Summary: Set in S8. Based on the song “Not Meant To Be.” Katherine comes back to life after escaping the 1994 prison world and Kai. Will Damon save her or not?550Please respect copyright.PENANAU9a9uHULkB
It’s never enough to say I’m sorry550Please respect copyright.PENANAgs4OXBCp4p
It’s never enough to say I care550Please respect copyright.PENANAsLUcUwIIUO
But I’m caught between what you wanted from me550Please respect copyright.PENANAzist6NTLhp
And knowing that if I give that to you550Please respect copyright.PENANAMGslk4vS9w
I might just disappear550Please respect copyright.PENANAtteAbwB4B9
Nobody wins when everyone’s losing
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It was a nebulous night, as Damon drove through Mystic Falls, on the way out of town. A few weeks ago, he and Enzo had been saved from the siren, Sybil, when they’d destroyed it. Just last week he’d gotten his humanity back on. Now he was on his way out of town for a break from Mystic Falls and everything that came with it.550Please respect copyright.PENANABLMlHH63NX
Suddenly, on a road, close to the edge of town, he stopped the car, seeing someone on the road. Deciding to see who it was and if he could help, he got out and walked towards the shoulder of the road.550Please respect copyright.PENANA9OWBJSfPUv
Once there, he immediately knew who it was. She wasn’t Elena, but he’d know her anywhere.550Please respect copyright.PENANAMD9BR0XWpU
“Katherine?”550Please respect copyright.PENANAfEZB1SlWtr
He knelt by her to assess her condition and wounds with his eyes. When he did and saw the arrow in her lower stomach and the ascendant not far from her, he knew where she’d come from.550Please respect copyright.PENANAWEFzx93fCX
“I’m so sorry. You didn’t deserve this,” he said, knowing she’d just escaped Kai and it was partly his fault. He was the one that killed Kai to save Bonnie, and Stefan was the one that had killed her. Damon had just watched instead of trying to keep her alive, because he’d loved Elena. He couldn’t deny that there was still connection between them, though. She’d taught him everything he knew.
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*As I Lay Dying*
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It’s like one step forward and two steps back550Please respect copyright.PENANAyWQtpWwf2R
No matter what I do you’re always mad550Please respect copyright.PENANA21JjANFGlw
And I, I can’t change your mind550Please respect copyright.PENANAQnletjhMB5
I know it’s like trying to turn around on a one way street550Please respect copyright.PENANA5Dbc3ChEso
I can’t give you what you want550Please respect copyright.PENANAoDnrdh7f3Z
And it’s killing me550Please respect copyright.PENANArh98iTBhLA
And I, I’m starting to see550Please respect copyright.PENANAmtvQoUlXLw
Maybe we’re not meant to be550Please respect copyright.PENANAv5EJekTEPf
It’s never enough to say I love you
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It was a dismal night in the Mystic Falls woods in 1864, as human Damon stood in front of her, her standing against a tree.550Please respect copyright.PENANAZioYqBwFTh
“Why must you run from me?”550Please respect copyright.PENANACCUeLRoPZU
“Because I know that you will chase,” she answered with a smile.550Please respect copyright.PENANAOmKtJDJkbs
“Then let me chase you forever,” he replied.550Please respect copyright.PENANA8D6dQJUTJU
She used a fingernail to make a cut by her collarbone.550Please respect copyright.PENANAxT7mQq6o47
“I’m not going to feed you, Damon. If you want it, take it. Choose.”550Please respect copyright.PENANAuMefy708HU
“I choose you, Katherine,” he said, before he began to drink from the cut. That was the first lesson she taught him; take what you want without consequences.
