5樓127號枱，是這裏了，我坐到指定座位上，與對面的半機械人點頭微笑，他也友善地說了聲「你好」。他溫和的男性聲音很自然，應該還保留著原聲帶吧。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXsOhdp9kJ
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根據規矩，今晚所有實驗體都會二人一枱共享晚餐，然後在0：00am時，全部都會被處決。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQa051hqGv
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我不明白為甚麼外星人要定這麽一道規距，在他們眼中這會比較浪漫嗎？營造只有人類會重視的儀式感，在臨終前好好與世界道別，還是要強調我們就如螻蟻，連死之前都要在控制之下？386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyZCrrpjfP
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甚麼原因也好，都沒有實際上的差別，尤其是對我來說，只是吃一頓飯而已。這十多年來，如果沒有記錯的話，應該有這麽久了，我一直在接受精神穩定實驗，外星人把我訓練到面對任何事都心如止水，情緒不會泛起一點波動。不知多少公升的鎮靜劑和不明藥物注射到我體內，現在我的血液都是由這些液體組成的。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GFYBtxGn8
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半機械人同桌的身體被金屬覆蓋著，只有胸口和手掌心位置露出原本的皮膚，由兩個鏡頭組成的雙眼望著我悠閒地吃烤魚，有點錯愕地定神觀察了我一會。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqSNP7KpGz
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附近126號枱的小女孩拒絕用餐，坐她旁邊的老婆婆就吞下陶瓷碗，125號枱的半蛇人在吃同桌男人的長頭髮，半機械人環顧四周，就只有我一個在欣賞美食。我悠哉悠哉地擠著檸檬，果汁一滴一滴慢慢落到烤魚上。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbNwNyzrQA
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以前某個人總是喜歡上下搖動檸檬，的確能擠出很多檸檬汁，但常常濺到別人的食物上，然後露出傻笑說不好意思，久而久之我便提醒自己擠檸檬汁時要冷靜點吧。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fAfObOsGQ
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「你不害怕？」半機械人抬起鋼鐵頭顱，兩片銀色嘴唇上下開合。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMpmVKSi1d
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「我已經被改造得沒有情感和情緒了，可能死掉才是解脫。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwh7pjKilUc
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「那麽你的實驗是成功的，不用跟我們一起銷毀才對。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4j4wnAbWD
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQDxkBYSuP
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「不知道呢，或者我已經沒有用處，他們到底想從人類研究甚麼？」我知道這問題沒有答案，但還是問了出來，十多年來都在問，習慣成自然了。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31wOIQjmZE
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「我也想知道，但已經沒有機會。」他垂下頭，到目前為止都沒有吃過東西。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpA3JaYTO4
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「可以問一下你的實驗是甚麼嗎？」我終於有機會跟半機械人正式交流，平日我們都困在各自的實驗室裏，有時我會被帶到其他地方，算是比較特別，但從未跟其他人說過話。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIM8TG8GFJ
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通常半機械人都是在人類的身體上逐少逐少裝上零件，置換四肢和器官，最後是機械大腦。至於我為甚麼會知道，皆因外星人逼我看著手術過程，直至能忍受血腥畫面為止。如今竟然安排他跟我一起，外星人真是壞心眼，我都認不出有沒有看過他的手術。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fVp3E2Zmp
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他只是很平靜地回答我：386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdDuCbigv6
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386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFzTqfF1PE
「是研究最普通的「機械與人體契合度」，不過換海馬體的時候我就失去了實驗前的大部分記憶，完全忘掉過去的自己是個怎樣的人，只記得一些零碎片段。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3e0mWWuL9v
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「例如呢？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8vgpMJVSx
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「大概是讀中學時打雙人羽毛球賽，本來想向對手來個殺球，出盡全力揮球拍打下去，氣勢十足，卻打中隊友的鼻子。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSNeOqBCqn
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我點點頭，正常人可能會笑，或是覺得隊友很慘，大概會這樣想？386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rO0tbZjAE
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「還有我有談戀愛，但忘了對方是誰，跟她一起很快樂、很安心。這些都只是很普通的事而已。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ThNO0Dzwc
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「普通的日子才可貴。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpOL7dBsMS
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「你以前有喜歡的人嗎？即使現在沒有感覺，總有一些回憶？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGAxFgmBl5
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我不敢回憶那段暗戀，如果連想起他都沒有任何感覺，那會是非常恐怖的事。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdm3wQZzz9z
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJ0ZMT1qhW
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可是，面對生命的終結，或許應該面對這件事，我說：386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ723LGOmbYZ
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「有一個暗戀了很久的同事，一見鍾情甚麼的，自己都不相信會這樣。他有女朋友，我從來都不讓他察覺，大約如此。」就是那個擠檸檬汁的傻子。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8I7SNaRvKT
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半機械人試著用鋼鐵的臉擺出可惜的表情，實際上只有兩塊嘴唇向下移，說：386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7Bh7mwUNd
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「你還記掛著他吧。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTG0LiiosH
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「可能是。」我不打算繼續說，有關他的片段要衝破腦內的防線逃出來。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBrKeHBrG1
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第一次見面是在升降機裏，他一個大學畢業生穿著新買的西裝，提早15分鐘來到我公司面試。他為了留下好印象，見人就打招呼，笑容可掬，那一刻的微笑實在可愛，讓我深深記住，但同時我又覺得他太世故，要觀察他一段日子。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfUvCJpNQ6
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成為同事之後才發現他對誰都很熱情，就算連我這個極少跟人談話的資訊保安主任，他都想真心跟我做朋友。他看到我的電腦布桌是日本雪景，去日本旅遊時就寄雪景明信片給我；公司要求同事參加討厭的體育聯誼活動時，他就說自己平日都有做運動便代替我出席。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaY650FJmY5
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他臉上的笑容太過燦爛，顯得陰沉的我更加黑暗，他不是我該觸及的陽光，他跟女朋友一起就好了，不需要留意我，不需要把時間放在我身上。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhD6EDumf8e
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我就是害怕想起這些。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCKAMKwU4f
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就像我這種人，才適合做精神穩定實驗。沒有讓人羨慕的幸福，沒有特別的痛苦，對一切事物都不曾激動過似的，就像一張白紙，不需要洗去原有的顏色，只要加一層顏料，發現洗得掉，就再加一層更深更厚的顏料，這也洗得掉，不斷重複，鍛鍊成不會染上色彩的物料。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82d46e6oS1
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我吃下最後一塊烤魚，半機械人剛剛開始吃，他的鐵手指又長又幼，拿起杯子喝水的樣子非常自然，仿佛沒有被改造過。他另一手拾起檸檬塊，笨拙地一邊擠一邊上下搖動，幾滴檸檬汁濺到我的空碗裏。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uQfBcLTeE
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很酸。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZhQc89UJl
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濃烈的酸味使我牙齒發軟，不自覺地吞了吞水口，胸口到喉嚨之間湧現一股熾熱。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDW3RrD74S8
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「哼。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjD7wqrhjui
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剛才我是笑了？386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4AYMNV0Jf
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這不好。久違了的感覺並不好！386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhxkwfocTa
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一把熟悉的聲音從我的頭頂傳來：386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpxCRHiqG2
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「實驗失敗，真可惜。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEGmnnlFGf
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386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHI1ySJeQ8
我眼前的食物、桌子、座椅、半機械人、其他人、一切景物都扭曲成一團，突然腳下一空，失去重心，我要倒下去了。沒有盡頭，感覺一直往下掉。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMdGdcGHTP
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四周一片空白，只有我的影子是黑色的。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqf9cdcySx0
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