在走路、在看電影、在說話，做任何事情的時候腦子都會一直轉，有時很想把它拿出來對它大罵：你給我差不多一點喔！336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmwu5vvrkE
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ170EBjTW8f
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHjYaHATLG
以寫文章來說好了，想寫點什麼，拿起筆，卻什麼都寫不出來。如同在沙漠中快要渴死，把身旁的水袋拿出來用力的一直擠、一直擠，最後袋子破了還是沒有一滴水。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7FkrQy23X
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOb8PsXznka
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPXKiCjHY4
說到底為什麼要追求靈感呢？336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUmU6twjt4
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRSPEACvpK
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1B8uPZ0nv
這個世代最常說的what how why who where。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZG13Y3prIu
就連保全，是個就連我去別人家大廈時，一個普通的保全都會問我的：「你是誰？你在做什麼？你要去哪？」這樣一些哲學性的問題。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDl7rl3jrSu
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCxFWDFB0f
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6BNYzLhcQ
如果我沒有答案，沒有自己做這些事為了誰、為什麼的理由，我怎麼能真正意義上的說我在完成夢想的道路上？336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUvR86sMhi
我曾經以接近病態的情緒死死抱著這樣的理念。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVUCiira8g
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCMk0iN315
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rYk3vX4iI
所以我認真想過，多認真呢？大概是我把三色豆從蛋炒飯裡全挑出來，這樣超高層度的認真。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTGyTJVT2q
思考到我想再把腦子拔出來大罵：你還不TM給認真點！到底……336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyZ9uPiCHd
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yhJwcVBPb
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQZTayEKyz
為、什、麼、要、靈、感？！336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7ElPeY1cw
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQOOqren8U
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMN6Np8BL4Z
「因為沒靈感，會很想死啊。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mWlgRnW9w
不是隨便就能掛在嘴邊的那一種死喔，而是真的想從各種意義意上化為塵埃的那一種。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5B36wOhljE
但如果我用口語來說，我想會用「輕描淡寫」吧，因為發現了這些事兒，不為任何人。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCfX5n6XGW
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRrnsTG8Uu
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0WfaINhr7
很討厭沒能力的自己，但無論如何都無法將這份憧憬給捨棄。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAVNR2RiCq
就是抱持著這種想法，才能苟延殘喘的走到現在吧。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEcCaVSKGv
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpUntQJaW8
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqShFLlM7EN
每當夜深人靜想到這些，腦中就會浮出日本文學作家-太宰治，在人間失格中的開頭：身而為人，我很抱歉。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9vB0hLUGD
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnIZTACvfJ
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcihLAJjo9
不過人呀，就是會在掉入近乎絕望的深淵之後，才發現另一種生存的方式。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyWTeG5gbp
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEL81yGmIQ
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2sjDEq2VH
所以我一直寫，把筆拿在手上，如鏟子一般，向孕育我的大地不斷的鋤著。每天戰戰兢兢、抱持感謝的，在我化為塵埃之前。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzm93YIGRrk
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjJxIzs3UT
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzc1sK6p7zC
對不起。身而為人，我很感謝。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmaspuTpVp
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTGLpKsvH5
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQthOoucJV
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyKGDEA0xm
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvVQpzCmdd
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ePYEietGi
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnMqysV2AX
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSxG2nGRMC
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQEraTCkod
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcKOtk30xh
