2154年12月31日，下午四點，政治中心A區764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmboWLn0UEc
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「三爺，今天提早結束，要返回十一塔嗎？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0e9EysnwQ
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一年的最後一天，李央提前結束所有行程，一個人坐在自駕車中。今天的A區在下雪，李央看著窗外潔白的世界，思緒飄回很久、很久以前，那個和雪一樣、白色的房間。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XSq2PUxO8
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他沒有父母──應該說，李央不知道自己算不算「人」。他有生老病死，也經歷過幼兒、青少年、成年；然而，李央的誕生出自「人為」，孕育他的不是羊水，而是實驗室的培養液。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nUhKwRJMh
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李昂、李康、李央……以及被稱為「遠親」的李門成員，生命都來自同一人的DNA。因為基因「純正」，他和李昂、李康以兄弟相稱，被指派為李門的領導，要做的事情只有一件：服從高宇維。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZrZ68jQ8F
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他和李康，是同一天誕生的兩個生命。十五歲前，他們被關在白色的、二十坪大的房間。那裡沒有窗戶，門打不開，他和李康一起生活，每天「被觀察」、「被檢測」、「數值是否正常」；但李央不嚮往外面的世界，房裡有很多書籍，日子並不無聊。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhSCPu2UsS
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而且李康也在。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJ1uoBPDAF
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「央，幫我拿黃色。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb57dp7cXiL
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「央，我的藍筆在哪？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Wp3ptVieh
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「央，你有看到紅色嗎？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjI7o9scIXR
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「央，綠色，在你旁邊。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn97d7QT1A3
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他的哥哥──那個金髮、紅眼，和他一點也不像的哥哥，很喜歡畫畫。三歲用蠟筆，八歲用水彩，十二歲用壓克力顏料。白色的牆壁、地板，每天都被李康畫得亂七八糟，但到了隔天，房間又會完好如初，變很乾淨。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bh04nskg5
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「央，我的紫色──」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmyfxOtH1c
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「你自己拿，不要吵我。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioQenHU9HN
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十二歲，李康坐在梯子上，身上沾滿亂七八糟的顏料；李央趴在床上看書，不想理他。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUuQ3MV46F
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「央，幫個忙。」李康拜託他：「我的紫色用完了，你找找，床底下還有一瓶。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7BDPDtu6m
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「不要！」李央拿著書，背對他，「我跟你說過了，用完的顏料不要亂丟，你自己去找！」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYfRpPLgm7
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李央討厭哥哥──跟李康說話，他內心的感受很複雜、說不上來，那讓李央非常煩躁。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCEWnUc6iL
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李康沒有生氣。他從梯子上下來，不管衣服和手都是顏料，竟直接爬上白色的床，這讓李央很生氣。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FQPZS0shk
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「喂！你先去洗──」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXorVlISFkP
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還沒說完，他的話被李康的嘴堵住。哥哥勾著他的下巴，不論金色的頭髮、紅色的眼睛，或那漂亮的五官……都離他好近。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUv9T8gyoN
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「……嘻。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBSmku6ykF
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結束那個吻，李康的手撐在床上，白色的床單被顏料弄髒──李央的衣服也是。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrUyK56AGz
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李康露出非常、非常漂亮的笑容，得意地說：764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCXyfIpZDa
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「用不著武裝，你全身是破綻。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2zpxKU9Pb
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李央很生氣。他一把推開哥哥，將李康從床上打下去。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqW87R9JXle
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「……我要去洗澡。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdzkWA0OVt
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身上有哥哥的顏料，李央無法忍受，走向浴室，「你不准進來！」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs47AcldalB
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關上浴室的門、脫掉衣服……他知道，哥哥是藝術家，任性的藝術家不受束縛。不管他說什麼，李康還是照樣進來、照樣碰他，李央無法抗拒。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76ZE6q97fm
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自駕車正在播放鋼琴曲。李央聽著音樂，記得這首歌的名字，叫作〈嵐之海〉。這不是歡快的歌，相反，旋律很壓抑，音樂從慢到快、從快到急，高音與低音交錯，就像海上的暴風雨，輪流搶奪主旋律。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iWhbFa0LR
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──作為第二代，做好第二代的事。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0jp76JQau
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他想到大哥──腦中響起李昂的聲音。李昂很早誕生，早在李央十五歲、和他第一次見面時，大哥就掌管了李門，將十一塔管理得井然有序。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxP4rlLzY2y
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李央不討厭大哥；相反，他的人生自從遇見李昂，才真正有了重心。和個性嚴謹、要求甚高的大哥工作，李央的生活開始運轉，藉此拉開與李康的距離，也消除了不少雜念。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkJbAkUxtt
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他常常想：如果李昂和他們同齡、也生活在那個房間，李央的人生不會變成這樣。那十五年，李康成為他的心魔──哭啊，喊啊，愛啊，恨啊，一輩子也跨不過的，心魔。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHi5cWO5pt7
