雖然我心入面都係清醒,知道我同佢已經係前任嘅關係,但⋯再諗多兩諗,心入面好似又唔太開心⋯如果啱啱嘅反應唔係佢下意識嘅佔有慾,咁就係嫌棄緊⋯我都唔知我仲有幾了解佢呢個人⋯373Please respect copyright.PENANAJeqkdntHKb
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「算啦,唔諗啦,沖涼先。」我搖搖頭,將手機放低喺床上面,拎住衫褲就去沖涼,「沖完涼洗咗件衫算啦⋯」373Please respect copyright.PENANAhpCVqCvWVj
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唉~奇奇怪怪,我唔敢去猜測阿立嘅心思,因為只要一開始猜測,就會愈諗愈多,可能會有啲不切實際嘅想法⋯373Please respect copyright.PENANAtgcOhO92GU
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我行出廁所嘅時候,阿立已經唔喺廳番咗房,冇人用嘅廳開住燈,平時最後都係阿立出嚟閂燈鎖門373Please respect copyright.PENANAg2vkTV213H
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我喺經過阿立虛掩嘅房門嘅時候,從門縫偷望一眼,阿立都只係坐喺書枱前面睇電腦,都冇咩特別373Please respect copyright.PENANARAW7b7wOfy
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不過阿立好似好多時都喺廳做嘢,我番嚟嘅時候,阿立都係喺廳,但我沖完涼出嚟嘅時候,阿立就已經番咗房373Please respect copyright.PENANAbvdghzHkaL
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「睇陣電視啦~唔知呢個時間有咩睇呢⋯」我拎起電視遙控,「呵~欠⋯」373Please respect copyright.PENANACdeuNfBrUJ
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今日番完工,又同咗佢地出去食飯,忙完一輪又笑完一輪⋯好攰⋯373Please respect copyright.PENANAczhfztfK0L
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凌晨兩點半373Please respect copyright.PENANAcvmwWz0ygm
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「呵~欠⋯」我挺直腰伸咗個懶腰,一直坐喺書枱前面搞到頸又痛腰又痛373Please respect copyright.PENANASe8qw33pwO
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都兩點幾啦⋯聽日又要番工,我向後靠喺櫈背上面,只要微微抬頭就可以見到中學嘅畢業班相373Please respect copyright.PENANAxkkNslP1xh
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所有人都著住畢業袍,當下好開心,六年嘅中學生涯結束,大學嘅生活就近在眼前,但應該冇人諗過畢咗業出嚟之後,居然個個都變咗個社畜一樣,日復日咁生活,開始咗遠不見盡頭嘅工作生活⋯373Please respect copyright.PENANAssACKvpUd5
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「唉⋯」我默默咁嘆一口氣373Please respect copyright.PENANAccbFYIRwYp
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望住放喺枱上同我出雙入對嘅相機,其實興趣做職業,有時都唔係咁令人激動同振奮嘅事嚟⋯影嘅嘢都唔係自己中意嘅嘢,只係啲工作需要嘅嘢⋯373Please respect copyright.PENANACAdE5R0ypM
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「哎⋯!」我踢起腳借力起身,行到房門前拉開房門373Please respect copyright.PENANAlJ0K7qblvB
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平時夜晚都係我負責閂燈鎖大門,除咗因為我房近廳多啲之外,都係因為知珩怕黑,所以佢一定唔會去閂完廳燈先番房373Please respect copyright.PENANAWAe6QsqQUy
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以前我一個人住嘅時候,我一個人喺屋企嘅話大概係我去到嗰度,嗰度嘅燈先會著,其他時間我都好少開晒全屋嘅燈,用廳先開廳燈,用廚房先開廚房燈,一直都係呢個模式,但係宜家就唔係啦⋯373Please respect copyright.PENANA4goe4vPva1
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我以為知珩已經冇咁怕黑,但上次見佢嗰個嚇親嘅反應,我就覺得都係由佢開住啲燈好啲,至少佢會有多啲安全感373Please respect copyright.PENANA7wUc19LSkQ
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「嗯?」我行到走廊嘅門框,聽到電視傳嚟好細聲嘅節目內容,但知珩都唔係睇緊,佢好舒服咁坐喺梳化上面攬住方型嘅抱枕、靠住軟綿嘅櫈背瞓著咗373Please respect copyright.PENANAkkuQbbwjA9
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我即刻輕手輕腳咁邁步走向佢,我怕行得太大聲嘅話會嘈醒佢,佢今日番嚟嘅時候,臉上面都係可見嘅疲倦,我都唔忍心嘈醒佢373Please respect copyright.PENANArKbUA23JTR
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「要唔要叫醒佢等佢番房瞓⋯?」我行到知珩嘅面前,離佢兩步遠,心入面有啲猶疑,「喺度瞓嘅話應該瞓得唔舒服⋯但係叫醒佢嘅話,佢番到房可能又瞓唔番⋯」373Please respect copyright.PENANAVN7zaGLSjw
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知珩一醒咗就好難瞓番著,灘落床又要左轉右轉好耐先瞓得番,以前佢咁樣同我講過⋯我伸手開咗放喺梳化隔離嘅地燈,然後走向大門373Please respect copyright.PENANAvTg9qmr7J2
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「咔—」我行到大門前準備將大門鎖上,我慢慢扭動門鎖,希望鎖門聲唔會太大聲影響到知珩373Please respect copyright.PENANAmUZEk6XN5M
