「……我唔信！我唔信！有咩可能冇方法呀！」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaRwmlgzRK
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「但係段錄音的確係咁講，我冇呃你呀……」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPe3jsX5yb
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「你口口聲聲話有咩錄音，咁嗰段錄音到底喺邊到呀？快啲拎嚟畀我聽下！」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkA1vjls0l
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「都話咗，因為部電腦冇電，所以……」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5notRgUO2Q
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「你講得真係輕鬆，我響呢度等咗半個月有多，唔係為咗聽你一句『冇辦法』呀！況且你根本冇任何證據證明你講嘅嘢係啱！我點知道係咪你哋走投無路先老作話冇方法呀？」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZAbNOtSp5
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「錄音上面只有提到嗰種病毒嘅本質係咩，但冇提到點樣製作疫苗，同嗰班人身處嘅地方…...入面已經講得好清楚，目前冇任何解藥。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOGdyy8zrr
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「夠喇！我唔理你哋咁多，總之我只係想知道點先可以令我個妹回復原狀！你哋一日畀唔到答案畀我，一日都唔好諗住走！」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRrDL1U4e2
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我們聚在二樓窗前，聽著杜嵐和女孩之間的對話。雖然我們沒有把錄音抄下，但憑各人的記憶也能勉強覆述七八成內容，但當中沒有女孩最想知道的疫苗的製作方法之餘，更明明白白的說變成喪屍的人已經沒救……於是演變成這種狀況。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbb7ArvWnq
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「我哋早就講過，文件上面唔會講邊到有解藥，點解你就係唔肯面對現實？」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUB3dspYCv
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「冇可能！你哋一係同我搵到疫苗嘅製作方法，一係就同我死喺呢度！」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cI9eQW9Qz
248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqXdhnidmf
「你……你都曾經係人類，點解可以咁殘忍，見住我哋就死都唔理……？」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hJ3apyMQk
248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NE0ayUb6a
女孩咬牙說道，「人類？你會當我哋係人類咩？你哋呀……如果當我係人類嘅話，就唔會對我做啲咁嘅事！……」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpegdLoUah
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「……吓？」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9Ax0igRUH
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「總之，」女孩甩一甩頭，轉身走回屍群，「你哋渴死係你哋嘅事，我唔會理。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6K0RG5lqKE
248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIB4qt4Lgb
「我忍夠喇。」sam低聲說了這樣一句，抄起武器，衝到樓下，我們阻止也阻止不了。只見他衝出大門，一手推開杜嵐，下一秒手中鐵筆就快要落到女孩的後腦上——248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFjL1o5ujC
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「嗚呀......」女孩突然彎身避過他的攻擊，然後道上的喪屍上前向sam一抓，sam後退一步，然後喪屍繼續前進。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQUIasipiD
248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVh7EmUOwc9
「你知道嗎，你哋喺樓上講緊嘅嘢，我全部都聽到，所以唔好諗住偷襲我。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSLiKBdRG6
248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatKYMXW6fc
sam一邊抵禦喪屍，一邊後退，我們連忙下去把他拉回屋子，再上鎖。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzL988I04X
248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjC44oXO4R8
「屌你老母！放我哋.....放我哋走呀！」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQHaalZgko
248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmUPauBKdM
權叔輕拍sam：「慳返啖氣好過啦。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUWPT3jSGo
248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBR8MUzYiyR
「我殺出去啦！留喺到只有等死架咋！」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpaUxi46tzk
248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyEiMdH5rc
權叔默默地看著他，再緩緩道：「你之前對付一兩隻喪屍應該冇問題，點解頭先要係咁縮？隻手會係咁震？」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJBiGuFAdb
248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOPeoM4Ax7
