中二嗰陣,素來係學校獨來獨往嘅我,本來就無乜朋友,我淨係諗住好好地讀完自己嘅書,其他嘅嘢我唔想去理。748Please respect copyright.PENANAUYJwsscK48
748Please respect copyright.PENANAdEDAYmfgGA
有個咁樣嘅老豆,你唔為自己諗,邊個為你諗啊?748Please respect copyright.PENANAojKMDMdoC5
748Please respect copyright.PENANAJlRII8io3z
直至有條傻仔出現,先改變自己嘅想法。748Please respect copyright.PENANAKMH5W3VRXu
748Please respect copyright.PENANACHM8sa3W6q
嗰陣時我唔多唔少都有啲憤世嫉俗吧?點解自己會有咁樣嘅屋企?咁樣嘅人生?748Please respect copyright.PENANAydAI9YD8bA
748Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7Kd2GPPdz
我都有諗過放棄讀書,出去玩飽佢咪算囉。748Please respect copyright.PENANAOzju6RPfVD
748Please respect copyright.PENANAo3CPudCaDf
但到最後都係做唔出,返學啲同學仔唔會理我,上堂無嘢做嘅我咪專心聽書囉,同時都唔甘心咁樣吧?748Please respect copyright.PENANAlGPFebEzTO
748Please respect copyright.PENANA8Omp03VCpP
唔知幾時開始,我會係圖書館搵到一刻屬於自己嘅寧靜。748Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6uMKXuoby
748Please respect copyright.PENANAvPKmi6ygvH
個四眼哥哥又鬼死咁好人,一嚟嘅時候我成日都惡佢,可能係一種自我保護意識吧?748Please respect copyright.PENANAIYgN8tE7U8
748Please respect copyright.PENANAgLE0wENBF2
成日就將唔想做嘅嘢都俾佢做曬,佢咩怨言都無,雖然平時份人無聊啲同埋戇鳩咗啲,但真係好好人。748Please respect copyright.PENANAiC95Y9iE6Z
748Please respect copyright.PENANAtS8SCwng4S
慢慢地,我都無對佢咁惡了,成日都會同佢吹下水,後來都互相交換下MSN。748Please respect copyright.PENANAEBKfyz6erJ
748Please respect copyright.PENANAIGeoU9VtVU
佢係我喺學校唯一嘅朋友吧?748Please respect copyright.PENANAZUEyGhwwBz
748Please respect copyright.PENANAi8m399QdF4
而且深知大家對大家都唔會有咩嘢,佢已經form7,聽講好似係最後一屆,過多幾個月佢就畢業唔係度了。748Please respect copyright.PENANA7wgF7LJ1Ik
748Please respect copyright.PENANAu8P1Jz5a1N
有一日,我拖住疲累嘅身軀返學,俾我遇上條傻仔。748Please respect copyright.PENANAj46EMCgCh3
748Please respect copyright.PENANAgNB3GcPDiI
前一晚,呀彥捉住我執咗好幾劑,但我一啲都感覺唔到舒服,只係感受到純粹嘅發洩⋯⋯748Please respect copyright.PENANArgU76ibE3j
748Please respect copyright.PENANA9Aft0fnwTB
我下面係痛住咁返學⋯⋯748Please respect copyright.PENANAjuaayQOLRd
748Please respect copyright.PENANAWCYHAqQEdy
係我瞓得正香嘅時候,條仆街嘈醒本姑娘,話要借書,睇佢個眼神就大概估到佢嘅意思。748Please respect copyright.PENANAxO1g6Mu3Di
748Please respect copyright.PENANAWzfLmwLVHX
當你見慣見熟嘅時候,你好快就會明白㗎啦。748Please respect copyright.PENANAq2F8n5isdd
