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人生苦短——死
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電視仍然亮著，新聞報導員正在講述關於疫情的新聞和消息。內容千篇一律，悶人又煩人。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwFYftPz9Z
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他打個呵欠，伸個懶腰。雙掌使勁按壓梳化，借力撐起整個人，避免膝頭過份受力。許是在凹陷的梳化坐得太長時間，大腿和臀部均感到少許麻痺。不至於會跌倒的程度，但他下意識地一邊倚扶著傢具，一邊拖著腳步走向浴室。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZu3FPegw85
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人老了，身體差了，動作遲緩了，連小便如此簡單和基本的本能也變得困難。甭提總是瞄不準便器，尿液還要是逐滴逐滴慢慢滴出來，彷彿要滴乾他的尊嚴。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6BmOIC1Ou
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怎麼辦？可以怎麼辦？吹口哨吧。口吹曲子，耳邊響起熟悉的歌聲，心裡默唸自勵自欺的歌詞。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1f1cdCio4g
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莫再悲 莫再傷 遇到悲哀休誇張605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZ6CN8r4rw
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誰亦要經風與浪 誰遇挫敗不受傷605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLe6SWH15h
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逝去的 莫再想 路正崎嶇更漫長605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡba14b5Olyu
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何用嘆息風裏望 寶貴光陰笑著量605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAUNuTyXUb
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小便後，步出浴室，再次聽到報導員的沉悶腔調。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cWKqQNbvF
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抵不住。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcszN506QI
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他決定到公園散步。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzpKcMYPRw
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望望手錶，是上午十時半。難怪放眼所見多是上年紀的人。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6l8DjAeVj
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好福氣的，或是三五成群談天說地，或是在家傭的攙扶下散步。福薄的，或是推著購物車奔波買餸，或是顫巍巍地被送上療養院的巴士。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj87qXGDbJM
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自己有福氣嗎？托賴。能走能動能講能吃，與兒孫同住。雖偶有口角，卻也沒有特別煩心事。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGY2jWW66Iv
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他知道自己該要感恩，奈何始終沒能衷心感謝上天。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WgJJVZW0t
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輕嘆一聲。繼續走。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn37t9LltMJ
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhHWazDcEy
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他不自已憶起亡妻……605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSy1RzKn9aQ
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三年前的夏天，她在家跌倒，傷及腿部筋骨，自此總是步履不穩，走路時偶爾會突然腳軟跌倒。兒子勸她多休息，不要外出。她明白兒子苦心，奈何整天悶在家中令她心情抑鬱，精神越益差勁。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsVIuzt0wK
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他偷偷帶她到公園散步散心。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhD1lvb5Bru
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「我的腿康復不了，是嗎？」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9HXpn2sUG
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「不是。你向來身體強健，這小小傷勢不是大問題。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVo82b3KWx
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「我何時可以痊癒？我想去探望朋友。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwX88iIIYb
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「快了、快了。不用著急！」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWzxDJUL0P
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「即是何時？」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrtbuAJLyY
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「下一個夏天。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFJ2Fxp5pP
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她幽幽回望，驚訝丈夫斬釘截鐵交出一個確實答案——醫生也不敢斷言她會否康復。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfkPLCSqWX
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxb3RXxMaw2
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感動，明明眼前只有絕望。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWt8EIZhp7
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她的手忽爾不再無力，牢牢緊挽住丈夫的臂膀。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rmW5g8uNE
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奇蹟？希望？不。僅是信念，難以言喻的，難以理解的。他不是神、不是醫生、不是專業人士。他僅是一個脾氣古怪的躁狂糟老頭。但她就是相信他。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBh8tUFXWP
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內心終於安定下來。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DKIVMkHaY
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她沒再糾結於健康問題，開始向丈夫講述她的未來夏日大計：「探望朋友前，我要先辦一件十分要緊的事——吃『菠蘿油』！」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcXdyxXSWX
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「但你的血糖……」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxPfDRAUv6
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「我向來身體強健，這小小血糖問題不是大問題。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEekMvcvOOl
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他會心一笑，笑她依舊貪吃如豬。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmO70KK6S4c
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下一個夏天到來。她的腿傷還是沒能康復，走路時拐得更嚴重。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWttDrLirOO
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兒子送她一根拐杖。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vTACoMekd
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當晚，她躲在浴室裡啜泣。他沒有上前安慰，因為所有安慰說話都沒能扭轉衰老之勢，倒不如讓她盡情宣洩情緒。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtaOvFWVLY
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她不知道，整個晚上，丈夫徹夜無眠，眼睜睜望著天花，細聽她的哭聲，細想她的未來。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQoE90gCKs
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天亮，兒子和媳婦準時離家上班去。他送孫兒到學校後，馬上回家慫恿妻子一起外出逛街。「夏天嘛！當然要吃『菠蘿油』！」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gtO7ZF7km
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妻子笑了，連忙穿上最漂亮的衣褲鞋襪，戴上最喜歡的髮夾，塗上最鮮色的紅唇膏。她沒有使用兒子送她的拐杖，因為丈夫就是世上最好的拐杖——依著他、靠著他，她安然走到今時今日的七十高齡。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCYsR5RdWw
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鐵路車站裡，人流如鯽，彷彿有股無形的強力水流在背後催促著。他懶理，繼續保持慢調，只知自己不僅是自己。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipiI2Lr5ah
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終於來到馳名的冰廳，二人各點一客「菠蘿油」。不好吃，亦不是回憶中的味道。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxiyWD48wH
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不要緊，反正「菠蘿油」僅是一個名目而已。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzUmHhDXww
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夫婦相視而笑。笑甚麼，不知道，大概是完成了十分重要的事情吧。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrm3I6c6m72
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於願足矣。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTykK7Ho0w
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沒過幾天，還未開始探望朋友，她已於睡夢中悄然離世……605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSRTk3sgpO
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公園裡，樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGbwbmRLpW
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他不動聲息，藏起思念，繼續開步走。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxI0F8VM9q
