我原以為自己不會愛上任何人。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyI29AZBl30
或許是從未遇過令我動心的對象，無論是異性還是同性，覺得單身著也沒什麼不好。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0SEEUoetk
──直到那天遇見她。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNIkV3V3n7
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那一天，我很早就醒來了，想去附近找點東西吃，於是在經過的公園碰見了她。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgalOGiwIe
她看起來像是個大學生，留著及肩長髮，偏圓的臉蛋看起來很可愛，令人不禁想捏一把。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo26dL1l4Ki
一開始吸引我注意力的，是她的歌聲。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbrY4YhP5w
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLc6x2qykjq
清晨的公園裡，她獨自一人坐在小湖邊的木椅上，用著清澈的聲音唱著輕快的歌曲。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHVJUkShOq
雖然偶爾會走調，但她依然不以為意的一直唱著，似乎非常開心的樣子。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXD8dhkKR2X
剎那間，我迷上了她的笑容和溫柔的聲音。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqLo0ZQ9zp
發覺到自己竟然對她產生了情感，我感到臉頰發燙，心臟也加速跳動。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaxnTOuDzx
在猶豫好久以後，我終於鼓起勇氣向前搭訕。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9tMF5G6GO
她看見我以後，有點不好意思的笑了笑，想不到這時間點居然會有別人在場吧。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvLs8kqfsb
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從此之後，我天天在同一個時間去公園找那個女孩，每天睜開眼睛第一個念頭就是想到她，迫不及待地等著她出現。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbDdtOuWpN
我就是如此喜歡著她，這份心情甚至一天比一天還要強烈。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItvCHd5iPJ
但由於某種原因，我想這份情感一輩子都無法傳達給她吧。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvPkLbmpfD
就在我意識到這個事實，正考慮是否該悄聲離去時──483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbRabM8h7B
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxc3U7bGKrP
「你要不要來我家住？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlJxCMnOuk
她輕輕握住我的手，誠懇的說。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7tNme9kd8
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5L0N11k51H
神啊！這是怎樣的一個奇蹟！483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxFYvYpdJ2
不過是同居的邀約，我卻覺得以往單調乏味的世界突然變得色彩繽紛。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQiIXxxaqv
甚至有種自己能飛的錯覺──好像太誇張了。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdtn0L8sBy
但我此刻的心情確實是如此。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxIkbk84gm
就這樣，我們開始了同居的生活。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0qUe1LINB
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOlLyijmJt
她是獨自離開家，來到外地求學和打工的，住在一間可以養寵物的公寓。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxjSrJ6Tyj
她的生活極其簡單，早晨我們一起出門去公園散步，她喜歡這樣悠閒的感覺。等到時間差不多了，我會送她到學校去，晚上則去她打工的地方接她回家。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCXcOwwsn3
日復一日，沒有什麼太大的變化，可我感到相當幸福。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzwNtVLGFj
只要她在我身邊，和我說上幾句話，我就能開心好幾天。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9KfSBynpk
偶爾她也會抱怨作業太多，打工地方的同事刁難使得她心情很差之類的瑣事說給我聽，這時我就會露出苦笑，與她額貼額，說出安慰她的話語。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuQuxDWdMC
然後她就會笑出聲，說：「我就只有你了，有你在我就很安心，覺得什麼困難都不存在似的。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKglT1R2A4
每次聽見她這麼說，我總是臉上一紅，心花怒放。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgMn3YJaa7
我以為這樣平凡幸福的日子會持續到永遠。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VCd5zs5JL
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeXnjqwhe5
不對勁的事就從某天晚上開始，我照往常去她打工的地點等她下班，她卻跟我說了要加班，讓我回去不用等她。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6u8kpCuC7
我沒多加懷疑，只是擔心地囑咐她小心身子別太勞累了就乖乖回家。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03RJwfGTfQ
那一夜，她並沒有回來。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyLfSt0Dx3
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大概是太晚了暫時住在其他同學家吧？我這麼對自己說。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tyXvgOicJ
隔天早上她回到家，什麼也沒解釋，拿了上課要用的書和文具後就又出門了。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkgFkZWhNk
…不太對勁。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVdPeKQ6IJ
我天生視力不好，但除了視力以外，其他感官都異常敏銳。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSjgkMkI0f
例如嗅覺，是一般人的好幾倍。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EOslZl0Wa
而我在她身上聞到了不屬於我的，別的男人的味道。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFGfa1GY0T
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyulWBZNfJ
怎麼回事？難道她在男人家裡過夜？這不可能啊！483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwf0NNcO887
她明明說過只喜歡我的！483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Lq7XvCI4A
她竟然背叛我！483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTBB0xr2uQ
……不不不，冷靜，說不定只是個誤會，可能是回來的途中不小心和路人互相碰撞到了什麼的…483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQULgqGrBt
