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although I know it's wrong I don't care. I love my brother and that's what matters. now, you may be asking right now how loving my brother is wrong. but I don't just love him as a sister should. I want him to be my mate.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfu6p1bTZw0
I know that most cats hate cats who date each other and are closely related. cousins might get you a little hate. but anything less related than that cats won't care.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTmGkiuhdD
but if two siblings become mates then surely nobody will accept them. I try not to think about my crush but every day it just gets worse and worse.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfihb5Yp1p
after all, who wouldn't love Lionpaw? he's so handsome, strong, and overall just a good apprentice. It's a surprise he isn't a warrior yet.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIVj7fPwTj
Lionpaw has golden fur with orange tabby stripes and gleaming amber eyes. he also has a few scars despite only being an apprentice. but just his looks aren't the only thing attractive about him.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KlCjm756w
Lionpaw has some anger issues I will admit that. but they aren't that bad and he never snaps at me or our other brother, Jaypaw.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7i45MsxsRk
I know that deep down Lionpaw is a kind and caring cat even if he doesn't always show it to others. but Lionpaw is truly himself around me.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJbNyJxslI
although at the same time just because Lionpaw acts like a different cat around me doesn't mean he loves me. after all, most cats don't love their siblings in this way and if they do then they keep it to themselves.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6bgwD8Ktf
a part of me hopes that Lionpaw does love me back and that we can become mates. although deep down I know that life isn't that simple and things won't turn out this way.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFh8dLjVpN
maybe it is for the best if Lionpaw doesn't love me back. then none of us will get in trouble. although technically, incest isn't against the warrior code.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmFQuz9j3X
I do follow the warrior code and the rules as closely as I can. but even if Incest isn't in the warrior code it is wrong in many cats eyes. yet I still can't force away these crude thoughts.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4s1KYHCR0L
sometimes I wonder if I should just simply give in. after all, what's the worst thing that's going to happen? I shouldn't care how cats think about me. but then I remember my family.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPHdg6LbA2
what would Jaypaw, Squrrielflight, and Brambleclaw think? or what would Firestar or Sandstorm think? they are my grandparents after all...154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQg1BqrExx
sighing softly I flop over in my nest. it is late at night and I shouldn't be thinking. I should be resting and getting prepared for tomorrow's training. but I still can't sleep.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VRWo2jD7c
I move towards Lionpaw's nest, hopefully trying to snuggle up against him. but I feel nothing. I then open my eyes and realize that Lionpaw isn't in his nest.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaXh9t2j86
instantly my heart starts to rapidly beat and I panic. I don't know what to do.... is Lionpaw okay? I try to force away my thoughts and worries though. surely, Lionpaw is fine and I'm just overreacting.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtM5TK0W4m
after all, Lionpaw is a strong apprentice. stronger than his own mentor, Ashfur, and I wouldn't be surprised if he was stronger than Firestar himself. so he can defend himself.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7xqfgBB9Q
there's a chance that he's doing something wrong but I doubt it. Lionpaw is just most likely making dirt.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkB1oV06Kg
I decide to wait for a few heartbeats but after a few minutes passed I realize I have to do something. even if Lionpaw is doing nothing wrong there's a chance he's in danger. even if he's strong I still don't want him to get hurt.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6DXqUqCXr
carefully getting up out of the apprentices den I make sure that I didn't wake anybody up before going out the dirtplace tunnel. leaving the camp like this feel wrong. but it is going to be worth it as long as I find Lionpaw.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKcGyly2yS
I hope that Lionpaw isn't breaking the warrior code. then again sneaking out like this could be considered breaking the code. but at the same time, it is not bad if Lionpaw is just out taking a walk or going on a hunt.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1gYknJhnG
soon I caught Lionpaw's scent and I realized that it led to the windclan border. my green eyes widened. why was Lionpaw near an enemy clan?154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35R7hqAOiZ
that made me get even more curious and worried. I began to sneak near the edge of windclan territory. because of my black pelt, it makes it so nobody can see me. so if Lionpaw is getting attacked I can easily defend him.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ImoyRQDRM
but what I saw next shocked me. Lionpaw isn't getting attacked by a windclan cat. he's playing with one! from the pelt of the cat I assumed that they were Heatherpaw, a light pink she-cat with purple eyes. she's around Lionpaw's age.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8su6CWd5W
Lionpaw and Heatherpaw were smiling, leaping onto each other, and giggling. soon Lionpaw was on top of Heatherpaw and he leaned down, licking her face.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnja21zg5Dd
"I love you," Lionpaw muttered.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8kxBSqr31
"I love you too," Heatherpaw replied.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd57xKCB0cL
hearing that made my heart shatter. Lionpaw is breaking the code! but more importantly, Lionpaw doesn't love her. he loves a windclan she-cat.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUff6tNDiYO
suddenly getting angry I leap out of the bushes and glare at the two apprentices.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJmMLzUl42
"What in starclan's name do you think that you are doing?" I demand.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡek5YC48xYz
instantly Lionpaw's eyes widened and he nuzzled Heatherpaw up and smiled. "go back to the windclan camp. I'll see you soon." 154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3u8WinjdPx
Heatherpaw nodded before leaving. "alright." 154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7mneJ8Wyu
once Heatherpaw was gone Lionpaw then turned to Hollypaw. "Maybe I am mates with her. does that matter?"154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsGJbJ7y2U
"of course it does! you are breaking the code." I point out.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrJdOpBymw
"so? the code doesn't matter. my love is greater than the dumb rules." Lionpaw declared. "why do you care?"154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbUzkSkoce
"because you are my brother and I love you!" 154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLnf6By4OU
once I said that I know that what I'm going to say is dumb and that I'll regret it in the future. but right now I don't care.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVLnAApRzh
"I love you more than that though. I'm bad because I'm jealous and I want to be your mate." I admit. 154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfbq7iH2wJ
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