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總得走下去，不是嗎？605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdZmwi9Klv
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsRNT5PdsM
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走到涼亭，看見熟悉的棋友正在對弈。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldn6X6zHbL
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棋局中，事事分明，步步無情。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiSVU6NM6c
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他專注觀賽，全然忘記身後的樹影鳥蟲。
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人生苦短——病605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsRFlD5HcB
他在床上徐徐張眼。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4KYNImb6G
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床褥太軟，腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHHxOijueM
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暈眩冉退，目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者，他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfa7mPMsa09
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嗯。醫院。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHp9x3A5lh
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接受醫生的檢查，證實無恙後，獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄，已通知兒子和媳婦，只待他們前來接送。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJ1gxiPkHZ
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醫生離開後，護士也去忙別的。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZxguPfcrr
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他呆坐床上，默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回，感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀，總得要到醫院走幾趟，實屬平常不過的事情，對吧？605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMm0MxKamgf
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如他所料，兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJ0grwXUKN
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱，熱昏了。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6GsmdOiGu
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「那就多待在家裡避暑，不要外出四處走動。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZsd5sNmQn
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「知道。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2R2m8F93G
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院，在街邊截下的士，直驅住所。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5beIDVLjEB
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車廂裡，二人不發一言，各自對著窗外景物發愣。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aXTO2MRMc
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沒有怨氣或鬱結，只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcps9jdB8iv
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMSySyI15b
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兒子倏忽開口，神色惘然。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEibKYHvlb
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「我有末期肝癌，剩半年壽命。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMgb3FLfC6
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「她知道了沒？」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvueLADiX1c
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「不打算告訴她。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95OqjsTlaI
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療？」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMubGzHiPcM
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兒子笑而不語。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡas8HDpdxuU
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他愣住片刻，良久才道：「明白。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE000d4InsB
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊，以示感謝。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTtBxAKFFp
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲，逕自到浴室洗澡去。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwu60li14u
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蒸氣瀰漫，看得見，抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始，也抓不著終結。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9kNNe50zh
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來，沒能選擇長大與否，沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛，沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死，全是沒能選擇的。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnaewjdGsH
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翌日，兒子和媳婦如常上班，孫兒如常上學，家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0smhgDf0lS
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他決定到公園走走。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiHYYsTMaG
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXohq060mQH
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此樹是否去年那樹？此鳥是否去年那鳥？此蟲是否去年那蟲？要緊，不要緊。在意，沒能在意。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToR2ynV0KP
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幽幽踏步，皆因內心焦躁。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCDz5L8l8J
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來到涼亭，棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他，感到難過。他認為無論難過與否，該死的時候總得要死。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlum7GevHPC
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全場一片默然。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38x0YNAGsg
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28ysGIOtFK
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不要問為何。不要問感受。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRprjObqwM
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgZ9ymvgbc
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正午，他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午，孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦，他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間，一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上，被匆匆推送入急症室深處。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcqTCiCk0O
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aJH6s4Teg
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站，然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久，醫生步出急症室，宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOYLKYxNWs
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他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ562o4xl6Be
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心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然，皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2TSITCAeD
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「爺爺，很熱啊！」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRdb9RYaLR
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「嗯。」對於眼前一切，他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8oiMxqQxT
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晚餐後，兒子在露台抽菸，媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子，五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟，此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPuYV9yxH6
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跳跳跳，有節奏地跳個不停，像心臟。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyuTQXyfEL
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心臟停止跳動當刻，棋友有何感受？掛念未完的棋局？掛念急症室外的男女親友？605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVso25Jroe
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他的目光不期然落瞄向露台，看著兒子呼出個個煙圈，圈圈復圈圈，冉升消散不復見。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0DTZc5wTs