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──唉。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIalTcjoPB
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就算她愛上別人，我又能如何呢？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCsz5L7P7o
早就告誡過自己千萬別陷得太深，這輩子我和她並不會有任何結果。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9Sbh2Uyho
但，還是淪陷了，再也爬不出這個無底洞，只有愈陷愈深。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEuTP28dQh
愛情就是這麼莫名其妙吧，可以讓人幸福得像活在天堂，也可以讓人在下一秒哀痛得撕心裂肺。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9JtYbeJ8V
可我不想就這樣放棄。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuniDnZdKd
我一定要親自去見見那男的是怎樣的貨色。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXzYV6AnjB
如果他真心愛著她，將她捧在手心上呵護，我自然會甘心退出。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvgtZrxjHN
反之，我會將她奪回來。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdYHXFekpx
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今夜，她似乎又不打算回來了的樣子。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcspSaxGoXT
望向牆上時鐘，午夜一點半。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOM1iJWwLY
我深深嘆息。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GW9XuxDPP
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3LMEEyhmv
已經一個月過去了，這段期間內我並沒有勇氣去探索真相。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZk0e0eHli
每當想跟隨她身後看看是怎麼回事，又會不由得退縮，返回家裡。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnDyJPtdFe
只有每次等她回到家才心力交瘁的睡去，至少我知道她平安無事，要不根本無法入睡。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzo0EGSUWy
最初只是偶爾晚歸，之後變成一天不回家、二天不見人影。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCOlOTmvgB
她對我的態度也日漸冷淡，後來也直接告訴我不要再跟她上學和去打工的地方了，那令她相當困擾。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViILYAqQOz
而現在，我只能沉默的看著她回來拿東西然後又離去的背影。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4G2irqLBDC
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWpNMjUToV
我們最後一次交談已經是兩個禮拜前的事了，她不知因何事非常高興，笑得比平常還要燦爛。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTTRfKeEUK
那時候我好開心好開心，因為她又願意理我了。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7ingGa8Kl
她肯定不知道，當時我感動得溼了眼眶。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglEvfwd3vD
我就跟寵物一樣，只要主人肯理我就高興地猛搖尾巴討好。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfKwdeyVIE
自尊是什麼？能吃嗎？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb26fUVLt1f
隔天早上她又變回冷淡的態度，令我誤以為前一晚的熱絡只是我的幻覺。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QV9G4aveB
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjba8on96P
望著空氣稍嫌冷冽的屋內，我突然好想念她那柔軟溫和的聲音和可愛的笑容。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyMZ3bZ5oJ
溫熱的液體滑過我的臉頰兩旁。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfmANLx7Fd
對比以前幸福的日子，我感到胸口被挖了個大洞。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIDwPwBRQv
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離開吧。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnfN0rYIGP
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzSkerNbpb
謝謝妳這些日子帶給我的快樂，即使現在我們之間的關係變得有些尷尬，我對妳的心意到死都不會改變。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJIrGC8Y3I
邊在屋內走動邊回憶起曾經的種種，最後看了一眼她的臥室。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6wZUN9NSg
曾經她在夜晚給我蓋上被子，輕聲一句「好夢」。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDGsPlk4c8
曾經用著被凍紅的臉蛋說著好冷好冷，然後要我陪她睡覺好讓她取暖。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXvDsk0wFX
曾經為了考試她埋頭苦讀而我在一旁靜靜的陪著她熬夜。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATKCEzkccD
曾經在天氣熱得受不了時我們一起呈大字型躺在冰涼的地板上，聽她笑我的姿勢好奇怪。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKaAueLIU8
曾經在她受挫失意而獨自落淚時輕輕吻著她的臉頰。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbMi90Ecus
曾經…483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt70n8UkyCH
我覺得要是再繼續回憶下去我就會發瘋的。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYhjZJM9Kp
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAilVM2Ji7B
喀嚓。碰。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBGDEW84JY
玄關大門處傳來聲響。我豎起耳朵。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aizvPqlcf
傳入耳裡的是一男一女的交談聲。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqrUID2u0v
「平常沒怎麼整理，可能有點亂…」熟悉的聲音帶著嬌羞，是我從未聽過的語氣。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBgu2LB2HS
「沒關係，我可以幫你打掃。」男人笑得很爽朗。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCmBhPBgqd
但這聲音…似乎在哪聽過？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNmGCJyqX4
並且讓我感到不祥的預感。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhAs4RJ032
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkxOsMEWkV
隨著他們越接近我的位置，我的心跳得更加猛烈，感覺全身的神經都緊繃起來，並且令我有些忿怒。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoF1xUYHYhp
……怎麼回事？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvHspLqmui
很明顯的，我並非是因為她，而是聽到那男人的聲音之後才這樣。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmg6Epg0GH
