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連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuW2L0Guky
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPVbBnfO9t
『嘩啦——』783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiL7I5jtPQ
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpAKnMFcjT
「這都下多久了......」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpF9gBPedje
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQySKSihGF
意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKxNzZBkkI
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgwFwLzj5L
枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzRfeGR7FI
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWUsdhYz84
尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡck8uO6waKI
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nuLrcLCTy
能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtDCEqeDRq
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihwMgqFuH6
『鈴——鈴——』783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByT46i8QFX
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaK0ZBxeaq
終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhnW2iYfvc
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbm1m4uyT1n
一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BAzpHau01
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbgGK15C8d
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7avvjqZ90g
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfFUMEjvO6
「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxn7mkWKO8h
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZ2Li6r2q8
「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vMqMN8fsB
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyQJEktF2D
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0Lqx5H6DH
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQjPTl52DO
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgO4RoG55l6
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFPcPQApIC
離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr69RMDFKFI
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2X3JMuGr2
到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMFVSVmTI6
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIk8p1d2RI
依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqm477zUyS
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSa5hSOfKA3
某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLoi7Kg6UI
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBT8GKJff1
從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFl6UDU8kGM
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5DC2BGqyb
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pw7gENxxi
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5QadUrjdO
「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKlALeh8O7
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDmo5Sjucp
紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FdJQgasyg
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXSo11Jo5R
「還會痛嗎？」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyI1NiBqvX
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOToUVgGsyz
「不會了，謝謝。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDk4cSsC69
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpljyEZ2azc
他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFDvuaieTF
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgamBhwtYG
這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMUYwLm6We
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYJSQm5rP0
那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2o7q6KzaM
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ovBjkzXlX
聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoH5hYQUAYo
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLReoWrCrCm
『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowo58L5Dm9
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo73EFozxno
我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaf5EwWGqQi
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqg0519AuG
『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWUurBkWYH
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRl9QfADb40
當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNmsiDozTK
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYwEpgGjUN
『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrnfgKOpyT
恍惚之間，我回到了現實。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05pFo3e8rZ
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLssGekr1K
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZWg2yMnsV
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Y5xyscv09
「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGp23O6AG6N
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteauq9ULkx
「也是。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLoCjqxbDJ
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaibuOhw1c
我只是在逃避。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtGTNE1wI1
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOd3ASMxl88
因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNNTJsKCSF
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCcoaCXvGE
我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VzTFCYc4j
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLeRCtIYjQ
她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQAPmcTCi2
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GJYDAP7sd
從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkk4vooz0bj
夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbL7iTMS8LG
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZUfFfg1Hn
我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YUUqhkqTs
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cDkGSIOKA
發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGI9LqYDcmf
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIfB9ofa9N
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuTPwENLku
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmsNB1Ljs6
A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhIWZYfqmq
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqS2I5OGbl
「別走！」
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5slaFO9C5Z
總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？
總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17EveFZ1u0
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2Tu028tav
「不要管我，你回去吧！」
總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69QwBhbRto
總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGv8jseOLCg
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkKg73ckO6
就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNGTCSp5Mk
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzq3i20QCNG
「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWQu85TvQV
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNMND3gTah
雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujow5MdzvI
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqbl9A22gX
「過來！」他對我喊著。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYEfEtN0Fp
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbQy9FN8Pt
「不。」我退後了一步。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡND9yYMOmkZ
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHafnyhQ1z
他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcKdu5heC3
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESDknTD1t5
就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWJocz9cxS
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsl8nMa6ot
我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4x5O66qAa
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfszIEMqrW
「我......」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYOyugkMvl
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKPdiT2TMb
「不要靠近我！」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhcUX267Zn
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2hZ7TSJRY
我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlg10psILP
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQokIvNpEq0
但是，我卻無法相信自己。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9sUNobbBL
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYA3Feu2rD
「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6l87sPx9in
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4F3p1401s
「你是傻子嗎！」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrScSo0DsOZ
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgza5oD0w8
一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgXWZ6Baho
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsEMNEN5sR
「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCXuAcM1dD
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsT1Z4bSDND
你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgOiBnY7Ri
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacWqRxE3fk
像烈日的太陽一般。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9OMflUSXH
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10uDPaH3J6
一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanH1Uofy5z
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKrb75U369
就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpN87IGp4ET
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EjgiIzq0F
「我們回家，好嗎。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGIv0BM8Y8
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGIr2JoB4a
即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRmEO5ZXmT
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPcDK9X2nC
就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5Pum0zys6
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLNQNnMpDo
我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioEoQIyWen
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TOa24XUsk
我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5D9mRMZmRN
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXVEj3QNkm
到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單，就是受被前女友甩了，遇到了攻，但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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