一直以來，我都相信著。 242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvS5O9FrecC
相信著命運，相信著自己。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkCs06KJOe
但有時會覺得是在自我催眠。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrvteyV4Oy
我該知道我會失望、會心痛，只好握緊拳頭、低下頭來，靜靜感受心的律動。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWbnMg9GvI
我很難過，可是我沒哭。
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我走在街上，最近的天總是悶著，街上的人群似乎更讓它添了些苦悶。透明帶灰色的櫥窗、深灰的街道、淺灰的天、黑灰色小傘，還有櫥窗裡的灰色皮衣，周遭的空氣只剩下影子。很顯然地，這氣氛是篤定的灰。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDYLuOsggn
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那天，看著她，是如此信心滿滿。那股氣勢，讓我感受到她的衝勁，腦中浮現「victor」這個字。我想像她這樣的人，勝利一定是屬於她的吧！我想向她致敬，獻上我的祝福。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMMR3gZENQ
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我有預感，她一定是個勝利者。就在當下，我微笑著。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXF5J2mULam
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不回家了，我在灰色的霧影裡散步，就只是散步。就連面部神經和視覺神經都放棄了掙扎，我的眼前一片模糊，腦也停止運轉，整個茫然一片。不知道現在的我是什麼表情？應該看不出來吧？不，他們看不出來的，他們根本懶得去注意……242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Lfv3bpM6w
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只有我是彩色的。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU92eW02z9x
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這天空今天灰得很詭異，灰法似乎比水墨渲染更上一層樓，隱隱散發大理石的光彩，似乎天空是有好幾朵珠母雲填出來的。它灰得發亮，但就像白骨般赤裸裸、不帶任何情感，至少天上感覺不到發亮的太陽，感覺不到那隻白惡魔的眼睛。但我知道，這天空沒有睡著，它還是醒的，只是痛苦的閉著眼睛而已。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8kRYRUScV
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一切就跟我想的一樣，是她沒錯。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYayeDJRlUq
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可是我竟然高興不起來。我有這麼小心眼嗎？我應該祝福她才對！242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWB23ttBqe
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想到這裡，我稍微清醒了。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTa7JNB8c0f
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也許只要稍微不注意，我就會像朽木一樣倒地不起。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEW1n2yfMI
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四肢癱軟的我不知是什麼神力在支持著，我竟然還能動、還能走。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9go2OIqTe
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真的不必再去想了嗎？242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6E1Cz7LPgW
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「唉，算了……」242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKJP8GUhv5
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天空還是沒有哭，只是泛起了水樣的波紋。也許天空的心正在悸動，飄飄的絲團從它前面呼嘯而過，由飛機雲把剩下的天空瓜分殆盡。應該走的，全部都走了，街道上留下影子，影子的主人還沒回來。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBtNckQkgC
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只是在等待。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Na6mqEJdM
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人物開始晴朗起來了，總算是回魂了，街上的景物突然由黑白變成了彩色。而我，是灰色的我，充滿灰色的嘆息。這並不代表天空會就此明朗，這只是它瘋狂而無意識的冷笑——那是失意過度的人特有的笑聲。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDLFIxarNz
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算了，這樣也好，至少我不用負起責任、不用去害怕、不必去煩惱；這樣也好，她應該算是我的朋友。算了，這是我的命運，所以算了、算了、算了！242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdElyKXrX4
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那最後一個「算了」在我心裡用力嘶吼著、撕裂著，也激盪著。這心痛不是不平、不是嫉妒，是悔恨、是自責！242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUaSc9w0qH
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我的鼻頭冷了一下，抹一抹鼻子上的東西，才發現那東西在我臉上磨蹭著刺痛。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2S9KrSYZc
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怎麼是雪呢？242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHI0o6NVuCW
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我怪罪似地仰天凝望，不悅換成了苦笑，心裡還是沉甸甸的。是啊，那是苦笑。我的夢會有完結的一天嗎？這是夢嗎？還是一個答覆？242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOKpe7br1t
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然後，他們也注意到了，紛紛抬頭看著天空。看板上的新聞也開始報導，平地的天空竟然下起了雪。而天上的雲，隨著下雪而開始減少，露出藍藍的缺口，若隱若現。另一片雲趕緊飄來，將缺口補上；不料缺口越來越多，那雲卻是越補越薄。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqAGOzA18F
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為什麼越是想隱藏的東西，越是會被揭發出來呢？242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTpBhamsjI
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我開始奔跑，沿街喊著：「住手、住手，快點住手！」不要再下了、不要再下了！為什麼你們都不明白？我跑進了公園廣場，繼續喊著，筋疲力盡倒在地上。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwldc8N3M6s
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「那不是雪、那不是雪、那不是雪……」我掙扎著再度站起，手開始向空中死命猛抓，要把所有的雪接住。雪只是越下越多，手裡能抓的永遠不夠。「快回去、快回去，不要下了！」為什麼你們都不明白，那不是雪，是血啊！是天空的鮮血！是天空撕裂處崩解滴下來的鮮血啊！我還在接著雪，一直到終於，藍藍的天上已沒了雲的蹤跡，我望著雪莫名其妙地哭起來了。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoHNbzeBUy
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心裡響起悲傷的音樂，但我知道我不會難過太久，只是當下的我已分不清什麼才是我要的了。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIv1psvBGmS
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我們之間到底怎麼了？242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO13wVNUx79
心就像是被瓜分一半，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmPtIiSA16
在那未落雨的天空，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSen2UWnAe
我慢慢開始走到了盡頭。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnCwDGaK3C
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到底我在想什麼？242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvP7czwvEB8
徬徨不知該何去何從。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wW36J0pUC
當時間停止夢遊，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhbLsUoRfp
我開始想恢復當初的自由。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHcq25oPiF
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算了，算了，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwO1zWT2Qe
不必再等候，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9u0OfDpncj
這一次，我絕對不放過。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbgqvT96ML
這一次，我絕對不為你停留。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJ0uPsor2a
算了，算了，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuvcGrQ5bA
不必再執著，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJF5edlWBm9
不必再感受寂寞，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChuVJkhVjq
心中只剩下一個還在流浪的名字。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXBWnAZ25I
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我們之間走到了盡頭，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXYqvMDzSZ
連個位子都沒有留給我，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrrzSIGg26
可是我還在掙扎著，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfz9TYLCC8S
看你什麼時候回頭。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzW5Q8eMI0c
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原來夢，不曾消失，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SBNkR21iS
只是情景已經不同了。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPUVEQK9Vg
原來星，不曾殞落，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYG8SMPwpbN
只是我們的眼睛一片朦朧。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgz6FO9hdkR
原來雲，不曾難過，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVFNWuWUan
只是我的心已倒在血泊之中。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbn1QHwnHx
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今天的遊樂場很熱鬧，但我很安靜。靜靜的，沒有人發現。沒有人發現我的淚……242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2jiRBKU3k
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……滴在心裡的聲音。
