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「現在天時暑熱，為何要吃糉子？」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoQKl5DrUD
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「紀念屈原。」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2KyGobn4f
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「為何要紀念一個自殺的人？」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dyw9N7Z6B
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZOTaziGsL
「大家的著眼點不在於他的自殺行為，而是讚揚他以身殉國的高尚情操。」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYZ5w9GZQ0
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「你認同他？」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnRjw6NfC6
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「不認同——怎麼可以放棄生命？萬事該以自己為先！」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95ypeOSAdc
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4phHfaohT0
我不敢回話，低頭吃糉子，邊吃邊從廚門隙縫瞥望媽媽。只見她的雙手於不銹鋼煲與砧板之間忙碌來回，間中搞拌煲內食物，偶爾從雪櫃拿出食材。無論怎麼移動，她總是背對著我。憑這不著跡的刻意舉措，我斷定她正在流淚。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPIAvCJjMs
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UIBVzSY93
我的目光不期然往下掃，落在她的左小腿——一隻人造義肢……388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsteWYEsbUI
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtjYmeyAjS
忙碌以後，媽媽端著她自己那份糉子，坐在梳化上收看龍舟比賽，看得出神。聽說她自小是運動健將，婚後繼續參與多項運動比賽，在龍舟比賽的戰績尤其彪炳。爸爸反倒是個文藝青年，不擅運動，卻總會抵著日照高溫到比賽場地為媽媽打氣……388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIximnwBnM8
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4quyyk2Fnq
冒著被罵的危險，我上前拿走電視遙控器：「我想看周星馳。」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eVU6D2OYS
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDjqZjl5Km
媽媽沒反對，依然安坐梳化上。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzSVswFbBk
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKRgRb1sxt
又是《西遊記第壹佰零壹回之仙履奇緣》。我對早已滾瓜爛熟的橋段不感興趣，但為了媽媽，只得勉為其難看下去。電影接近尾聲，紫霞仙子為救至尊寶而被牛魔王刺死當刻，媽媽突然失控痛哭起來。哭著哭著，她又無故笑了。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXPD3LL0Pp
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xDeHXVsq8
我沒有安慰她，氣沖沖擸起遙控器，將頻道調回龍舟比賽那邊。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FNnNp8WrR
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezelAy6ZBT
「隨你喜歡。」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4IimqR1Lm
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沒待媽媽回話，我回睡房上網去。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRt7rDrtz7P
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萬事該以自己為先，不是嗎？388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbAcmRWM0Z
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSDEZ702pG
日落西山。肚子餓得咕咕作響，我才記得自己還沒有吃完午餐。惟想及面對媽媽時的尷尬，我不禁猶豫起來。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCS1SRDpHz
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSHE065ISJ
湊巧，媽媽敲門示意晚飯已然備好。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGLGqEVt64
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIzRPZ3GwP
「不了。我剛剛約了朋友。」我撒謊。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5uw5Smx1h
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FKubB0eHj
媽媽非但沒有如常斥責我交待不清楚，甚至輕易放行。這讓我感到意外。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCGxNre59R
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZWx9rfaiu
更衣，套上波鞋，步出大門之際，我瞥見飯枱上的碟子放有兩隻不完整的糉子——午餐的剩菜。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYLd28JeKV
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IXKLuQrhn
我下意識假裝看不見，低頭轉身離開。漫無目的慢步大街上，心念在今午的事情上打圈轉……388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdxvyQjMT0
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1gGog1gBP
我提著兩個外賣飯盒趕回家。一個留給自己，一個遞予媽媽：「別吃糉子。已放涼了一整個下午。」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyr4EKvmkFw
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjiU6yW1Em
媽媽接過飯盒，默默低頭吃飯。我也保持沉默，靜靜享用飯盒。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxb4Yf6cEM
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhh65nyKbiE
飯後，我和媽媽齊齊坐在梳化上看電視新聞。新聞提及今午的龍舟比賽。這無疑再次挑動媽媽的神經。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRv9KGPYzuK
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7ERhTMV4L
三年前的龍舟比賽結束後，爸媽在巴士站排隊候車。誰料在巴士抵站之際，媽媽突然中暑失去意識，往馬路那邊倒下。爸爸不顧一切衝前推開她。收掣不及的巴士輾過爸爸，停車一剎車輪剛好壓住媽媽的左腳……388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHXHUB1u6h
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwM4nkpmux
我無法回應媽媽的悲傷，正如她無法放下爸爸。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bKkTn1Djw
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可以怎麼辦？不知道。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7WU33yAfc
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5VLCNpaO3
我全身突然乏力，有意無意輕倚媽媽身上。媽媽沒有迴避，抵著悶熱，任我靠依。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2oTH3WVbW
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5idewLRuS
聽嫲嫲說，媽媽曾因爸爸離世生起自殺念頭，惟念及家中尚有我這個乳臭未乾的十歲女兒而堅強活下去……388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLikTBBlc9
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QAUKqyibh
「媽媽，明年端午節，我不要再吃糉子。」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPPLmeqgwp
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteWl8qkJlz
「為何不想吃？」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9U4rdTmbu
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pr6u50Lje
「不想紀念屈原。」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQJidooolG
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqJCtlOTsl
「好的——其實我也不想紀念屈原這傢伙！」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2ipa0L875
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRS4GZwBY1
我和媽媽相視而笑，笑看新聞報導裡每名熱情參與端午節慶祝活動的市民。
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