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No Plagiarism!leou3y6fqnrFUN7VxBmKposted on PENANA 而且除了性愛,我好像也沒甚麼能滿足到阿曦了。這段時間我一直在思考到底跟阿曦抑或阿俊在一起,但⋯⋯他們就各有優點跟缺點呀,若果他們能合二為一,我就不用那麼煩惱了。8964 copyright protection197PENANAJIjhTZhAuW 維尼
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又或者我是在等待他們其中一方先放棄我,那我就不用作出選擇,飾演個被動的壞人。8964 copyright protection197PENANAqBY5lMhXxC 維尼
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我有很壞嗎?或者吧,但我只覺得自己是個濫情的人,就如「這個世界最壞罪名,叫太易動情」一樣道理吧。8964 copyright protection197PENANAGx01WUyfLc 維尼
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我用了多到數不清的性愛去安撫阿曦的不安與焦慮,只是原來性愛彌補不了他的不甘,漸漸我們相處的時候只剩下不斷的爭執和吵鬧。8964 copyright protection197PENANAhId8w4EziI 維尼
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每次都是我把東西收拾搬離他家以後,他又不甘心我們就那麼結束,跑過來拉着我的手着我不要走,吵到我們都抱在一起哭得一塌糊塗,然後我又會被他抱着回到他家。8964 copyright protection197PENANAOeQU4oBVRv 維尼
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這種日子一直重複,我亦開始愈來愈不敢再面對阿曦。8964 copyright protection197PENANAU85LXmloWp 維尼
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我選擇甚麼都不做,甚麼都不理,每日除了上班下班,便是跟當時的同事一起打打鬧鬧,這種日子總比回去面對阿曦吵鬧的負能量來得舒服吧。8964 copyright protection197PENANAqvupot7GZJ 維尼
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『你咪鐘意張敬軒嘅,我買咗佢演唱會飛,睇之前嗰晚我去接你收工,上我度第二日一齊去睇啦,好耐無同你拍拖。 01:32 AM』阿曦WhatsApp我。8964 copyright protection197PENANAW98AFYoZS4 維尼
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『好呀! 01:46 AM』我回覆他。8964 copyright protection197PENANAahNmHUxPCg 維尼
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回覆了阿曦之後,我便安全地刪掉了跟他的對話紀錄,以免被身旁的阿俊發現。8964 copyright protection197PENANArowWtvkZzD 維尼
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確認電話是「安全」的狀態後,我便轉身跟阿俊交待將會跟「朋友」去看張敬軒的演唱會。8964 copyright protection197PENANA2dmUCZ2TS8 維尼
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要令身邊的人對你放下戒心,首先就是偽裝對他毫無保留的坦白,令他以為掌握着你一切的行蹤,對方就會覺得沒必要深究下去了。8964 copyright protection197PENANAXuv2QGzOKR 維尼
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「你想睇嘅可以同我講㗎,做咩要同其他人去演唱會啫!」阿俊不屑地說。8964 copyright protection197PENANA3v0xEuiP5M 維尼
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「講完你咪又係無咗件事~成日應承完陪我之後咪又係突然要OT~我哋成班舊同事一齊睇㗎,都同你報備埋唔係咁都唔準我去睇啫!」我不滿地說。8964 copyright protection197PENANAlWS3Lu8yfm 維尼
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「咁你嗰晚小心啲,睇完就好翻嚟喇~」阿俊無奈特地說。8964 copyright protection197PENANAjbRXEbTBKP 維尼
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「嗯~知道喇⋯⋯」我平淡地說。8964 copyright protection197PENANAtzkMmT8XK0 維尼
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可能因為年紀關係,阿俊平常都忙於工作,我們很少會出去拍拖,大部分時間都是他下班的時候在家中煮煮飯,看電影,打遊戲。因為他對其他需要外出的娛樂都提不起勁,所以他都不會阻止我外出跟其他朋友出去玩。8964 copyright protection197PENANAWbI9R8zWL4 維尼
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只要事前都跟他報備就可以,而當然我都會有技巧地跟阿俊報備,一開始跟阿曦曖昧的時候,我都會以要留在餐廳研究新的菜式去跟阿俊隱瞞,他見我跟他一樣熱愛工作,也自然減少了對我的監視,反正他根本不會在意我的工作。8964 copyright protection197PENANAS41YDzJyCq 維尼