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我擰轉頭望一眼喺梳化上面嘅知珩,確認一下佢有冇醒;見到佢冇醒之後就閂咗廳燈373Please respect copyright.PENANA3DV6LbA0RW
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廳燈一閂,客廳就只係得番地燈發出令人覺得和暖嘅橙黃色燈光;今日唔係真係好凍,我行入房拎咗張薄被出嚟,將佢輕蓋喺知珩嘅身上373Please respect copyright.PENANAsDtscF5ARg
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「唉⋯」我望住瞓得好冧嘅知珩默默咁喺心入面嘆一口氣,心入面硬係覺得唔自在,有啲鬱悶373Please respect copyright.PENANAZ3TNUbqedx
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我行入廚房打算酙杯水飲完就番房瞓,我開咗喺櫥櫃底嘅光管,餘光瞄到搭咗喺知珩嘅洗衣籃邊嘅衫,係佢今日番嚟嘅時候著嗰件衫373Please respect copyright.PENANA2YA8nQ9JG2
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「嘖⋯」呢種鬱悶嘅感覺令人好煩躁,嗰陣味好明顯係香水,而且係男士香水373Please respect copyright.PENANAf3bzA4nwXA
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之前呢隻小眾香水品牌有搵我地公司合作過,佢地嘅廣告宣傳相就係出自我手,香水嘅味道好淡但好易認,一聞就可以知道係佢地公司嘅產品,所以我知道認得呢隻香味373Please respect copyright.PENANAvIiIe6qYpb
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「應該係cafe同事⋯」我喺心入面猜測,但一猜測就更鬱悶,「估嚟做咩?同我都冇關係啦⋯」373Please respect copyright.PENANAJNhwlJRByM
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明明都已經冇關係,但我都係會不由自主咁介意373Please respect copyright.PENANAVhOWsCZ23o
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知珩行到我隔離,喺好近嘅距離聞到嗰隻香水味嘅瞬間,本來全日嘅好心情就好似泡泡咁「卟」一聲爆開,隨之而嚟嘅係陣陣鬱悶373Please respect copyright.PENANAObnC2dxAzw
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「做咩呀?」知珩當時問咗我一聲,我當下即刻就回神373Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6xozmoqhi
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「我到底有咩好介意⋯?佢已經唔係我女朋友⋯」我喺回神嘅瞬間就心入面提醒自己冇必要介意373Please respect copyright.PENANAIEtwsTeMJt
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其實我自己都知,知珩就算有男朋友都係好正常嘅事,本來佢呢個外表呢種性格,本來就係多人追嗰種373Please respect copyright.PENANAtTuzDS2biY
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上次知珩講咗佢係冇男朋友嘅時候,我有啲意外,同時心入面有啲慶幸佢係冇男朋友373Please respect copyright.PENANAfvZu6GGxu2
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當下腦海中浮現嘅第一個想法係:「冇男朋友⋯即係就算重新開始都有機會⋯?」373Please respect copyright.PENANA6NwqG1Ry49
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但我好快就撥走咗呢種想法,一齊住仲抱有呢種想法嘅話,好似唔太應該⋯373Please respect copyright.PENANA1gfQ3jbAcL
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「算啦⋯」我將水杯洗乾淨放番喺杯架上面,閂上光管行出廳,「咁樣應該醒咗都唔怕啦掛⋯?」373Please respect copyright.PENANAcGsATIt4Jo
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我望住開住嘅地燈,拎起一旁嘅遙控閂電視,擰轉頭望向知珩,佢好似都習慣咗開住燈瞓,表情都好柔和,但冇嘈醒佢就好373Please respect copyright.PENANAHafBwsw3qH
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「晚安⋯」我細聲咁講咗一句就行番入房373Please respect copyright.PENANA8jhpWKCSjn
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第二朝早一坐起身,我就見到琴晚嗰張薄被搭咗喺我張櫈嘅櫈背上面373Please respect copyright.PENANAAIkMhvpbkv
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「早晨~」我一行出房門,知珩就笑住同我講早晨,語調都高低起伏咁,睇嚟心情好好373Please respect copyright.PENANAoLZ04KMukN
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「心情好好?」我行去廁所,拎起梳梳頭,瞓得太冧搞到個頭好似鳥巢咁373Please respect copyright.PENANAaUSw7cO0PR
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「我?Okay啦~」知珩企喺廁所門口探頭望我對我笑道,「同平時一樣~」373Please respect copyright.PENANAzaRSpwYXsY
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「叮!」忽然間喺出面傳嚟一聲,知珩聽到之後即刻急急腳衝去廚房373Please respect copyright.PENANAenOvzG1GO6
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過咗兩秒之後有陣好香嘅味飄過嚟,我口入面仲含住啖水,嘴邊都仲有牙膏泡,淨係聽到知珩嘅腳步聲離廁所門口愈嚟愈遠373Please respect copyright.PENANAci6mNno61l
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