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原來世界可以遼闊的一望無際,也可以渺小地存在狹隘的視線裡。59Please respect copyright.PENANAaRLWcKSyAL
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此時此刻,此分此秒,赤司征十郎已獨占了他的視野,攻占了黑子哲也的世界。不輕又不重的力道在頰邊撫弄,黑子沒有閃避、也沒有退開,月光下顯得湛藍的雙眼裡只有滿滿的縱容。59Please respect copyright.PENANAr44lwmMvZN
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那是無聲的允許。59Please respect copyright.PENANASEvCpQ9MWG
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他不是沒看見,赤紅瞳仁裡瞬間殞落的明亮,存放在記憶深處、足以讓他忘記呼吸的晦暗深沉又再次被喚醒。但黑子僅是任由那波光流轉,任由它變得混濁,再變得清澈。59Please respect copyright.PENANAuQXtXhGpoB
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不打擾,不干涉,不介入,也不阻止。59Please respect copyright.PENANAPCk1KFqPyN
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他將紛飛的思緒全數收進了心底,那些都比不上不言而喻的了然。赤司需要的,黑子能給予的,僅僅是不詢問的體貼。59Please respect copyright.PENANArZqyQZIkEs
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“赤司君的手…好冰。”59Please respect copyright.PENANApBkUHj7n8D
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如果可以的話,希望可以將自身的溫度傳遞過去,即使感受到刺骨的寒冷,也能讓這個人始終保有一份內心的溫暖。59Please respect copyright.PENANADAyTN8ENv6
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黑子幾乎是不假思索地抬起自己的手,因為長期待在室內所以顯得微熱的掌心就這樣貼上了赤司的手背,沒有一絲猶豫,彷彿一切都是那麼地理所當然。59Please respect copyright.PENANA0SHvQbDq4L
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“這樣就不會冰了。”伴隨著輕聲呢喃,他可以看見,倒映在赤司眼裡的自己,臉上的微笑多麼的柔和。59Please respect copyright.PENANA9HppmzYWEF
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想跟這個人更靠近、想跟這個人有更多的接觸,因為這個人,他開始有了更多的想像與期待,這樣的現在、這樣的未來,似乎不壞呢。59Please respect copyright.PENANAE3jfWOh5d3
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“哲也…”59Please respect copyright.PENANA4hmRjqkZPB
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黑子迎上了已變得溫柔的目光,靜靜的等待著,就算緊接而至的會是另一波的沉默,他也會全盤接受。59Please respect copyright.PENANAbD9WW0Ysrx
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只是他並沒有時間去猜想赤司將給予的會是什麼。59Please respect copyright.PENANAyHSOfd0naQ
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周遭的寧靜使手機的鈴聲顯得刺耳,赤司稍微將兩人拉開些距離才將口袋裡的手機拿出來,“已經到家了,我知道,你也別忘了。沒別的事了吧…我掛了。”59Please respect copyright.PENANAMOVB3iXcQQ
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僅管赤司壓低了音量,可黑子還是將赤司說的話聽得一清二楚。這種冷淡的口氣,他從來沒有赤司身上見到過,有些訝異,也有些恍然。黑子順從了心裡的衝動,伸手拉住了背對著的赤司的衣角。59Please respect copyright.PENANAp4uv0gNXu6
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“赤司君…”59Please respect copyright.PENANAEbNg54aOAr
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彷彿不這麼做,下一秒赤司就會從自己眼前消失一樣。沒有任何醞釀著等待說出口的言語,能做的僅是低喚這個人的名字。59Please respect copyright.PENANACgixZQdEua
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“咕嚕…”59Please respect copyright.PENANAe3e2CI1rwX
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轉身的赤司眼裡盛滿自己的窘迫,而赤司本人也毫不留情在他肚子發出聲音的下一秒笑出來,“肚子餓了吧,一起吃晚餐吧。”59Please respect copyright.PENANA4yW6UlaR0f
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溫和的微笑一如既往,黑子突然想起了在林蔭大道下撞進的一片赤色天空,那時的赤司,距離自己還很遙遠的赤司,現在就站在面前,接受著他無言抗議的眼神,用纖細的手指替他梳理方才揉亂的頭髮。59Please respect copyright.PENANAVYndvCDG0Y
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他想,大概只有在面對赤司的時候,他才會不知拒絕為何物吧。59Please respect copyright.PENANAp1EkmwgMfl
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“好的。”59Please respect copyright.PENANA62V2RLlvbR
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盯著桌上不斷冒出香氣的燉肉,黑子眼角是藏不住的笑意,花了那麼多時間與努力學習總算是獲得了實質的成果,自家那悽慘的廚房及那堆焦黑的物體早已被拋在腦後,黑子沉浸在難得成功的喜悅裡,完全忽略了此次成功是因為赤司征十郎這個人在身邊監督的主因。59Please respect copyright.PENANAgmMRRhGAJn
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“赤司君,請快來看,這次的燉肉…"59Please respect copyright.PENANA2EGDqcZauB
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若說首次體會料理的成功也是種難得的體驗,想必今天已經歷了許多的“難得"。愉悅的聲音戛然而止,黑子放輕了腳步,慢慢踱步至那個熟睡的身影旁邊。59Please respect copyright.PENANAAAlAXcIu4a
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每天的每天,黑子結束完一整天的工作以後,他總是能在圖書館角落的位置找到一抹靜靜等待的身影,不管是翻閱著架上的書本的專注,或是趴在桌上小憩片刻的寧靜,甚至是察覺到他腳步而轉過身的一句“辛苦了"的問候,都是一種溫暖人心的光景。59Please respect copyright.PENANAcK0mNdz8oP
