連同我的父母，敏青的家這夜塞滿了人，大家卻都沒有怎樣說話。靖同樣是輕而易舉的解鎖了我的電話，試圖找着有甚麼線索，他們當然不會知道，他們要找的人，其實就在屋內。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopyN8rMTDW
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「我睇過日哥既Browser紀錄。無咩特別，最有趣嗰樣野係日哥用Thisav睇三上悠亞。」靖說。我用甚麼網頁、看甚麼女優這件事，真的會與我的失蹤有關係嗎？252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dPpSqYTkJ
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「細佬，Good-Catch。」敏青做IT的姐夫說，「而家已經2022年，仲用Thisav，可能有啲隱藏意思。」252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFQPZmM5TY
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不要亂猜測好嗎？做人就是念舊啊，你們不會念舊的嗎？救命。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6v0YLn4zH
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「而且iPhone 係唔可以直接用Thisav 睇片嫁，要用I-safe play 呢個app，呢個可能係日仔留俾我地既線索，裡面可能有收埋佢被綁架既原因。」姐夫托了托眼鏡說。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgthGXNo8PP
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「下？綁架？」我媽臉色一轉，失聲叫道。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ji92DTL15
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「做咩突然變左綁架？你地到底點得出呢個推論？」我問，當然沒有人回應我。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbsD20FxWt
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「但開app又要密碼，今次係6位數，我真係估唔到。」靖靖投降說。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwF7PgQgew
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對啊。這次你沒可能知的。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3t0iexdHK
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「…等我試下。」敏青從靖手中接過電話。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CT0rgpPtM
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「…開到了。」敏青有點臉紅的把電話交回靖手上。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kiCRwa6o7
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「今次密碼係你既咩？」大家問，敏青沒有回答。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8p4QfKvfqR
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是我猜想的敏青三圍…想不到這麼準確。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOHZLzOEbJ
「無咩線索…」靖搖頭說。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiEx4MmICk
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當然沒有線索啊…從一開始就不應從看甚麼AV這條路去查啊！252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡri2ToBFkuy
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「點算好啊而家…」娘親擔心的說：「連貓貓呢條線索都斷埋。」252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYM5GhOVftW
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「激死！」父親生氣的說。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyPSWbvC5N
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明明沒有斷啊…突然有一大群貓走出來圍堵你們，你們不覺得奇怪嗎！貓啊，為甚麼不想想貓貓？252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmssbv1OFnb
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對了，父親剛才明明見到我，還有，變貓當天，娘親也見到我的，好吧，就讓我露個臉吧。我從敏青的房間大搖大擺的走出來，確保在屋內每一個人都見到我。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo39RUVMecO
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沒人有反應。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreGwiyyEk2
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「華叔，知道你地會好擔心，我哋明白的。等我地幫手啦。」敏青做郵差的父親說，「阿日我地由細睇到大，佢唔見左，我地都好唔安落。一係咁啦，敏青你整張尋人啓示，我派相既時候，每家每戶都攝張入去，睇下附近有無人見過佢啦。」252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUDNAkZXfL
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「會無事嫁，阿日叻仔嚟。」敏青媽媽輕拍著母親的肩膀，安慰著她。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYquLsoqhz0
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「我而家即刻去整。」敏青說，便進了房間，我跟在她的後面，不忍再望到傷心欲絕的父母。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwOcYQXj42
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敏青關上房門，打開電腦，再打開iCloud的相簿。 青在相簿找了很多我們的合照。第一張的合照是她來了我家，抱着茶茶，站在我旁邊影的相，拍照的人大概是母親吧。茶茶那時候才剛來，還是瘦骨嶙峋的。如果她跟綠一樣本來是少女，而又成功變回人的話，現在大概已經是阿姨了。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAB9nUyXPI
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第二張合照，是我們中三的聖誕聯歡會。敏青騎在我的背上，好像是朋友A拍的照。就是那年她剛剛開始懂得打扮，摘下了本來就不需要的書呆子眼鏡，本身有點寶貝肉的臉也變尖尖的。戴著可愛的鹿子頭飾的她，輕盈的跳在我的背上，我有點害羞又緊張似的用手抱著她的小腿。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60lxbBfsIY
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就這樣過了很多年了。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTZ6oM1V5m
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第三張合照，是我們中五那年的Sport Day，最後的Sport Day。我和敏青，一起參加了男女混合的3000米長跑，在男和女一起跑的情況下，她還得了第五名，而我排名比她後得多之外，我還扭到了腳。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRFiVGqOFT
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照片中，她指著我輕輕抬起的左腳，扮了一個掩口恥笑的表情，我則笑著扮出一個「很痛啊！」的表情。說不定當時真的很痛吧，我也忘記了。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoidgI5epe
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「好廢啊你！」252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkgmv6F0jb
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「咩啊，我話左陪跑嫁渣！」252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRvsq8APEq
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「你可以跑快好多好多好多嫁！知唔知道啊！」252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlcT4vHG21
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「有咩可能啊。」252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupgvik3J5p
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「相信自己啊！」252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCkVmAmilc
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「經驗教我唔好相信自己。」252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11kNEefGjG
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「咁你信唔信我呃？」青問我。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstzwgtmnnT
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「信啊。」252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbYl6NipHH
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「真係？」252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEHAa87xbH
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「嗯！幾時都信。我哋…一齊大嫁嘛，好似兩兄妹咁。」252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QlEfH8enp
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「你應承我嫁，幾時都信我。」252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VC5M406N3
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「一定。」252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRxGqCy06Q
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「咁我話你得，你就係得！」252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyprMrGHU0
