坐在速食店二樓靠窗的位置,我拿著筆,想要寫些東西卻又寫不出來,痛苦啊444Please respect copyright.PENANAOqskmIIgB0
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不過追其原因(應該說是藉口),是太吵了。這間速食店位於交通要道上,並且現在正值暑假……哎。444Please respect copyright.PENANAHFiAYTeX5T
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我原本很慶幸我能找到一個窗邊、風景不錯的位置,到頭來才發現,這是別人不要的。444Please respect copyright.PENANAlNdNAcOl1g
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看著左前方,原本是提供四人的桌子現在擠了七個國中生。跟蟲一樣,一坨坨的,噁心、討厭。444Please respect copyright.PENANAgNt95UrY2X
真心覺得國中生是世上最該被消滅的生物。444Please respect copyright.PENANAjlSZvoy2tw
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當然,我敢這麼說,是因為我也經歷過國中。如果我有時光機,我一定會坐回去十年前,十年啊……。把年輕的自己抓起來打一頓。「叫你TMD人不做,做個屁孩!」444Please respect copyright.PENANAcXFyo1x3g1
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話又說回來,因為被吵的寫不下去(藉口),我抱著科學家的精神,想去好好的研究這些名為「國中生」的生物。444Please respect copyright.PENANAz3gm9xidSk
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動物界。脊索動物門。哺乳綱。靈長目。人科。人屬。人種。444Please respect copyright.PENANAoyYSRMr4cV
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「我怎麼會和他們是同種呢?」我這樣想。444Please respect copyright.PENANAigwb0NxBju
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遊戲、老師、考試、哪位女同學如何如何……,這些話題,感覺就像是昨天我還在經歷的事物,我卻發現,我跟不上了……。444Please respect copyright.PENANAG8eEFKaynd
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這什麼鬼?他們講的是人話嗎?還是現在小孩這麼先進,懂得用只有在電影中能看到的加密暗號來互相交流?444Please respect copyright.PENANAz24KvNLR5y
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這樣的震驚讓我久久不能自己,腦子過熱以至暫時停機。444Please respect copyright.PENANAyyIsGMorBk
用著這樣半死半活的狀態,我成功引起了人生跑馬燈,記憶從我眼前跑過……444Please respect copyright.PENANAzuvmcX8KH2
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我雙手拿著四隻霜淇淋,脖子腋下各夾了一盒漢堡。雖然無法用第三人稱觀賞,但我敢肯定,我此時的模樣一定能稱上跨時代的肢體藝術。當然也可以稱為我最前面提到的「屁孩」,還不是普通,而是用"超級"來形容的,屁!444Please respect copyright.PENANA2m11PIBNXM
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我在幹什麼呢?我還想不起來,總之就任由記憶的潮流慢慢推進吧。444Please respect copyright.PENANAMRdvL8oUhK
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走到了蟲堆之中,對,就是那一群"蟲"堆。我甚至發現這間速食店是同一家,裝潢都變了呀……。444Please respect copyright.PENANAj4ZPFwyYf1
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這一群人的臉模糊不清,果然我的臉盲能力一直都是滿等,就算是跑馬燈我依然無法勾勒出其它人的輪廓。444Please respect copyright.PENANAgmThwantMq
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「哎呀!」我的腳被某隻蟲伸出來腳絆了一下,往前倒趴的同時我身上所有的食物就如同《駭客任務》中的子彈時間,在我面前緩緩落下。444Please respect copyright.PENANAv0QsMUuUQs
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雙淇淋於地下、桌上、我的校服上綻放,我邋遢的模樣惹的他們哈哈大笑。444Please respect copyright.PENANAsnJnm0V9oo
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我沒有受傷,我記得,因為我知道我是故意的。這個習慣到現在還存在我身上。444Please respect copyright.PENANAqVqUTeusFg
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現在想想,國中生是一個可以擁有純粹惡意的生物,對於他人可以用盡各種方式羞辱、嘲笑。444Please respect copyright.PENANAbNbw1S9pDi
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螞蟻,或許國中生的成份,有著剛出生、身為人的自我意識,但更多的是像螞蟻那樣群居的生物本能。444Please respect copyright.PENANA3eJTeKhreO
在這生態生存下的我,也不能說是單純了,而是為了生存而卑躬屈膝的低等物種。444Please respect copyright.PENANA0cReXz0qNx
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我起身參與他們的話題,從老師很煩、遊戲再到哪個女生如何如何。444Please respect copyright.PENANAWUI3YmwP2o
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其實生態一直沒有變,變的是我脫離了螞蟻的身份。444Please respect copyright.PENANAwAULjojvtH
而且比大部份的螞蟻更早,因為從那時起,我就打算離開了群體,擁抱孤獨。444Please respect copyright.PENANAsVAN67zSIU
在高中時期,我做到了。444Please respect copyright.PENANA3AZfeWJapS
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記憶的洪流並沒有持續,而是在前方斷層,成為了瀑布。444Please respect copyright.PENANAr8bPyyGDxi
我直直落下,墜入了無底深淵。444Please respect copyright.PENANA0EHfd9eEQj
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當我再度醒來,白光印入眼簾,刺的一時睜不開眼。444Please respect copyright.PENANA45DlUxSQHt
待我恢復坐起,一名身穿白袍的女士走來確認我的精神狀況。444Please respect copyright.PENANATI3wDz88NO
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「枯郎先生,您的報告出來了。」一旁的研究員敲著鍵盤,另一位看起很權威的中年男子在從電腦印出的紙上快速的拿筆寫著。444Please respect copyright.PENANAvqPtUCJS6Q
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直到他示意,我從他手上接過紙張,細細的看著診斷書上面所寫的。444Please respect copyright.PENANAG3pjWePSUK
雖然字跡潦草使我看的吃力,但也終於看到了關鍵的兩個字:444Please respect copyright.PENANA3G3xaMs5ag
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老了。
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