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──讓他瘋的不是病，是更複雜的東西。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJ0IddzCa9
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安靜、忍耐、醞釀……隨著〈嵐之海〉的旋律，李央的回憶開始變色。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfE8fAiMbKe
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二十五歲，李康第一次發病。起初只是恍神、頭痛，接著幻聽、胡言亂語，病情一陣一陣。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaLo9bQKZw
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「請妳給我一個目標……」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyhsLkVzPh
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「誰都好，我想成為那個『非你不可』……」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7vyizpdBH
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李康總是念著這兩句，沒有人聽懂──除了李昂和李央。他們找到高宇維，高宇維將李門的命運，囊括成那四個字：764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAslsnuBD7
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「『紅心傑克』。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2CVgAQBjv
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高宇維沒有起伏的聲音，透過投影視窗傳來──764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8M5fXCtdob
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「李康的基因最好。打從出生，就知道他是繼承人。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv43QaBuGmc
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「他瘋，是因為他在掙扎、在抗拒。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkSI2hM3uR
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這是他們的命，他們就是為此誕生。李昂和李央別無他法，只能靜靜觀察，幸好李康發作頻率不高，一個月一次。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MW5zgTFJp
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「哥，是我。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXCbVyydxb
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二十六歲，已經習慣李門生活的李央，敲了敲李康的房門。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoGmJ7GS2H
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「怎麼了？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQuDztlReF
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李康開門，披著一件黑色的披肩，看著比自己高的弟弟。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGac8jwX1TE
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相反，李央視線飄移，不敢看哥哥的臉。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbwxkeTWYG
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「只是……想說聲恭喜。」李央很難開口，說話斷斷續續：「恭喜你，要結婚了。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPpVB145UW
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「三更半夜過來，只說這個？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Db3GVOtuM
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「不，我……」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9HlPYv8Zp
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「說笑的。」李康微笑，後退一步，「我的房間隨時歡迎你，進來吧。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpahpuZkQYO
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為什麼要來找他、為什麼就這麼進去……李央至今仍想不明白。他走到哥哥凌亂的房間，桌上散落畫筆、顏料，牆上擺了許多作品，有單純的風景畫，也有看不懂的抽象畫。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9f7qsloVi2
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「哥，身體還好嗎？」李央看著他的背影，問。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHmbuWjBMt
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「還行。」李康回答：「聲音變少了。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tIOP3RUmm
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「聲音？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nO0QAIOaY
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「『紅心傑克』。」李康走到陽台，「他常常跟我說話。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOskoO0sJY
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李央跟著哥哥的腳步，來到陽台。當時是夏天，晚風涼爽，眼前一片燈火闌珊，李央看著看著，轉頭，不小心瞥了一眼──對上哥哥的視線。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvvcPfWGxh
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「央。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3njBhViLX
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夜晚，李康的金髮和他的披肩，隨著晚風徐徐飄逸。李央心知不妙，原本要轉頭，下巴卻被李康抓住──力道一點也不溫柔，很暴力。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRNSDwkGbP
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「跟以前一樣。」李康說：「你總是不看我。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn25H7KAXgb
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「我沒有……」李央的聲音越來越小。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GmsUg6aNx
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「少裝了，你全身是破綻。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ296ooeA4KU
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又來了──李康露出非常、非常漂亮的笑容，得意地說：764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQxhCWbL9S
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「我從來沒有強迫你。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1guh8KUWd
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「是你，自己來找我的。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xEJhqSr5h
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被哥哥紅色的眼睛凝視，李央的話卡在喉嚨，發不出聲。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvbZoU5PpA
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「央。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJS5UEM9hEX
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李康又叫他的名字。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9X0keSEG0u
