783Please respect copyright.PENANAF0Zb2HnP4Q
連綿的霪雨,不停不歇的下著。783Please respect copyright.PENANAIuW2L0Guky
783Please respect copyright.PENANAmPVbBnfO9t
『嘩啦——』783Please respect copyright.PENANAqiL7I5jtPQ
783Please respect copyright.PENANAnpAKnMFcjT
「這都下多久了......」783Please respect copyright.PENANApF9gBPedje
783Please respect copyright.PENANANQySKSihGF
意識模糊的睜著眼,望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。783Please respect copyright.PENANAKKxNzZBkkI
783Please respect copyright.PENANAMgwFwLzj5L
枕頭上一片濕溽,是淚水?還是雨水?伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤,將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的,眼淚。783Please respect copyright.PENANAGzRfeGR7FI
783Please respect copyright.PENANAHWUsdhYz84
尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床,只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡,無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。783Please respect copyright.PENANAck8uO6waKI
783Please respect copyright.PENANA1nuLrcLCTy
能夠一直這樣就好,不要醒來就好。783Please respect copyright.PENANArtDCEqeDRq
783Please respect copyright.PENANAihwMgqFuH6
『鈴——鈴——』783Please respect copyright.PENANAByT46i8QFX
783Please respect copyright.PENANAuaK0ZBxeaq
終究還是被鈴聲驚醒,是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家,盡管家人反對,但最後仍然坳不過我,讓我住進了他家。783Please respect copyright.PENANAjhnW2iYfvc
783Please respect copyright.PENANAbm1m4uyT1n
一路上,我們都沉默不語,他也沒有一字半句。783Please respect copyright.PENANA1BAzpHau01
783Please respect copyright.PENANAJbgGK15C8d
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路,那間A曾經去過的餐廳,以及A曾經去過的鞋店,都在。783Please respect copyright.PENANA7avvjqZ90g
783Please respect copyright.PENANAXfFUMEjvO6
「怎麼了?」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。783Please respect copyright.PENANAxn7mkWKO8h
783Please respect copyright.PENANAWZ2Li6r2q8
「......不,沒什麼」我別過頭,敷衍的給了他一句話。783Please respect copyright.PENANA0vMqMN8fsB
783Please respect copyright.PENANAJyQJEktF2D
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在,這個在我最難受時,毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。783Please respect copyright.PENANAU0Lqx5H6DH
783Please respect copyright.PENANADQjPTl52DO
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了,我們交往,甚至做愛。783Please respect copyright.PENANAgO4RoG55l6
783Please respect copyright.PENANAQFPcPQApIC
離去時,我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌,燈光依舊炫麗,但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡,是因為雨水沖刷,還是我的錯覺?783Please respect copyright.PENANAr69RMDFKFI
783Please respect copyright.PENANAi2X3JMuGr2
到了他家,忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡,雖然,學校的報告一樣都沒寫。783Please respect copyright.PENANAiMFVSVmTI6
783Please respect copyright.PENANApIk8p1d2RI
依舊是惡夢,那些還沒放下還沒看開的,一切。783Please respect copyright.PENANALqm477zUyS
783Please respect copyright.PENANASa5hSOfKA3
某天,一邊刷牙洗臉,一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒,彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後,從前的自己回來了。783Please respect copyright.PENANAYLoi7Kg6UI
783Please respect copyright.PENANAsBT8GKJff1
從前的我,站在現在的鏡前,這浴室,這房子,此處悲傷與歡喜的交界,明明是他家,但我卻看見了她的身影,然後開始做惡夢。783Please respect copyright.PENANAFl6UDU8kGM
783Please respect copyright.PENANAC5DC2BGqyb
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎?開始恐懼,拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......783Please respect copyright.PENANA0pw7gENxxi
783Please respect copyright.PENANAd5QadUrjdO
「你在做什麼?!」他抱住了我,從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。783Please respect copyright.PENANAAKlALeh8O7
783Please respect copyright.PENANAhDmo5Sjucp
