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有時候等到失去才發現長久以來,你除了賴著那已失去的事物活著之外,再無任何一點值得自我為其驕傲的地方。到了這一刻,厭惡——才是常態。8964 copyright protection316PENANApVRxoiQZwB 維尼
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我曾以Marie與我的恩愛為榮,如今卻惹人發笑,我亦只想遠離。8964 copyright protection316PENANA0X61noQ89i 維尼
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我為了這段關係犧牲的東西太多,與別人的關係、我本來的興趣、我曾擁有過的夢想,通通都在這五年間以Marie為中心而消磨得七七八八。我原生的家庭並不是一個幸福的環境,所以我只是想親手締造一個新的罷了。我把這視作唯一治愈我那黑暗童年的機會,卻看錯了人。8964 copyright protection316PENANAQmUTfRXu7E 維尼
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還是,我根本不應該奢望這種願望能夠成立?8964 copyright protection316PENANA5imi4u2gN3 維尼
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汪嗚——8964 copyright protection316PENANAElEEeZpWw2 維尼
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濕溻的感覺自手背傳來,我抬頭卻模糊一片,只看見一團黑色的物體在舔我的手。不是水鬼嬰,沒看清我也知道,是我的狗,黑炭。8964 copyright protection316PENANA30YM0LjK9i 維尼
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脫離那個家後的第一件事,我領養了牠。8964 copyright protection316PENANAyfhecuTxGF 維尼
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牠只是一隻平平無奇的唐狗,在收容中心最活潑最可愛的也不是牠,只是那雙憂傷得似是能與他人靈魂相通的眼神,令我心動了。沒想到,領養回來之後,真正被救贖的是我。8964 copyright protection316PENANAeeiNuoSfo1 維尼
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牠是我此生以來,選擇並結交的第一名家人。8964 copyright protection316PENANAEi3Sutg2Cr 維尼
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搓了搓眼,視線總算清晰一些。牠的雙眼依舊水汪汪,似是感應到我的自我厭惡般前來舔我,試圖令我好受些。8964 copyright protection316PENANA0RzlDalBpP 維尼
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我揉揉他的頭,勉強擠出一絲笑容。我也只剩下牠了。8964 copyright protection316PENANAllhCq07E0Y 維尼
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所以當初Marie連牠都要從我身邊奪走時,我毫不猶豫地選擇了復仇。8964 copyright protection316PENANAZNFed8BJ4X 維尼
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「泓旭……我都不知道,抱歉。」8964 copyright protection316PENANAyUc46JiAjx 維尼
此時此刻不能再惹人厭的聲音不合時宜地自房門外響起。她不知道甚麼?不知道我不想被她碰,還是提起那個未有確診的病?提起我的過去?8964 copyright protection316PENANAld8fNDOC3E 維尼
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腳步聲漸行漸遠,我內心「咯噔」一聲,立刻開門追了出去。8964 copyright protection316PENANAu1S6pMIJm3 維尼
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「慢著!」果然,我沒聽錯,腳步聲夾雜著些許鑰匙聲,她想出去?Marie已在玄關處,背影有些僵硬,似是不想轉身過來。但是太遲了,我已經看清了她手上的東西:貓糧。8964 copyright protection316PENANAHF5S2myuoB 維尼
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「首先,我們不應該分開行動。」語氣很冷,我咬著牙一字一頓道:「其次,我說過很多次了,餵飼流浪動物只是害了牠們。」8964 copyright protection316PENANAynYhs39rsd 維尼
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愛動物也要有個度,我的黑炭就是從收容中心領養回來的。但從以前開始我就禁止Marie亂餵流浪貓,到時候數量泛濫受害的還是牠們。我們一起的時候我就沒讓她餵過,倒是陪她去過幾次善待流浪動物的義工活動。8964 copyright protection316PENANAfRkz799paD 維尼
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「泓旭,我……事發的這幾天都沒有餵,我怕牠們餓著了。」Marie轉過身來,用一個苦苦哀求的態度看著我:「牠們都已經絕育了,可以嗎?」8964 copyright protection316PENANA0QKrYVZRGT 維尼
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窄巷內,我看著Marie親手搭建的那些木板貓屋。8964 copyright protection316PENANAG9txSvE6hH 維尼
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「街坊沒投訴?」很多貓屋都懸掛在半空中,倚靠旁邊房子的外墻而立,還要小心避開那些電線,很難想象這些都出自Marie的手筆。8964 copyright protection316PENANAi2aW3cjo1k 維尼
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Marie正蹲下倒飼料,各類花色的唐貓都聚集了過來,甚至一隻三花還磨蹭著我的腳。她搖頭,她說,做這些之前她都聯絡過那些人家,得到過批准。8964 copyright protection316PENANA0jhyGp0ZMS 維尼
