「哎呀,小女朋友生氣囉~」葉紫蘭一副看好戲的模樣,語氣輕快地說。47Please respect copyright.PENANARrUxafHpKM
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克理連忙追出去,想把月櫻追回來解釋,儘管他自己也說不清該從哪裡開始解釋。47Please respect copyright.PENANAUNc76xqp3W
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但葉紫蘭卻拉住了他的衣角。47Please respect copyright.PENANARSj7bMgFg6
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她一手勾住他的脖子,湊近耳邊低聲說:「你答應我,今晚要陪我的。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAKuOfnMyfnP
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說完,她幾乎是半推半拉地把克理推上車。47Please respect copyright.PENANAYBSe5T1WON
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「今晚你只要陪我煮菜就好,不用想太多。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAx8Y6fmz8jE
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克理無奈點頭。生活已經亂成一團,行程被切得七零八落,而這一切都得歸咎於那個欠債不負責任的哥哥。但即使怪罪哥哥,現實也不會因此改變,他的心情低落到極點。47Please respect copyright.PENANAgTFOrJVqtC
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「你還真不會給人情緒價值耶。」葉紫蘭抱怨地說。47Please respect copyright.PENANApe68QVLjhX
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「我只是答應陪伴,情緒價值不在我的業務範圍內。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAMPaymS8DtY
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「喂~我又不是跟你討拍。我是說你沒有給月櫻情緒價值啦!」她翻了個白眼。47Please respect copyright.PENANA6SbthXSXOG
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克理一愣,這才反應過來。47Please respect copyright.PENANAPHCKsWxhsG
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「那……要怎麼給?」47Please respect copyright.PENANAv8NcbkWHPb
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葉紫蘭皺起眉頭,像是聽到什麼匪夷所思的問題。47Please respect copyright.PENANACrWOPQuyxd
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「這還需要教?你見到喜歡的人,難道都沒有開心、期待、興奮的感覺嗎?有的話,就表現出來啊!這不是很自然的事?」47Please respect copyright.PENANArC8jORVEa6
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克理沉默了幾秒,緩緩開口:「情緒……不是一個會讓人失控的東西嗎?」47Please respect copyright.PENANAgVL3kfMzmE
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「但你真的一點情緒都沒有嗎?像現在你被我強行拉上車,一點都不生氣?我可感受到你很強烈的情緒欸。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8YBLK2nbj
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克理看向窗外,喉頭像卡著什麼似的,沒再回答。47Please respect copyright.PENANAHqSmhDpEjG
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「你對我有什麼想法都可以說。」47Please respect copyright.PENANA0xFX9thJSk
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他索然無味地繼續看著窗外。想說的話很多,卻亂七八糟,連一個句號都拼不出來。47Please respect copyright.PENANACbgn2r2vNE
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「我猜你應該是個很沒安全感的人,對吧?是不是常常擔心說錯話會造成糟糕後果?」47Please respect copyright.PENANAj13gOGKmeI
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葉紫蘭這一句,戳中了克理的痛點。他其實很不爽葉紫蘭打亂了自己的生活節奏,可是他又無法抗拒這個現實,除非他打算讓哥哥永遠留在泰國。47Please respect copyright.PENANAIwjO6ETtrD
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「我不說話不是因為沒安全感,而是我不知道有什麼好說的。」47Please respect copyright.PENANA6kCXSJxX0N
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「你的情緒很滿,開不了口是因為壓力太大,就像一罐被辣椒醬裝滿的罐頭,不容易打開。」她笑著,隨手丟給他一罐辣椒醬,「來,敢吃辣嗎?今晚我想煮川辣牛肉麵。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAsHtpDGmJAB
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克理點點頭:「嗯……或許吧。身邊的人總讓我覺得無奈。我哥總是有他的理由,總是要我去犧牲。我想他一定會成功的,因為他最擅長讓別人送死。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAhHlSrmlGwp
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「那你為什麼還要當好人?你可以選擇不當他口中的好弟弟,不簽名,就讓他繼續待在泰國園區。」47Please respect copyright.PENANATWU88eFtT0
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「這樣我心裡會很難過啊!我不喜歡哥哥,也不想成為他那副德性,但是我也不想要他活不下去。」47Please respect copyright.PENANA7wAr1Fth10
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「於是你就簽了賣身契,你很不甘心嗎?」葉紫蘭小心翼翼地說。47Please respect copyright.PENANA8dFJCeCSlt
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「要人陪伴你那麼多年,是誰都會抗拒吧!」克理低聲抱怨。47Please respect copyright.PENANAFCV3BCu0PP
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「對齁!你說的也是,那你現在是恨我嗎?」47Please respect copyright.PENANAUukRSlNzNG
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克理感受不到恨,有甚麼好恨她,其實她收不到欠款,也很困擾吧!她還給了這個能夠盤活全局的機會,只要陪伴她就好,這世上哪有這麼好的事?47Please respect copyright.PENANAtuacjVX82C
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「我不恨妳,只是有點困惑,為什麼妳會提出陪伴的要求?」47Please respect copyright.PENANA6XnYLu9JbL