紅?我流血了?滿地的碎片,是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上,還殘留著我的血液。783Please respect copyright.PENANA7FdJQgasyg
783Please respect copyright.PENANAJXSo11Jo5R
「還會痛嗎?」783Please respect copyright.PENANAcyI1NiBqvX
783Please respect copyright.PENANAOToUVgGsyz
「不會了,謝謝。」783Please respect copyright.PENANAUDk4cSsC69
783Please respect copyright.PENANApljyEZ2azc
他細心的替我包扎,也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後,我們一起到了陽台,外面下著雨,小小的、細微的雨絲。783Please respect copyright.PENANAQFDvuaieTF
783Please respect copyright.PENANAsgamBhwtYG
這時候我想起了過去,也曾經與A在陽台,也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳,嬌嗔的說著,討厭雨天,希望能放晴。783Please respect copyright.PENANAXMUYwLm6We
783Please respect copyright.PENANASYJSQm5rP0
那次是我的生日,沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此,我們還是用了火柴來取代那些,點了火光,許了三個願望:783Please respect copyright.PENANAv2o7q6KzaM
783Please respect copyright.PENANA7ovBjkzXlX
聽說,第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現,但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊,不管說什麼都會實現。』783Please respect copyright.PENANAoH5hYQUAYo
783Please respect copyright.PENANALReoWrCrCm
『我的第一個願望是,希望每天都是晴天。』783Please respect copyright.PENANAowo58L5Dm9
783Please respect copyright.PENANAo73EFozxno
我一直以為,妳會陪伴在我身邊,直到一切的願望都實現。783Please respect copyright.PENANAaf5EwWGqQi
783Please respect copyright.PENANAUqg0519AuG
『第二個願望是,希望每個晴天,我都能陪在妳身邊。』783Please respect copyright.PENANAfWUurBkWYH
783Please respect copyright.PENANARl9QfADb40
當時的我真的以為,我能夠給妳完整的幸福。783Please respect copyright.PENANAQNmsiDozTK
783Please respect copyright.PENANAGYwEpgGjUN
『第三個願望是,能夠給妳幸福。』
783Please respect copyright.PENANABrnfgKOpyT
恍惚之間,我回到了現實。783Please respect copyright.PENANA05pFo3e8rZ
783Please respect copyright.PENANAqLssGekr1K
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭,脫口而出。783Please respect copyright.PENANAAZWg2yMnsV
783Please respect copyright.PENANA2Y5xyscv09
「白癡嗎?一直是晴天,那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸,望著遠方,語氣冷沉,卻帶了點譏諷。783Please respect copyright.PENANAGp23O6AG6N
783Please respect copyright.PENANAteauq9ULkx
「也是。」783Please respect copyright.PENANASLoCjqxbDJ
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我只是在逃避。783Please respect copyright.PENANAvtGTNE1wI1
783Please respect copyright.PENANAOd3ASMxl88
因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話783Please respect copyright.PENANAqNNTJsKCSF
783Please respect copyright.PENANAiCcoaCXvGE
我對她說:『我愛妳,一定會給你幸福的。』783Please respect copyright.PENANA3VzTFCYc4j
783Please respect copyright.PENANAbLeRCtIYjQ
她對我說:『對不起,我要的幸福,你給不了。』783Please respect copyright.PENANAQQAPmcTCi2
783Please respect copyright.PENANA5GJYDAP7sd
從那之後,我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
783Please respect copyright.PENANAkk4vooz0bj
夜晚,仍是下著雨,外頭黑壓壓的一片,烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫,似乎對我叫囂著。783Please respect copyright.PENANAbL7iTMS8LG
783Please respect copyright.PENANAzZUfFfg1Hn
我衝出了家門,正確來說,是他的家門。783Please respect copyright.PENANA6YUUqhkqTs
783Please respect copyright.PENANA9cDkGSIOKA
發了瘋似地,彷佛聽不見任何聲音,看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我,逃不開,離不去。783Please respect copyright.PENANAGI9LqYDcmf
783Please respect copyright.PENANArIfB9ofa9N
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到,我發現自己跪在地上,眼裡的刺痛,分不清是淚水或是雨水。783Please respect copyright.PENANAkuTPwENLku
783Please respect copyright.PENANAfmsNB1Ljs6
A離開之後,我的世界開始下雨,傾盆大雨,那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。783Please respect copyright.PENANAvhIWZYfqmq
783Please respect copyright.PENANAVqS2I5OGbl
「別走!」
783Please respect copyright.PENANA5slaFO9C5Z
總會想著,妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我?
