUf5E7IOYKO
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我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmhJCxgnyO
和爸媽說我一切都好累總會落下，428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1GKMX1bsD
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXI70sOw1n
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什麼都可以不怕，只怕想家，428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYI70fQY1e
武裝的冰冷遇上溫熱就會融化，428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAUHS9dxAS
就算曾經責罵，428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFcrL8FQlj
現在才明白那是心疼啊。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAspdlsyxE
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寂寞就是想從前，想逃亡，想分享，想回家。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJ7xAZxxZr
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那是碩二下，我已經五個多月沒回家了，因為論文進度堪憂。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68ig2Inush
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每天8-12小時的趕論文持續了三個多月，看樣子還得繼續下去。坐在台北街頭的路易莎裡，看看一言難盡的data，我突然好想喝爸爸的手沖咖啡。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cWh1Xm05V
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高中畢業以後離家，至今也有6、7年了，往年再怎麼忙，每月至少回家一次，蹭飯、充電，再繼續闖蕩。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDdEDwMrEL
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這麼久沒回去還是頭一遭。我拿著外帶的第二杯咖啡離開路易莎，心想，北高來回的車程可以推進很多論文進度，必須挪出來用，非常時期。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEsEMPLVCQ
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嘆氣，掏出鑰匙，嘆氣，開門。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueZUxcrEKQ
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「我回來了，忘記帶變壓器，筆電沒電了。」我說，放下咖啡。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWgSxV8Gnw
「娃，那要休息一下嗎？」當時的男友從召喚峽谷裡發出關心，臉轉向我，但眼睛沒離開螢幕。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpHL1ptuPC
嘆氣。「不用，我送電接著寫。」428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7ViY63yBw
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有時候，有點感激冬季的台北還有這樣一個去處，雖然只是一個三坪大的房間，無時無刻都透著一點滯悶的潮氣，但總歸讓我在週末時除了宿舍和實驗室以外，有個散心的地方。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe14PbTmN34
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雖然我還是做著一樣的事—寫論文。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57pzKLHpkx
428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEpPoRKE2z
獲得首勝的某人心滿意足地關掉遊戲，爬上床準備睡午覺，於是我抱起筆電，從單人床上移動到書桌前，推開桌機鍵盤放上我過勞的筆電，繼續。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUThUtfX0W
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桌機喇叭放著男友隨手播的音樂，我不是很在意，最好是我比較沒共鳴的歌曲，才不會分心。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH496ah3Cge
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youtube從滅火器唱到流氓阿德，再唱到Leo王，然後，突然鬼轉到一首既不是我的喜好，也不是男友喜好的歌曲。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByDwBSCoT3
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『怎麼城市像戰場，充滿痛與傷，428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExhdBMJ4rN
好像終於能容忍，能頑強，能埋藏，428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cnNZDio70
心裡還是很孤獨，很迷惘，很悲傷，』428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXO9xW0ItzT
428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZQe0R3QM8
我愣了一下，這是一個清澈的女聲，樸實的曲調更凸顯清晰的咬字，我感覺有什麼東西從深處被挖出來，攤在我面前。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LE6uwawXY
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我停下敲鍵盤的手，托腮看向螢幕428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZ5K6NaNJa
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『我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvuWICE8Ht
和爸媽說我一切都好淚總會落下，428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb40H61oDRZ
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛，』428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lMEOWrBHv
428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4d6UmatHAi
在我反應過來前，已開始嚎啕大哭，才剛喝完的咖啡好苦好苦，難以忍受的苦澀殘留在嘴裡，和挫折、自我懷疑、委屈一起，苦的令人鼻酸。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJ1znWwes1
428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VLQ3FI83Q
昏昏欲睡的男友嚇一大跳，從床上彈起來，抓起一包衛生紙塞到我手裡，急急忙忙要切掉音樂。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92ilwKyY5I
428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6ZMHD8ExQ
我抓住他的手，一邊大力搖頭，一邊哭得上氣不接下氣。看著MV裡的女主角就著眼淚吃老家寄來的粽子，想起連電鍋都沒有的我，去年端午節沒吃到家鄉粽子，眼看今年也即將從缺，哭得更起勁了。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZzP2QPIZR
428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lUOCZb1A2
男友無奈地拍拍我的頭，熟練地安慰：「好了好了，總會寫完的，妳不是每天都寫很多嗎？寫完就可以回家啦。」這些安撫的詞句，經過幾個月的磨練他已經能信手拈來。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARDi7IhTIE
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我什麼也不怕，只是怕想家。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JXnIUf9ZM
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有時候有點怕大蟑螂。428Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJwHB0CDXf
以及論文。