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一開始我設計出新的甜品都會高高興興地拿給阿俊分享,希望得到他的意見,但他每次都只會說好吃,然後就沒有然後了,所以漸漸我都不會再跟他分享餐廳裡的事情,他都說了對我的工作不感興趣。8964 copyright protection197PENANA5iGvGUSD7J 維尼
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愈相處下去我就覺得自己跟阿俊之間愈來愈沒有共同話題,到底是要找個相處得來得人才會快樂,或者是要找個能令自己過得快樂的人才合適呢?人生就不可能全都要,找個方方面面都合適的人嗎?8964 copyright protection197PENANA7fwXBg3L11 維尼
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演唱會的前一天,因為有個同事last day,所以同事們準備在下班之後替那個同事搞場Farewell Party,我亦被留了下來歡送那個同事。8964 copyright protection197PENANAeLXyOYlEe4 維尼
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「喂!唔好講咁多!今晚唔飲哂餐廳啲酒邊個都唔準走呀下!」同事A熱烘烘地說。8964 copyright protection197PENANA5ioQ7kP57K 維尼
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「啱呀!飲啦!」同事B興奮地說。8964 copyright protection197PENANAzm8QZg5Ew5 維尼
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因為偶爾我都會跟同事在餐廳中慶祝各大節日,所以今晚我也自然地加入了這場派對。我坐在角落一口一口地灌着酒,聽着現場播起的音樂,跟隨節奏擺動身體,全然忘記了跟阿曦的約定。8964 copyright protection197PENANARRrLDODPKV 維尼
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「喂阿詩!點呀~做咗呢度成大半年慣唔慣呀?」阿豪走過來問我。8964 copyright protection197PENANAz4ZeE5lWtz 維尼
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阿豪也是在這家餐廳比較年輕的同事,他很多時候都願意過來幫我,所以我對他的印象也挺不錯,是那種很有個人魅力的男孩。8964 copyright protection197PENANA4T0OlEv89N 維尼
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「OK呀~你哋都幾易相處,響度翻工都幾開心吖!」我笑着說。8964 copyright protection197PENANAujFcXfeHJS 維尼
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「係呢~你聽日放假喎!有咩搞呀?」他問我。8964 copyright protection197PENANAkJtB7EenZv 維尼
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「無呀~同朋友約咗去睇張敬軒咋~」我平淡地說。8964 copyright protection197PENANABb6fPfxD08 維尼
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是的,我再次有技巧地跟阿豪隱瞞了部分事實,不過嚴格來說我也不算是在說謊吧,阿曦真的是我其中一個好朋友呀。8964 copyright protection197PENANAbFnBkQ2up5 維尼
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「朋友?男朋友呀?」阿豪試探地問。8964 copyright protection197PENANAadIrXsDNMk 維尼
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「嗯⋯⋯唔係啦⋯⋯做飲食啲翻工時間咁閪點拍到拖吖~哈哈。」我笑着說。8964 copyright protection197PENANAagC7TE8R4R 維尼
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「係咪呀!你咁靚竟然會無拍拖!好難令人相信喎~」阿豪興奮地說。8964 copyright protection197PENANAakak9ltzIY 維尼
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「呃你有獎咩~」我回覆。8964 copyright protection197PENANAcKG6Vw39PT 維尼
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說完,阿豪便把頭湊了上前跟我接吻。8964 copyright protection197PENANAGdM4dyUpKV 維尼
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「嗯⋯⋯做咩呀你⋯⋯你飲醉咗呀?」我笑瞇瞇地說。8964 copyright protection197PENANA1oVS0LOP7v 維尼
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「如果你話有男朋友嘅話就係醉咗,如果你無嘅⋯⋯咁我認我呢刻真係想錫你。」阿豪輕挑地說。8964 copyright protection197PENANAZu5xgiVCz6 維尼
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「你真係好癲⋯⋯」我笑着說。8964 copyright protection197PENANA1jUwbMqqNZ 維尼
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