總會想著,沒有我的晴天,妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著?783Please respect copyright.PENANA17EveFZ1u0
783Please respect copyright.PENANAg2Tu028tav
「不要管我,你回去吧!」
總覺得,不需要再說出任何承諾。783Please respect copyright.PENANA69QwBhbRto
總覺得,這個世界已經沒有晴天。783Please respect copyright.PENANAGv8jseOLCg
783Please respect copyright.PENANAwkKg73ckO6
就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來,但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。783Please respect copyright.PENANAJNGTCSp5Mk
783Please respect copyright.PENANAzq3i20QCNG
「反正,許過的願望,從不會實現。」783Please respect copyright.PENANAJWQu85TvQV
783Please respect copyright.PENANAgNMND3gTah
雨水模糊了視線,令我看不清前方的景色,只依稀看見,背著光的他,眼裡閃著灼亮,不知為何,緊緊的瞅著我。783Please respect copyright.PENANAujow5MdzvI
783Please respect copyright.PENANAWqbl9A22gX
「過來!」他對我喊著。783Please respect copyright.PENANAYYEfEtN0Fp
783Please respect copyright.PENANAQbQy9FN8Pt
「不。」我退後了一步。783Please respect copyright.PENANAND9yYMOmkZ
783Please respect copyright.PENANAQHafnyhQ1z
他低吼著叫了我的名字,通常他只會在真正發怒時,口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我,我不斷地後退,直到他抓住我手臂的剎那,才忽然發現,眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫,但卻又無比的溫暖。783Please respect copyright.PENANAKcKdu5heC3
783Please respect copyright.PENANAESDknTD1t5
就像一道光線,逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。783Please respect copyright.PENANAQWJocz9cxS
783Please respect copyright.PENANAMsl8nMa6ot
我又退了幾步,抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。783Please respect copyright.PENANAo4x5O66qAa
783Please respect copyright.PENANAnfszIEMqrW
「我......」783Please respect copyright.PENANAfYOyugkMvl
783Please respect copyright.PENANAZKPdiT2TMb
「不要靠近我!」783Please respect copyright.PENANAWhcUX267Zn
783Please respect copyright.PENANAd2hZ7TSJRY
我一直知道,他很溫柔,很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......783Please respect copyright.PENANAzlg10psILP
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但是,我卻無法相信自己。783Please respect copyright.PENANAn9sUNobbBL
783Please respect copyright.PENANAnYA3Feu2rD
「結束吧,我們結束吧!我許的願望終究沒有實現!我給不起任何人幸福!我沒有辦法——」783Please respect copyright.PENANA6l87sPx9in
783Please respect copyright.PENANAB4F3p1401s
「你是傻子嗎!」783Please respect copyright.PENANArScSo0DsOZ
783Please respect copyright.PENANAqgza5oD0w8
一陣狂風掃過我的面頰,在我眯起眼的同時,跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著,緊緊的錮著,無法呼吸,無法思考,然、後......783Please respect copyright.PENANAXgXWZ6Baho
783Please respect copyright.PENANAAsEMNEN5sR
「你給不了,沒關係,我給的起就行了!」783Please respect copyright.PENANAoCXuAcM1dD
783Please respect copyright.PENANAsT1Z4bSDND
你打破了我築起的高牆,毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光,刺透我的一切。783Please respect copyright.PENANAWgOiBnY7Ri
783Please respect copyright.PENANAacWqRxE3fk
像烈日的太陽一般。783Please respect copyright.PENANAM9OMflUSXH
783Please respect copyright.PENANA10uDPaH3J6
一直都相信著,只要許下願望,就一定能實現。783Please respect copyright.PENANAanH1Uofy5z
783Please respect copyright.PENANAvKrb75U369
就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物,明明知道一切都是假的,卻又想去相信。783Please respect copyright.PENANApN87IGp4ET
783Please respect copyright.PENANA6EjgiIzq0F
「我們回家,好嗎。」783Please respect copyright.PENANAIGIv0BM8Y8
783Please respect copyright.PENANAJGIr2JoB4a
即使如此,你仍然滿懷著耐心,待在我身邊。783Please respect copyright.PENANAaRmEO5ZXmT
783Please respect copyright.PENANAyPcDK9X2nC
就算下著大雨,就算仍然待在黑暗之中,就算,依舊沒有放晴。783Please respect copyright.PENANAY5Pum0zys6
783Please respect copyright.PENANAhLNQNnMpDo
我衝上前,雖然無法完全拋棄過去,但是……783Please respect copyright.PENANAioEoQIyWen
783Please respect copyright.PENANA4TOa24XUsk
我相信,未來的我一定會很感激妳,選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。783Please respect copyright.PENANA5D9mRMZmRN
783Please respect copyright.PENANAmXVEj3QNkm
到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單,就是受被前女友甩了,遇到了攻,但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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