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溫蕭蕭小時候曾經特地查過自己的生日花花語,她想看看自己的生日花長甚麼樣子,花語是甚麼。359Please respect copyright.PENANA9P02kLOXtZ
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她覺得那花一定很特別。359Please respect copyright.PENANA7hWF4yH42Z
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沒想到出來的花竟是又小又不起眼,分明地白色花瓣,黃色的花蕊,綠色的細長葉子,上面寫著白色水仙。她覺得這花醜得要命,她一點點都不喜歡。359Please respect copyright.PENANAJP5qlbiVr0
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更加討厭下面解釋的花語:自戀、深愛自己,難以愛上別人。359Please respect copyright.PENANAsYfSkBEfz1
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蕭蕭火速翻找別的花去了,她覺得這花跟此時又小又平凡的自己完全不搭邊。359Please respect copyright.PENANAt2nfXsGCl9
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誰能料到後來竟是一語成殲。溫蕭蕭更是在恢復單身很久以後才突然這花語的真實性驚醒。359Please respect copyright.PENANAfmIunptqeo
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溫蕭蕭屬於頭腦比較晚開竅的那一類人,她的學業是到國高中的時候才漸漸開始步入正軌,到升高中的那一段時間更是到達顛峰。359Please respect copyright.PENANAstqoBBCBMM
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於是她成為了國中教師辦公室裡廣為流傳的全能型才女,德智體育美全面發展,在年級裡赫赫有名。有名的程度甚至傳到了即將升入的高中部老師及學長姐的耳朵裡。359Please respect copyright.PENANAmvqPvTbSjL
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受到年級裡男同學們的青睞更是公開的秘密,各種明著暗著追求。其中最出名的有兩位,他們都和溫蕭蕭同班,分別是郭耀崇和裴宗正。359Please respect copyright.PENANAaXgrIF8ixf
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郭耀崇長得比較憨厚老實,長年寸板頭、帶著一副老式眼鏡、眼睛很小,簡單地形容就像一隻肥壯的田鼠。他對溫蕭蕭的追求是極致的明目張膽。359Please respect copyright.PENANATN3bdCCKi1
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他會在朝會的時候大喊溫蕭蕭的大名以博得關注、會在作文課上寫情書當眾朗讀、關注溫蕭蕭上下課的一舉一動,甚至她私下偷偷聽甚麼歌他每一首都知道。359Please respect copyright.PENANA9yqPAAa6E4
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又或是在午休的時候拜託女同學把他的親手做的禮物交給溫蕭蕭,然而送的每一件禮物都足以令溫蕭蕭本人記憶深刻,只不過是屬於驚嚇的那種深刻。比如一堆自己疊的、毫無實用性的木頭製風車、相框、擺飾套組,理由是他覺得自己疊得非常有趣,想送溫蕭蕭一份。359Please respect copyright.PENANAHYBYm79BT5
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他的追求令溫蕭蕭無論如何都適應不了,反觀裴宗正就是屬於極致的潤物細無聲。359Please respect copyright.PENANAORDIZ5XbEm
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裴宗正長得比較周正紳士,是本身也有女生追求的那種溫柔大男孩。359Please respect copyright.PENANAujLjbcEaZ3
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他的告白更是浪漫到頂點,他會在答案紙上寫一串數學題裝著不知道讓溫蕭蕭教他計算,答案不是520就是各種我愛你、I LOVE U的諧音;幫溫蕭蕭帶宵夜的時候在宵夜盒上寫告白的話;換座位的時候不知道用了甚麼辦法讓老師調過,才能每次都剛剛好坐在溫蕭蕭的旁邊;人多的時候故意護在她旁邊走,實際上趁機會若有若無的貼在溫蕭蕭身上。359Please respect copyright.PENANAAKkeinEhoE
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因此結果顯而易見,正值青春少女心的溫蕭蕭被裴宗正勾得不可自己。那時她覺得自己就是書裡妥妥的女主角,完全符合小說裡人物設定,喜歡的人剛好也喜歡著自己,是多麼妙不可言的事。
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於是在國中的畢業典禮上,溫蕭蕭正式答應了裴宗正的追求。359Please respect copyright.PENANAT44As5iiuM
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暑假後新的學期開始了。郭耀崇去了另一所高中,裴宗正和溫蕭蕭上了同一個高中,並被分配到一個班。359Please respect copyright.PENANA7OJMMavqM5
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因為溫蕭蕭是年級裡的風雲人物,暑假時她和裴宗正成了一對的事情早傳遍了年級。359Please respect copyright.PENANAJopda8yaBE
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以至開學後當溫蕭蕭說他們已經分手時大家都傻了眼。359Please respect copyright.PENANAHmBn53hWbQ
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「真分手了?」跟溫蕭蕭要好的國中同學都紛紛來向她求證。359Please respect copyright.PENANAoz9ahu7s8G
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「真分手了。」溫蕭蕭不耐煩的說道。359Please respect copyright.PENANAwRXuRT1Uyk
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「為甚麼?」359Please respect copyright.PENANAk4lPGNILU8
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「就這樣,沒為甚麼。」溫蕭蕭頭也沒抬,拿著新發的書本開始預習了起來。359Please respect copyright.PENANAXFLWejap5G