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「因為這世界上最貴的東西就叫陪伴,那是一個人用生命時間來換。」47Please respect copyright.PENANA916N73QeTH
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克理露出困惑的神情。47Please respect copyright.PENANAIQsOxu8r8q
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「也許你現在還無法理解,等你到我這年歲,你就會知道時間的可貴。在你這個年紀,我還會抱怨暑假很長,而我現在早就已經沒有暑假了!」47Please respect copyright.PENANAseLg6xL8WW
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說完葉紫蘭將車開進車庫,帶著克理進電梯,來到她的公寓。47Please respect copyright.PENANARY5ZJNPb8C
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她的家比克理想像中的簡單樸實。不就是一個單身女子的家嗎!客廳擺著一張摺疊沙發、一張小桌、一台小電視,後面有書櫃,往裡面走一間臥房、一間廚房,最裡面一間浴室、一台洗衣機,以及晾衣服的小陽台。47Please respect copyright.PENANAmTk53cXMU3
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「我的家是不是很簡單?」47Please respect copyright.PENANAIKQgDxFoRM
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「是啊。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAACx7TIKtQM
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「我不喜歡華麗的裝潢,住得舒服,比排場重要多了。」47Please respect copyright.PENANACdhTe1r7Kd
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「是喔!」克理沒有這份心情閒聊,想到之後要浪費那麼多時間跟阿姨相處,就感到煩悶。47Please respect copyright.PENANAOxlSTYDXCx
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紫蘭表現地不以為意,就當他是叛逆期的兒子,笑笑地包容他的小情緒。47Please respect copyright.PENANAKBuBJNW6ya
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「噯呀!看你這無精打采的樣子,肚子一定是餓扁了吧!你就坐在沙發那裡,陪我做菜吧!」47Please respect copyright.PENANA9suzVJMO3J
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克理感到吃驚,不相信自己的耳朵。47Please respect copyright.PENANAYxZlONynUM
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「呃!難道我不用幫忙嗎?」47Please respect copyright.PENANAQDeXBugMDV
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「不用啦!在我面前不用扮演好孩子的模樣,我不吃這一套喔!」47Please respect copyright.PENANA2WUrypLab0
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於是克理坐在沙發上,安靜地等待紫蘭煮好牛肉麵,那是他從未有過的感受,不用付出就可以得到照顧,好陌生的感覺,甚麼都不做,就有一碗牛肉麵可以吃?好古怪的感覺哦!克理覺得說不上來的詭異,這太荒謬太好笑了吧!47Please respect copyright.PENANAIVBW4jEjzV
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「你無緣無故為什麼要煮牛肉麵給我吃?」47Please respect copyright.PENANAOlAPTmntdr
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「因為我想要為你這麼做啊!不用想太多,你千萬別給我錢喔,不然我真的會生氣,會給你加三倍辣椒!哈哈哈~」47Please respect copyright.PENANAF3pd0Ufeoi
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「欸欸,你賣的是甚麼牛肉麵?不要我吃完牛肉麵,還丟給我一千萬的帳單喔!我可是不認帳喔!」47Please respect copyright.PENANAvClFtS5fZg
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「唉呦!我的小克理,你的防衛心怎麼那麼重啊!」47Please respect copyright.PENANA1gh8PUvFZv
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「我不相信這世界上有無緣無故的愛,愛是有條件的,如果我沒有付出價值,怎麼可能會得到?」47Please respect copyright.PENANAyd0WibN8RO
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「是嘛?那你相信世界是公平的嗎?」47Please respect copyright.PENANAeMCv3vSmVO
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「我希望世界是公平的,但往往現實不是我想的那樣。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAT5prVuPc1D
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「對啊,所以其實愛本來就不公平。真正付出愛的人,從來不是為了討回什麼。」她一邊盛湯,一邊說道,「你懷疑我煮牛肉麵的動機,是不是也預設了『愛一定等值交換』的規則?」47Please respect copyright.PENANAT7wouAAHk6
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克理怔住了。他忽然想起哥哥在電話裡罵他的話。「你以前不是說我最疼你嗎?小時候帶你去買玩具賽車你忘了?現在叫你幫我借信貸你就裝死,真是沒良心……」47Please respect copyright.PENANA0bS2xdr4dr
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「付出愛,索要回報,那不是人之常情嗎?」47Please respect copyright.PENANAVicIrblvgu
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「不!那叫銀行貸款,按月收利息,讓關係變成負債的愛。我很清楚,生意歸生意,生活歸生活。既然你是我指定的陪伴者,我當然不會把你當借貸對象啊!」47Please respect copyright.PENANA073FhLeyYH
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莫非哥哥對我的愛是銀行放貸,克理心中感到無以名之的痛苦。47Please respect copyright.PENANATaA6kL8lKK
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「其實我哥一直向我索要回報,他總是在電話裡罵我—以前多麼疼你,會帶你買想要的玩具賽車,為甚麼現在要你借信貸都不願意,你多麼忘恩負義,不知回報?我那時覺得很愧疚,好像很對不起他,聽你這麼說,我才發現哥哥對我的愛已經扭曲了!」47Please respect copyright.PENANA970tIyJcy1
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紫蘭深深地嘆了一口氣。她端了一鍋的牛肉麵擺到桌上。47Please respect copyright.PENANAmtRtYP3ey5
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「我也懂那種感受。」說完紫蘭端出一碗牛肉麵,放在克理面前。47Please respect copyright.PENANA4k75yieuhI
