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No Plagiarism!wOw6k41J5rw7C7AEZEBSposted on PENANA 「好呀!係你要求我㗎!」他高興地說。8964 copyright protection276PENANAkXowIJ3XuG 維尼
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Andus 更加猛烈地加大每一下的力度,加上他的大手不時用力地拍打在我的屁股上。8964 copyright protection276PENANAKP40RTad53 維尼
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我承認這種行為其實感覺不俗,我也喜歡這種被喜歡的人征服的感覺。但若然每一下都至少能帶着他對我的愛,我會更為快樂。8964 copyright protection276PENANAWK0p7geTVA 維尼
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只是我慢慢發現,其實Andus對我好像也沒有甚麼愛。又或者可能只有在品嘗肉體的時候會才會有一丁點吧。8964 copyright protection276PENANAx0XfnfijZZ 維尼
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他每一掌拍打在我屁股上的力度都很猛烈,完事後對着鏡子,我依然清晰地看到每一個赤紅的掌印。8964 copyright protection276PENANAbGCPxI3I0p 維尼
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或者因為近半年都只跟我做愛,一開始等待我上勾的温柔體貼早已通通被磨蝕,不再珍惜,換來的是他對我漸漸失去慾望的興趣和粗暴的對待。8964 copyright protection276PENANAxH6eTjCf4X 維尼
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甚至做愛的頻率也比一開始的一兩天一次,變成一兩週才一次。久違的這一次還是要我在床上主動扭動身體去勾引,他才願意放下手中的電話去配合我的演出。8964 copyright protection276PENANAoHkz6XxEfy 維尼
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某次完事後,我赤裸地坐在床上,看着床邊那個只顧着清潔自己的Andus,我忍不住再次問上我明明已經問了很多很多次的問題。8964 copyright protection276PENANAPWCRj7aB0a 維尼
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「其實我哋依家係咩關係㗎?」我平靜地問。8964 copyright protection276PENANA26g4jZ9HA9 維尼
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「嗯⋯⋯普通朋友?」他裝傻地說。8964 copyright protection276PENANAkgV4LpEuNr 維尼
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「吓?我哋咁都仲係普通朋友?」我太無語而追問。8964 copyright protection276PENANAQOn0HxqU4o 維尼
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「咁⋯⋯會扑嘢嘅好朋友囉⋯⋯哈哈」他笑瞇瞇地回答。8964 copyright protection276PENANAmc2dkJeEnI 維尼
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我已經數不清是第幾十次鼓起勇氣去追問後,最後得到了這個回覆。8964 copyright protection276PENANAuAqqk0TyJD 維尼
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到底怎樣才能夠被他珍惜呢?8964 copyright protection276PENANAFeK9lpCD8k 維尼
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時間仍然流逝,故事仍然繼續,我仍然會到訪他家,只不過次數減少了很多。由以前一星期五六天,到現在可能兩星期才一兩天。8964 copyright protection276PENANAoch9EUwSmo 維尼
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男人總是犯賤的,當牢牢地黏在他身上時,就會不瞅不睬不懂感恩珍惜,當感覺到獵物快要逃脱時,又會開始扭盡六壬地去挽留。8964 copyright protection276PENANAtdlGPvO6iT 維尼
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我就像被Andus這個漁夫纏上的獵物一樣,因為被他太過粗暴地拉扯,即使用上再多魚餌我都只想盡快逃脫。8964 copyright protection276PENANAestNJVm2bN 維尼
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但自從我減少出現在他家中的時間,我們的關係亦因為距離而添上一份朦朧幻想的美好,感情亦因此改善了不少。8964 copyright protection276PENANAknwf8FHEgn 維尼
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他會相約我到他家陪他吃晚餐,而且是他親自為我下廚,有時吃完就會擁着我,在那張我們在上面做了很多次愛的沙發上,陪我一起看電影到睡着。8964 copyright protection276PENANAkdSKtA0ucR 維尼
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嗯,我們已經不是每次到訪都會做愛,因為我實在不想成為他洩慾的工具。8964 copyright protection276PENANAWplONwD5Df 維尼
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我以為我們會一直這樣相處下去,直到我收到那通Whatsapp 訊息。8964 copyright protection276PENANAREJEbcmnZd 維尼
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『我諗住帶阿爸阿媽一齊去英國,你一唔一齊? 08:55 PM』我哥在Whatsapp中問我。8964 copyright protection276PENANAYHer4ERNzO 維尼
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這幾年每個人都在講移民,身邊也有幾個不太熟悉的小學、中學甚至大學同學,我都在IG、Facebook 上得悉他們移了民。8964 copyright protection276PENANA4aH1Rl65xL 維尼