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事實上這戀情在暑假僅僅持續了一個禮拜,就被蕭蕭單方面判了死刑。更準確地說,是在他們暑假一起去旅遊的第一晚發生初吻的剎那就已經結束。359Please respect copyright.PENANA0u46IycDaS
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蕭蕭發現自己跟裴宗正接吻完全沒有任何心動的感覺,那心情基本和平時夜晚入睡時一樣,沒有任何波瀾。跟小說裡描述得完全相反,事後還覺得有些噁心。359Please respect copyright.PENANAUdCFvf2SDM
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很明顯這不是戀愛時應該有的感覺,蕭蕭不覺得她真的喜歡裴宗正。359Please respect copyright.PENANA8WVR5NsZwi
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在接下來的行程裡,只有裴宗正一個人在狂歡。蕭蕭表面應和,實際上早已失去了兩個人一起玩樂的心情,她甚至覺得周邊的風景都比裴宗正有趣。359Please respect copyright.PENANATxqNjPYSwU
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好不容易捱到結束回了家,蕭蕭立即給裴宗正發了分手信。359Please respect copyright.PENANAqDlUWNKyIf
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「我們分手吧!」359Please respect copyright.PENANAqNUKYUNiAK
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剩下的暑假,蕭蕭手機、電腦裡一切用來通訊的手段全部塞滿了裴宗正的未接電話及信息。359Please respect copyright.PENANA3LAPZTv6c9
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內容歸根結底就是問她為甚麼分手。359Please respect copyright.PENANARJ8Bq05BLE
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「對不起,我沒感覺了。」蕭蕭這樣解釋過。359Please respect copyright.PENANAW6n4MnkbX3
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但真正原因她自己不知道。359Please respect copyright.PENANAV6ZKNYtts3
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裴宗正向她要的是她自己都不知道的那個答案。359Please respect copyright.PENANAp7FdnkzqkX
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蕭蕭覺得自己和前任在一個班上已經是非常尷尬。所以私下基本沒有主動和裴宗正交流,頂多發卷子時難免會打上照面,蕭蕭也是以抿嘴尬笑帶過。盡可能地不和這個人有任何交集。359Please respect copyright.PENANAOj6aU2i2no
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就在她以為高中的前半段就要這麼度過時,裴宗正開始向她下了長達兩年的戰書。359Please respect copyright.PENANAM5mC1IM8MP
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高一下學期的他在班上交了一個女朋友,藉口給新任女友過生日,自掏腰包下館子邀請全班為她慶生。359Please respect copyright.PENANArBH37hqT7r
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這邀請蕭蕭壓根沒想去,無奈被班長一拖再拖、一拽再拽,在最後即將吹蠟燭的一刻到了慶生現場。359Please respect copyright.PENANACOU9ymoDWA
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蕭蕭原本打算等壽星許完願吹完蠟燭後,向前道聲生日快樂就立即離開現場。然而就在她對著裴宗正新任女友說生日快樂的下一秒,裴宗正就在她的面前、眾目睽睽之下,猛然抬起女友的下巴,開始大大方方地接吻、擲地有聲。359Please respect copyright.PENANAXaUlbvYKZ9
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這把蕭蕭嚇了一大跳。359Please respect copyright.PENANAgsCerQ4Ple
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她發誓在那個當下她完全沒有產生任何不快的心裡,純粹只是覺得事情發生得太出乎意料、感到過於驚訝和羞恥。359Please respect copyright.PENANAk28mUPccWw
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前任男友當著前任女友的面和現任女友接吻,這還能說明甚麼。一個是表示已經徹底放下了過去、另一個目的則是讓前女友吃醋。359Please respect copyright.PENANA4Md6r7Rdpu
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蕭蕭很明顯地感覺到裴宗正的一系列行為屬於後者。因為按裴宗正的性格,要是正常談個戀愛根本就不會如此明目張膽。359Please respect copyright.PENANAYvSYduCc9p
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畫面實在太具有衝擊性,蕭蕭根本不知道自己是如何離開現場的。等她回過神時已經是在回去的路上,身邊同學都在議論他們剛才大膽的行為。359Please respect copyright.PENANAGVyap9pxmK
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「蕭,你看到沒,他們剛剛竟然在接吻。」、「就是,這也太誇張了。」359Please respect copyright.PENANA9IzQW5Juvj
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「重點是當著妳的面。」、「誰知道裴宗正是不是故意的。」不知道分手真相的大家都在替蕭蕭打抱不平。359Please respect copyright.PENANALWdw5vQBCJ
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不是這樣的,蕭蕭只能在心裡苦笑。359Please respect copyright.PENANAGgtMuTbazy
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又一件事向蕭蕭證明她低估了裴宗正鬧騰的能力。359Please respect copyright.PENANAINT15x2NEr
