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他的名字明明叫作簡......203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBgPLa7BMh
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他明明要我稱呼他阿......203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZ5Pw1mbgF
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那雙擁有無限體貼與柔情眼神的主人，我分明記得的啊！203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYSFWMeOWm
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我記得，因為那已深深烙印在我全身上下。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZpnCk96gH
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只是為什麼，連他的名字都漸漸消失在我遍尋的記憶裡？203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNeApMt6Vf
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我曾說過，我永遠也不會忘記簡......203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQ3gd67WYz
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就在這時，刺耳的喧囂把我拉回當下的時空。原來我已從理學大樓，跑到位於文學院校區的操場邊緣。操場的看台正在舉行某場紀念活動，校長、副校長甚至是市議員們都西裝筆挺的共襄盛舉。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2PrQNBOq0
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看台上掛著長長的紅布條，上頭寫著：203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnuQuhuEPl
「九十周年校慶！睽違七十五年的畢業典禮——竹間紀夫」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksfDqtD0g2
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新生講座的學長姐曾說過，學校為了紀念竹間紀夫，打算在今年，也就是創校第九十年時，頒給竹間紀夫畢業證書。這本沒什麼大不了的，一切都在我預定的記憶之中。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpX0J6m1gd2
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但是，當校長在記者的鎂光燈前拿出為竹間紀夫訂製的畢業證書，副校長同步舉起竹間紀夫的半身像時，我的雙眼突然無比腥熱。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyP8OwaN6sQ
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「這是我們特別向日本政府求得從未公開，竹間先生當年在東京陸軍少年飛行兵學校的畢業照~」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QMfEwfGGr
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那張用精美畫框錶著的照片中，一位身穿挺拔西式軍服的青年逕直刺入我的眼眸。無論是大盤帽緣底下不苟言笑的面容、濃密整齊的眉毛、炯炯有神的大眼還有高挺秀氣的鼻樑，都與嵌融在我腦裡的他一模一樣。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsNt8Aft8I
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「竹間、竹間~」我對著那朝思暮想的容貌喃喃著。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS20broyifT
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登時，我意會出：「竹間合字就是簡！」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhJOtRX9Ht
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想通這一點後，綜合新生講座的資訊，一個超乎常理的推測隱隱浮現心頭。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPLceXrdnB
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好荒唐，真是太荒唐了。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ApxniV5PZ
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雖然我的理智難以置信，但是，這是除了我瘋了之外，唯一合理解釋這一切的不合理。
我不曉得自己如何度過這行屍走肉的一天，記憶的缺失與可能事實的震撼無不使我的心思紊亂不已。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY97rVkpU7G
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不知不覺的迎來我習慣到理學大樓與他分享晚餐的傍晚。望向窗外，光害嚴重的夜空依舊空無一物，與那天在理學大樓頂樓目擊的一片璀璨大相逕庭，眼前的景致與回憶裡的扞格頓時大力動搖我頹靡的精神。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1HvjsEIu9
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都市的天空明明光害嚴重，哪來一望無垠的星空？203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabzl2z3kPK
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那片星空一定是~203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo973xBvQ91
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我倏地站起身，任憑忽隱忽現的第六感引領，再次於熟悉的時間，踏上熟悉的道路，奔向記憶中最溫暖的光。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusl4ows1KE
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我趁漫漫黑夜來到理學大樓，二到六樓的樓梯比早上更加的漆黑，我極力壓抑內心蠢蠢欲動的畏懼，不停叫喚曾經光明閃耀的回憶。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqiVIhstyS
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六樓仍舊是一派雜亂、破敗與骯髒。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡui7d7wddRr
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我拳緊雙手，一心一意的想著那片星空帶給我的勇氣，循著依稀的印象，越過重重障礙的黑，找到了通往露台的小樓梯。我屏氣凝神，深吸了口氣，將憂心與總是讓我失望的期待甩在身後，奮不顧身的推開嵌在屋頂的那扇門。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmCzPdc0PZ
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門扉展開的瞬間，宛如打開平行時空的入口，星辰像是一幅無窮無盡的卷畫，攤展直現於我的眼簾。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlyNjHG9EX
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與理學大樓外所見的夜空不同，我抬望眼，內心澎湃洶湧。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVoSQPrn6Y
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我的直覺告訴我：我不是瘋了，他曾經也確實存在；熠熠生輝的點星象徵著：他還在，他沒有離開。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JjfZcxtvu
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昨天他無情的趕我走，卻故意留下眼底的破綻。這樣就算了，可我們不是約定好了，我會永遠記得他？為什麼，還要故意抹殺我最想珍藏的名字？203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrz15tzemN
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是為了讓我食言嗎？203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBXDGU9BQJ
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心裡的波瀾越湧越高，那一片本不屬於這個世界，他獨有的絢爛使波瀾湧滿我的眼眶。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRr1gPdmcJ
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「簡......」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Tov0kWm0A
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就算他不會聽見，也不再現身，我仍止不住憤怒地想宣洩心裡的激動，卻連記憶裡的名字都叫不出口。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl67aNirXLR
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「......你好過分、好過分！你這個大騙子！」我頓時像洩了氣的皮球，不禁悲從中來，「我不是說過一定會永遠記得你嗎？你有討厭我到，連讓我在回憶裡想念你都不願意嗎？為什麼要讓我忘記你的名字？為什麼？」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dNDV5uYi7
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啊啊啊~203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WTY9UEhI1
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我本沒想要流淚的，但這一瞬間，淚水卻順著我的每句質問溢出眼眶。眼淚滑落的剎那，滿腔的憤怒與不平全化為湧流般的悲傷，埋沒我的思緒。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8WOdVF9wA
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我與他曾經的對話一閃而現：203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2qM5HtEhr
「你的未來一定不可限量~」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97SguYfqwT
「未來，你畢業後......」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNwwIcAwfL
「妳很年輕，未來的路至少比我長太多了。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNe5D3pAjgg
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我原先羨慕著朝目標勇往直前的你，現在則因為失望而怪罪你，可我卻遺忘了：203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYVNg4Hm8w
竹間紀夫已經沒有未來了啊！203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobJ6jfwDTR
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一個沒有未來的人，還會指望有人能夠記住他嗎？203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0N8zfhdAW
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那就是他的答案啊！203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfkFLStDzG
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想到這裡，愧疚的酸楚自我的鼻腔漫延開來，情緒再不受理智管轄。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCzNMjTRP5
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「對不起、對不起，我太不體貼，沒有顧慮你的感受，只是一味的怪你。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvLYm7Yrvx
我哭得一把鼻涕一把眼淚，已說不出任何有組織的話，只能不停的道歉，「對不起，真的很對不起......」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qTN1LBkKB
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腦筋一片空白之際，時間彷彿靜止了一般，本來就寧靜的頂樓，現在連地球成型之初，大自然最原始純粹的波頻都凍結到無法聽聞。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5e6RbvnJ9u
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不知過了多久，空氣中開始漂動著朦朧悠遠，在逐漸遠去的記憶底處留存的味道。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFGAvMLyOS
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「對不起......不要哭了好不好？」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgEEpHADjw
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這一句話，好熟悉，幾近哀求，卻不是我的聲音。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenGNEsgK14
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