是一方死亡題材,會以另一人的視角來描寫297Please respect copyright.PENANAmsK07uEW6U
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大神萬理死於平安夜的一場意外事故。297Please respect copyright.PENANA3C6KSAKtmF
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隔了一天,折笠千斗疑惑的詢問春原百瀨昨天有沒有看到大神萬理時,意外從他口中得知的消息。297Please respect copyright.PENANAKiXn3h5QVm
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知道這個消息時,他第一時間其實是不信的;顫抖著嗓音,勉強笑著打趣春原百瀨說,這個可不像平時的他這不好笑。297Please respect copyright.PENANAlkfdvIJnJE
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看見春原百瀨把頭別開,像是不忍再看;折笠千斗心中的不安感更重了些,詢問這是否只是一場逼真的不行的整人節目,是不是待會大神萬理就會推開門走進來他們休息室問整人有沒有成功,像是他們在zero體育館前的排演那樣。297Please respect copyright.PENANArQ3L9dvMOy
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春原百瀨沒有回話,只是維持著不看折笠千斗;他無法肯定,假設他看了千他會不會崩不住眼淚和情緒,像是逃避一般。297Please respect copyright.PENANA8wWGCrpBMu
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就連折笠千斗拎起他的領子逼問,就連後輩們都進門勸架春原百瀨始終都沒有看向折笠千斗,也沒有試圖撥開拎著他領子的那雙骨節分明的手;就好像這樣做了就可以讓他好過一點。297Please respect copyright.PENANAuac07Er9WX
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似乎是察覺的春原百瀨的歉疚和痛苦,折笠千斗這才恍惚的想起來,百也是一樣的;跟他一樣的悲慟,一樣的痛苦,只是他強行壓了下來沒有表現在自己眼前而已。297Please respect copyright.PENANARplRmZc3Aw
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一句低聲的對不起其實並不代表了什麼,甚至可能真正該聽到這句對不起的人還會斥責他說不用跟他說對不起;但對於春原百瀨來說其實已經很夠了,他連連擺著手,說他沒那個資格讓他道歉。297Please respect copyright.PENANAl6XhCvJM5Y
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倒了歉的人反而沒有在意的太多,只是語氣淡淡的詢問等等下播後可不可以讓他走一趟萬的家,像是為了讓後輩們放心還說他會讓二階堂大和帶他過去所以不用擔心他會做傻事。297Please respect copyright.PENANAZfIdoS0lYB
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在前往大神萬理住所的路上,他坐在副駕駛座,支著下巴看著窗外流逝而過的街景,像是不經意的詢問二階堂大和,大神萬理究竟是太過愛他還是太過恨他,才會做出在他生日當天死去的這種傻事。297Please respect copyright.PENANAs4hIRXX4C6
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究竟是太過愛他還是太過恨他這件事二階堂大和也不好隨便下定論,萬一他們家事務員想的是另外一個答案,雖然他覺得那是不可能的事。297Please respect copyright.PENANAFIWJ5ijMCd
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但有一件事他能肯定的說,他們家事務員是愛著折笠千斗的。297Please respect copyright.PENANAut8kckKJii
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聽見回答,折笠千斗沒說對也沒說錯更沒有出口反問,輕笑了一聲就把視線轉回到風景上了。297Please respect copyright.PENANAgLtC4HcUGU
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到了大神萬理住所,折笠千斗下車走了幾步發現大和沒跟上來,折返回車旁敲了敲駕駛的窗示意他跟上。297Please respect copyright.PENANAObZfneJb7p
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至於跟上後要幹什麼........二階堂大和覺得他大概猜到了一點,但又希望他的猜測是錯誤的。297Please respect copyright.PENANAIGGBiTK2np
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折笠千斗開門的手很穩,幾乎是沒有猶豫的就將鑰匙插入鑰匙孔,向右一轉開了鎖之後就握住門把開了門。297Please respect copyright.PENANA6h3mnAbIWF
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進了門,首先映入二階堂大和眼簾的是簡約風的住所,其中星星點點的散著能代表身邊這人的品味的擺飾也好抱枕也好,總之是代表他的生活氣息。297Please respect copyright.PENANA3FIeVcU5yu
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像是沒有注意到二階堂大和向他投來的眼神,折笠千斗只是逕自的把皮鞋褪去,接著在鞋櫃裡翻出室內拖鞋換上,也拿出了給來客用的備用拖鞋塞到大和的懷裡就往屋內走去。297Please respect copyright.PENANAuEyS0M2BmR
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折笠千斗很少哭泣,至少在他長大成人脫離嬰兒期後就很少了。297Please respect copyright.PENANAxPuzhXx5Yh
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唯一的幾次也大多都是為了身邊的好人而哭泣,例如萬,例如百;這次也不例外。297Please respect copyright.PENANAJzbukz5pGk
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二階堂大和沉默地看著身為大前輩的他第一次褪去溫柔的表象,像個孩子一樣哭嚎落淚;期間在口中滾著的囈語無非就是為什麼要丟下他,為什麼又自作主張的把他跟百留下一類。297Please respect copyright.PENANACLlmonXre4
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淚水隨著他跌跌撞撞的步伐落在了這個家裡的各處,最後停在了主臥。297Please respect copyright.PENANA3m4UYPysfP
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隨後跟上的大和沉默地看著哭累的前輩躺在床上,最終也只是化為輕嘆一聲,幫忙掖好被角就出了主臥,在客廳隨便坐上了一個沙發開始匯報狀況。297Please respect copyright.PENANAVFbM5nsCQ6