748Please respect copyright.PENANAe8BvCB5uBl
對於喱啲事思空見慣嘅我,並無將喱件事放係心,啊⋯⋯點知條友第二日又再嚟過。748Please respect copyright.PENANA0hQmIcq0sU
748Please respect copyright.PENANAV4gpJM3CMa
第三日亦是如是⋯⋯748Please respect copyright.PENANALJza59rJNP
748Please respect copyright.PENANABa9mbQTbxH
第四日也是⋯⋯748Please respect copyright.PENANAZKQGw8VW6S
748Please respect copyright.PENANApR72Tp6dbh
對於佢嘅毅力,我十分佩服,佢仲要準時第二個小息就嚟,而且借嚟借去,還嚟還去都係嗰幾本書。748Please respect copyright.PENANAWJsZEvPf94
748Please respect copyright.PENANALmHQElwRbG
「其實你係咪想溝我姐?」我坦白咁問佢,我以為佢嘅反應會係怕醜唔認啦,點知佢口快快咁答話:「係啊!」748Please respect copyright.PENANA6OsJso34QK
748Please respect copyright.PENANA6lOxLgRbbh
通常啲男仔會俾我咁樣嚇疾,估唔到佢會咁直接,我偷偷地笑咗下,喱條友又幾特別喎。748Please respect copyright.PENANA3mPBYQK8t2
748Please respect copyright.PENANA8P4jT87VVV
佢不間斷地上嚟圖書館搵我,吹下水打發下時間都幾好。748Please respect copyright.PENANAVV5o6CD6Am
748Please respect copyright.PENANA8M1dm7n400
而且仲要透過四眼哥哥拎到我個MSN,佢真係幾落心落力,佢嘅主動出奇地唔令我覺得討厭。748Please respect copyright.PENANAosDQXUsAAG
748Please respect copyright.PENANAUinBAvQMrK
直至臨放暑假嘅時候,佢就突然無再上嚟。748Please respect copyright.PENANAhbBjG7tT6J
748Please respect copyright.PENANA1RqgFbdqyb
本來每日都會實會發生嘅事,忽然間無咗,嗰日個小息唔知點解過得好奇怪,心入面有陣失落。做咩都好奇怪,睇書瞓教都好唔自然。748Please respect copyright.PENANA1GiilLcxdt
748Please respect copyright.PENANAmqE7JooHQO
之後佢都無再上過嚟⋯⋯748Please respect copyright.PENANA5nKK8qVCxn
748Please respect copyright.PENANAGv9cN5ickU
不過好彩嘅係,好快就到暑假。我基本上都係無所事事咁跟住呀彥出去蒲,日日如是,佢去邊我就去邊。748Please respect copyright.PENANAeTLSp7EkQ2
748Please respect copyright.PENANAhaPw8taZxM
暑假返嚟,估唔到嘅係會同係同一班遇返個傻仔。748Please respect copyright.PENANA5iSvrqhVaO
748Please respect copyright.PENANAaGeCvqQR4r
對於佢嘅再次出現,我有啲期待。對於佢嘅感覺,係慢慢一點點累積吧?好似儲印花咁,儲夠一定點數就會換到什麼。748Please respect copyright.PENANAsEbqSaXvZd
748Please respect copyright.PENANA6BS9TKNDs6
因為同班好自然知道佢叫咩名,睇下班表大約就估唔到,條傻仔仲係咁問我叫咩名,成個人傻裡傻氣咁,幾搞笑。748Please respect copyright.PENANAOVrjvcH3jg
748Please respect copyright.PENANAfttib3f956
有一次放學,我如常同呀彥去平時去開嘅網吧,因為呀彥唔係係我學校附近嗰區,有一段距離,所以都係我去搵佢多。748Please respect copyright.PENANA3QlDDExMqC
748Please respect copyright.PENANAu7b3Wx0Xmn