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不復見。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRmie3Y9Nb
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他莫名的被深深憾動。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZCkpiw5ii
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走到兒子身邊，告知棋友的死訊。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALiAgg8eKu
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毋須明言，兒子已猜測到他的用意。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Bz0R1nTeX
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「我不怕死。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiYh9R8CxD
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「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕，只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZOrbDJvwz
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「你有沒有想要完成的事？」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEr48ZS9b8
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「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5kR2XpyO9
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「她的叮囑？」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaPoMNZkkh
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「不。她離開得太突然，我沒機會問她，只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPffhoYOc7
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「別傻！她不願看見你耿耿於懷！」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRER6gmguK
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「她沒這麼說。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2JH26tZa6
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兒子苦笑，笑他彆扭。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaWFoZoz6i
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再次不了了之？他以為是，直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkwTFs88UY
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無論大家怎樣勸說，兒子依然不願接受治療，堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREQ9kUCij9
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半年後，兒子沒死去。一年後，兒子仍活著。三年半後，兒子依然沒斷氣。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRi82ZT2EE
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問何解。醫生說原因不明，但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCqVFu1WBe
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離開醫院、歸家路上，兒子和他拐到公園散步去。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM17AZtcHu4
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtGbpjApYy
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「你多活了三年半。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmICb6fO8R
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「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAS1RgtosiC
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「想繼續吃？」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy88cvFCLd2
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlYHlm5F9B
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兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒，希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子，在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後，才重回職場繼續拼搏。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMROiS43eEn
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他為兒子衷心高興著，亦感謝上蒼的好生之德，沒有帶走……605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxl8qzQumEX
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兒子呢？605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLqDWkLjQO
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悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEefIdGHw3S
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啊！記起來了。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKYABdrthm
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外，下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊，沒能重回職場，沒能享受期待已久的夏日。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4E4sS8Rf50
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果然。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqT9u9q2ta3
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEHSBrdFUE
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婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中，他繼續走。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDfMt21TeG
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。
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死病老生——老605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGtfThAxDR
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他在搖搖椅上猛然醒來。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKG6Ab6Xwp0
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望望掛鐘，七時半。該要喚醒孫兒。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkfJzkOYfN
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輕敲孫兒房門，不聞回應。推門內進，不見孫兒身影。房內枱櫃床鋪依舊，掛牆照片卻變了樣——相中人稚嫩不再，五官英氣。他頓時意會到孫兒早已不再是黏人的小孩子，不需要他的照顧。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvBAE2PheL
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若有所失。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9y2iNkgrJV
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到公園散心吧。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcBRBe112s
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcWwu8PAb3
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憶起跟妻子慢步於蟲鳴之中，憶起與兒子傻傻追尋鳥叫源頭，憶起和孫兒偷偷在樹身刻字。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolEEDuYsmj
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離開緩步徑，闖入樹林。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1tAc6hMV7
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找樹。找到那樹。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzonvmCvWl
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不，不是它——因著樹身變得粗壯，刻記模糊難辨。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSanvEjPqzG
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此樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JaIwKVdqJ
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ297rxDfFGG
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不願意。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEnxuX60Fe
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想逃。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrlpcabUBk
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逃！605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQlUQKYRGz
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逃出樹林。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVDI7zar9F
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彷如隔世。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBh8y4SdVG
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陽光刺眼，氣溫熬人。不是回憶裡的現實。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91tRMySOqX
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倏忽忘了路，忘了如何走下去……605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtBokuIvBo
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一青年步入警署。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZooz6twiV5
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「你是誰？」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXS0qZakis
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「我是你的孫兒。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiReC8mdR26
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「嗯……」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOVnEl4Anj