Sam沉默不語。權叔黯淡道：「我哋差唔多兩個星期冇食過嘢，餓到連企都企唔穩，衝出去同自殺有咩分別？」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiDnpNCM91
248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xfd5IhceV
sam深陷眼窩，佈滿血絲的眼睛盯著杜嵐：「如果......如果我哋一早就衝出去，而唔係同佢玩偵探遊戲嘅話......」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmlIjb0uyZ
248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpdPspNkV6
「如果唔係佢，我哋早就死咗喇。」我冷冷回道。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamDwtARa2p
248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7QDJwpAPl
「而家咁嘅情況，死又唔係，唔死又唔係，咁算點？」他看了我一眼，又看著權叔，「有咩意義？你話嘞？」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmwSdUhxxB
248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaA4Muw54X
我們默然無語。sam擺一擺手，冷笑一聲，回到樓上。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehEo3MHyVW
248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6mb0mxJHd
白詩婷自從當日企圖自殺後，每天也是迷迷糊糊，半睡半醒。這種缺水缺糧的情況，對於她這種年紀，之前又未嘗過饑餓之苦的孩子而言還是太嚴苛了。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmucnJSXhGl
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其他人的情況亦不好得那裡，呀禮和權叔整天躺著，原本很多話說的兩人，現在如非必要，一整天也不說話，也不起來。杜嵐原本全心全意在解碼上，事情一結束，她睡得比呀禮和權叔更久更酣，好幾次我以為她抵受不住，在睡夢中香消玉殞，直到我戰戰兢兢的探出她尚有微弱的呼吸，才如釋重負的鬆一口氣。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyfGTCK3Gs
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我一直無事可幹，就靠讀神父遺留下來的聖經打發時間。這是史上最偉大的小說，要是你問我有甚麼感想的話。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEF9SIOjtNf
248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65I3Zaenvw
第十三日。天氣依舊悶熱。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrOI1c95Q6
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「喀滋……喀滋……喀滋……」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbffuhV1OdB
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不知是早上或是下午，我被一陣怪聲弄醒。我首先留意的是地板上拉得長長的，窗花的影子，想到面向窗的一旁是西面，才發覺現在是下午，而且是快將黃昏的下午，然後我才想起甚麼的緩緩轉頭。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7ulnCW1Wn
248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhYixW63p8
「喀……」這是我喉嚨發出的聲音。原本我想說：「你哋喺度做乜嘢？」，但乾涸的喉嚨只容許我發出像沙紙磨擦的聲音。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPpiD0l34R
248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2FoZTyeFv
呀禮和sam在跪著，正把木頭和沙發外皮塞到口裡。不知怎的，我竟然覺得口中開始有唾液分泌。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyAqNPI7O6
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「你哋……做乜嘢？」唾液濕潤口腔，我艱難地說出這句。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgBnKmmqpg
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「……食嘢。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVllYpXB4vV
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「我係話……你哋……食木頭，同梳發？」不知怎的，看到他們吃的津津有味，口中愈來愈多唾液分泌出來。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGpsM9ARhY
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呀禮回應：「……試下，你就……知。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HoDcHBTci
248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNidDX3Yix
我心中的理智告訴我吃這些東西對身體毫無好處……但理智在五秒鐘後崩潰。既然大家最後都會因營養不良，缺水而死，那麼現在吃甚麼也沒關係吧？我的意思是，與其空肚餓死，倒不如飽肚營養不良而死。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYF4RlivJH
248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaB4Mm85qLz
我蹣跚爬向呀禮他們，抓了一把木條——呀禮用刀把桌腳一片片的削下來——塞入口中，咬了幾下便和著唾液吞了。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMD2n1gS0O
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「……這種垃圾吃多少也沒用。」我是這樣想的，但把垃圾塞入口裡的動作卻未能停止。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7YBBvzY1W
248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IV3Vu10E2
木條和沙發皮味道難以形容，我本能的想把異物吐出，但更深一層的本能卻教我吞下這些雜物。木條把口腔和喉嚨割傷，沙發皮經常卡在喉嚨，不用力也不能嚥下，儘管如此，我完全停不下來。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTGS4DENQU