俾我係網吧度遇到呀強⋯⋯748Please respect copyright.PENANAeiBdDpo9n9
748Please respect copyright.PENANAktxL08w63x
條友走過嚟同我say hi,我一陣尷尬⋯⋯熟又唔係到好熟,但又未到唔熟嘅尷尬。748Please respect copyright.PENANAAiKm08OChl
748Please respect copyright.PENANAVsKqyW1EWn
只不過,唔知點解,我唔係幾想佢知我嘅過去,尤其是唔想俾佢知呀彥⋯⋯748Please respect copyright.PENANA8ydmlwDZk4
748Please respect copyright.PENANAUVhZ2urJMn
如我所預料,呀彥無俾到咩好面色呀強睇。748Please respect copyright.PENANAmPk0LE6ES4
748Please respect copyright.PENANA0W5d9Qmt52
完咗之後,呀彥問我頭先個男仔係邊個嚟,嬲爆爆咁問。748Please respect copyright.PENANAdNBnWIwF97
748Please respect copyright.PENANAb5Ro8F2Yt0
「無啊⋯⋯同班同學咋嘛。」我如實回答。748Please respect copyright.PENANAId7uuCLeMA
748Please respect copyright.PENANAMmgGjthvT0
「條柒頭係咪冧你姐?」呀彥好用力咁捉住我隻手,捉到我好鬼痛⋯⋯748Please respect copyright.PENANADJv83Itf4x
748Please respect copyright.PENANA9JKLKzNiBk
「我點撚知佢係咪冧我啊?」我真係唔知佢係真係想溝我定點,好多人都係講講下㗎啦,唔通人哋講下你都信咩?748Please respect copyright.PENANAs6N0St6PEs
748Please respect copyright.PENANAXxtMidCJLD
「我唔撚理,你以後唔好同佢行咁鳩埋。」呀彥嘅無理,已經慢慢到達我嘅臨界點,我只係覺得我好似係佢嘅附屬品咁。748Please respect copyright.PENANAnT9V7bLd43
748Please respect copyright.PENANAXc8SYzf5B6
係喱個時候,咁啱傻強出現,巧合、緣份喱樣好似越係解釋,就越係解釋唔到咁,但又真實地發生係我哋生活入面咁。748Please respect copyright.PENANAjzBOwtCdCH
748Please respect copyright.PENANAvkg3VDW0jj
上堂再專心都會有分手,覺得無聊嘅時候,呀強會陪我解解悶,會陪我戇鳩,係佢隔離,我唔洗去迎合佢,佢想去邊我都要陪佢去,我只要負責笑,負責開心就夠。748Please respect copyright.PENANAo7Z17twD2K
748Please respect copyright.PENANAIg21BBxURu
雖然條友成日都驚驚青青咁,淆曬底,但幾好笑,趣緻又盞鬼。748Please respect copyright.PENANAoQeMyBKvo0
748Please respect copyright.PENANAQwnPA4OcqR
而且仲要俾我發現佢係青頭仔!!748Please respect copyright.PENANAaosjWRcAoY
748Please respect copyright.PENANAzfjMWsdLe1
睇佢正正常常,平時又幾幽默搞笑,應該都有溝過女,點知會咁⋯⋯748Please respect copyright.PENANAhBOjjvQnWx
748Please respect copyright.PENANArVFy3yTDUF
係呀彥身邊嘅男仔,一個二個一早就食過女啦。748Please respect copyright.PENANArHCVGmiKig
748Please respect copyright.PENANAHXSd7rjCmT
不過見到呀強怕醜個樣,又覺得佢幾可愛,我係抱住玩下個傻仔嘅心態去挑逗下佢,佢又好易紅都面曬喎,哈哈哈!748Please respect copyright.PENANAYIY5U2caeB
748Please respect copyright.PENANAuPiOyxFMpg
