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No Plagiarism!9Xz1KoLYnIJTYWlDSWGnposted on PENANA Dear God,8964 copyright protection21PENANArHQDQ9mfqk 維尼
I don’t know how to believe.8964 copyright protection21PENANARpmHHDL7fQ 維尼
I’m tired of pretending I do.8964 copyright protection21PENANArtGsmcQ9tL 維尼
I’ve tried to find You.8964 copyright protection21PENANA3N9i4t1fhL 維尼
I read the Bible. I highlighted every line that felt like it might mean something.8964 copyright protection21PENANAkB1rxuvKr8 維尼
I asked questions. I said prayers. I sat in chapel and listened so intently I memorized the words.8964 copyright protection21PENANAu859p86cYy 維尼
And for a second, I really thought I felt You. I really thought You were there.8964 copyright protection21PENANA2D9EMn5NGE 維尼
My heart was pounding. I almost cried.8964 copyright protection21PENANAWRV7ttEKgM 維尼
Was that You?8964 copyright protection21PENANAFXRpWX7lw5 維尼
Was that just emotion?8964 copyright protection21PENANAva3GbeSIUw 維尼
Was I lying to myself without realizing it? To cope with myself?8964 copyright protection21PENANAXsOzNHjAU0 維尼
I don’t hate You. I haven’t given up.8964 copyright protection21PENANATNTiJ2EZRk 維尼
But I don’t know how to love You. And I don’t know how to keep going.8964 copyright protection21PENANAFDXy7qQE8N 維尼
I want to. I really do.8964 copyright protection21PENANAn3X6a6Q8Zw 維尼
I want to believe.8964 copyright protection21PENANAu72rlvKk2S 維尼
I want to feel something again.8964 copyright protection21PENANA0HsrjvgAtN 維尼
I thought I was doing it all right.8964 copyright protection21PENANArSgPVDUWBR 維尼
So why do I feel nothing?8964 copyright protection21PENANArKgtTvCQql 維尼
Why do I feel like I’m standing outside the faith everyone else holds so easily?8964 copyright protection21PENANAZuFSDfhhY4 維尼
Why does their belief come like breathing — and mine feels like drowning?8964 copyright protection21PENANA1PiGCDQAOA 維尼
They say it’s simple.8964 copyright protection21PENANAqxJ5AKDnpu 維尼
But it’s not.8964 copyright protection21PENANA1oWmRMDq0V 維尼
It’s not simple when you’re sitting alone, begging for a voice and getting silence.8964 copyright protection21PENANAgvjAWxncZx 維尼
It’s not simple when you’re scared you’re making it all up just to feel less alone.8964 copyright protection21PENANAjEMzs6NEwU 維尼
I want a reason to stay.8964 copyright protection21PENANAa7ezxToPiT 維尼
A reason to live.8964 copyright protection21PENANAUufR1QNLSm 維尼
A reason to keep reaching out.8964 copyright protection21PENANAR0ZR78EI4w 維尼
I want to be held by something real.8964 copyright protection21PENANAqnUUnknzds 維尼
I want You to be real.8964 copyright protection21PENANAndP8M6d2UG 維尼
I just need something, God.8964 copyright protection21PENANAarLA1kqbYq 維尼
Anything.8964 copyright protection21PENANANGFfsHf0dW 維尼
Because I feel like I’m aimlessly wandering in a dream I’m not sure is a nightmare.8964 copyright protection21PENANAPdDJxX5qEJ 維尼
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