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「嗚……」254Please respect copyright.PENANAaPnZFr4rXE
リンドウ咬著手背蜷縮在メノウ的外套底下,假髮蓋住大半張臉,狼狽地躺在地上。254Please respect copyright.PENANAxjG5AKJI3Q
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明明只要拿出來就行了,卻不敢伸手去觸碰,可以的話,他並不想知道自己身上到底發生了甚麼。254Please respect copyright.PENANATwuMGZx9cv
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在那天之後,記憶被理所當然的日常沖淡,先是從一場意外,變成深夜的噩夢,最後轉變成久久一次從眼前晃過的錯覺。254Please respect copyright.PENANAIeZ2CMEkgU
他原以為這種情況會一直延續,甚至在某一天徹底消失在記憶裡。254Please respect copyright.PENANABnIZ0bt5yA
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但記憶的力量比他想的要來得深刻,越是被壓抑著,鬆懈時的回彈便越是猛烈。254Please respect copyright.PENANAkNwLWwn2yw
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在外地工作的期間,那個只為了演戲而生的純粹的「メノウ」從記憶裡淡去,換上另一副滿是慾望的面孔,在夜夢中將他壓倒。254Please respect copyright.PENANAnfEA3c25U3
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「我不叫メノウ喔,你應該知道我真正的名字才對。」夢裡的人這麼說。254Please respect copyright.PENANAhvXJDkBJVK
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沒錯,那只是個長得跟メノウ相像,卻不是メノウ的某種東西。254Please respect copyright.PENANAhQo29tJu5q
所以那天不管怎麼呼喚著「メノウ」,如何痛苦的乞求,都沒能得到回應。254Please respect copyright.PENANAZKq38aqPue
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在外地經歷無數個被噩夢驚醒的夜晚後,他迫切的想見到メノウ。他必須去確認才行,去證明「夢」裡的メノウ是錯誤的。254Please respect copyright.PENANAxeYsQpzEYQ
所以リンドウ一迎來休假,就急忙到店裡去見メノウ一面,想說服自己メノウ還是那個不會對演戲以外的事物產生興趣的人。254Please respect copyright.PENANAR0gU3sWjxB
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但是遠遠的看見メノウ,卻又害怕的想逃跑,猶豫著該不該出聲叫住メノウ。254Please respect copyright.PENANA8ilMUiE40O
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他還不想知道自己在那天碰上了甚麼,也不願意去確認在身上震動著,帶來痛苦和快感的事物是甚麼。254Please respect copyright.PENANALGP7kT2erc
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「リンドウ真的乖乖等著呢,好孩子。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAvDSztwgWT8
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有人將蓋在身上的外套掀了開來。254Please respect copyright.PENANAlkuhrrjOzR
對方溫柔的撥開蓋在リンドウ臉上的假髮,手指貼著眼角為他拭去淚水。254Please respect copyright.PENANA36CIhy6Yot
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今天我會從你身上拿走許多東西,就像你從我這裡偷走那天那樣。メノウ輕聲說道。254Please respect copyright.PENANAcIvyutb4uA
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「把我一個人留在店裡、忽視我一直以來的心情、明明是對彼此都很重要的事情,卻被你單方面的保密著,只能變成像夢一樣,難以辨明虛假的記憶……リンドウ得補償我才行。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAPzOsFzFVKe
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出錯了。リンドウ的腦中閃過這麼一句感嘆。254Please respect copyright.PENANADGa8CDHXyd
メノウ並不真正記得那天的事情,只是猜測著,投出曖昧的話語,等待リンドウ的反應而已。254Please respect copyright.PENANA6e8VLcYHEA
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明明只要裝傻到最後一刻就可以了,卻在這段記憶即將變成幻夢之前出了差錯。254Please respect copyright.PENANAv4jwFLya1O
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「メノウ只要喝醉了,對誰都會這麼做嗎?對黒曜也是這樣嗎?」254Please respect copyright.PENANAWj3rXpRL4X
メノウ沒有回答他的問題,只是一邊呢喃著自己並不叫這個名字,一邊親吻リンドウ。254Please respect copyright.PENANAx34PArugBo
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那天他因為忌妒,容許了メノウ的親近。幫著酒醉的メノウ將襯衫的鈕扣解開,任由他在身上磨蹭,放下戒心讓メノウ將他按倒在床上。254Please respect copyright.PENANAdd5YL3qOGJ
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將兩人的性器握在一起套弄著,一起射精,渾身赤裸地坐在同一張床上,擁抱,接吻,平日的界線隨著肌膚的接觸而鬆懈,最後被メノウ狠狠的插入,被射入精液。254Please respect copyright.PENANAunoK3U5Q4B
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只有這次,只在今天,在喝醉的メノウ面前放下戒心,只是擁抱,只是一些吻,讓自己的忌妒有個短暫的出口。254Please respect copyright.PENANAJTNZJ8gTnG
從產生這樣的想法開始,後面發生的一切便都無法挽回。254Please respect copyright.PENANAAoOHxumWEB