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三條已經餓極的野狼，吃光地上的垃圾，把饑渴的目光轉向其他雜物。sam指著沙發中溢出的棕黃色填充物，我與呀禮對望一眼，三人像看到甚麼寶物似的瞬間爬到沙發旁，不假思索的大把大把將填充物往嘴裡猛塞。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7nD5RFa8U
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一大股漂白水，混合消毒藥水的味道直衝入鼻裡，我大感嘔心，但還是勉強吞下。不料，一陣更強烈的嘔心感覺湧至，我抵受不住，終於吐出剛吞下的填充物。這下動作像洪水缺堤，吐光填充物後，我把沙發皮一塊塊的嘔出，然後是一片片的木條，最後是一滴滴濃稠如痰，暗黃帶血的胃酸，胃酸經過木條割傷食道和口腔的傷口，只感到一陣劇痛。我把胃中一切吐出，看著木條，沙發皮和胃酸的混合物，突然清醒過來，心想：我到底在做甚麼蠢事？248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1gdOXRnMQ
248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kCznDJtdl
旁邊兩人對我置若罔聞，繼續吃著填充物。大概是聽到客廳中的怪聲，白詩婷由房間蹣跚步出，看到我們所作所為，微微一怔。她微微皺眉，望向sam和呀禮，原本睡眼惺忪的她頓時把眼睛張得大大的，輕咳一聲，又望回我，疑惑的眼神在問到底發生何事。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGp6YQQCbk
248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5cuReOuxf
「佢哋……」我只是輕輕說了這麼一句，她隨即像隻小貓快步走到兩人面前，問吃得起勁的兩人：「可……可以……食……？」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWwxGDNwhg
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笨蛋也知道不可以吃，但白詩婷就像剛才的我，實在饑餓得受不了，見兩人吃得起勁，也不顧我的勸阻，三人跪在地板，七手八腳的把沙發解體，拆出的沙發外皮和填充物全進了三人的肚裡。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3idGSu1QZV
248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHCiQoUB5v
「你哋……你咪傻咗呀，竟然食……」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bM4pTqu9W
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杜嵐站在樓梯，盯大眼睛，看見如此情況一時氣得說不出話。她消瘦的雙手推著三人瘦弱的身體，口中一直勸說著，但三人像看不見杜嵐似的，依然把垃圾塞入胃裡，杜嵐嘗試搶去三人手上的垃圾，但他們竟然不知在那生出一股氣力推開杜嵐。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuohfza7lfH
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她凝視著我，似是責怪為什麼不幫她。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyfFgLrqxu
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——不要這樣盯著我嘛，就讓他們去吧，這又有何打緊呢？248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbevTsBVdRa
248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLMBv0sfXi
她注意到我旁邊那攤嘔吐物，意會的輕輕搖頭，轉身走到樓下。不久，她提著一筒漂白水上來，整筒倒在那堆剛才還勉強看得出是沙發的物體上，三人的動作頓時停下，呆呆的瞧著杜嵐。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hY47EoE16
248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJZ3rwiYCj
「……我屌你老母，你係咪傻撚咗呀！」sam怒吼道，憤而撲倒杜嵐，我和呀禮想拉開他，「我同你係咪有仇呀！我再唔食嘢就會死架喇！」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofe4WFnBrw
「屌……你冷靜啲啦！」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHFpUlYn3p
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「唔好內訌呀……」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJq5m1bPby
248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvL0KWMBZzy
「冷靜？內訌？」sam此時的力氣大得驚人，他把杜嵐按在地上，斜目向想拉開他的我和呀禮道：「一切……一切都係佢搞出嚟！唔係佢，我哋唔會搞到而家咁！」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhs6SMtdGxr
248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2r4qyxtRFp
「你餓到傻咗呀？唔係呀嵐，我哋仲望住張爛鬼紙發呆咋！」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvPum1BY21
248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjtj791tB0
「屌你老母！」sam一記肘擊，打在呀禮胸口，「唔係佢，我哋就唔撚洗解啲咩濕鳩密碼！解到最後原來得個桔！唔係佢話有信心解開密碼，又拖到而家先搞得掂，我哋就一早突圍而出喇！」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpnHrmoWng
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「你傻撚咗呀？」我強行板開他在杜嵐項頸上像鐵鉗的雙手，「你見唔撚到出面有幾多喪屍呀？直到今日包圍我哋嘅喪屍數量都冇減少過呀！突咩圍呀！」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdvjtUHcR8
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「總之，一切都係佢……」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFZMLzVrtD
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「夠喇。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xgeJG1d3A
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不知甚麼時候出現的權叔一下拉開sam，撿回性命的杜嵐大口大口的喘息。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26GEgevP2W