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK793uU590x
他們二人已經來到只剩三步距離的地方了，拐個彎就能見到我。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYX1t81JQ6t
「這裡是我的臥室…咦，你在啊！」她踏進房間，差點撞上門邊的我而嚇了一跳。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzafgcdz3P
「這不是…」隨後進來的男人訝異的看著我。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VF7ONhpKQ
男人身材高瘦，氣質斯文，細框眼鏡下有著一雙鳳眼。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvSekg9zHs
與男人四目交接的剎那，某些畫面在腦海裡復甦了。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmKvBgPIuP
那是大約三年前的事。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHa2d6TdND
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『你……你為什麼要殺人？』我不敢置信，望著眼前的好友。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JECsu13oo
地點在我的房間，地板上躺著曾經是我青梅竹馬兼女友的女孩，一把刀子插在她的胸前。睜大的雙眼與嘴巴，死前似乎非常驚恐的樣子。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EsGiMreKh
我才剛因為猜拳輸了出去跑腿買吃的，怎麼回來就變成這副景象？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8y8xnN5Ns
『是她不好！誰叫她選擇的是你不是我！』好友怒吼，手中揮舞著另一把從我家廚房拿出來的菜刀。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONJN8Xekr0
從他通紅的臉來看就能知道他喝多了，失去理智了。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMB5weuMqD
『你…簡直瘋子！』我轉身想奔出門，慌忙地用著顫抖的手拿出手機。『警察……呃！』483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbTb1bXR1V
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背後一陣劇痛。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡll9kEHPlTu
我被刺了。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdEWSpSiOk
接著好友把刀拔出，又再一次的將刀子捅進我體內。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvXHcyh3J0
一刀又一刀，如此反覆無數次，直到我失去知覺……483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyWbOWA4w3
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──是你！是你殺了我！483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxgQPVgrma
殺了我女友又殺了我！483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlm3kgSLUYP
現在…又企圖搶走我深愛的人！483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfSIb5gq6X
無法原諒…饒不了你！！483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhSGCJZLsL
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耳邊響起她的尖叫聲和好友的吼叫聲，我將好友撲倒。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScG2MuiC7p
奈何他體型比我壯碩，雙手被牽制住了，於是我直接一口咬上他的脖子。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooakmwjODY
「好痛…！媽的…快放開我！」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVQZ9BItTU
好友死命掙扎，我咬得更加深入，牙齒整個沒入他皮膚下。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzaBSEnNfO
滿嘴的血腥味明明令我作嘔，精神反而更興奮，我又更加用力地狠狠咬了幾口。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiDONjcPmE
好友的慘叫聲慢慢虛弱，最後只剩下身體微微抽動的反應。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXwS0qlZhI
我鬆開嘴，確認好友已經死亡。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwcYRd8vuo
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這下子，我也成了殺人犯…。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpg4ZB7PbBj
他肯定認出我了，絕對會想再趁機殺掉我，以後一定也會傷害她，我這是正當防衛。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtk4Pwz0il4
我保護了她，保護了我珍惜的人。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJfRRczLMU
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妳可以安心了。我轉過身，正想這麼對她說──483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoce1rsGSTz
迎來的卻是她拿刀貫穿了我的腹部。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SJVgURwBq
……為什麼………483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4VrydNN3t
腳一軟，我往旁邊倒下，模糊的視線裡看到她滿臉淚水和又驚又怒的表情。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3yP4K2DKW
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為什麼這樣對我…？是因為我殺了妳喜歡的人？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzAXKNSU4B
這傢伙真的有這麼重要？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsUN0fKGhU
別哭…我可以道歉……所以，妳原諒我好嗎？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWJ88t3DBG
我會仔細告訴妳我這麼做的原因的……他不是值得你愛的人。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfG5tlxsZd
……請不要怕我，好嗎？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBU6HW6zemr
意識已經開始混亂，我大概就要死了吧。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqSQoJKSEo
那麼，最後，至少想把這句話告訴妳…483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECjYCcuWbk
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『我愛妳……』483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9FcMce6nK
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「汪嗚……」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kgl04Tv4J
從自己喉嚨裡發出的，是某種動物的低聲哀鳴。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrFoXjBMt9
啊，對呢，都忘了，我只是一隻狗。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLCLNkgQII
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不過是一隻愛著人類女性的狗。
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