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我的阿公就像我的爸爸，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWORzpJKGlF
從我出生我的爸媽就離婚，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhugwfN1XLB
所以我跟我的爸爸根本不熟，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkrj6qALjJ
都是阿公帶我的，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTUsOluwpV
我記得我小時候時，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKphWV8HbGR
我阿公常常把我當小公主一樣疼愛我，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JFBRbMv03
在我被欺負時，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpanlvRmNl4
阿公每次都非常生氣幫我罵欺負我的人，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FzSPiIaIk
甚至有人笑我沒爸爸時，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nMI9tKtc2
我阿公也會告訴那些人說：「我就是她爸爸」，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqx2UOOQX7A
我每次聽到阿公這麼說，我都很開心，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcS3rBt2abx
在我受傷時，我的阿公也在第一個時間幫我擦藥，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMmnZ9ZGLb
我還記得我上國中的那年，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSRcyPNUjQ
我阿公跟我說：「我的小公主妳長大了，不過阿公永遠是妳的依靠，只要阿公在，阿公一定永遠陪著我的小公主，不會讓小公主被任何人欺負」，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ07rrB01tS
所以我在國中時，我只要有不開心都只會告訴阿公，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOiR0jkeCw
但在我國二時，我的班導帶我到輔導室，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQf7OrUjiMQ
因為我國二那年我得了憂鬱症，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBF7obvU4fa
那時我常常想著要自殺，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKM41fnaIZ5
但幸好有位這麼好的班導和輔導老師549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYOD1BuMUx
陪著我，幫助我，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVoNANVq9j
我也知道那時的我，讓阿公很難過，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWn6rKRyeP
阿公也知道不是我願意的，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjGEiEjLHI
因為我從小雖然有媽媽，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWmuySxjxz
但我的媽媽常常無緣無故打我，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoMGfQvSZH
也常常在晚上睡覺時，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhvK511bhi
去阿公房間打阿公，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsB75sB2p6V
這些讓我長期之下我真的很害怕，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRf5RPHJCa
又加上因為我比較不會去跟陌生人講話，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYROfimhBEJ
所以我經常受到排擠，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgzAZJaHX7
才會在我國二那年得了嚴重憂鬱症，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDJmLdkbrA
那時學校通報社會局，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB33UqHDOOS
社工也常常陪同我，鼓勵我，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9m0BgQTIb
我很謝謝那些幫助我的人，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqt89gw1Vh3
之後我上了高中，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2o9eIPMVX6
在我高一的那年，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPEy7HmW9W
阿公突然中風了，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZyWLpQWEu
那時我很難過，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEjazzRsay
阿公住院時，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDF9lVkR1G
我每天都在放學時，馬上去醫院看阿公，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkDEvy91cF
在阿公住醫院兩個禮拜後，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyU4e7GqgJ
我那天晚上去醫院要看阿公時，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAMwPADpxH
我看到阿公不在病房，東西也都不見了，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThNB9tMIzm
我那時候很緊張的跑去護理站問，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwADtGxWOE
但護理人員告訴我，阿公被戴走了，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RIJSQUKYU
被戴去老養院，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNY5qgsrzp
我問哪間，但護理人員說不知道時，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1x1LjGruj
我突然情緒崩潰，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqcXcXoAAg
之後隔天我為了找阿公，所以我請假沒去學校，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBRUnSXS0N
之後到了下午時，阿姨打電話跟我說找到阿公了，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcT5l2rRAtq
我馬上去看阿公，但那時阿公看到我哭，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSPFExrvBB
阿公跟我說：「我的小公主阿公沒事的，不要在哭了，哭了就不漂亮了~」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LrOvKnHch
我那時馬上不哭，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLt6jHKSw5
之後阿公突然在我快升高二時，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeNz4Tz3nh
突然在老養院呼吸困難，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCzEwvL1Sw
但老養院不跟我說阿公被他們送到哪間醫院，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiC3GfBXNmy
那時我就像瘋了一樣，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmUpZcVjft
全部的醫院都去問過，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDwzjkKUUJ
但我之後接到一通電話，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdbqwNURTV
那通電話是我舅舅打的，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpj7LAjGZb
我舅舅說：「妹妹，舅舅希望你不管等等聽到什麼，都要堅強，也要接受這個消息」，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaM2GZACupe
我那時答應了，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGLGENUInw
我舅舅就跟我說：「阿公已經離開了，阿公去當天使保護妳」，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqhZ1h73YS
那時聽到時，我心真的非常痛，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOODM1EWd2x
隔天去到殯儀館時，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEV1DS2UrvY
我才知道阿公在哪一家醫院死亡的，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQxMmECmxb
那時我非常生氣，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28Kjmnk3z5
因為當時我去問時，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKNP1TQ8SS
那間醫院跟我說沒有這個人，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OT9XqTgTT
但我和我阿公一樣很容易原諒別人，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEpczcd2YZ
所以我那時沒想這麼多，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjWOMD9q1X
我只想陪阿公最後一程，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnAM8ywWdN
阿公要火化時，我整個哭到軟腳，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4IlC0VLDV
喪禮結束後，我每天都看著阿公的照片哭，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJAuBrFiCY
到現在我還是沒辦法忘記阿公，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC589EoFVRa
沒辦法接受阿公已經走的事實，549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ElW6Wbxfg
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