248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJH1GC6fzw
「……你，你咁鐘意食，可以照食呀，我唔會再阻你，」我冷冷說道，「仲幫你加咗少少水，等你好入口啲。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMue4hHTyBX
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「屌你老母，加撚咗漂白水，想食撚死人呀？」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6q5BSkq5C5
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「咁你食木頭，食海綿就唔會死？一樣加咗漂白劑喎！」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8qezUl1gF
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他一時無語，我嘆了口氣，語氣放緩，「食啲咁嘅嘢落肚，只係呃到你身體有飽肚感，但事實上對你有害無益呀。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkCqh7eRzk
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「……大家唔想咁做呀。餓起上嚟，咩都要食……就算明知食咗落肚對對身體有害都好。飲鴆止渴嘅道理人人都明，但……我哋有咩辦法？」呀禮跌坐在地，頹喪的說道。危機一過馬上感到渾身乏力，我一個失神險些倒下，幸好扶著牆壁。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLwf1mDzWG
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「我……我唔想再捱餓喇……」白詩婷語帶哭音的說著，但因缺水，連半滴淚水也流不出來。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJ9uZ0KdWJ
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躺在地上的sam冷冷說道：「......我哋只剩低一個方法。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTABQFkfGc6
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「嗯？」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPI9vblAXDv
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「你哋一定有諗過……只係冇講出嚟啫。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj40WxBea75
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背部一陣寒意，我知道sam想說甚麼……是的，大家一定也想過，只是沒說而已。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFBMgtPM5J
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「只要犧牲我哋當中一個人嘅話……」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQG30UlAfG
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……為了生存，終於要走到這一步嗎？248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOowCmgNzvm
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在這約十五平方米的斗室中沒有法律。沒有法律……是否意味著一切行為都是被容許的？248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmhO6P6DNB
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「我哋……我哋……我哋唔通就……冇其他方法？」杜嵐也覺得不可以再這樣下去，但又想不到更好的方法，她結結巴巴的說著，聲音漸漸轉細。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74SjkOxINr
「我哋當中唔搵一個人死，最後結果就係全部人喪命。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLbcNN094l
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杜嵐搖搖頭，爭論道：「但係，即使係咁都好……都唔構成，可以殺人嘅理由呀。」她抬頭想了想，續道：「就好似……就好似，無論你幾肚餓都好，都唔應該去偷嘢食……偷竊尚且唔可以，更何況去殺人？」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreGGmFQdEg
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我低聲道：「你嗰種諗法真係好迂腐——」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhjyP8y0f6
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杜嵐打斷我的說話，「所以話，你都同意，要有人犧牲嚟令其他人生存落去？」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSRxooukXl
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我嘆了口氣，「……我嘅意思係，咁嘅非常時期，我哋唔應該再以咩是是非非之類嘅嘢為考慮因素，唯一可以審判我哋嘅人就只有我哋自己……咁，喺咁嘅情況之下，我哋做咩事都係被容許……為咗生存，一切手段都被容許。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBp3X6aJF2
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「就連，為咗自己活命殺其他人都係應該嘅？」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJ0CXmTAsb
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「如果冇其他方法嘅話……」我知道她一定不會認同，但沒有辦法。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRqKAibqyT
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「……我，我唔同意！」她罕有的動怒大叫，聲音有點沙啞，「咁樣……咁樣做同動物有咩分別呀！每個人都有生存嘅權利……假如忽視咗呢一點，咁我哋同動物有咩分別……」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHerjxBaD1T
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呀禮搖頭，「我明白你嘅意思，但係以咁嘅理由嚟反對sam嘅提議，未免太過不切實際。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54kKgi2eRr