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「世佑他會陪著我餵,還教我大致辨認牠們年齡。看,你腳邊那隻三花快要九個月了,我也為牠預定了結扎的手術。」Marie如此說道。8964 copyright protection316PENANASHwFILnd6d 維尼
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「哦。」我始終覺得救力所能及的就好了。8964 copyright protection316PENANAVWBvflFrdw 維尼
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如果絕育了,我倒是沒有太多理由去阻止她。8964 copyright protection316PENANAZbU6E7SFv1 維尼
頂多就是不要餵太多,如果Marie一直縱容地餵飼下去……8964 copyright protection316PENANA6EAua64qnT 維尼
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——牠們會失去自立捕獵的能力。8964 copyright protection316PENANAxJOaBGViRy 維尼
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「泓旭,我很喜歡黑炭,但始終我更喜歡貓。」Marie說著,一隻橘貓踩到了她的後頸上,她卻沒有一絲不悅,說道:「活得像貓,是多麼的自在啊。」8964 copyright protection316PENANA0i2b5eWZFa 維尼
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多變、優雅、高高在上、悠然自得、不在乎他人的喜愛。8964 copyright protection316PENANAcGatkeE731 維尼
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這是我對貓的印象。8964 copyright protection316PENANAPnAE5K5wtJ 維尼
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「活得像狗不好嗎?」我雙手抱在後腦上,低眼看了看那隻三花。當然不是那種「累得像狗」,而是……8964 copyright protection316PENANASACRpzidvm 維尼
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我長舒一口氣,還是決定說出口:「——忠誠、英勇、活潑、同情心強、為他人著想、為他人挺身而出、努力讓他人喜歡自己。」8964 copyright protection316PENANA4yZBN1EFLD 維尼
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Marie單薄的身子顯然一顫,伸手把後頸上的橘貓輕柔地抱了下來,放到飼料旁。背著手回身朝我燦爛一笑,裙擺隨之揚起,笑語道:8964 copyright protection316PENANAGfWCokf8fV 維尼
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「餵完了!我們回家吧——」8964 copyright protection316PENANAiQKXTuVgLe 維尼
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到附近的雜貨店,買了個除雜毛的滾輪,把身上的粘著的貓毛都剝離乾淨。過後,我們分開吃飯,再於家門前集合,檢查完才進門。8964 copyright protection316PENANAvq2SJ9YbO2 維尼
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一整晚,我們的話都不多,但至少我的心情算是平復下來了。8964 copyright protection316PENANA7RcsixPzcp 維尼
坐在馬桶上排清殘蠱,腹瀉情況不算太嚴重,看來很快就可以痊愈了。8964 copyright protection316PENANAf6xAX64VUQ 維尼
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只需要多等一天,白焉樺和韓世佑就回來了。8964 copyright protection316PENANARE1Cqr6ULS 維尼
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只需要再一天……無論明天嬰靈如何回應我們的祭拜,白焉樺回來鎮場之後,四人之中晦氣最重的兩人,終於不用提心吊膽帶錯東西回來了。8964 copyright protection316PENANAEJ0gzFPu1e 維尼
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只需要一天……我抹了抹額頭上的汗。8964 copyright protection316PENANAqU3PiVPxSz 維尼
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希望,他回來之後,我能夠停止內心這無時無刻的自我厭惡。8964 copyright protection316PENANA8MU1g8wgKX 維尼
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我寧願去跟白焉樺繼續互相鄙視,至少在他身邊我能夠感受到我可以發揮作用,做不了術法的助手還能當打手,打倒李伯還是我做的……沒有其他事情發生的話,我不介意他鄙視我,我真的不。只因這件事結束之後,我的人生就再也跟術法毫無關係,何況我已經有金剛環護身。大不了,我還能鄙視回去。8964 copyright protection316PENANAz0MSWIECHW 維尼
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也就只有這樣,我才還能感受到自己的一點價值。8964 copyright protection316PENANAwSDmfofBmW 維尼
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呵……有夠可悲的,怪不得這厭惡感停不下來。8964 copyright protection316PENANAvRxTQy8Sp8 維尼
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即使是這樣,我依然仰賴著白焉樺能夠早點回來。8964 copyright protection316PENANARvidLKoi3d 維尼
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只是,有其他的訪客……多於一位的訪客,比起白焉樺還要早到。8964 copyright protection316PENANAglgphTSwrH 維尼
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