平時會將condom帶係身上嘅我,為嘅咪又係滿足呀彥嘅慾望,有時會係後樓梯,有時又係殘廁⋯⋯748Please respect copyright.PENANAVRC1jKyOQf
748Please respect copyright.PENANA8pIciuBXUM
有一日,我老豆飲完酒之後係度發酒癲,打打殺殺咁,又打爛曬屋企啲嘢,佢乜都唔識,淨係識埋啲仆街嘢。748Please respect copyright.PENANAlO8ti22sQO
748Please respect copyright.PENANA2dQxPHGiB1
佢入廚房拎把菜刀係咁係度揮,我真係俾佢嚇壞⋯⋯748Please respect copyright.PENANAzJkBYFY4w8
748Please respect copyright.PENANAnWcZehXrBt
好驚⋯⋯佢酒紅嘅臉龐,酒氣加殺氣混雜一齊,係度破口大嗌,鳩叫。748Please respect copyright.PENANADNHVrfztzQ
748Please respect copyright.PENANACHR3ClcVyQ
我個腦閃過兩個念頭,報警同埋走佬。748Please respect copyright.PENANA85v7KsNhHC
748Please respect copyright.PENANAcDBcQ0OeAu
人仔細細嘅我坦白講無咁嘅膽量去報警,人大咗有膽,唔會俾人蝦到上心口先會去報警。748Please respect copyright.PENANAeBbBsOZ7ak
748Please respect copyright.PENANAl0JddZRkHl
「你老母啊⋯⋯雞嚟㗎!!仆街!!係雞啊!生出嚟嘅女都唔方好嘢啦⋯⋯嗝⋯嗝⋯⋯屌你老母!跟佬走?留低件佗衰家係度?」748Please respect copyright.PENANATgstxJWhO5
748Please respect copyright.PENANAtij3hmSIiu
「屌你啦!呀媽跟佬走係做得啱㗎,跟著你先仆街啊。」我唔忿氣地駁道。748Please respect copyright.PENANAl2hm4s9LSJ
748Please respect copyright.PENANAX9UElZ0sB9
我從來無怪過呀媽跟人走,就算心入面有一絲怨恨,恨呀媽做咩唔帶埋我走,但都無怪佢。748Please respect copyright.PENANA6nsLTVUb4v
748Please respect copyright.PENANA0E5kZeHuyO
人往高處爬,係好正常嘅事,佢依家可能有美好嘅家庭,有我係度可能只會阻住佢。748Please respect copyright.PENANAKu9ga6viMe
748Please respect copyright.PENANAdrkyF3Q8uu
我嘅出世彷佛就係一個錯誤,點樣揀都碌柒咁,可以嘅話我都唔想出生係喱個世界上。748Please respect copyright.PENANAvYHkrlSciy
748Please respect copyright.PENANA8vvG3zVRGy
「你個衰女包,仆你個街,咁樣話鳩你老豆?我無俾錢你洗啊?」佢舉手就想一刀劈落嚟,佢稍為酒醒咗少少,好似察覺拎住把刀好大件事,走入廚房放低把刀,拎咗個掃把出嚟,二話不說就揮落嚟。748Please respect copyright.PENANAMki2oAaSrU
748Please respect copyright.PENANAo46uDyI5kZ
間屋咁細,我避都避唔到,硬食咗一嘢,我大脾位即刻瘀咗一塊。748Please respect copyright.PENANAkpbxZStdAy
748Please respect copyright.PENANACZJaBFwZVh
我心入面真係慌到一個點,夾雜著憤怒,但驚慌嘅情緒遠大於憤怒,眼淚一路係度打滾。748Please respect copyright.PENANAUYyoFs2pfc
748Please respect copyright.PENANAK2smpsM9YR
我大嗌咗一句:「你都唔知乜撚嘢老豆嚟!」748Please respect copyright.PENANAPpn1WCyWtd
748Please respect copyright.PENANAddrlOOHt9C
就衝咗出屋,去咗後樓梯喊,一直喊,一路喊。我都唔知喊到幾時,中間有聽到後樓梯有開門聲,我驚有人經過,時不時會上下張望,確認無人又再繼續喊⋯⋯748Please respect copyright.PENANATrltCv0u53
748Please respect copyright.PENANA1FIevUriqn