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*500 Years of Solitude*
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No it’s never enough to say I try550Please respect copyright.PENANAholuQltCMw
It’s hard to believe550Please respect copyright.PENANAAn7AGE6goY
That there’s no way out for you and me550Please respect copyright.PENANAUjlNKrdRPi
And it seems to be the story of our lives550Please respect copyright.PENANAMTHhuLXQML
Nobody wins when everyone’s losing550Please respect copyright.PENANALrLYiCyDR7
There’s still time to turn this around550Please respect copyright.PENANASHo8yTIhGw
You could be building this up instead of tearing it down550Please respect copyright.PENANALgeRXvw0iR
But I keep thinking550Please respect copyright.PENANAoZqi0YfsRI
Maybe it’s too late
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As Katherine lay in bed, resting, stuck in the memory of her parents slaughtered, Damon appeared in her memory, ready to torment her about it.550Please respect copyright.PENANAkDIoC7kJvV
“You know, your family’s death was all your fault,” he told her.550Please respect copyright.PENANAHUI5iubudm
“Get. Out. Of. My. Head,” she said angrily, mad at him for being inside her head and trying to torment her.550Please respect copyright.PENANAawszutga7u
He didn’t heed, but instead, went on to comment about the style that Klaus used, saying that he admired how he’d put the sword through her father and made him hang on the wall.550Please respect copyright.PENANAq9AcyRKe0C
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*The Return*
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Katherine stood in front of him in the living room.550Please respect copyright.PENANARg8LlsdBCE
“Kiss me or kill me. Which will it be, Damon? We both know you’re only capable of one.”550Please respect copyright.PENANAai8HDiJ0fa
He pinned her to the floor with a hand around her throat. He thought about the latter, but then a moment later, he let go of her and kissed her.550Please respect copyright.PENANAnCQa2Xzo4S
She kissed back with a smile and they blurred towards a wall, her against it, and they continued kissing.550Please respect copyright.PENANAmuuV17OVc6
He pulled away five minutes later.550Please respect copyright.PENANAgF2gX5Z4St
“Wait. Time out.”550Please respect copyright.PENANApirZRSErfj
She pushed him away and stepped back, waiting for him to continue.550Please respect copyright.PENANACWw9iGjiS6
“I have a question. Answer it and it’s back to rockets and red glare. Answer it right and I’ll forget the last 145 years I spent missing you. I’ll forget everything and we can start over. That’s the beauty of eternity. See, we have time. I need the truth just this once.”550Please respect copyright.PENANA4zfLx1j2Zq
She stood in front of him.550Please respect copyright.PENANAwY6qVAV3lc
“Stop. I already know the question and its answer.”550Please respect copyright.PENANAZL7pO5YGys
He rested gentle hands on either side of her face.550Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8TSSqDxcs
“The truth is…I’ve never loved you.”550Please respect copyright.PENANAVGq7xgErxs
She took his hands and put them down, before walking off.550Please respect copyright.PENANA57WDwU031A
As she walked off, everything she said sunk in and he grabbed a shot glass, chucking it at the fireplace. As a result, it shattered into a million pieces, just as he felt like right now.
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*Present*
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It’s like one step forward and two steps back550Please respect copyright.PENANAIf6vr7zWHt
No matter what I do you’re always mad550Please respect copyright.PENANAveiJa6U7IG
And I, baby, I’m starting to see550Please respect copyright.PENANAZreypcrzGK
Maybe we’re not meant to be
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As he scanned her, he saw a dagger in her thigh and her lower stomach and side were bleeding. To top it off, there was blood on either side of her head and she was pale from blood loss.550Please respect copyright.PENANAOhpHlA4Bl8
After another moment of looking her over, he pulled the arrow out and gently picked her up in his arms, taking her to his car.550Please respect copyright.PENANA37MmSQMgok
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As he drove out of town to the nearest town and hospital, he hoped that she’d make it. All he could do was hope. He’d hated her for so long and now he cared for her. He didn’t hate her anymore. He just wanted her to live. His hatred had died when she had died. Besides, no one deserved to be treated the way Kai liked to treat others.550Please respect copyright.PENANAekKkIt2Mvb
He looked over at her.550Please respect copyright.PENANARNIAJq2e82
“Katherine, can you hear me? I need you to open your eyes. I know I was an ass before you died and I’m sorry for that.”550Please respect copyright.PENANAGNevXtfnrr
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When he got parked in the hospital parking lot and opened her side of the car, she began to wake up and he went to her side. He could see that though she was awake, she was fighting as to not go under again.550Please respect copyright.PENANAJeXugYjm2m
“Hey. You’re finally awake.” He gently picked her up in his arms and walked to the hospital building. “Stay with me. You’re going to be okay. Just stay with me.”550Please respect copyright.PENANATQIXT7wMxt
She was barely awake, as he entered and got some help for her.550Please respect copyright.PENANAerY0P2Qp6F
A few minutes later, she was rushed down the hallway with a breathing mask on her.550Please respect copyright.PENANAlnLdFfzihk
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A few hours later, he entered her hospital room after she’d survived the surgery, and sat on her bedside, his hands in hers.550Please respect copyright.PENANAWE4LUHj5HA
“You’re lucky. You know that? You’ve been through hell and back and survived.”550Please respect copyright.PENANABp4jZUOl0k
He gave a smile, though she wasn’t awake yet.550Please respect copyright.PENANAjbC5Fiz0cg
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An hour later, she woke up and he gave a smile, which she returned.550Please respect copyright.PENANABW7TGOU8Dp
“Thanks,” she said.550Please respect copyright.PENANAe9rXgTBBju
“Well, you didn’t deserve that and I don’t hate you anymore,” he replied.550Please respect copyright.PENANAStA0l4yiuW
“Well, thanks for the save anyway.” She smiled. “If it’s any consolation, thinking about you kept me going.”550Please respect copyright.PENANAHf0BQnziXM
She slowly sat up in bed and gave him a kiss, which he lustfully returned. After her death and near death experience, he realized that he loved her.550Please respect copyright.PENANAvRCaJfu4wd
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A month later, they were a couple again.