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「爺爺，回家吧。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8GWhVvSVg
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「嗯……」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfnwEpNm4l
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家。他在搖搖椅上搖著、搖著，天花燈在眼前晃著、晃著，孫兒在廚房裡頭忙著、忙著。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSHCOx2RE5
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一切近在眼前，卻又無比遙遠。反觀那些遠在天邊的，竟顯得如此接近。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiebMyLBhJ
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是否忘記了甚麼？605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriTmKozDJr
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目光無意間落在緊閉的主人房房門上——何解兒子沒有一起吃午餐？605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgU4kUzAFo
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輕敲主人房房門，不聞回應。欲推門內進，卻發現房門上鎖——自己被兒子嫌棄了嗎？605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3o6Kfg9qw0
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激動。拍拍拍，踢踢踢，吵吵吵。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRcUzhADCO
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「快開門！我要跟你聊天！快開門！來！快開門！」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPh5Fiq3Cj
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孫兒應聲衝出廚房，上前阻止他吵鬧。拍門的手轉而搥打孫兒。孫兒逆來順受，硬生生吃痛。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGy7NVnkE20
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「爸爸不在房間裡。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbLAk64n5f
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「你騙我！他一定在裡面！」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh79LqWjG7r
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「爺爺，你看看掛鐘——爸爸尚未下班，還在公司。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQZVJeGFVO
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未下班？在公司？他瞄向掛鐘——的確未到兒子下班時間。可是總覺得有甚麼不對勁……605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCvmcsl3wX
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見他愣住，孫兒馬上抓緊時機分散他的注意力：「爺爺，不如一起到公園散步。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcknZCTELuB
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3n474gcQJ
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他享受沿路的樹影鳥蟲，孫兒只著眼於面前的佝僂身影——希望他忘記剛才的亂局吧，那就不用向他解釋家庭現況……605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmf4cIMFUt
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爸爸癱瘓後，媽媽獨力扛起家庭重擔。數年以來，乳臭未乾的孩子、癱瘓的丈夫、腦部日漸退化的家翁以及工作壓力狠狠將她壓垮。她捱不下去，離家出走。爸爸難以接受愛妻的絕情，一直鬱鬱寡歡。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvmhgzSxtf
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某個深夜，忽聞爺爺自言自語。起床查探，驚見爺爺對著垂頭不動的爸爸侃侃而談。窗戶半掩，冷風吹得爸爸頭髮凌亂，臉色慘白。滿房遍地都是涼透的菸屁股。淡淡的菸味在鼻腔彌留不散，卻偏偏嗅不出半絲生命的氣息……605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkr5dKv3RN
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNeLzAO0pd
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「不用發愁啊！」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5fULb1eWk
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「你知道我在愁甚麼？」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkH5RaOZxhA
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「考試成績嘛！」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFGksFhM99
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「對！我就是擔心考試成績！」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhJqstGj3r
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「傻孩子！考試只是人生的一小部份，毋須將成績看得過份重要！」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfheNUMlay
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「嗯，我知道了……」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvJ9aYsjYh
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孫兒唯唯諾諾，以假笑作結。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52MzG9sLcW
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結伴走了又一段路。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRzjCKiYjw
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他望望孫兒——像曾經的兒子，也像曾經的他。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TMGmGXjXN
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憶起關於兒子的一切，憶起關於自己的一切。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjIRKNUHDn
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希望孫身兒能夠好好活下去，活得比兒子好，活得比他好。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYw94st4pOy
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絕不能重覆亡妻與兒子的錯誤，留下一堆永遠沒解的執著予孫兒。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCOTxkbQfw
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbvlX3dTZo
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「不用發愁啊！」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFbnvEH0Rl
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「爺爺放心！考試而已，難不倒我！」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDv271D0wd
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「對於考試也好、爺爺也好，如果你累了，就乾脆放下吧！」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7C06JXZo3v
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他淡然一笑，笑孫兒長高長肉不長大。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73awiogXja
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孫兒傻了眼——他是真瘋或是假傻？605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFX4nmijzE
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沒待孫兒辨清真假，他已然幽幽踏步開步走。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGrYqso6JP
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孫兒沒有追上。知道自己該要追上，但雙腳偏偏誠實地佇立原地——多麼希望爺爺可以從此消失。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZZElzKWcD
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佝僂身影幽幽遠去，沒入婆娑樹影當中不復見。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmahzlIC7b
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鳥繼續叫，蟲繼續鳴，不過往後的夏天從此走了調。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQ0JA6Bh8i
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沒有在意的人，沒有在意自己的人，無論願意不願意。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmu4t3DSwQ
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。慢慢記起很多，慢慢忘記很多。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsF6gWJ2qb
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忘記為何自己會獨自一人走在樹林當中。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUr9uMYf5G
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找樹？找不到那樹。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36Mwsy15ko
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樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVxIx0530Y
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnj1tVGjjVi
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願意。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3PkvKX9DT
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無謂白花力氣去逃避。無人能夠逃過生老病死。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkt4zPEOhl
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身累，心累。就此停下來，可以嗎……605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbF143E6Fwf
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一青年步入醫院。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvz6MHDddL
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「你是誰？」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2ZhMPbHVk
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「我是你的孫兒。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXkfXkAO5Q