嗰晚我無返到自己屋企,去咗呀彥屋企,係喱個傷心嘅時候,我唯一諗起嘅依靠⋯⋯748Please respect copyright.PENANALnp32sIONC
748Please respect copyright.PENANApWQ0hLE5ds
就係佢。748Please respect copyright.PENANAzYPfkdK7OP
748Please respect copyright.PENANAIrqXKNO04W
我好想有人用力咁攬住我,然後同我講:「唔緊要,有我係度。」748Please respect copyright.PENANAjmwaT53Ue4
748Please respect copyright.PENANAJwPOiqJSZj
簡單嘅一句說話就夠,只係想要返啲愛,一樣係我身上極少擁有過嘅嘢。748Please respect copyright.PENANAUgFsYRmqiN
748Please respect copyright.PENANAH3DFQxVuAB
我去到呀彥度,佢掛住玩佢嘅勁舞團,部電腦勁大聲咁播緊「金鐘國」。748Please respect copyright.PENANAye7dAokRDB
748Please respect copyright.PENANAVujXE8Cnb3
玩完之後咪理我囉,我係張床度瑟縮咗好耐,佢好似打到悶,打到眼瞓先過嚟搵我。748Please respect copyright.PENANAUIJWV1Noss
748Please respect copyright.PENANAx34E0aSIg4
仲要熄曬燈,上床攬住我,然後將我拉落床到,我順勢就咁瞓咗落嚟。748Please respect copyright.PENANAq6sa3ZaGMp
748Please respect copyright.PENANAiyESLbSXDa
我期待嘅似乎終於實現,但點知原來可以低處未算低。748Please respect copyright.PENANAbdwy8EMBYr
748Please respect copyright.PENANAAQKMobIcrH
佢開始摸我個胸,然後錫我條頸⋯⋯748Please respect copyright.PENANA2ShlM5aSlb
748Please respect copyright.PENANAOnk5CMB48M
一陣陣失落感打落嚟,我係度諗自己究竟係乜,女仔就係俾人發洩嘅工具?748Please respect copyright.PENANA6Sv35J3rvw
748Please respect copyright.PENANAMoV5ZkepIk
從頭到尾都無關心過我,我想要嘅,只⋯只不過係想有人可以真係關心我姐,點解好似好難咁?748Please respect copyright.PENANA0TakhC4laR
748Please respect copyright.PENANAv7eOYpLNB5
係我思考緊嘅過程中,我無出到聲,任由呀彥魚肉,彷如一具死屍,無任何反應。748Please respect copyright.PENANA4ngIHq9hqB
748Please respect copyright.PENANAYm0ywz1xAD
我以為佢見到咁就會停低,問下我咩事,點知無,佢慢慢向我下面進發。748Please respect copyright.PENANAFqP6VczPCa
748Please respect copyright.PENANA3H1UZjZWta
我推開咗佢,拎走啲嘢。748Please respect copyright.PENANAa5QvKOc7f6
748Please respect copyright.PENANAdjF8B0IVAH
「喂⋯⋯做咩姐⋯⋯嬲啊?」係間房度傳嚟呀彥嘅叫吼聲,打開房門,叔叔係廳度睇緊波,彷似見慣般不聞不問。748Please respect copyright.PENANAKbuT3yMdnx
748Please respect copyright.PENANAsQykNOaff4
曾經我以爲可以再次俾到溫暖我嘅地方,只不過係另一個地獄,只係一個係第十八層,一個係第三層嘅分別而已。748Please respect copyright.PENANAFrBXiUydpb
748Please respect copyright.PENANA7FhhvYFDvm
嗰晚我無返到屋企,去咗海旁吹風,成晚無瞓過教,第一次睇日出,仲要係自己一個。748Please respect copyright.PENANAEO9RESbWjW