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「……我所講嘅並唔係簡單呀！」杜嵐捏緊雙手，垂首吃力的叫喊著，「我要講嘅係，我哋要尊重每個人嘅意願同生存嘅權利！唔可以因為大家都就嚟餓死，所以要殺死一個人嚟延續生命……」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjb6JgUhOP
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「但係當時小剛要自我犧牲，你又……」sam沉聲的問道，但話未說完又被杜嵐打斷，「嗰次同呢次唔同呀！」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1aIwh0aXO
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「小剛佢已經身受感染，冇可能再生存落去，而且嗰陣係佢嘅意願，所以我都覺得唔應該再講啲咩嘢……就算係誠哥，我事前都唔知佢哋會咁做，我阻止都嚟唔切……」杜嵐跺地，「但呢次唔同呀！你哋有邊個係自願犧牲丫？」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3ev7FFONn
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大家面面相覷，誰也沒有答話，連瑟縮在牆角白詩婷也只是抬頭看了我們一眼又隨即低頭。杜嵐嘆了口氣，輕聲道：「……大家…..大家都唔想死呀，我都係一樣，我都好希望可以生存落去呀。所以，要搵一個人出嚟好似祭品咁殺咗佢延續我哋嘅生命，根本就唔合理......」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzoudhmo7C
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大概是剛剛怒吼時體力消耗過多，她靠著牆壁坐下，口裡依然說著，「就算搵到一個好公平嘅方法決定邊個要犧牲，而大家都同意要參加……到咗最後選出嗰個人，佢內心深處都一定係唔願意死，因為呢個係人性呀…..咁樣，我哋就同謀殺冇分別。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTUNYEO56d
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「咁……」sam低頭苦苦思索一會，「呃……或者唔洗去到殺人咁嚴重，或者，我哋可以再等落去，等到有人真係頂唔順死咗，我哋就唔洗殺人都得啦。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1k1d12dr4Z
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乍看之下，這未嘗不是一個好方法。雖然始終有犧牲者，但起碼不用親手殺人。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXz3fwsXFr
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「我哋咁多個人入面，邊個人嘅身體情況最差？」權叔突然這樣問道，我想了一想，下意識的向白詩婷一瞥，並發現其他人和我一樣望向她。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJe8gwyq6jH
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「你哋自己都好清楚……白詩婷之前就已經頂唔順暈過一次。之後就算醒返都成日迷迷糊糊咁……情況再咁落去，可能隨時一訓低就唔再醒返。你睇下，白詩婷虛弱到連參加我哋嘅討論都冇力，話等最虛弱嗰個死再食佢……跟本就係對佢唔公平。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6K4jmAVXqX
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Sam抗議道:「但係，未來嘅事話唔埋呀。話唔定最先死嘅唔係佢？248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAcxACALVw
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杜嵐搖搖頭，「呢個係機會率嘅問題……各人因應身體狀態，死嘅機率唔同，本身就係唔公平呀。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpevewHA8iz
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「白詩婷……」呀禮輕拍白詩婷的肩膀，柔聲問：「你……你點睇佢哋講嘅嘢？……你講兩句啦。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNZsSKgVS8
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白詩婷低聲嘟噥。呀禮側耳湊近想聽清楚，白詩婷又慢慢抬頭環視我們一眼，輕聲說了句：「……隨你哋鐘意啦，我咩意見都冇。」然後又埋頭在雙腿間。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEB7rWKxFRz
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「白詩婷呀，呢件事係關乎你條命架。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVt69hzZFHg
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「我知呀。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixmJ6H7ziL
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白詩婷抬起頭，雙眼了無神采，死氣沉沉，不知是餓極了還是甚麼原因。她眼望前方，就似前面有著甚麼，聲線疲憊乏力：「……算啦，我已經……我已經咩都唔想理喇……求下你哋比我訓啦。就算你哋最後決定，要等我死又好，或者要抽籤又類決定邊個人死都好，我都唔會反對……我已經唔想理喇。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEb91xInycC
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「但係……」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNx31PfZzz
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「……點解你咁執著於生存落去？就算呀……你最後真係可以生存到落去，最後咪又係要死？可能係一個月後嘅事，又可能係一年後嘅事……但咁又點呢？最後咪又係要死？對我嚟講……生存定死亡，根本就冇所謂。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIrHKLeJLM
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「但係……」杜嵐的聲音顯得那麼蒼白無力，「但係你唔去爭取，最後成為我哋嘅食糧，你甘心咩？」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLlwBXIRWQ