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生,離,死,別,是所有活在世上的人類總要面對的課題。297Please respect copyright.PENANAQVzGDszZRW
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但對於折笠千斗而言他卻寧願不要有這些,他就只是想跟喜歡的人永遠生活在一起;這樣難道錯了嗎?297Please respect copyright.PENANAohZRxYdTTG
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大神萬理一共幫他自做主張的決定了兩次,他們生離了五年再聚不過三年就成了死別。297Please respect copyright.PENANAv3g0j9m3Uq
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他倒也不是第一次想為什麼總是身邊的好人會受傷,不管是什麼原因深究下來那個源頭總是自己。297Please respect copyright.PENANAQammx4PUAC
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萬把他推開自己被吊燈砸到,百因為自己而短暫失聲。297Please respect copyright.PENANAEKwy7q1LKs
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無數的念頭在腦中盤旋,直接影響到的就是自己的睡眠品質;說不上好消息的消息是他已經習慣了這種睡眠狀態,也能大致掌握睡眠的時間。297Please respect copyright.PENANAXOncOleR8C
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於是他睡醒後迷迷糊糊的,稱得上是本能的推開主臥的房門走出主臥來到客廳就發現那個被他點名陪他一起來這裡的不怎麼可愛的後輩躺在沙發上睡著了;眼角還帶著淚痕不難看出剛剛應該是哭過了。297Please respect copyright.PENANA0VXGJkBre1
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無奈又好笑的看了一眼連睡覺都不肯把眼鏡拔下來的後輩一眼,想了想還是去抱出一床被子蓋在他身上,也順便把眼鏡拿下來讓他能睡得更舒服點。297Please respect copyright.PENANAhBpalGSbB4
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大概所有人都以為折笠千斗不會前往焚化爐去見大神萬理的最後一面了,可焚化當天他準時的出現在焚化場,穿著正式的全黑西裝。297Please respect copyright.PENANAo7l75oqono
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第一時間圍上來的並不是那群可愛的後輩們,而是大神萬理的家屬。297Please respect copyright.PENANA1C8hRybwbp
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他們哭喊著,責罵著,所有言語都像是在斥責他害死了自己的兒子,害死了自己素未謀面的哥哥。297Please respect copyright.PENANA3lHdmDgKbo
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而折笠千斗沒有回嘴,只是低著頭,任由他們在他耳邊哭嚎著責罵著。297Please respect copyright.PENANAErwtIDxUjW
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一句對不起終究還是沒有說出口,只是抬頭,銀灰色的眼睛正視著三人輕聲的詢問他可以過去了嗎?297Please respect copyright.PENANAbRO9CfnfxZ
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他可以去看最後一眼了嗎?297Please respect copyright.PENANAF0cB01VPQ1
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沒有得到可以的回應,他也不惱,就是靜靜地繞過三人逕自的走進了焚化廠。297Please respect copyright.PENANATkth3a1iWz
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在好久好久的曾經他想過他沒有自信承受大神萬理的葬禮所以他想要,甚至是希望他能先萬理一步死掉,這樣就不用面對萬理的葬禮了。297Please respect copyright.PENANArOa8t81U1O
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但命運何其弄人,曾經極力想避開的到最後還是得面對。297Please respect copyright.PENANAaP3nC9EB0C
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走進靈堂,他看到了後輩們或擔心或緊張的眼神;他笑著說,沒事的不用擔心他。297Please respect copyright.PENANA4tWid8CRbp
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規矩的拜完後他也沒有多留,雖然他想要拿萬的一部分骨灰去訂做戒指但想也知道那是絕對不可能會讓他入手的東西,所以他沒有必要多留。297Please respect copyright.PENANAYNNnfSrviJ
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可能他臨走前的那一眼不捨讓春原百瀨察覺到了什麼吧,過了新年參拜後他拉著他到一個靜謐的地方,把小瓶子交給他。297Please respect copyright.PENANAhn5zHAwlnG
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接過小瓶子的當下其實他沒有想得很多,就是單純接過來,接著望向百等待說明。297Please respect copyright.PENANA7LgxEiR74h
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在說明的過程中他看見了百眼中滾著複雜的情緒,想了想應該可行後跟他點了頭。297Please respect copyright.PENANAVpouzodQHN
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後來在一場演唱會後有眼尖的粉絲在SNS上發文說她看見了re:vale都帶著同樣的戒指掛墜,感情真好的貼文;當事人們看過後對看了一眼苦笑了一下。297Please respect copyright.PENANA7Pc0UsT452
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後來的後來,折笠千斗被埋葬在大神萬理的墳旁。297Please respect copyright.PENANA2skW4ZlK8v
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他們還是不習慣離彼此太過遙遠。297Please respect copyright.PENANAgWm4XabGCS