748Please respect copyright.PENANA4v5oZiUOBY
係海旁嘅我,俾海風吹走曬啲睡意,我老早就返屋企,打算換返件校服返學。748Please respect copyright.PENANAT2ukUlYcwx
748Please respect copyright.PENANAaJWfJobzaA
但又要趁老豆未起身前搞掂曬所有嘢,點知我擔心係多餘,屋企空無一人,唔知佢死撚咗去邊。748Please respect copyright.PENANAfL07nZf7Rk
748Please respect copyright.PENANA2hyfGJKAUq
我最後小睡個令鐘左右就返學。748Please respect copyright.PENANAowRWmRMW2y
748Please respect copyright.PENANAjCg3SnGc4E
心情極差嘅我仲要俾個戇鳩班長話我無交功課,我唔洗10分鐘就搞掂個功課,一早交咗出去,話鳩我無交?748Please respect copyright.PENANAlWsKEb0Kiv
748Please respect copyright.PENANAxO9MPKthY9
加加埋埋嘅事已經夠我心煩,好想發洩,好想喊,我拼死咁忍住。748Please respect copyright.PENANAI8Iwm5aBDl
748Please respect copyright.PENANA6Phk7CKsXg
而我最估唔到嘅係,第一個關心我嘅人,係我隔離喱個傻仔。748Please respect copyright.PENANAllVklsciXe
748Please respect copyright.PENANAAS2B0q9Q7f
係我背住佢趴係張枱嘅時候,佢無煩到我,然後坐返起身嘅時候,發覺枱面上多咗包紙巾。748Please respect copyright.PENANAfFMPtJJjeI
748Please respect copyright.PENANAIdvAnxZrrR
一股暖意瞬間暖上心頭,好似就嚟爆咁,我覺得喱包紙巾好似包含著千言萬語咁,雖然咩都無講,但代表住一種默默嘅關心。748Please respect copyright.PENANAD1HUL2gxYq
748Please respect copyright.PENANAej6VLHXFHK
「你擺係度做咩啊?」我甜甜地笑,儘量唔俾佢察覺,明知故問地道。748Please respect copyright.PENANAf1rs5Cw3ep
748Please respect copyright.PENANAQTyZaigopt
「我驚你喊啊嘛頭先。」個傻仔擔心我⋯⋯748Please respect copyright.PENANAX6UIYgdGc7
748Please respect copyright.PENANAWTTgHWnJdJ
「你都傻嘅,我會喊?」我逞強,明明就好想喊,但就偏偏唔想俾佢咁易睇穿我,所以咪掩飾囉。748Please respect copyright.PENANArYbCT5NdQx
748Please respect copyright.PENANAf4FZ2mWyev
順勢就係一嘢打落佢度,我真係差啲喊係因為喱個傻仔。748Please respect copyright.PENANAa3qHMbqleR
748Please respect copyright.PENANAnexKOsM4cZ
唔知你哋明唔明,有時你積積埋埋唔開心,想喊想喊咁,但突如其來有人關心你,安慰你,好似關咗你一陣強忍住嘅情緒,終於有一個人可以令你放心落嚟咁樣。748Please respect copyright.PENANAis5mcOqOyK
748Please respect copyright.PENANAkkpFXsIRsa
只不過最後俾個傻強整到我笑出嚟,所以先無喊到。748Please respect copyright.PENANADVNOTqQuK0
748Please respect copyright.PENANAvn9ThbM0Vl
心情算係好返啲,但到lunch time,我又係要「享受」住喱種「快樂」嘅孤獨時光。748Please respect copyright.PENANAeKC30Y3Dqh
748Please respect copyright.PENANAovdbEjQBJj
當其他人都有朋友仔陪食飯嘅時候,我就只能夠自己一個,我甚至會行到好遠好遠嘅餐廳食飯,因為越近學校一定好多人排,只會更顯得自己孤單⋯⋯748Please respect copyright.PENANAwrFEya0iev