翌日放學後回到補習社,大家都在談論這件事。不久,至佑拖著子南到補習社,似乎在宣示自己在拍拖。355Please respect copyright.PENANAT4wQSvuvKe
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至於我,當然十分傷心,低頭下來,一聲不吭,直至下課。或許真的像至佑所説的,我真的不適合子南。355Please respect copyright.PENANAyNbJxcmpSM
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補習社的同學為我開了一個WhatsApp群組名為「帽事嘅」。群組內的同學看似安慰我,但實質上是嘲諷我,笑我「戴綠帽」。355Please respect copyright.PENANAR07BrXH2UC
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有同學分享至佑以前與前女朋友的對話,全部都是欺騙女孩的花言巧語。至佑原來是一個十分花心的男孩,可以用「渣男」一詞來形容,大家亦有賭他們兩個在幾多月後分手,普遍估計都不超過四個月。355Please respect copyright.PENANAUfPdIrf35R
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{在別人眼中看自己拍拖可能是十分幸福,但自己卻是「啞巴食黃蓮,有苦自己知」。}355Please respect copyright.PENANAPpsEOMiPnv
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轉眼間來到11月中,突然從WhatsApp群組得知至佑與子南分手,我立刻致電給至佑。355Please respect copyright.PENANArDnEUrTnjS
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我:「做咩同佢分手呀?」355Please respect copyright.PENANAuo7w8crwZv
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至佑:「大家嘅感情開始冷淡。」355Please respect copyright.PENANAKNJa6wX132
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我:「你唔同佢傾多啲偈?」355Please respect copyright.PENANA6Sk1rk8Kn5
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至佑:「我都成日搵佢,不過佢已讀不回我,而且之前我哋每日約定時間,一齊搭同一架巴士返學,但係佢而家成日失蹤。」355Please respect copyright.PENANAGMyJEIIUjo
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我:「係唔係你哋溝通得唔夠好啊?」355Please respect copyright.PENANA2hoZkZy6tm
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至佑:「唔知啊!我而家好迷惘啊!」355Please respect copyright.PENANAun98AU4FGx
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至佑看似很悽慘,但其實子南才是悽慘的那位。355Please respect copyright.PENANAQM6nv9ilQi
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從其他補習社同學口中得知,至佑其實對子南的角色定位只是一個女朋友代替品,因為至佑之前向學校某位女同學表白,但失敗收場,所以就找子南做他的女朋友,以彌補他的空虛感。至佑對子南的感情只是曇花一現,根本沒有放真感情。時光飛逝,至佑對子南的感情逐漸變淡,而且覺得沉悶所以就提出分手。355Please respect copyright.PENANAE5rG2boiwn
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正正因為這件傷心事,令到子南哭了數天,淚如雨下。子南並開始討厭至佑,子南封鎖至佑所有的社交媒體賬號。自此之後,他們兩個就不再有任何交往。同時,子南亦因爲我是至佑的好友而封鎖我社交媒體賬號。355Please respect copyright.PENANAavex7aQzDw
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由這一刻開始,後知後覺的我終於知道被至佑騙了,上面分手的事情,一律不是至佑跟我說的,他根本沒有跟我坦誠地說,而且還對我說謊,我覺得他根本沒有當我是好朋友。如果補習社同學不跟我說,我可能還蒙在鼓裏,相信子南是壞女孩子,而至佑則是無辜的。355Please respect copyright.PENANAsJ5CHIcZvu
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因此我和至佑割席,再不相信至佑所說的話,他說的每句雖然好像是真的,但我現在不能分辨那一句是真的,那一句是假的。355Please respect copyright.PENANApFuZXaFd7b
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發生這件事後不久,補習社再次搬遷,今次不是擴展業務,而是拆夥。換言之,我和至佑要跟子南和其他補習社同學分開,再次回到只有兩名中學生的「和尚寺」。355Please respect copyright.PENANAXDhkgpAPez
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其實,我真的十分空虛和失落,因為失去了一位朋友,同時亦失去一位摯友,我唯一的好朋友-至佑。355Please respect copyright.PENANAGVqn7SZy0e
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數星期後,子南也許下了火,再次要求追蹤我的賬號,當然我也樂於接受。355Please respect copyright.PENANAJCK68fDFfA
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難道我和子南的交流就到此為止? 自己當然不想,那時候的我對她還有小小的感覺,其實我還想去追求她,但自己的樣子也不是十分帥,因此沒有膽量重新追求她。355Please respect copyright.PENANALNXos0a0sP
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就是欠缺勇氣對妳開口。所以,對話框從頭,到現在也是空白的。355Please respect copyright.PENANA7av8iEJYMU
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1月19日,那天是她的生日,我在想,不如和她說一聲生日快樂,順道打開話匣子。355Please respect copyright.PENANAdjEig0BRmb
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To 一位自己覺得自己level好高,可以讀拔萃但係其實讀拔罐嘅一位粉腸 : 355Please respect copyright.PENANAddNaT8iLsF
生日快樂呀!又大一歲喇!14歲啦老餅!355Please respect copyright.PENANAXXF9ZoSx6G
From 一位熱心乖學生355Please respect copyright.PENANA1AOiobQ4JU
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我還以為傳送出去之後就沒有人回覆。數分鐘後,電話震了一下,她真的有回覆我啊!355Please respect copyright.PENANAZBEgnnu5NS
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不過之後彼此就沒有再交流了,因為我找不到話題。355Please respect copyright.PENANATtm4T5r2SY
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這時候想,我想起一句網絡名言:「佛系溝女,緣分到了自然會來。」355Please respect copyright.PENANABMkfUO4ORS
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本人是一名愛說黃色笑話的人,情人節那天,我在Instagram發佈限時動態「今晚我要做咗你」並以功課做背景。突然子南回覆我限時動態:「Your new girlfriend?」355Please respect copyright.PENANA9QW71AMRmj
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雙方的感情線再次聯上?355Please respect copyright.PENANAfp6cTw6PPk
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(待續 To be continued)