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「我要結婚了；也可能再過不久，我就會死了……但沒關係。無論你遇到誰、什麼事，你都會想起我，在相似的人身上看到我，而且你將無法控制自己，情不自禁地重複我對你做的事……然後，當你得逞了、淪陷了，你也永遠是我的了。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjg10H1xWd
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「……。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRrIHAUXPU
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李康是頂尖的狩獵者，獵物會自己來到他的身邊；就算他消失，也不擔心，因為李央不會逃走，反而會尋找他的痕跡，一輩子困在被狩獵的陰影。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJei1nolX5T
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「沙沙沙──沙沙沙──」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTs2zHRpX9
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6yaPuvFTD
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Gg4ZvfQh7
二十六歲，李康有了第一個孩子，叫做博洋。他是純潔的孩子，不知道李康是什麼樣的人，父親在他心中猶如光芒。父子倆感情融洽，李康常常教博洋畫畫，然而──764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVeUpFC033
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「小叔！小叔！」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVOI5e60BQ
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtKa6lDvCG
剛學會說話的博洋，匆匆忙忙跑來李央的書房，看起來嚇得不輕。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyhE1dRqVL
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5bA53rbKw
「爸爸……爸爸他……！」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Lpgbz1bDT
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbzxLeTORk
李央知道發生什麼。他抱著姪子，跑去永遠歡迎他的那個房間。李康在一堆書和紙中，東翻西翻，不知道在找什麼。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwyNJYt6XX
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOb44m0D2w
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiB4oa9JhQ
沙沙沙──沙沙沙──764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DmlkgoG1k
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rCxKpY4Md
「……在哪裡？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEsd9P23Uv
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuLJt3VKQE
沙沙沙──沙沙沙──764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMnUqzMQQr
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjbEKun1Dz
「應該有的……應該有的……」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PMZ6I1DS4
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdqWt1rv1I
沙沙沙──沙沙沙──764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviC1gKVGTC
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6nmq7OUmR
「黑色的……他給我的……在哪裡……？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqU95jXX5U
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyk8tIkYdza
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博洋出生後，李康發作的頻率越來越高，彷彿變成另一個人，常常像這樣、不知道在找什麼，嘴裡念念有詞，在地毯爬來爬去。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡok11Sh8fVR
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbinxrVi0MV
「博洋，你先回房間。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcy1NSbECTN
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlh5BIYuEB
李央將姪子放回地上，告訴他：「在我說好前，都不可以過來，知道嗎？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbA8CglxcX
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1p0WolRyV
博洋哭著點頭，乖乖離開。李央走向書堆中的哥哥，蹲下。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUy15qqKtRp
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIVICghhu5
「哥，是我，能聽到我的聲音嗎？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvByl0glEt
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISoZorfhLm
李央出乎預料冷靜。李康什麼也聽不見，依然趴在紙堆中，不停地「沙沙沙──沙沙沙──」，空洞的眼睛看不見弟弟，什麼也看不見。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVlg0JXHiF
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SSuCYaVGn
「哥，我在這。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIR8rK3pAkI
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvk9VXlT0xz
李央伸手，抓住李康的肩膀。哥哥沒有掙扎，反而乖乖地、在李央面前坐下來，好像被抽走靈魂，沒有表情，也沒有動作。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGX3NL3MbN3
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1zUjwy96H
「我帶你去休息，站得起來嗎？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6NzRJz1aR
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJlMuPZ7E7
李央扶著哥哥、走到床邊。李康像散掉的布偶，兩眼呆滯地躺到床上，嘴巴時開時闔、斷斷續續念著：764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaI96l7NlWe
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHsmTzXb9c
「誰都好……我想成為那個『非你不可』……」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmJQrtmjvG
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7ECHtnhYL
「……。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmX3AJWxIjB
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEKUjpguuk
李央不說話，看著那漂亮的金髮，看著那精緻的五官，他想起小時候，兩人在那個房間生活，李康叫他拿紫色的顏料。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPtdZXHkL1
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764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZYO18PHqX
「……哥。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZWzYAhcE6
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4UrvKhXT6
「我討厭你。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDzGK4ZI0Y
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzgAl8UxaR
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIB6OKhPDX
反正聽不見、也不會回話，李央趁這時候，將卡在喉嚨的話，一次說出口：764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbZVWr3Gua
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPzIOPdWXt
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLwmeMHV06
「我討厭你碰我、討厭你對我笑、討厭你對我做的事，也討厭明明很討厭、卻不反抗的自己。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfysh1nqH27
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmse6FTe3Rx