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校慶結束的夜晚是班級自由活動的時間,通常會在教室裡開小型趴,大家一起吃吃喝喝,偶爾班裡有才藝的人會上台展示節目助興。359Please respect copyright.PENANARFTlDRMdG9
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裴宗正女友搬來了一架古琴,開始現場彈奏。蕭蕭甚至還覺得她真的彈得很不錯。359Please respect copyright.PENANAbqUGnVKt7P
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在一曲終了後,大家紛紛起立鼓掌。裴宗正越過人群到台中央,將坐在台中央的女友一把拉起,直接給了對方一個大大地擁抱加離地旋轉。359Please respect copyright.PENANAULe5tIXobx
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接著周圍開始有人起鬨叫喊,「親一個!」、「親一個!」、「親一個!」。359Please respect copyright.PENANABn39Z3PgIv
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然後他們再次當眾接吻。359Please respect copyright.PENANATyXblIu00O
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蕭蕭明顯又準確地看到了期間裴宗正向她投來的眼神,分明就是赤裸裸地挑釁和試探。359Please respect copyright.PENANAoGJUuRoBIl
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蕭蕭就此對裴宗正徹底改觀,從抱歉到無感、再從失望到厭惡。359Please respect copyright.PENANA1uNhtayMKN
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蕭蕭受不了裴宗正一而再、再而三當眾挑釁,她在高二分班前轉學了。359Please respect copyright.PENANAa9wPyDEfn3
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她知道裴宗正一直這麼做的原因是想要看到她後悔,向他求饒,然後再回去做他的女朋友。359Please respect copyright.PENANA6GXQDl1MVM
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但是她並不想欺騙自己也欺騙裴宗正,她的確對裴宗正並不是真的喜歡,喜歡的話不會連接吻都沒有任何感覺。而且她在第一時間也認認真真的給他發過道歉的短信,只是裴宗正不願意接受。359Please respect copyright.PENANApU4D2V60tC
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蕭蕭把手機號碼、所有的通訊帳號都換了個遍,只有稍微親密的同學知道她的新聯繫方式。然後安靜地度過了她高中的後半段時光。359Please respect copyright.PENANAT0MtiGnelI
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後來聽說裴宗正在她離開不久後就分手了。蕭蕭在高考前夕,收到了好友的短信,說是受不住裴宗正的軟磨硬泡,把蕭蕭的手機號碼告訴了他,說是他要最後發個加油的短信。359Please respect copyright.PENANAhvolnKjBVk
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好友也勸蕭蕭,在高考這個節骨眼上就放各自一馬,好好為對方加油就當這件事翻翩了。359Please respect copyright.PENANAxcWY7dUceB
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蕭蕭後來也的確收到了無數通不認識的號碼打來的電話和短信,只是她一直沒接也沒看。359Please respect copyright.PENANAJuSe59kptJ
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因為這件事,好友跟蕭蕭鬧翻,說蕭蕭是一個自私又狠心的女人,只想著自己,連前任的一個和好電話也不接、短信也不看。359Please respect copyright.PENANAAKzaAmuSfz
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蕭蕭始終沉默著沒有反駁,她所認為的好友最終選擇了離她而去。359Please respect copyright.PENANAhBzK6fjEcB
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再後來蕭蕭考上了大學,也交了男朋友。但是無論她於交往前再如何謹慎地反覆確認,每任的結局都和當時裴宗正一樣,接吻後就結束。359Please respect copyright.PENANAp93MwOr8Bh
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接吻對蕭蕭來說彷彿就是個魔咒,只要一吻上,再怎麼喜歡的感覺絕對煙消雲散。359Please respect copyright.PENANAcSo5e5v1dK
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她不知道自己到底是得了甚麼病。359Please respect copyright.PENANA1xLpgbgWwk
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再過一段時間以後,蕭蕭漸漸變得麻木,不管自己對對方再怎麼有好感,蕭蕭都堅決拒絕交往的邀請、否認自己曾經有過的動心。359Please respect copyright.PENANAKwu2NhDssW
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她變得完全不相信自己。359Please respect copyright.PENANAwePH8P5eFS
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在很久之後的某一天,她心血來潮重新搜索自己的生日花語,然後就又看到了很久以前曾看到過的這樣一段話:359Please respect copyright.PENANAmW4YevWrCt
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純白水仙的花語就是陶醉,充滿了自戀,自我陶醉。359Please respect copyright.PENANAjvP5z6p0eD
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受到這種花的祝福的人,深愛自己但是卻難以敞開心胸去愛別人。359Please respect copyright.PENANAPin1Mzq03B
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希臘神話中那喀索斯因被水中自己的倒影迷上,便就此喪命。心理界把這種自戀型人格稱為那喀索斯症。359Please respect copyright.PENANA8hlurzuvoW
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以上有關純白水仙的花語及解釋均來源於網路相關詞條。