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對於孑然一身的我其實去或留其實沒有太大分別,反而我大可以一人霸佔整個家,不用付房租下,就算只打一份兩萬也不到的工作也能養活自己。8964 copyright protection276PENANACGAP2MQx3M 維尼
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但又因為我孑然一身,我其實不想就這樣孤獨終老。8964 copyright protection276PENANA3uiH1cQOAr 維尼
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我還在幻想早早就結婚生子,教導自己的女兒要好好保護自己,教育兒子要珍惜每個為他流淚的人,教導他們任何時候都不要輕易地開始一段關係,亦不能隨便地放棄一段感情呢。8964 copyright protection276PENANAVsW4pvyfnm 維尼
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我其實有想過一直在Andus身邊等候,或者他到了適婚年齡,就會考慮一直守候的我吧⋯⋯是嗎?8964 copyright protection276PENANAzP6lq3RHhC 維尼
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某個週末的晚上,我跟Andus吃過晚餐後,我便換上套衣服,打算出門與Yannie 見面。8964 copyright protection276PENANAXbG5q3WwGT 維尼
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「你咁夜又去邊呀?」Andus不屑地望着我問。8964 copyright protection276PENANA9rK2155UId 維尼
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「約咗Yannie去飲嘢嘛,我上個禮拜咪同你講咗囉。」我沒好氣地說。8964 copyright protection276PENANA3FbHUPIuq7 維尼
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「飲嘢要着到咁嘅咩?」他不滿地說。8964 copyright protection276PENANAR1aElb1E4m 維尼
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「今日室外有35℃喎!」我不屑地回答。8964 copyright protection276PENANAC1Z13zAP2D 維尼
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「定你呢排少咗上嚟,係去咗揾其他人扑嘢咋!」他輕佻地說。8964 copyright protection276PENANAJ3WBo2LZjK 維尼
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「你知唔知自己講緊咩呀?你之前夠成晚都唔翻嚟,要我一個人響度啦!」我憤怒地說。8964 copyright protection276PENANAn4nmkQfwpS 維尼
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「咪講咗我去做Gym囉~」他不滿說。8964 copyright protection276PENANAxcfpTY2quq 維尼
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「做咩Gym要做成晚呀!」我恥笑說。8964 copyright protection276PENANA7iZhyJqVX5 維尼
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「做完之後翻我阿媽度食飯嘛~」他不屑說。8964 copyright protection276PENANAk2VhkSuu72 維尼
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「總之!你着到咁出去嘅,就以後都唔洗翻嚟喇!」他大聲地說。8964 copyright protection276PENANAV5cjwB62yk 維尼
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「⋯⋯我比你講多一次!」我震驚地大聲說道。8964 copyright protection276PENANA4sF5HyNkvE 維尼
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他一臉不屑地別個臉沒有理會我。8964 copyright protection276PENANAqiuzueA5Jk 維尼
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「嘭!」8964 copyright protection276PENANASilfw1juxx 維尼
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我狠狠地大力關上了門。8964 copyright protection276PENANARsd7MVdKJg 維尼
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Andus總是喜歡以高高的姿態去俯視我,以及我跟他之間的關係。8964 copyright protection276PENANAgKkkHDn31o 維尼
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我不否認一開始是迷戀上他那種理性的決策能力,但漸漸地我發現原來真實的我都想被尊重被珍惜的。8964 copyright protection276PENANAJ6OqYw9fbT 維尼
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因為愛,我可以委曲求全地把自己塑造成任何配合他的形狀。8964 copyright protection276PENANAWEI7JHdI9d 維尼
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但我更希望有個人,能告訴現在的我已經足夠值得被喜愛,即使我沒有豐滿的上圍,即使我的確成為了200磅肥矮毒的代表。8964 copyright protection276PENANAl1vc3wKt8z 維尼
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或者我在Andus眼中就只是個用來發洩的蕩婦。其實我不恨他,因為我從來都可以自行離開,我只恨透我自己,這個到目前為止仍然離不開他的我自己。8964 copyright protection276PENANAHcIMCNoOz7 維尼
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