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好久沒有這樣開心笑過了。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oj76Ijsds
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自從高中畢業之後？大概吧。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpPKQluMg3
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好像所有事情，自從DSE，自從2019年，就一直走下坡，這是個無辦法逃避的事實啊。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQZ13EkJm5
看著這些照片，本來裝著冷靜的敏青開始整個身體伏在桌上的哭了起來，哭得整個震抖著。我從床跳到書桌上，靠在敏青的身旁，讓她感受到我身體的溫暖。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvNkXNCU5v
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「喵～」我輕叫。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1S1CHRjpZE
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「傻瓜，我無事啊，唔洗擔心我。」青抬起頭，靠在我的臉前，口說著無事，淚都卻流滿臉了，我用臉上的毛，輕碰着她的臉，擦掉她的淚。她用手摸摸我的頭，輕輕的親我的頭頂。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOL1nKgsR3G
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「乞嗤！」252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zW35JVWM7
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還是像老樣子一樣啊，每次當妳靠近我，我總是忍不住要打乞嗤。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dDKmewyIJ
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「你啊。同阿日個衰人真係好似啊！」青破涕為笑後，卻擁着我哭得更慘了。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMSUbOkXn5
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「阿日你喺邊到啊？」252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jjLwj7V2L
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我喺到啊。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSJJM7RUpP
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「又話要寫書比我既？又話等我做到社工既？你個衰人去左邊到啊！」敏青不停不停的哭著說。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zUrFolx8D
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對不起…敏青。實在太多人因為我哭了。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijafZhQZQr
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這樣很不應該啊。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3cRFhmkna
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你們不應該為我而痛苦。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WUIjDV7z1
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看到你們的痛苦，我也很痛苦啊。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEuyR8DSMY
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「月，你睇下呢張相！」青抹掉臉上一部分的淚水，但淚還是不停的流下來。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6mUnnhTgh
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第四張照片，是中五那年的平安夜凌晨吧。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJgQCYM4PQ
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我送《挪威的森林》上冊給敏青的那晚，我喝得爛醉，然後在糖水鋪差點昏睡過去的那晚。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpxUm9cBMl
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我在糖水舖門外…拖著敏青？252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOa9YUoM1jV
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為甚麼這件事我完全沒有印象。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAyDQfnGrj
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「佢啊，夾硬拖住我啊！我話左要少少時間考慮㗎嘛…之後我寫左封信俾佢㗎，想俾佢嘅時候，佢好似對呢件事完全無印象咁喎！你話佢係咪正衰人！」252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8dbvpiGQn
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我…當晚示愛了嗎？252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqPc5YF3y4
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相中的我帶醉意的笑著，和敏青十指緊扣，敏青害羞的擋在我的冬天大衣後，只露了半邊臉。這件事、這張相…我從來不知道啊。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVovlmgfCn
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「你話如果佢記得嘅話，我同佢會變成點呃嗱？」敏青問我。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOw4jLnXhZ0
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我就是日啊。 我知道了。我記得了啊。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FHR3DtY3q
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敏青！252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNpT2KO8sT
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「你講咩啊貓仔？好啦….睇完相啦！我要開工整尋人啟事啦！」252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBVtE6IR4F
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「唔洗整啊！我就喺到啊！」252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9neIdk09pb
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「乖啦，月月，訓陣先好唔好？」敏青溫柔的摸著我。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0SB13zMPx
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她聽不懂貓語。怎樣才可以令她明白我想說的話？252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7usKOvcIg
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對了！252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8tzts7l6e
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這樣就可以！252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBUiz4XNXW
我跳到敏青電腦的keyboard 上，想要把自己就是日這件事打出來。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBcTPQfOxz
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「I …」252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hQLCqu0os
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敏青靈敏的把我抱開。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVj1EgUB1Aw
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「唔准阻住我做正經野啊貓仔！」敏青想也不想，就不停的按鍵盤上的刪除鍵，把我的輸入弄走。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBICPoXBNOG
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「喵！唔係啊！你唔好抱走我先！」我再接再厲的跳上鍵盤。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs57CMAdlHs
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「am sunnnbnehhd」252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5PCkBIqV2
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「喵！！！」252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfvXpHsBYh
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「喂！貓仔！唔可以啊！」青一邊生氣地說，一邊弄走我的輸入。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RdnFLrMv7
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救命啊！女神啊，你好歹也看一眼啊！252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzenrhetwx
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這樣的循環重覆幾次後，我明白到自己是不可能成功的。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdguOsKK9p
敏青專心一致地為就在她旁邊的我製作尋人啟事，我伏在她的床上，想着這一切一切，怎樣也想不通。252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgQ0nGAGR9
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奇怪的貓神、變成黑貓的我、停車場的貓黑幫、會讀心的三色貓女小綠、然後是進駐女神家的我、難過的父母親、曾經想過要與我一起的敏青、淚崩的敏青…252Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqK4skNsTr
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