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將一旁的外套披到赤司身上,確認這個人不會因為轉涼的天氣而感冒,黑子才坐到旁邊的空位。赤司睡著的模樣黑子並不是第一次見到,不過沒因為他接近與碰觸而清醒,這的確是前所未見。雖不清楚赤司今日的行程,但鮮少如此晚歸的情況及赤司不經意流露出的疲憊,只能說,這個人真的累了吧。59Please respect copyright.PENANAtsMwltsXZX
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時間隨著一室的寧靜放慢了腳步,消逝的分秒也變得漫長。從沒有機會可以像現在這樣細看赤司的臉,他不得不承認赤司的五官的確生得完美,是的,完美,不只是外表上,赤司的各方面都堪稱完美,可是想了解這個人、想親近這個人卻不單單是因為這份完美。59Please respect copyright.PENANAOrgE50PvSO
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就算擁有超齡的成熟個性,但近距離的觀看還是能在精緻的臉龐窺見些許的稚氣,如同赤司偶而會流露出的幼稚。曾聽過一句話,再怎樣成熟的男人心裡也會住著一位男孩,那麼也許他是該高興的,因為在黑子哲也面前,赤司征十郎也只是個孩子,他並非想知道完美面具下的赤司征十郎會是什麼樣子,想見到的,不過就是最單純最簡單的一個笑容。59Please respect copyright.PENANA9tTSDu1ZQ4
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“去跳舞吧,就像沒有人欣賞一樣。去愛吧,就像不曾受過傷害一樣。去唱歌吧,就像沒有人聆聽一樣。去工作吧,就像不需要錢一樣。去生活吧,就像明天是世界末日一樣…"*註59Please respect copyright.PENANAiqGXGah9qW
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沒有通往快樂的道路,因為快樂本身就是道路,是一段旅程,而不是終點。喃喃念著自己很喜歡的一段話,字裡行間的隱喻是黑子所嚮往的一種意境。59Please respect copyright.PENANA1bPDw7FvTg
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“Dance, as though no one is watching you. Love, as though you have never been hurt before. Sing, as though no one can hear you. Work, as like you don't need the money. Live, as though heaven is on earth."59Please respect copyright.PENANA36d7bkIhhW
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突如其來的聲音打斷黑子的思考,偏頭望去,赤司維持著倚靠沙發的姿勢,絲毫沒有剛睡醒的迷濛,雙眸依舊明亮閃爍。59Please respect copyright.PENANAwItOBehGQs
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“我吵醒了赤司君嗎?還是說…打斷了你的裝睡?"黑子故意說道,不過不用猜也知道是後者居多。59Please respect copyright.PENANAIbSJ45dDpD
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“both."59Please respect copyright.PENANAu6BkJoOvSu
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“…那我只好說,感謝赤司君如此熱心還替我翻譯了。"既然赤司的惡趣味又回到身上了,那也只好奉陪。59Please respect copyright.PENANAYVxmAC2jPJ
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黑子沒說出口的是,還是睡著的樣子比較討人喜歡。59Please respect copyright.PENANAzgP9YqXAGj
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“哎呀,讓哲也失望真是很抱歉呢。"59Please respect copyright.PENANAQU5Pb3hCA7
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“赤司君,請不要用讀心術。"59Please respect copyright.PENANAqbc4aGrKAP
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“你誤會我了,我又不是超人,也沒有超能力,哪會什麼讀心術呢?"59Please respect copyright.PENANAMwkbCKy6G8
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慧黠絕對可以用來形容赤司,再加上伶牙俐齒簡直是無人能敵,黑子屢屢慘敗在這種以退為進的方式。不過這不會影響他本來就不錯的心情,被遺忘在廚房的燉肉也回到他的記憶裡,“那個赤司君,晚餐已經…"59Please respect copyright.PENANAqXCHjRUmys
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正欲起身卻感覺有個重量往肩膀上壓,這讓黑子一愣,身體的動作跟說出口的話都停在赤司的話裡,“就這樣一下子。"59Please respect copyright.PENANA21NPkWZHEf
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雖然不討厭肩上的重量,但不能亂動還是讓黑子感到挺彆扭的。這根本不是請求,而是命令吧。無視他心裡腹誹還把他當作“肩枕”,而且完全沒徵詢自己的意見,唯我獨尊還真是赤司的最佳寫照。59Please respect copyright.PENANAMBTIQaLYl8
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“哲也那句話是希望誰快樂呢?"59Please respect copyright.PENANAr6bgN2bEHO
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枕在肩上的頭靠的很近,輕言細語也能成為耳語般親暱,黑子一時無法分辨身體的顫動是因為突然冒出的一句話,還是宛若在耳邊搔癢的嘆息。59Please respect copyright.PENANAp0ZiJbkIcL
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“那麼赤司君覺得呢?"59Please respect copyright.PENANApnP38AYAg9
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“真是越來越拐彎抹角了。"59Please respect copyright.PENANA9eX7oamEON
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“我就當赤司君這句話是稱讚了。"59Please respect copyright.PENANAgIigHfpoqH
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唇邊勾勒出的弧度有那麼點促狹的味道,這一定是耳濡目染下的結果。59Please respect copyright.PENANAOCZF6tPBEn
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他絕對不會告訴赤司,他所懷抱著的最純粹的希冀,便是期望眼前的人快樂,祈望幸福能伴其左右。59Please respect copyright.PENANAICE3yRpAGF
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TBC59Please respect copyright.PENANAuV7AkWUHDM
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*註:Happiness Is A Journey - By Father Alfred D'Souza59Please respect copyright.PENANAm23XA3FCwV
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