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「你是不是很害怕,你沒有做到讓家人滿意,你就會失去他們的愛?」47Please respect copyright.PENANA4bUoJ7YnZK
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「幹!我超怕,真的超怕的。」克理像被點到笑穴,笑個不停,但笑到最後眼淚就從眼角裡飆出來。47Please respect copyright.PENANA3FMazm4vwB
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「我很怕被哥哥拋棄,雖然現在好像也差不多了,但至少他還是把我當弟弟吧!不然他也不會想到找我幫忙。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAZKn5ntHfyK
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「你為什麼會害怕被拋棄?你沒辦法一個人照顧好自己嗎?」47Please respect copyright.PENANAV58OrkRNV4
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「那你為什麼需要我陪伴,你一個人沒辦法照顧好自己嗎?」克理挑釁地說。47Please respect copyright.PENANAoFQoMhoEw2
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紫蘭聽了大笑,「克理,你很好,你已經會表達自己的情緒喔!但是你要先回答我的問題。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAjrgYhqgeT9
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克理端起牛肉麵,一面吃一面回答,「其實我很不喜歡孤單的感覺,一個人不一定感到孤單,真正讓我覺得的孤單是不被理解,你不願意去理解我,任意的批評我、指責我,說我無情無義,那才是真正的孤單,好像世界都站在我的反對面。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAa3wWfaov9V
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「看你吃的那麼開心,我就覺得好有成就感。」紫蘭露出暖意的笑容。「你不用怕我會丟下你喔!你哥欠的債,沒有那麼容易還清呢!」47Please respect copyright.PENANACq623kg1sx
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克理看了她一眼,露出苦笑說:「這妳想多了,我倒希望妳早點拋棄我。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAhUqJvwuxJ0
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「說到這,你要怎麼追回來你的小女友?」47Please respect copyright.PENANAtHrJhHl1vU
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「其實我和她還沒正式交往。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAT2RtMIP9G0
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「你要主動邁出一大步嗎?」47Please respect copyright.PENANAWMcahZMfiF
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「我覺得現在的我沒有力氣去愛人。」47Please respect copyright.PENANADjIFvhf4Ux
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「吃完我煮的牛肉麵也沒力氣嗎?」紫蘭開玩笑的口氣說。47Please respect copyright.PENANA3mPnRGqBxN
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「呵呵!別鬧了!不是那種力氣。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAeQsOw0x4sy
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「那又是為什麼呢?你是累了嗎?」紫蘭打破砂鍋問到底47Please respect copyright.PENANAjp0OTukJA1
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「不是累,是一下子發生那麼多事情,我沒有把握可以處理好這份感情。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAYnIc9osd0H
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「呵呵!處理?你好像把感情當成能考題,所以月櫻是你的主考官囉?」47Please respect copyright.PENANAmFUUYfsja4
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「我不想說,妳別再問了。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAMVZdII7AsK
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「沒關係,我不是要挖你的秘密 。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAU7JwRwdfas
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兩人沉默,克理看著湯頭漂浮的油光發愣。
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「我搞不懂什麼是愛?我真的是愛月櫻嗎?還是我想要得到月櫻?」47Please respect copyright.PENANAAoRUkA01D0
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「這需要釐清嗎?」47Please respect copyright.PENANAXwkLQaI9AH
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「我需要分清楚,我才能承諾月櫻我會永遠愛她,我沒辦法對不清楚的感情下承諾。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAEJa81PXHAw
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「那麼你對愛的定義是什麼?」47Please respect copyright.PENANAAkBlDxUvQt
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「我也不知道,過去我從來沒有真正體驗過愛。我到底是不是真的愛她?還是……我只是期盼她能愛我?說真的,我對月櫻抱有愛情的期待,但那就能說明我愛她嗎?」47Please respect copyright.PENANA5DayjG9TgP
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紫蘭沒有回應,她只是靜靜地傾聽47Please respect copyright.PENANAb8613KH1Zs
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「你一定覺得我很囉嗦吧!說話像繞口令。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAtRZ9jaHPh3
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「試著把愛意化成主動付出!坐著討論不會有答案,愛情可不是算數學啊!」紫蘭擺了擺手,輕鬆地說。47Please respect copyright.PENANA2XC613g2Bd
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克理若有所思。47Please respect copyright.PENANArH7EfQFeT5
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