「你說的對，你從來沒有強迫我，都是我去找你，或讓你來找我。我們從出生就在一起，我不習慣沒有你，也沒辦法將你戒掉。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFf7cSk1Pp3
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeQEXsqyNw
「對，我到處是破綻。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQzU8WKnlf
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3a7FFglM4
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbjnKEfu9C
沙沙沙──沙沙沙──764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqOHElAzXL
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxd6x4Sqeek
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0xYgmnLW3
「我討厭那個聲音。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOPpkqPVul
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncfueoUfve
「意味著──我又回來了，回來找你。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KCWe0fIct
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764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJXhLjLI6c
李康是毒。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7zcsDLn44
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讓他越陷越深的毒。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSldAUQPIQ
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhFcs2ErWC
該死的毒癮，根本戒不掉。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMUlEsC9Y6
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他不滿「紅心傑克」，立志將這一切推翻，擺脫身為第二代的宿命；然而，比起看不見的宿命，他認為李康更可怕。那個人塑造了他、成就了他、傷害了他……就算死，李康也變成顏料，沾在李央的身體裡。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHWBKfrAvS
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7OcySi17U
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cUvk9p70u
「……。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QQjnk4Cct
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安靜、忍耐、醞釀、爆發……〈嵐之海〉狂奏起來。除了那幅巨大的畫，李康留下兩個兒子，其中一個離開李門；另一個，和李康簡直一模一樣。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3qOgio2Xn
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9GktxJ2RH
「小叔，你怎麼了？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrM18vN4f4T
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三十八歲。他看著七歲的李晴煬，除了頭髮顏色，五官、身形、眼睛，都和他記憶中的哥哥，完全一致。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgh0xLjUrs
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764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68MPXrXWar
「小叔？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cxV3D9x5A
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──央。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tl12Bl98E
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764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRJW0uPu7G
「我臉上有什麼嗎？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0gx0FhtRl
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuY2pjF041M
──全是破綻。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAzVEmEfTW
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqrDSwEDMX
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNSHPTt9mw
「對了，小叔叫我看的書，我今天看完了喔！」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ilOochtAh
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgBuwUG60n
──我從來沒有強迫你。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pj8dx7vo3
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUQ7yrpl9w
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JXBi6JtMB
「小叔明天，可以來找我嗎？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEUfVarJhO
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozZ6MYDSzM
──是你，自己來找我的。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzYI93X77m
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GkfBxOop9
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOCVudZ7Ou
李康是毒，是心魔，是狩獵者。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6zXj1kQv2
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV36xU5atVz
他會在相似的人身上，看見李康。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZaQAgUFu6
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡii2e1qINSk
並且，無法控制自己。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTibhcLlCM
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSlBCoaRfY
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDSovS0j7H
「小叔……？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndlpwL9spr
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nQBNkRUfQ
──情不自禁。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjaoXRqXfH
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzooHFykPt
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8vwK5Ouie
「不…不要，不要！」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uEaZHQcjq
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydRmgL0H4p
──重複我對你做的事。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8yRp3vQED
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEyrWc3ONk
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAZSHKXmhA
「小叔……不要這樣，我好怕……！」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuc0O8EjY7P
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UKqujcofk
──當你得逞了、淪陷了。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNku4vLT6P
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHq7DKuCzzH
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HsnA8bAkd
「嗚…哼……嗯啊…哼嗯……！」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3Oq7m87sU
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEoU1D1hvU
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