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那天的自己因為一時的任性,引發了難以承受的後果。254Please respect copyright.PENANAWfEG72vdjx
所以不想讓メノウ知道,自己也不想記得。254Please respect copyright.PENANAwkYgu21fao
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リンドウ將頭別開,不願意看著メノウ的眼睛。254Please respect copyright.PENANAtPR2ofvo5n
那個能在做愛時說出メノウ的真名的人並不是他,メノウ真正想擁抱的人也不是他,一想到這些就感到難堪。254Please respect copyright.PENANAbAbU0NV1vI
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「為甚麼不看著我?リンドウ不是很喜歡我嗎?還帶著我進到你的世界裡,穿著紅鞋進到神聖的教堂。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAjC4hBHb5AZ
你不跳舞嗎?伴隨著這句話,體內的跳蛋震動的更劇烈,リンドウ被逼得將身體縮緊,牙深深地咬進手背,壓抑著呻吟。254Please respect copyright.PENANAAO47wiH56s
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他搖了搖頭。僅此一次的放縱讓他有了揮之不去的噩夢,他已經不想再嘗到同樣的難堪了。254Please respect copyright.PENANASqvfsznvyz
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「メノウ……讓我回去。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAHe4XGvWMHQ
「不行,リンドウ回去之後一定又會忘記的。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAfTNDmtzJTh
メノウ跩著他,強迫リンドウ站起,將他抵在牆上,將他的外衣一層層剝下,只剩下一件襯衫。254Please respect copyright.PENANAndPho0Pm0N
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「就只有這次而已,好嗎?」メノウ在他耳邊說道。254Please respect copyright.PENANAuKXcVUJQc9
強硬的話之後是溫柔地安撫,リンドウ悶著聲音點了點頭。他總是無可奈何的掉入同樣的陷阱,而メノウ想必也知道他的軟處。254Please respect copyright.PENANAfAQ3jflwro
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在誇讚之後殘忍的揭穿他的軟弱,在無理的要求後是溫柔的軟語,反覆的被拉起,摔下,打散了翅膀,無力飛翔。254Please respect copyright.PENANAfDQXlr7Zre
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黑色面具蓋住メノウ半張臉,拉著他,挑開布簾,穿過人群。254Please respect copyright.PENANAkiJm07cXFV
想走出這裡,雙腳卻不受控制的走向舞台,跳蛋的震動隨著走動而變得更難忽視,然而即便顫抖著,被刺激的難以壓抑呻吟,他仍毫無選擇的被拉著向前,疲憊不堪的在原地打轉,呻吟聲混在鼓譟的人群中。254Please respect copyright.PENANAiE7KJgHbCH
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「嗚……啊……不……」254Please respect copyright.PENANAENQO7QcUCu
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泛出的淚水模糊了視線,閃爍的燈光,蛇、皮革,冰冷且溫暖的手拉著他,被牽動著共舞,被勒緊著無法呼吸。254Please respect copyright.PENANADyQoS06KB1
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「把我的腳切斷……」254Please respect copyright.PENANA7PToksCLXs
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メノウ。254Please respect copyright.PENANAZFEw2C6VjM
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為了安寧,把那天的記憶,連同對メノウ的情感捨棄。254Please respect copyright.PENANAIALP2sUkVq
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「對不起……我並不知道メノウ真正的名字。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAjFILyi4rwT
你該去的地方,是某位知道你的名字的公主殿下身邊。254Please respect copyright.PENANAKn6B55E22m
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原本興致高昂的メノウ停下腳步,舞動的雙腳得以安寧,リンドウ無力的跪坐在メノウ腳邊。254Please respect copyright.PENANAzndAgZnl2R
假髮披在肩上,襯衫被汗水濡濕,リンドウ艱難的喘著氣,身體顫抖著,直到這時他才注意到自己在剛才的騷動中射精。254Please respect copyright.PENANAHxie2Bq3ru
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然而後穴震動的跳蛋卻毫不停歇的侵擾著他,疼痛的快感讓他眼前陷入一片黑暗。254Please respect copyright.PENANArL6M3as65c
他倉皇的揪著メノウ的裙擺,央求的話語在口中躊躇,可除了「メノウ」以外,他不知道有甚麼稱呼是能使用的。254Please respect copyright.PENANAAedC9Gpsxm
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「真正的名字?那種東西不是早就被你我丟下了嗎?」254Please respect copyright.PENANAG9qNwyzOCP
メノウ蹲下身,捏起リンドウ的下巴。254Please respect copyright.PENANAsCwx5cdlze
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「リンドウ太正經了,那種話只是讓你無法命令我的咒語。」254Please respect copyright.PENANA0PWGiu8YWH
在吵雜的舞台中央,觀眾的注視下,メノウ吻了他。254Please respect copyright.PENANAHFsI7UGx3q
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舌頭交纏著,掃過口腔內部的敏感點,唾液從嘴角流出。254Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4tEphbLc0