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「所以我先話我冇所謂呀……生又好死又好……」她淺笑著，模糊的眼神游離不定，「就算可以生存落去下去，都唔一定係好事。倒不如……不如一死了之，起碼之後唔會再遇上令人傷心嘅事……總之，你哋決定啦，無論結果係點都好，我都唔會……唔會有任何意見……」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJf1b3eBXR
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這不是她這種年紀的女孩該說的話，但想想她發生在她身上的事，自然理解她的心情……甚至可謂感同身受。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1JOuYECuZ
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呀禮憐愛地輕撫白詩婷的頭髮，沉默不語。過了一會，他低聲道：「老老實實，我只係純粹理性咁睇成件事。死一個人，點都比大家一齊死更好呀……用常識諗，咁樣完全冇錯。我認同生命好珍貴，但一個人嘅生命點珍貴都好，都唔會夠其餘五個人嘅生命價值更高呀。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYCUHAVdbu
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「根……根本唔係價值問題！」杜嵐咬牙道，「而係，我哋唔可以用『價值』嚟衡量生命呀……每個人嘅生命都係獨一無二，強行為人命定下價值，甚至比較唔同人嘅生命嘅價值，見邊個嘅生命最冇價值就捨棄佢……咁樣做我唔可以認同！」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcju5y9043g
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「哈，」他淡然一笑，「你話人嘅生命唔可以用價值衡量，但唔計我哋而家身處嘅咁極端嘅環境，就算係原本嘅社會都好，生命都係用價值衡量……用錢衡量。舉個例丫，就好似醫療事故，醫生醫死咗人，醫院要賠錢，高空擲物掟死咗又要賠錢，呢個社會充滿咗呢啲例子……唔通受害者嘅家屬，會話人命唔可以用金錢衡量，所以唔接受賠償？」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfw2MpJ6scX
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呀禮想了想，續道：「舉個更具體嘅例子。交通意外日日都發生，每年嘅死亡人數都維持大約一百幾十個左右……嘅然交通意外成日發生，咁點解政府仲繼續起馬路，繼續比汽車入口？……因為喺佢哋眼中，每年死嗰百零人，佢哋生命嘅價值唔比整個香港嘅人嘅方便帶來嘅價值更高呀。否則，政府只需要見有一個人死，就會全面禁止通車，但我從未聽過世上有一個國家會咁做。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0jALS0mVW
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「……佢哋咁睇，唔代表佢哋係正確呀。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fpzjKS4Z1
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「的確，但亦唔代表你嘅睇法就係啱呀。對於科學而言，響相同條件下做相同實驗都會得出同樣結果……但唔同嘅思想，響唔同文化環境下就會有唔同解讀。即係話，你嘅睇法又好，我嘅睇法又好，都只係純粹嘅人類行為，同科學唔同，並無絕對嘅標準去分別邊個先係啱，邊個係錯。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCab4ghzwva
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杜嵐點一點頭，「我明白。但係……咁講嘅話，我就更加諗唔到理由支持你。如果，真係以價值為唯一指標，咁……」杜嵐想了想，輕聲呢喃著，「咁樣你要犧牲嘅人應該係婷婷啦。就算佢得救，但又缺乏戰力，又失去哂生存意志，而且身體最虛弱，你應該一早犧牲佢至係。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EvSeYGGMI
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呀禮靜靜的看著杜嵐，「......我絕對唔會咁做。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4yKxCVymT
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根據呀禮的說法，如果連生命也可定價，那麼世間萬物也可定價，甚至連情感也可量化。例如，他可以抗辯不犧牲白詩婷的原因是不公平，而這會導致各人內心的愧疚，反而完全隨機選出「祭品」的方式，令人心裡更易接受一點……畢竟，因為「整體利益」而犧牲白詩婷，未免太不近人情。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOPK6Sl3iI
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不過……即使有完全公平的方法，而且各人同意殺人－食人的方針也好，最後選出的人，也定必如杜嵐所言，會反悔吧？因為，當初答應參加的人(假設是自由決定參加抽籤與否)大概都認為，自己不會是犧牲者才會參加的吧？既然會這樣想，誰會被選中後會說「好啦我自殺，條屍比你哋食啦」這樣的話？248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5Nt9UZskY
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姑勿論這種「殺人契約」的合理性。假如，如此情況真的發生，應該殺，或是不殺？248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbr8MBsGVem
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這令我想起杜嵐的話。她所堅持的於我而言實在是太不切實際……畢竟，現在是生死關頭，還說甚麼人權，尊嚴，未免太過理想化，說迂腐也不過分。不過，如果是根本上否定她所說的，那麼我們在必要時會毫不猶豫地殺人，而且沒有任何罪惡感，但會這樣做的大概是只有罪犯吧。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2bW8TY6AW
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如此看來，她的說法又增加了些說服力。或許，她只是在堅持一些，我們不知不覺一直在遵守的理念而已。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcviLoUyb8
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更深入一點，是誰讓我們不知不覺抱有這種觀念？僅僅是法律？要是這樣我們早就下了決定要殺人了，但我們會只因為法律失效而跑去殺人嗎？想遠一點，是教育？社教化？或是更深層的，所謂的「人性本善」？那麼該如何解釋世上千千萬萬的罪惡的發生？248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hz3ocReVX
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不知不覺間想遠了。只見人人臉色凝重，低頭的想著自己的心事，現場彌漫一股令人難堪，坐立不安的沉默。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulDR9sH0Gp
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