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連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMxUd5oVLD
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『嘩啦——』784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4odFDFSBr
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「這都下多久了......」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zlgPYKXTu
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意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9SnmHxhiT
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枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhykVWMeSW
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尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DZ1yKUDwI
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7m7q4XFK0
能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLmmmXiTUC
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt87LNgLFCN
『鈴——鈴——』784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4k0ANVBYX5
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUMr21H8iI
終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsZY2AaFNA
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWpjBXFsKf
一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHljvt5Okpg
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpBJnZ5K9a
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAXlYJDoj4
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8vwcZ67Ph
「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYEaUc3uuC
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tb1J71rmu
「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkuYA4H9ks
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRt9bi9i7oQ
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAYywpsnXB
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFevGBITOjf
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmbtWAvcG8
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuTKiQnqa7
離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PlueqsGZH
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到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1PvDQnaYP
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhVcvIQ9OE
依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY48H5Mh2zO
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEWYm9qCxt
某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpthlWeWv4w
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HhqcOVRg2
從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsR6ls8TdFm
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MaHDpro19
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEvLukklsM
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzeWKJvwRx
「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujE69sqWNR
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4f1n8uvK0B
紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4P7ZBBBZKY
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0VFcVAApe
「還會痛嗎？」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vZaw3xawF
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNtJqkEPGU
「不會了，謝謝。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAe8drvZOcv
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEvaD4ie74
他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbL3gI7fth
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8QGusbZqR
這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXo318tz1E
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkLJMPiPH1
那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4egxCAPU2T
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpIR9A7hsK
聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrrl4lPnMU
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9gTQ3uRMj
『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBgXchfGy9
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoPebl3qgi
我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWdsmkjJTJ
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokoE75RdnK
『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpmm7QLAeX
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUyu8pMb2u
當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVnOs4cNZ5
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFszJNkzp9
『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxHelvoTsF
恍惚之間，我回到了現實。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VLZTu8W8c
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLasMuTcZy3
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7Jz1RKBkF
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthhpuHWds3
「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjc2Mk3AN97
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「也是。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyWsWxwax8
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我只是在逃避。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgesz94HmbN
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6snjjQS0vq
因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqWsCEyvmn
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4yKAgqbWb
我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZ0rFSyKZZ
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbkazSllTN
她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGZEHplYgq
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rw1DH1o3I
從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmTUnp6NSM
夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGx60I2wMO
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzjf4iaZlv
我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymLkPlc0Zq
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8neiP6Yfn
發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgq9maHejRw
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXT5whGZvm0
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9ppaOG5Ue
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWO8aXWEXD
A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIg7j2FT914
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiznRst2e3Z
「別走！」
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VeSaUNqyh
總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？
總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3XyekHUQX
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2KpMMa7EK
「不要管我，你回去吧！」
總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyZ6jArnKB
總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDJ3jHkIoW
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUYc3S8ZEn
就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCeAkea0Id
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPmzdiWvju
「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObMgEabuJ5
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWX7xPsrXa9
雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33QTGsOltj
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjgl4NtXGk
「過來！」他對我喊著。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZk8LGOGAq7
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxThDjKuFD0
「不。」我退後了一步。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVS23gwX0Tn
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLraw8N2AK
他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfzyewpwtJ
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jHXwiYQOs
就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTywklbdtL
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDR2OuvnCi8
我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR60kOK7NBF
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xZsLgLxm8
「我......」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxITJAYcTE
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlvHvZKB5F
「不要靠近我！」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySUZWO6eP1
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AaY9geTpS
我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13uXCQsaZD
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahlCO4rbpX
但是，我卻無法相信自己。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7v8MUxiVdr
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「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrl43Vu9weg
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TjjczJ6aA
「你是傻子嗎！」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALBf4d4Rgh
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZy9aiW4vF
一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99lA4VlxN7
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64XI8C2ily
「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcLM4CM9nN
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUb1HhEnYZQ
你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdur6hZGarg
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0WvYVLMzf
像烈日的太陽一般。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4qwebJaJ8
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCCoreiHg8
一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoT4lraRKit
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8mqY5prfc
就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvjH1ooYJd
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEnOG7yNjj
「我們回家，好嗎。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8oRl7y5c5
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIvx5WU35a
即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7IHvA1jR7
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0CfNSbOHR
就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGLnvmK55A
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我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUl0lBDesIL
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我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYd6UHc1ApD
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYgAZyEiz6
到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單，就是受被前女友甩了，遇到了攻，但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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