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「嗚……メ……」メノウ的手伸進襯衫裡,在衣服和假髮的遮擋下捏起他的乳首。254Please respect copyright.PENANArFXeilYH9E
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他聽見身後傳來的觀眾的慫恿聲。254Please respect copyright.PENANAP2Tlj42DfN
在這裡做吧、把衣服脫了、把面具摘下……惡魔們躁動著。254Please respect copyright.PENANAF5ebmlcAjT
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「不,メノウ,不要在這裡……」254Please respect copyright.PENANATVufrZhAGS
「如果我在這裡停下的話,リンドウ會給我甚麼樣的補償?」254Please respect copyright.PENANA5wMQ7Zg6yx
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補償?リンドウ將臉湊近メノウ,迷濛的雙眼落在唇上,卻在親吻之前頓住了。254Please respect copyright.PENANA6d8kEnS5g0
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「メノウ想要甚麼?」254Please respect copyright.PENANA0WwP4sUrgV
「我想要的東西?リンドウ應該知道才對。」254Please respect copyright.PENANACJnN5A2lA8
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「リンドウ是正確的。」メノウ的拇指輾過リンドウ的唇。「既不是錯覺也不是夢境,你的情感是不會出錯的。」254Please respect copyright.PENANANLJBz55RQY
被メノウ的話語牽動著,リンドウ貼近メノウ,隔著面具,睫毛輕飄飄的撫過臉頰。254Please respect copyright.PENANAL4LbQu5kM7
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在無法展翅的深淵,在無法確認虛實的假設中,リンドウ親吻了メノウ。254Please respect copyright.PENANAWhxMSYDiAZ
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「好孩子。那換個地方吧。」254Please respect copyright.PENANA8twdJCKHHG
メノウ的身體向前傾。相信我。輕聲對有些抗拒的リンドウ說。254Please respect copyright.PENANAgkdlfPc3GY
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リンドウ看著周遭的人群,吞了吞口水,在メノウ的話語下順從的躺下。254Please respect copyright.PENANAN1JBlAdUyt
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他聽見從四面八方傳來的口哨聲和竊笑聲。真的不會在這裡做對吧?リンドウ忐忑地看著メノウ。254Please respect copyright.PENANAeNcjksjCPx
而メノウ面對リンドウ的質疑,將手伸向躺下的リンドウ的後腰和膝窩。254Please respect copyright.PENANAPymOQwKMVq
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「リンドウ這次沒有逃走,我很高興。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAS1PSUDo9ki
メノウ抱起リンドウ,突然離開地面讓リンドウ緊張的揪著メノウ,但因為メノウ穿著的是裙裝,怕扯壞衣服只好一首扶著肩,另一手掩著嘴。254Please respect copyright.PENANAJwYpG4ugDK
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「雖然在這裡做也很有趣,今天他是我的東西。後續就不開放觀賞了。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAAI85g94ZgZ
這回就一起從這裡逃走吧。メノウ抱著リンドウ,朝台下一鞠躬。254Please respect copyright.PENANA7mLHUjqcNG
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在失望的噓聲,兩人退回了更衣室,舞台落幕。254Please respect copyright.PENANAyZbCuL90zN
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「リンドウ剛剛射了對吧。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAqg2M6u5cu6
「你以為是誰的錯……嗚啊!」254Please respect copyright.PENANAW8QJpzFR13
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臀部被メノウ壞心眼的捏了一把,跳蛋順著力道被推往深處。254Please respect copyright.PENANAYh3l8UQujB
リンドウ在刺激下失手扯了メノウ裙子的肩帶,在メノウ的肩上勒出紅痕。254Please respect copyright.PENANAALrfgCzTkP
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正抱著リンドウ的メノウ因為突來的拉扯失去平衡,兩人有些狼狽的摔坐在更衣室的地板上。254Please respect copyright.PENANAe6yfuTxajC
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「嗚……」254Please respect copyright.PENANALn53aadeL5
「リンドウ又射了嗎?」254Please respect copyright.PENANAHmT0nzhtpt
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「メノウ……別說了。」リンドウ摀著臉,羞恥的紅了耳尖。254Please respect copyright.PENANA9SCsluRdL2
「說的也是,得快點離開這裡,給リンドウ獎勵才行。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAkuLi7S7Juw
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跳蛋等回到家之後才可以拿出來喔。メノウ幫リンドウ穿上自己的外套,用來遮蓋褲子上的濕痕。254Please respect copyright.PENANAdGoV622jrM
「不知道等回到家之後,リンドウ還有沒有辦法射出東西呢。」メノウ親了親リンドウ耳後,牽著滿臉通紅的リンドウ離開。254Please respect copyright.PENANAgAFm8SZv5D
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後續就在メノウ的家裡,在無法搪塞的清醒中度過。254Please respect copyright.PENANARctux97bby