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No Plagiarism!5vgh824Xv7A3B9fstdazposted on PENANA Dear God,8964 copyright protection20PENANAGW3KUFvvqA 維尼
I don’t know how to believe.8964 copyright protection20PENANAVCC450M0df 維尼
I’m tired of pretending I do.8964 copyright protection20PENANAbVD9b0H7YG 維尼
I’ve tried to find You.8964 copyright protection20PENANAtSTQPjFJ7O 維尼
I read the Bible. I highlighted every line that felt like it might mean something.8964 copyright protection20PENANAfl1DIEAK7d 維尼
I asked questions. I said prayers. I sat in chapel and listened so intently I memorized the words.8964 copyright protection20PENANA9Btavvq0J9 維尼
And for a second, I really thought I felt You. I really thought You were there.8964 copyright protection20PENANAen1VHb2oXc 維尼
My heart was pounding. I almost cried.8964 copyright protection20PENANACh0YIydtSP 維尼
Was that You?8964 copyright protection20PENANAr8P3CprbYm 維尼
Was that just emotion?8964 copyright protection20PENANAtH52xyCWWE 維尼
Was I lying to myself without realizing it? To cope with myself?8964 copyright protection20PENANAR9UObx7PSt 維尼
I don’t hate You. I haven’t given up.8964 copyright protection20PENANAjEl2NNbgVz 維尼
But I don’t know how to love You. And I don’t know how to keep going.8964 copyright protection20PENANAPKToBk2Lj4 維尼
I want to. I really do.8964 copyright protection20PENANAVwndfeIGFD 維尼
I want to believe.8964 copyright protection20PENANAWcbxGPMwjh 維尼
I want to feel something again.8964 copyright protection20PENANAAGQfo3jKby 維尼
I thought I was doing it all right.8964 copyright protection20PENANApBETTU6NxL 維尼
So why do I feel nothing?8964 copyright protection20PENANAaMFqDoYV1z 維尼
Why do I feel like I’m standing outside the faith everyone else holds so easily?8964 copyright protection20PENANAiLx2vRc9go 維尼
Why does their belief come like breathing — and mine feels like drowning?8964 copyright protection20PENANAlBEu7ADpAw 維尼
They say it’s simple.8964 copyright protection20PENANAGxKunXVr0h 維尼
But it’s not.8964 copyright protection20PENANAdRUxt9aSlV 維尼
It’s not simple when you’re sitting alone, begging for a voice and getting silence.8964 copyright protection20PENANA9rswNq3Vmm 維尼
It’s not simple when you’re scared you’re making it all up just to feel less alone.8964 copyright protection20PENANAjSJpZafGn9 維尼
I want a reason to stay.8964 copyright protection20PENANAchk8xvP5j9 維尼
A reason to live.8964 copyright protection20PENANAs5RGSskUnf 維尼
A reason to keep reaching out.8964 copyright protection20PENANAHzU1EBcBd1 維尼
I want to be held by something real.8964 copyright protection20PENANAyjJAYnUZ6M 維尼
I want You to be real.8964 copyright protection20PENANAyfeXAl3c6E 維尼
I just need something, God.8964 copyright protection20PENANAgRI3NJbgCK 維尼
Anything.8964 copyright protection20PENANAnKdNce8U5f 維尼
Because I feel like I’m aimlessly wandering in a dream I’m not sure is a nightmare.8964 copyright protection20PENANAMRaJYg18HK 維尼
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