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「嗯……」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7domcyV1P
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「爺爺，回家吧。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQ98jGWYuA
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「嗯……」
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死病老生——生605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6pOkpbyZP
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他在輪椅上猛然醒來。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULBzIngoow
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIgRTah2is
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爺孫二人身處公園大道上。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFgDT4raS6
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「口渴嗎？來，喝些許清水吧！」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKJWapa99i
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孫兒停步，從背囊掏出保溫水壺，欠身將插於壺嘴的飲管置於他雙唇之間。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjFBXf0Kdo
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他沒有吸吮。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAsRxM39zK
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孫兒保持這姿勢好一會，惟見他沒反應，也只好收起水壺。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfzQzifAeJ
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罷。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1nheNzWkP
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIs20zueyJZ
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他覺得這地方很眼熟，卻又苦苦想不起更多關於這地方的回應。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieB0nb4B8h
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不要緊。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67CIMNEQRA
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反正該是不重要的事情——自己寶刀未老，才未糊塗得忘記重要事情。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU983ULVWLS
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他仍是那個身體健康的他，每天為養活妻兒勞碌奔波。妻子貪吃，尤愛「菠蘿油」，於是他偶爾會帶她到冰廳享用下午茶。兒子是個單純正直的小孩，深信「一分耕耘，一分收穫」，於是他一直暗暗為兒子籌謀、護航……他很自豪，自覺是個好丈夫、好爸爸。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX27rP4La2C
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嘴角輕揚。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ714KrN3CRe
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那抹難以察覺的微笑僅維持了三秒。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIESJkGc3x
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三秒後，他忘記了前三秒的快樂，正如他忘記了大半生的重要人事物。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAEgoLkroL
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要緊的，不再要緊。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyoFdldy9D
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罷。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSg5qDXsJK3
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH808oJaYuO
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循著鳥蟲之聲，他的眼珠子微微往上瞄。葉間隙縫的陽光誘人卻刺眼。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZekPu152N
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輪椅一直前進，映入眼簾的紛亂光影不斷交替、退去、消失。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnB6uaP52c
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在最後的最後，他眼前只餘一盞佇立於公園外的交通燈。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuF2GJWnIO
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紅燈。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZply6Tz4YU
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「爺爺，這可能是我們最後一次一起逛公園。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5vSkqmw7W
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孫兒彷彿自言自語。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaPE9WS4JT
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綠燈。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cfO1CVFfj
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孫兒沒有開步走。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8wiZvHNUD
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紅燈。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVTDoeRdCV
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「爺爺，我日後會盡量抽時間去探望你。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡict6hYMYgw
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孫兒彷彿對空氣許下諾言。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfdp869qA1
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綠燈。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJie8PtcDH
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孫兒仍然沒有開步走。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8ONPOOuZq
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紅燈。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWuKxuXmXV
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「爺爺，你會怪責我嗎？」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3MikI1Mhc
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孫兒問空氣，縱使知道空氣沒能回應。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczawlM4Cje
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綠燈。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1q8rA0jto
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「爺爺，放心。我會努力繼續走。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9J1LKymd9
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孫兒抿抿雙唇，藏起憂思，推著輪椅開步走。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGtrS7KeCF
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總得走下去，不是嗎？不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWNFzFwBbD
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這是從他身上學懂的。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVh06YYwWID
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一生受用。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1GgVauGLJ
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「爺爺，謝謝你。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbt6obuOsv
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孫兒的話猶如耳邊風，進不了他的耳，到不了他的心。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEI9j0xgfK
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要緊的，其實不要緊。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0UUiQQkI9
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罷。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGHwbYl6XG
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他被送上安老院專車。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDiRizNdGv
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車窗外，無光街燈迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXPs7fZXQ2
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腦海裡，無數樹影鳥蟲交替、退去、消失。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJEN3Inslk
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他被動地遠離昔日一切。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhdxdPCOiR
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要緊的，不再要緊。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXW1P3pIXgb
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他克盡己任，沒有遺憾。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiMD9qvoYo
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他忘記前塵，沒有執著。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PICNp6oA6
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有如被踐踏的梳化，有如被點燃的香菸，有如被吞吃的「菠蘿油」。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLGe2HEI1i
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